Every day after marriage in Shura field

When going home at night, Jian Lu still looked sullen.From the time he got in the car and held the steering wheel until he prepared dinner at home, he didn't say a word uncharacteristically.

Like a stuffy gourd.

Lin Shenshi washed his hands and waited at the dining table, his knuckles were slender and beautiful, his fingers interlaced, and he tapped the table lightly.

Jian Lu put down the sauerkraut and fish soup, the force was a little stronger than before, and the porcelain bowl hit the marble table with a little weight—Lin Shenshi also paused when he tapped the table with his fingers, and asked slowly: "you are not happy?"

"……No."

Jian Lu pulled out a professional smirk, with joy written all over his face.

Lin Shenshi snorted coldly, he still doesn't understand the person in front of him?In the past, one wife would have yelled shamelessly.

It's not like it is now, like a wronged little daughter-in-law who was abandoned by her scumbag husband.

But Jian Lu kept his mouth tightly shut, didn't say anything in a daze, just kept his head buried in eating.

No matter how insensitive Lin Shenshi was to feelings, he knew that he was making a fuss.

He felt a little funny: "Just because of Chen Anting, you are so desperate to live?"

Jian Lu had already made up his mind not to mention this person to Lin Shenshi, but now that he was asked such a question, he couldn't bear it any longer. He pounded the rice in the bowl heavily with chopsticks. Sour: "I'm not, I'm not, I'm fine."

"Dog temper."

Xiaobai also joined in the fun, put down the bone in his mouth, and yelled a few times at Jian Lu.

Jian Lu gritted his teeth, so he didn't dare to contradict his wife, so he poured all his anger on Xiao Bai who had fallen into trouble, hooked his feet to hide his food bowl under his chair, pointed at the dog's nose and said fiercely: "Dogs are meddling with mice, bah."

Xiaobai stood up on all fours, posing in an attacking posture, and kept making "gurgling" sounds from his throat, as if he was going to pounce on Jian Lu in the next minute and fight him to the death.

Lin Shenshi got a headache from this person and a dog. He slapped his chopsticks and glanced at them. The cold and stern look in his eyes immediately calmed Xiaobai down. At the feet, the drooping dog's head rests on the two overlapping front legs, and the big watery eyes look innocent and pitiful.

Lin Shenshi doesn't like this, let alone Jian Lu who has lowered his head and tried to reduce his sense of existence.

"I'll give you one last chance, you can say it or not."

Jian Lu pulled the rice in the bowl back and forth, and was silent for a long time, before finally at the moment before Lin Shenshi's stamina was exhausted, he confessed the most true thoughts in his heart: "...what do you want to hear?"

When he met Shang Lin Shen's pale amber eyes, his brain became hot, he pushed the bowls and chopsticks in front of him, and gave up on himself: "Yes, that's right, I'm just jealous, I'm just sad."

"I hate Lin Xia, that Chen Anting, and even more I hate you for agreeing to his request. I hate everyone around you. The thing I hate the most is myself. I'm a fucking piece of shit!"

The more Jian Lu talked, the more excited he became, and finally he raised his hand and slapped himself hard.He clenched his fists so hard that his nails almost sank into the flesh.

But this pain is nothing compared to Jian Lu's manic depression, which has nowhere to vent.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he felt that there were iron walls in all directions, and he couldn't find a way out even if he smashed his fists. He could only be trapped in a small space and howled angrily and helplessly, like a desperate beast.

This is a cage in the name of love. Even a beast with astonishing destructive power can't do anything after being locked up. It can only be eroded and swallowed bit by bit, and it will sink forever.

Lin Shen kept watching Jian Lu's struggle, and when he calmed down a little, he sighed slightly, as light as the tiniest wind caressing Jian Lu's heart, without even a little ripple.

The white and delicate palm suddenly wrapped Jian Lu's tightly clenched hand, and the cold touch made him suddenly open his eyes, and looked down at the two hands that were held together in amazement.

Without saying a word, Lin Shenshi slowly loosened Jian Lu's clenched fist, and straightened his frozen fingers one by one.After losing the cover, it was obvious that there were five crescent-shaped wounds on the palm, and traces of blood were still oozing out.

"Does it hurt?"

Jian Lu was a little dazed for a while, and shook his head in confusion: "It doesn't hurt."

Lin Shenshi was merciless, and pressed his thumb directly on one of the scars. The pain caused Jian Lu to wake up in an instant, grinning.

If Lin Shenshi hadn't held his hand, he might have jumped up from the chair in the next moment.

"Hiss—it hurts, it hurts to death."

Ten fingers connected to the heart, even if the wound on the hand is only a little bit, it can involve the heart vein, which makes people feel excruciatingly painful.

But Lin Shenshi's hand feels like the best cold jade, moist and a bit cool, and it makes Jian Lu feel that the palm of his hand is numb, as if there are little ants in it. He drilled back and forth in his heart, and his heart itched so badly.

The original violent emotions dissipated instantly under Lin Shenshi's comfort. Jian Lu buried his head in his neck, and the voice came out muffled and unclear: "Honey, am I really bad?"

"Ah."

"I have nothing, I am not worthy of you at all."

"You can rest assured that no one is worthy of me."

"..." Jian Lu was speechless for a moment, and after a while he said hesitantly: "I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if you run away with Chen Anting, you won't want me."

He finally confessed the worries hidden in his heart, but Lin Shenshi pushed his head away in a puzzled manner, and said lightly, "Are you going crazy because of such a trivial matter?"

Jian Lu was very wronged, and wanted to put her head on her lover's shoulder: "How can this be considered a trivial matter, if you really run away, how should I live?"

"Okay, stop thinking about it." Lin Shenshi looked at the wound on the palm of his hand, it was no longer bleeding, so he took his hand back.

Jian Lu rested her chin on his shoulder, exactly the same as Xiao Bai's posture.

Lin Shenshi probably understood why Jian Lu made such a fuss tonight after being tortured.In the final analysis, he never felt safe with himself.

After thinking about it, Lin Shenshi decided to comfort Jian Lu.

The warm lips only lightly touched the corner of Jian Lu's mouth, and it disappeared like a dragonfly on water, but it caused bright fireworks to set off in his heart, and his eyes suddenly brightened, with unbelievable surprise in his eyes.

"Kiss, kiss me?!"

Jian Lu was so excited that he couldn't speak well and stuttered.He didn't know what to say, he grabbed Lin Shenshi's shoulder and said incoherently: "I, I'm so happy! Shen, Shenshi——no no no, wife, wife, I love you!"

Jian Lu burst into screams of excitement, just like the groundhog that went viral on the Internet. He kissed Lin Shenshi heavily on the face, and he called his wife after kissing, which made Lin Shenshi confused. Drooling all over his face.

"Fuck off!"

Lin Shenshi broke away from him, wiped his face with several tissues, and sat down on a chair several feet away from Jian Lu in disgust.

Jian Lu leaned on him shamelessly, tugging at the hem of his shirt: "You kiss me because you like me, right?"

"wrong."

"I don't believe it." When Jian Lu hugged Lin Shen, the tip of his nose sucked and sucked on the ends of his black hair, just like a scene where a shit shoveler hugs his cat owner and doesn't let go.

"Relax and eat."

"Not loose, I'll feed you."

"What's wrong with you?!"

Lin Shenshi glared at him. I really don't know how this person's brain is so long. He can't use the logical thinking of a normal person at all.

Although he really wanted to hug him like this for the rest of his life, Jian Lu didn't want to make Lin Shen angry. He took a deep breath, and reluctantly let go of the person in his arms.

"I must have been a lemon tree spirit in my previous life, and I will be jealous and sour in this life." Jian Lu took advantage of Lin Shenshi's meal stall to seriously analyze himself.

"I can't help being jealous when I see you have a good relationship with Wen Zhong; I feel sad when I see you stand up for Guan Yan; I feel even more upset when I see you being so indulgent to Lin Shixia; and today... ...You agreed to Chen Anting's request in front of me, which made me very depressed. But I also know that I have no right to stop your interpersonal communication, and I can't control my emotions if I want to—"

Jian Lu gently pawed Lin Shen for a while, and apologized to him awkwardly: "I'm sorry... I didn't want to have trouble with you."

Lin Shenshi showed no mercy: "It's really stupid."

"...According to the normal script, I think you should be very touched at this time, and then give me a kiss."

Jian Lu blinked and looked at Lin Shenshi with expectant little eyes.

In the end, he didn't wait for the kiss, but only waited for the chicken leg that stuffed his mouth.

Lin Shenshi put down his chopsticks, and gave him a slightly disgusted look: "Keep an inch."

Jian Lu pouted, unable to find anything to refute.

The atmosphere in the restaurant suddenly eased, and Xiaobai, who had been quietly lowering his sense of existence, was finally able to jump. He immediately stood up and ran to the seat where the food bowl was hidden in front of Jian Lu, and took out the bowl full of bones. When he reached Jian Lu's feet, he raised the dog's head and looked at Lin Shen with big wet eyes, as if he wanted the owner to seek justice for it.

Lin Shenshi had already finished eating, so he wiped his hands with a wet tissue, and stroked Xiaobai's head. His fur was smooth and smooth, and it felt great.

Unlike Jian Lu, who is stupid and stubborn.

"Dogs are smarter than you."

Jian Lu admitted that he was in the wrong, squatted down and apologized seriously to Xiaobai: "I'm sorry, I wronged our poor son, Dad will get you crabs tomorrow."

Xiaobai "hummed" a few times, and licked the back of Jian Lu's hand with his big tongue, reluctantly agreeing.

Jian Lu turned around again, imitating Xiao Bai's posture, squatting on the ground with his knees hugged, looking up at Lin Shen pitifully: "Honey, you have to promise me, don't run away with Chen Anting tomorrow."

"Otherwise, when I go home, there will be no co-pilot in the car. How pitiful I am. Our son has no father."

Lin Shenshi was almost laughed at by Jian Lu, and kicked him up.

"Go to sleep."