Every day after marriage in Shura field

But the person Chen Anting wants to spend his whole life with has completely lost him.

He didn't know anything at this time, but he was very angry when he heard what Mrs. Chen said—very, very angry.So he solemnly emphasized to her: "Mom, I can't like women, I just want to be with Shen Shi."

Mrs. Chen snorted coldly. Her son's behavior of having a wife and forgetting his mother made her very uncomfortable, and even made her impression of Lin Shenshi even worse.

"Anyway, I don't agree. When you recover, you will obediently go abroad to study. You are not allowed to come back until you get married."

Chen Anting was so angry that his wound hurt. The body just after the operation was too fragile. Every word he said was forced to hold on.

"Mom, I'm really fed up with you and Dad's dictatorship. Since I was born, you have planned your life step by step for the next few decades, and no accidents are allowed. But, But life cannot be controlled by humans."

Chen Anting stared at the ceiling, and just said a few words, which made him overworked. He had to stop and rest for a while before he could continue to say: "Meeting Shenshi is the most beautiful accident in my life. He is a The key, so that I can open your locked door and have a glimpse of the wonderful world outside."

"What you failed to give me, such as love, freedom, and happiness, was given to me by him, and it is also my most precious gift."

Mrs. Chen was not convinced: "I am your mother, how could I not love my son and wish you happiness?"

Chen Anting shook his head slowly, it was very laborious for him to do this movement, he slowly but firmly denied: "What you love is just a programmed program, if this program is no longer subject to your control one day control, it will be formatted."

"But I am a person."

After he finished speaking, it seemed that he didn't want to argue with his stubborn mother anymore, but said a little tiredly: "What about Shen Shi? Give me the phone, I want to talk to him."

Mrs. Chen was unmoved, she wiped away her tears, except for the red eye circles, there was no other gaffe.

"I won't agree with you to be with him, take care of your injuries. Don't even think about anything else."

She left after she finished speaking, leaving Chen Anting beating the bed in frustration, involving the wound, the pain made him grin his teeth and cough for a while.

At this time, he didn't know that Lin Shenshi had already flown to the United States, and he was naively waiting to apologize to the person he liked after he recovered from his injury.

Shenshi has such a strong personality, and he will definitely get angry after waiting for him for so long this time.While thinking about how to coax Chen Anting, he laughed uncontrollably, and the depression caused by the argument with his mother just now has improved a lot.

However, after he lay in the hospital bed for two days, he realized that things might be tens of thousands of times worse than he had imagined before—Mrs. That is, no one who has nothing to do with him is allowed to contact him.

As a result, Chen Anting lost any possible way to contact Lin Shenshi, and he couldn't even get out of bed—he was seriously injured in the car accident, and his whole body was covered with paint, especially when he was scratched by the window glass On the right hand, more than 20 stitches were stitched, all the way down the bicep, and the ugly scar was not finished until the elbow, and the scalp-numbing effect was comparable to that of a centipede crawling around.

For a piano player, such a serious hand injury is almost fatal, but for Chen Anting, finding a way to get a mobile phone is not as important as it is.

He doesn't care what kind of piano prince he is. The elegant life his parents hope for is just a glass of plain water without the person he wants to spend the rest of his life with.

Hollow and bland, it doesn't stand up to any careful tasting.

But no matter how much trouble Chen Anting made, Mrs. Chen ignored it.She did not allow her son to disobey her own words and forced him to follow her own request.Sometimes when I see this child lying helpless and sad on the hospital bed, I will feel a bit of unreasonable and superior joy—see, you can’t resist, you just need to be obedient.

In desperation, Chen Anting had no choice but to go on a hunger strike to force his mother to let go.The feeling of starving is not pleasant, it is like a giant gluttonous beast is huddling in your stomach, constantly gnawing at your internal organs, eating your stomach, and eating your intestines.The longer the time dragged on, the more obvious this gut-wrenching feeling became, so that in the end, Chen Anting felt that he had no strength left to fight against the overwhelming hunger—Ms. Chen also thought so Yes, she didn't think her son could last long.

But Chen Anting couldn't get in the hard water and rice, and carried it for four full days.He still has injuries all over his body. If he is not still in the hospital and can be injected with nutrient solution, he may have already suffered from exhaustion.

Mrs. Chen once read the story of how to tame an eagle. In order to tame an eagle, people have to look at it motionlessly. Whoever gives up first loses.

Chen Anting is that eagle.

Mrs. Chen had to admit that she lost the battle.

After all, the son was born after ten months of pregnancy and walked through the gate of hell. It was a piece of flesh thrown from his body. How could he really watch him slowly decline like this.She touched Chen Anting's thin and sunken cheeks, wet and hot tears fell on the pale skin, and asked him in a crying voice: "Do you have to fight against Mom to this extent because of a man? Whose body is the bad one?" , who will love you except parents. "

Chen Anting was in a daze, he couldn't hear his mother's words clearly, he opened his mouth feebly, but he was probably too weak, his voice was as soft as a mosquito.

Mrs. Chen listened closely and realized what he was talking about: "Mom...I'm sorry, I...I must know, know about him..."

"You really have to piss Mom off to be willing!" Mrs. Chen hated that iron can't be made into steel, and handed him the phone while crying.She didn't want to stay here and listen to her son breaking up with a man, and hid outside the ward wiping away tears.

Chen Anting carefully brought the phone to his ear with one hand. His right hand was injured, so he had to use his left hand to dial the buttons. After poking one by one for a long time, he finally dialed out the familiar number.

For the next time, he kept lying on his side, waiting happily for the call to be connected.

However, after more than a dozen busy tones, the only thing waiting for him was an unkind mechanical female voice: "The user you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later."

Chen Anting was stunned, his upturned face froze into an ugly arc, his eyes flickered a few times, and there were faint tears.

He didn't believe it, and awkwardly dialed again, but still the same result.

My heart suddenly lifted up, as if someone had grabbed the softest point, and there was some sourness in the pain.

The tears hanging in the eye sockets flowed out without any warning, and fell down the somewhat disfigured cheeks, dripped on the bed sheet, and were absorbed in an instant, leaving only a circle of dark water stains .

"Why...don't you answer my phone..." Chen Anting muttered to himself, even if he listened closely, he couldn't hear his angry voice.His lips were parched from dryness during the hunger strike, and his mouth is now slightly parted, like a dying fish on the beach trying to move its gills.

Naturally, Lin Shenshi had blacklisted Chen Anting long after Mrs. Chen called. Now he is riding a horse in the private ranch of Taylor's family, so he can't care about Chen Anting who is far away on the other side of the Pacific Ocean.

It was a phone call that could never be answered.

Chen Anting finally came to this conclusion after repeatedly dialing more than 100 times with a blank face.He was still gripping the phone tightly, and the turquoise tendons burst out on the back of his hand like an old tree root coiled and crouching. The strength was so great that even the doctors who came to rescue him couldn't pull it out, and forcibly broke his fingers one by one. open.

In the first half of her life, Mrs. Chen had never waited for anyone outside the operating room, but since her son's car accident, she has received no less than two critical illness notices, crying until her eyes are red and swollen, like the swollen and swollen eyes of a goldfish.

In the face of life and death, she finally began to regret, not only stopped provoking Chen Anting in front of him, saying things like sending him to study abroad, marrying a woman, etc., but even asked Mr. Chen to ask relatives in the family to inquire everywhere. Lin Shenshi's news.

The Chen family had nothing to do with the wealthy gentry in the business district, so after Mrs. Chen deliberately inquired, she found out that the family of the boy she called a vixen was several times worse than her own.She also suddenly couldn't figure out why she showed such a disgusting and ugly face that day after spending most of her life being rational and polite.

But no matter how regretful she was, she didn't regret taking the medicine. Mrs. Chen could only watch helplessly as her son gradually became weaker day by day.

Like a terminally ill patient waiting to die.

For Chen Anting, when he lost Lin Shen, it was not much different from losing his heart.

How can a person without a heart continue to live?It is only with the little thoughts and memories left to linger on.

But in the end he survived, and his hand fully recovered. Except for the centipede-like scar, the car accident did not leave any marks on Chen Anting's body.

But it really did ruin his life.

During Lin Shenshi's whole year of traveling abroad, Chen Anting never touched the piano again, and he immersed himself in alcohol day and night.

He once fantasized about the future to the boy he loved, and wanted to play his favorite tune to him in Vienna's pub, but he missed the flight.

Tulips in Holland don't bloom in winter either.

Many years later, Chen Anting came across the news that Notre Dame de Paris was on fire by chance, and the familiar, old slight pain crept into his heart again, like an ant nibbling.

He smiled, and it turned out that Quasimodo who was ringing the bell was gone.

Probably the ending of some things is doomed from the beginning.Quasimodo lost the girl he loved, and after a few years, not even the bell.

But the youthful joy was overly enthusiastic and flamboyant, and ended hastily, like an unfinished book, Chen Anting inevitably felt a little regretful.

Not much, just a little.