presumptuous

Years later, life suddenly became faster. Yu Huan and Qi Shi briefly met and went to see a movie. During the period, Feng Jiuwang asked all kinds of questions on WeChat, and the questions popped up like popping beans. , and finally said: [I haven’t watched a movie with my teacher yet. ]

Knowing that Feng Jiuwang was deliberately seeking favors, Yu still stared at the line in silence.

After the movie ended, Qi Shi asked, "Do you remember what was played in the opening scene?"

Yu also opened and closed his mouth blankly.

Qi Shi raised her eyebrows: "Be honest, who are you chatting with? At the beginning, I was so distracted, was it Li Huaiqing?"

There was silence in the air for many seconds, and Yu Huan remembered that he hadn't said anything about breaking up with Qi Shi yet.It's been more than half a year, and he hasn't told her yet.

Apologetically, he said sincerely: "I separated from him a long time ago, I'm sorry, I kept forgetting to say it."

Qi Shi was also stuck, she didn't expect this situation.She and Li Huaiqing were not familiar with each other, only met once or twice, so she didn't know him well, but she knew Yu Huan.

"Ah, that's it." Qi Shi could only change the subject in embarrassment, "Then who are you chatting with?"

"……a student."

"The one you met before?"

Yu also paused and nodded.

Qi Shi looked at him hesitantly: "This is not like you."

"Ok?"

"Work is work, and private time is private time. How long have you been in touch with him since you're on vacation? Are you friends? How should I put it? I don't hate that kid, but Yu Huan, you have to think about it. It's your student, do you think the distance...can you control it?"

he can not.

Not long ago.

Yu also clearly knew that he was making mistakes, every step was wrong.

So I didn't dare to answer.

It was Qi Shi who asked and answered by herself, "Well, but if it's you, I don't think there's any problem."

Yu still found it difficult to face the woman's attitude of absolute trust.

##

In late February, another light snow fell in Yu Huan's city.

He saw Li Huaiqing again, the man was wrapped in a fat padded jacket, his elite posture was gone.

Yu Huan was standing in front of his courtyard at that time, and Li Huaiqing happened to be walking down the slope, and both of them stared at each other in shock.

Yu still wanted to pretend he couldn't see, but Li Huaiqing took the initiative to say hello, "My mother mentioned you yesterday."

Only then did Yu Huan raise his head again.He didn't wear much, he just came out to help Father Yu get the newspaper, his ears were red from the cold, and his cheeks were also red.

Li Huaiqing said: "She will arrange a blind date for you after all she has done."

He used "also", indicating that he has met his blind date.

Yu hasn't answered yet.

Li Huaiqing smiled indifferently: "It's a coincidence, I just went to a blind date arranged by my mother today."

Tiny snowflakes fell on the top of his head, and Yu Huan was still holding the newspaper in his hand, rolled into a bucket, his knuckles were red from the cold.

"I said that I had a lover outside, and asked her if she wanted to be the second one, and she was splashed with a drink. Are you exaggerating? People really pour things on people these days. My clothes are useless. This time I came back in a hurry and didn’t have any clothes to change. Of course, the lover is fake, I lied to her, I can’t have sex with her.” Li Huaiqing smiled with the corners of her mouth open, and then said seriously, “Yu Huan, I really don’t I will tell my parents about my sexual orientation, but I will not harm a woman for no reason."

Yu also asked: "So?"

This time it was Li Huaiqing's turn to be speechless, after a while he pushed his glasses, "It's nothing, I haven't seen my old friend for a long time and I just want to chat, so I can't help but say a few more words."

But Yu Huan asked him as he continued to walk forward: "Are you trying to express that I should feel sorry for missing you?"

Li Huaiqing was a little surprised, and turned to look at Yu Huan.

This time, the two got closer, so close that they were only two steps away. You could see Yu's untrimmed hairstyle and frozen red cheeks. He was only wearing a thin shirt, with his collarbone exposed, and his face seemed rounder. It's just that the body looks thinner.The two are about the same height, but Yu is taller because of the different standing positions.

"No regrets."

Yu also calmly narrated that the thin winter snow made his face redder.

"There are so many ways to reject people, but you have chosen the most insulting one." Yu still said and glanced over, and stopped at a corner of his clothes in disgust, "Including the ugly clothes you are wearing now." Li Huaiqing, who doesn't wear a few padded jackets, said these things to me to satisfy your own selfish desires, Li Huaiqing, I don't feel sorry, we were not suitable in the first place."

Li Huaiqing should have known earlier that Yu was no longer the good gentleman who could follow others in everything and was willing to give others a step down.

He suddenly had a sharp edge.

Yu was about to leave after finishing speaking, but Li Huaiqing said, "That student of yours..."

Yu Huan's body was visibly stiff.

"Don't blame me for not reminding you, he looks at you in the wrong way." It was originally a kind reminder, but it changed when Li Huaiqing said it, "Maybe he really likes you."

Yu also hurried up the steps, ignoring what Li Huaiqing said.

Li Huaiqing didn't take it seriously, just thought that Yu still didn't want to talk to him, and walked home wrapped in a big army green padded jacket.

Years later, when his parents' farmyard opened, Yu Huan became the extra person again, standing nowhere.He had long forgotten the way of receiving guests at home, and the price of the meals was not clear, and even the little girl who kept the bill laughed at him.

Yu also felt that his brain was going to be rusted. After sitting in the office for a year and a half, his thinking became dull, and his mind was full of the crap about checking dormitory, meeting and being on duty at school.

He had just picked up the newspaper, and on the way back, he bumped into a resident again. He smiled and nodded to say hello. He forgot what his last name was, so he had to change his words: "Good morning, did you wake up so early?"

After the polite greetings, Yu continued to walk back and did not come out of the house until the afternoon.

As soon as I left the house, I saw Aunt Li crying to Yu's mother: "What do you think he thinks? How can he say that to others? This will make others think of our family in the future. If you don't want to go on a blind date, tell me no." It's over, can I still force him?"

Mother Yu took out a tissue and handed it to Aunt Li, trying to comfort her, "You didn't insist on arranging him to go before, how dare he refuse... Nowadays, children have big ideas, so don't push him too hard. "

"Is that why I forced him to be tight?! It's because he doesn't live up to it! How old is he, why don't you get married yet?"

Yu still stood in the stairwell and listened for a while, then walked downstairs quietly, not wanting to be dragged by Aunt Li to confide in this juncture.

Li Huaiqing has always listened to his parents. He is the oldest in the family, and he is the leader. Now he should be forced to take such a dangerous road.

Before Yu went down to the first floor, someone opened the curtain and walked in. Yu still saw someone, and that person also saw him.

Li Huaiqing asked, "Where's my mother up there?"

"Ah."

"I'm sorry, your family is still in business, what's the point of her crying here...I asked my brother to call her out."

"It's okay, my mother is fine now, just to talk to my aunt."

The two returned to their usual polite manners, Li Huaiqing took a deep look at him, "Then I'll wait for her downstairs."

Immediately after Yu wanted to go out, Li Huaiqing called him back, "Huan Yu."

There was no one on the first floor, and the huge room was so empty that it almost echoed.

Li Huaiqing thought for a while and asked, "Have you really liked me before?"

Yu was still stunned, and then asked, "Why are you talking about this now?"

Li Huaiqing didn't know why he was going crazy, maybe it was because of the unhappiness these days that made him extremely irritable. He was happy to come back to reunite during the Chinese New Year, but the blind date after the new year messed things up. He came back from the company on purpose to meet a woman , and even be laughed at by Yu.

"...It's this kind of attitude, Yu Huan, the most annoying thing about you is this attitude. Whenever I ask something, you always bypass the answer and ask me back." Itchy teeth.

"Do you feel that you are accommodating to others in everything, and you are particularly great and gentle in consideration of others? Let me tell you, no. Who knows what you think in your heart all day long? No one will know if you don't say it. You can let your temper go, but after a long time, everyone will get tired!"

Li Huaiqing simply vented all the dissatisfaction in the past.Although he has put on clean clothes and no longer wears the large padded jacket, his manner of speaking reminds people of some philistines in the morning market.

Yu couldn't help but frown: "I didn't force you to guess."

"Yeah, you didn't, you are so caring, you always think about others, but is this normal? It's understandable for you to hide it from outsiders, but you also treat your family... I really doubt it sometimes , Why did you agree to be with me and play me for fun?"

"Li Huaiqing, have you been drinking?"

"I drank." Li Huaiqing sat down on a chair, shook her head and said, "I only drank a little, not drunk."

"Then how do you want to hear my answer?" Yu asked.

"Of course it's the truth. What did you think before, and what did you think when you first separated? I just want to clarify the doubts before."

Yu also looked into the depths of the corridor. Walking around this corridor is a rockery.The scenery outside the window can be seen through the window in the corridor. The snow has stopped, and only a thin layer of silvery white is covered on the rockery, like a furry blanket covering an animal.

"There's no need to hold on to this, Li Huaiqing, you're not feeling well now, you just want to hear me tell you how much I liked you back then, how unwilling and painful..." Yu Huan finally looked at the man, frowning obviously and asked, "Are you sick?"

Li Huaiqing: "..."

Li Huaiqing: "I haven't seen you for a few months, and your words are getting more and more irritating."

Yu still showed no expression.

Li Huaiqing looked at him: "You really don't want to talk about it?"

"I made it very clear in the restaurant that day. The more I talk to you, the more disgusting I will be."

Li Huaiqing laughed: "You speak very straightforwardly now."

Yu also sarcastically said, "Do you need my apology?"

"No, that's not necessary." Li Huaiqing exhaled, "Wouldn't it be fine if it was like this before? I will also get angry and have a temper, and everything can be resolved through communication."

Yu Huan's eyes froze, and he thought of something and closed his mouth.

The conflict between him and Li Huaiqing could not be resolved by words alone, and Li Huaiqing once again put all the responsibility on him, which was extremely selfish and arrogant.

"I won't wait any longer, my mother will be angry again when she sees me, let's wait until her anger subsides..." Li Huaiqing stood up as he spoke, "Then let's go first, we can't be friends, just be neighbors, right? "

"No." Yu said quite capriciously, he didn't want to have anything to do with the person in front of him, "You and I don't need to say hello or greet each other with a smile."

Li Huaiqing's smiling face continued to decline.

"Why are you so unreasonable? If you have rejected me once, you will reject me a second time. Our two families are so close to each other. We will see each other when we look up and look down."

Many things and many things cannot be retreated again and again. People who do not know their mistakes will never realize their mistakes.Just like now Li Huaiqing still puts himself in a proper and reasonable position, boasting "big principles" with his sense of superiority as an adult.

Yu also understands that his foolish persistence may be a joke in the eyes of others. Some things will have results if they don't persist, and persistence will not be understood.

He used to know it well.

But now he needs to have such courage, the courage to refuse, the courage to say "no", the courage to live beautifully without putting on a false shell.

This is what he learned from Feng Jiuwang.

Young people are full of uncertainties, and love and hate are always clear.

Although Yu Huan can't be completely stupid like that, occasionally he also wants to give up the rules and regulations and become a living person.

"I don't think it's unreasonable, and I don't know what to say to someone who cheated on me...but now I think about it."

The window was covered with a layer of frost, and Yu Huan bent his eyes to show his first smile so far, and spit out three words: "Hurry up."