presumptuous

Yu still wanted to go to the bathroom to take a shower, Feng Jiuwang was very active: "I will help you."

But Yu pushed him out of the door with the excuse of "you don't know how".

Yu Huan didn't push him with much strength. He had just experienced an unspeakable love affair, his breathing was still hot, and his wrist couldn't use any strength, but Feng Zhuwang obediently withdrew from the door, looking extremely obedient.

Yu still raised his head, hesitating to speak, his half-open mouth could be seen inside the mouth, the white shirt had been ravaged into disrepair, hanging on his body unevenly.

Feng Zhuwang's expression darkened: "I really don't need me..."

Before he finished speaking, Yu quickly closed the bathroom door.

Feng Zhuwang stood outside the door for 2 minutes, and when he heard the sound of a shower, he put his head on the door and knocked on it lightly, acting childishly like a child.

Yu was still standing in the bathroom, covered in steaming mist, raised his head to let the hot water slide down his face, his mind was in chaos, full of balls of wool that couldn't be combed.

After cleaning up, Feng Zhuwang was no longer there, and Yu didn't know whether he should breathe a sigh of relief or become more nervous, until he wiped his hair half dry, and there was the sound of the door opening.

Feng Jiuwang felt chilly all over, and still held a packaged meal in his hand.

Yu still looked at him, "...Why did you take my key without authorization?"

"I'm going to buy food." Feng Zhuwang put the boxed lunch on the table, "Are you full from the restaurant this afternoon?"

No.

Then a group of people gather together to chat and drink, so there is no time to eat.

Feng Juwang took off his coat, revealing some wrinkled clothes underneath, and his hair was also messed up, with shapeless curls.

All are messy.

The towel on Yu Huan's head was removed, Feng Juwang lowered his head and dropped a light kiss on the corner of his mouth, then stretched out his tongue to lick the gap between his lips, tasted lightly, like a wolf's cub, obviously sharp teeth, but wants to flick its fluffy tail and jump at the prey jubilantly and happily.

Yu Huan started, "... let's eat."

Halfway through the meal, Wu Haofei called Feng Jiuwang and asked him if he would return to the dormitory today.

Feng Jiuwang: "I won't go back."

Yu Huan raised his head upon hearing this.

Hearing Feng Jiuwang said that he couldn't go back, Wu Haofei shouted loudly: "Isn't it?! Why are you faster than me, have you really found someone? Spend the night outside?"

Even Yu Huan heard it. He had been eating in silence, but now he couldn't help but turn his head to eavesdrop with curiosity.

Feng Juwang naturally noticed his small movements, pretended not to notice and continued talking on the phone: "If you leave tomorrow, remember to put the key on the door frame, I didn't bring it."

"Oh no, are you talking about whether it's true? It's only a short time at noon, and in the afternoon you said to find a girlfriend, and you left without taking the earphones. Isn't that too fast?"

Yu also heard it.

Might as well not have heard.

After Feng Jiuwang hung up the phone, he asked, "What nonsense did you and Wu Haofei say?"

"I didn't say anything. I came out to look for you. He asked me why I was there and if I was looking for a girlfriend."

"Then?"

Feng Jiu smiled: "I'm anxious to see you, so tell him 'hmm'."

Yu Huan: "..."

He's completely sober now.

What was this, he didn't even know.

Kissing and having sex with her own students, and sitting down to dinner afterwards.

The carpet in the living room was scrapped, and there were too obvious marks on it, as if reminding Yu Huan of the crime he had committed, so he couldn't look directly at it and couldn't use it again.

Feng Jiuwang stood up after eating, and Yu was shocked.

Feng Juwang lowered his head and asked, "Can I take a bath today?"

Yu Huan was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously replied: "Yes."

The last time Feng Jiu came to his house, he refused to take a bath, but he still remembered it unexpectedly.

The sound of water coming from the bathroom made Yu Huan feel more and more uneasy.

He is doing a very wrong thing, he should not acquiesce in Feng Jiuwang's overnight stay.

It wasn't until Feng Jiuwang opened the bathroom door to call him that he barely raised his head and responded, "What's wrong?"

"Where are the towels?"

Yu Huan came out of the living room, just in time to see Feng Jiuwang standing naked at the door of the bathroom.

Feng Jiuwang reminded again: "Yu Huan, bath towel."

Yu also avoided his eyes: "There are freshly washed ones in the drawer, I'll get them for you."

The bath towel was brought, and Feng Jiuwang took it, "Brother, your ears are red."

"What? That's not because you don't wear clothes." Yu also touched his ears and subconsciously retorted.

Feng Jiuwang: "When you came to check the dorm in your freshman year, your ears turned red."

Yu also thought for a while, thinking of those young men who walked around in only their underpants in summer, "...it's because you don't wear clothes."

It's not that he feels embarrassed, after all, he didn't even notice it.

It was Feng Jiuwang who looked at him too carefully.

Feng Juwang suddenly lowered his head, his dripping hair touched the tip of Yu Huan's nose, and before he could react, he pressed his head and kissed him.

Yu was so kissed that his legs were weak, and he punched Feng Jiuwang without even thinking about it.Feng Juwang was only wearing a bath towel, and this punch hit the abdominal muscles firmly, flesh to flesh.

Yu also asked, "Does it hurt?"

Actually, it's okay, but Feng Jiuwang said, "It hurts."

Deliberately whispering in Yu Huan's ear.

Yu also pretended to be calm: "Well, that's right." After speaking, he turned around and left, leaving Feng Jiuwang alone to wipe his hair.

Yu Huan didn't have any suitable clothes for a change of clothes at home, so Feng Jiuwang could only wear his own trousers and Yu Huan's slightly looser sweater.His clothes are mainly plain colors. Feng Jiuwang is wearing a milky yellow sweater with his cuffs rolled up, his hair is still wet and dripping, and the vigor between his eyebrows and eyes has lost a bit.

Feng Juwang pulled up his collar and came forward to sniff it. Yu Huan's scalp was about to explode, and he asked, "What are you doing?"

Feng Zhuwang showed a seemingly harmless smile: "Smell it to see if it smells like you."

Pervert? You are.

Yu also held back and didn't say anything, but asked directly: "Are you going back today?"

Feng Juwang covered the corners of his lips with his collar and his smile gradually faded, "Teacher, are you driving me away?"

Yu was still hoarse.

After waking up, a sense of absurdity suddenly arises, and he actually allows Feng Jiuwang to enter his territory.Those pictures flashed in front of my eyes, and the temperature in the room continued to be high.

"What is our relationship now? Are we still just teachers and students?" Feng Juwang's eyes fell on Yu Huan, "Even if we have done it, are we still just teachers and students?"

"...what else do you want to be?"

Yu also drew a frame for himself, so that others can't get in, and he can't get out.

Feng Juwang was the only one who chose to destroy it, breaking those rules itself hurt Yu Huan.

"I'm drunk." Yu still lowered his head and said with uncertainty, "Tonight...I'm drunk."

So nothing counts.

After tonight, they will return to normal teacher-student relationship.

—he hoped so.

But he also knew that Feng Juwang would not let him go, human ethics and morality could only restrain him, not the person in front of him.

Yu Huan suddenly felt very tired, and his knees also hurt. He was kneeling on the ground before and turned blue, but the dizziness after drunkenness is still there, and his head throbs from time to time.He considers himself not a fragile person, but now the physical pain has caused him a great burden.

Yu still whispered that tone, "Feng Jiuwang, you are only 20 years old."

"so what?"

Yu also had no choice but to repeat what he said before: "You will meet more people, and there will be people you like more. I... am your teacher, have you ever thought about the consequences of a momentary heartbeat? ?”

Feng Jiuwang frowned: "How do you know it's only temporary?"

Yu also asked, "How do you prove that it wasn't a temporary incident?"

Feng Jiuwang: "I can prove that it's not that my brother won't give me this opportunity now?"

Yu also avoided his gaze, "What kind of brother do you call me at a time like this, don't play tricks anymore..."

"Yu Huan, I told you about the situation in my family. You know that I won't like someone easily."

In that torn apart family, amidst the abuse and flattery, he never thought that feelings were important things, broken things could be forcibly pieced together, and life could still be maintained without love to maintain the superficial peace.

Yu still nodded, and his voice became softer: "Well, so this is a little too easy. You don't necessarily like me. After a long time, you will find that you like girls more. You like girls yourself."

Feng Juwang lifted a rock and smashed himself in the foot, and lowered his gaze, "After all, you still don't believe me."

Yu Huan said calmly: "Of course I don't believe you. You can count how many times you and I have lied since you realized it. Feng Jiuwang, I forgive you every time, shouldn't you also let me go once? "

Feng Jiuwang asked softly, "What if I don't let go?"

Yu Huan looked away: "Then I'll run away."

"Teacher, this is cheating."

Feng Juwang lowered his head to hold Yu Huan's fingertips.

Yu also withdrew his hand, "I won't be soft-hearted if I say it, and you shouldn't always say these things." On the surface, he called him a teacher but didn't respect him at all.

"Okay, no problem." Feng Jiuwang said, his eyes turned to Yu Huan, "I don't say I like you, I don't kiss you casually, so I can stay by your side?"

His brows are especially cold when he is not smiling, and Yu Huan is so mature that he trembles.

"No...you don't have to do this, you have your own life too."

"Is running away to a bar count?"

"..."

"Does it count to lie in the dormitory and play games?"

"..."

"Wandering around the streets counts?"

"I'm not saying this..."

"But that's all Yu Huan, my previous life was like this, deserted and boring. The reason why I want to become a better person now is because I yearn for you and want to be closer to you."

Feng Juwang approached step by step.

These are not lies, the fluttering butterfly in his eyes finally turned into a pair of beautiful wings.

He still hates those people and things, and still refuses to be approached by others with a bad attitude.

But Yu is okay.

Yu was still the butterfly he wanted to chase.

Everyone is the same in his eyes, only Yu is different.

He still doesn't know how to love someone.

What I learned from my parents is of no use now.

If Yu still doesn't believe him...

Just tie him up.

"Forget it, I'll die if I don't hug or kiss, I want to kiss you right now." Feng Jiu looked forward, and there was a scent of body wash in the bathroom, and the two of them exuded the same smell, "Yu Huan , you can’t be someone else’s thing.”

It was he who discovered it first.

"Otherwise, let's do it again. This time, if it takes longer, you won't escape." Feng Jiuwang said half-jokingly.

This person is his.

"First of all, I am not an object and cannot be anyone's thing. Secondly, you should not play childish temper. If you say these angry words, the result will be the same."

"What if I said I was serious?"

"Then I'm going to beat you up." Yu also pulled the corners of his mouth and forced himself to smile, "Do we have to stand here and talk?"

Standing outside the bathroom talking about things that shouldn't be said.

Feng Jiuwang didn't intend to give way.

"You took the initiative to kiss me and let me in, Yu Huan, what should I take these for?"

Yu Huan took a step back by himself, retreated into the mist in the bathroom, blinked, "...just pretend I'm drunk."

Feng Jiu looked at the corners of his mouth and said, "It's indeed a good excuse."

"Well, because I'm an adult, I have to worry about a lot of things." Yu Huan's voice trembled a little, "I'm no different from other people, and those older people you've seen... I'm even more hypocritical than them."

He accepts a boy's kiss, accepts his caress, and weeps on his body in vain...

"As you said, I'm gentle with everyone. It's just a kind of politeness in life. It's the same for others and you."

"Liar."

"I didn't lie to you, you said these yourself."

"Then why are you crying?"

"...not crying.

"Yu Huan..."

Before Feng Jiuwang finished speaking, Yu Huan interrupted again: "I'm seven years older than you, Feng Jiuwang, I can't afford to bet, I'm just a despicable adult, not the gentle and considerate teacher you imagined."

He can ignore the eyes of the world and accept the cruel laws of this society.

But he couldn't believe the sudden love of a young man, let alone take this step.

That would destroy both people at the same time.

"I never thought you were gentle and considerate. How can a teacher who beats up students from time to time be considerate?"

Feng Juwang lowered his head, looked at those watery eyes, and suddenly his heart softened.

"Aren't teachers gentle enough to show up downtown at ten o'clock at night to wait for their students?" he asked.

"Chen Fang... When Aunt Chen went to school to find you, you put a coat on Feng Yue and my sister. She told me later that she liked you very much. Why are your eyes so wide? You like it too. Her? That's not okay, don't think about it, the teacher thinks about me more.

"Listen to what I said before, tell me that I have done well enough; every time I tease you, I will be angry, puffed up like a little bear...it is really similar, don't stare at me and stop crying. Although you will be angry, as long as I call you, you will still look back at me.

"Yu Huan, I've seen what really despicable people look like. They have two eyes and one mouth like ordinary people. They never feel that they are despicable. They mix in the crowd to do evil. How are you similar to those people? You are so beautiful, If you really want to do evil, you will definitely be discovered at a glance."

"...Don't describe me as beautiful."

"I said a lot, but you only remember the last sentence. The teacher is a pig."

"Why are you scolding me?"

Yu Huan's ears were red, this time even he could feel it.

Feng Juwang was silent for a few seconds, lowering his eyelashes.

"That's fine. I won't force you, Yu Huan. Just keep the status quo. I won't cross the line again. Don't be sad."

This time, he took the initiative to back away to make way for Yu Huan.

Something melted in my heart, it was unbearably hot.

He still doesn't know how to express his feelings.

First of all, I feel sorry for Yu Huan.