Your Majesty will suffer

The fragrance of hanzi sells off the green leaves, and the westerly wind worries about the green waves.Still haggard with Shaoguang, it's unbearable.

After several days in the palace, Biyue was getting used to it. The empress cared for her very much, asking her every day, which made Biyue flattered.The only dissatisfaction is that, although he is so close, it is difficult to meet that person!As for the heart, there is no way to express it, and I can only feel sad secretly.Although the queen never cared about her except her warmth and coldness, Biyue was always afraid that people would see through her thoughts after a long time, so she didn't dare to have much contact with others and just stayed alone on weekdays.Fortunately, there are many places to enjoy and enjoy in this garden, which can be used to relieve boredom.

Early this morning, Biyue was wandering in the garden, intentionally or unintentionally, she arrived in front of the Chunjin Pavilion!I stopped for a while, wanting to see him, but I couldn't find a proper reason.Just as he was hesitating, he saw the queen stepping out of the pavilion, panicked for no reason, and wanted to leave.Unexpectedly, when he turned around, he was in danger of colliding with a person!

"You little palace lady, why don't you look when you walk?" Before she could raise her head, she heard a scolding.

"I don't have eyes in the back of my head, how can I look behind? Since then, when you see me turn around, don't you stop?" When did Bi Yue ever receive such a reprimand from a servant, let alone this matter was not hers alone. Wrong, naturally annoyed, and opened his mouth to refute.

"This servant girl has offended the king, but still uttered lies! This matter must be reported to the saint, and you will be punished!" Huangmen was anxious.

Biyue took two steps back, raised her head and scoffed, "You're going to report to the officials and I..." Suddenly seeing the person who collided with her, she was stunned, Huangmen seemed to have mentioned "King". . .Look at this man's stately appearance and haughty demeanor. . .Then a little flustered.

"Biyue, why are you here?" The queen asked in surprise from behind.

"I..." Bi Yue turned around in a hurry, her eyes were still panicked, but she didn't know where to start.

Seeing the queen approaching, the person behind him bowed slightly and crossed his hands in salute.

"Reporting to the sage, this servant girl just offended the king. Not only did she not know her mistake, but she also uttered wild words. Please make a clear decision on this matter, sage!" But the Huangmen who had a dispute with Biyue had already spoken first.

"Biyue, what is going on here?" Although the queen asked Biyue, her eyes turned to the person who hadn't spoken yet.Before Biyue could answer, she said with a smile, "Biyue is new to the palace, and if there is something wrong, it is actually the fault of my poor teaching. If it happens to collide..."

"The sage's words are serious. This is Huangmen's exaggerated words. Just now, Xiao Wang hurriedly ran into this little lady. The sage doesn't have to worry about it." King Yu interrupted her.

The queen nodded, still smiling and said: "That's good!" After saying that, she ordered Biyue to pay her in return.

After the matter was over, the empress led Biyue to go back.Unexpectedly, before he took a few steps, he heard King Yu behind him saying "Wait a minute"!Biyue was still wronged in her heart, thinking that he was going to make things difficult for her at the moment, so she turned around with a look of anger on her face.But unexpectedly, with a smile on his face, the man picked up something in his hand and asked, "Is this yours?"

Biyue was startled, and hurriedly raised her hand to touch her hair: It turned out that a bead flower was missing!His face turned red, and he stepped forward to take it from his hand, but he didn't even say thank you, instead he hummed softly, turned around and left.The helpless man was left behind shaking his head and sighing softly.

Faced with such disappointing incidents early in the morning, and still making jokes without reason, how could Biyue calm down for a while?All the way, he was reticent, and only vented his anger on the dead flowers and weeds on the side of the road.Even when the queen talked to her, she didn't answer a single sentence, looking absent-minded.Seeing this, the queen had no choice but to comfort her.

Biyue said angrily: "I'm just angry with those Huangmen who actually bully others with their power!"

The queen said helplessly: "King Yu is the younger brother of the present, and his status can be said to be noble. It is normal for the left and right to fight for power. Besides, King Yu didn't make things difficult for you!"

Bi Yue snorted, "He didn't make things difficult for me, it's because the sage has spoken out in defense, so he naturally understands this! If he really had a big heart, he wouldn't have humiliated me like a palace slave!"

The queen shook her head and smiled wryly: "Bi Yue's words are really harsh! King Yu originally thought you were an ordinary palace man, so it's not too much to scold you."

To this, Biyue couldn't refute for a while, she just waved her sleeves and threw down the leaves on the ground.After a while, he scoffed: "It's better if he doesn't know my identity. If he knows, he doesn't know how to make things difficult for me! Doesn't the saint know that he and my elder brother have always been at odds?"

The queen was startled for a moment, and then smiled again: "King Yu and the prince were both young at the beginning, and they were impulsive, so it's not surprising that there was a small gap occasionally. Maybe now, the previous dislikes have been abandoned. Besides, you are a woman. The king will not embarrass you."

Biyue hummed again, but did not say anything after all.

The Queen knew that she had prejudices against King Yu, so she said again: "Everyone said King Yu was Yan Yi, but today you bumped into him, and when he just returned your pearl flower, he still smiled, which is rare."

Bi Yue's face turned red again, but she scoffed, "He's laughing at me!"

The queen smiled, with a slight hint: "King Yu is not a narrow-minded person. Although he looks dignified, he is still gentle. Besides, all men are born with a heart of pity and beauty. Let's say Mrs. Yu Wang Mrs. Pan is weak and sick, but the king of Yu has always loved and cared for her. The two have been in harmony for seven years, and the king of Yu has never been admitted to the side room. Human life. King Yu is very sad, and it is a pity that he has not mentioned the continuation until now."

Biyue was slightly distracted, and unintentionally, she also sighed.Afterwards, feeling inexplicable again, he lowered his eyes and smiled self-deprecatingly.

The sky is getting colder and colder, Yue Ling is getting weaker and weaker, and even the door of the pavilion is rarely seen. At this moment, Guishan can't help it anymore, and can only hope that Zhou Heyan will come as soon as possible.However, even this matter has finally changed---according to the new news, the news that Zhou Heyan has found is actually a misinformation!

It turned out that in Xuzhou that day, the envoy heard that a person who looked like Zhou Heyan arrived here two days ago, and was eager to ask for credit, but before he was found, he sent a message back to Beijing!Unexpectedly, when he found the inn, he found out that he had left the day before, so he hurriedly chased after him, but he chased all the way to Yangzhou, but he did not find any trace of this person!Helpless, he had to send a letter back to Beijing to tell the truth.

Things changed, and the empress was the most anxious one. Apart from blaming herself for being too credulous, she also held some hope and ordered people to search for Zhou Heyan's whereabouts even more closely.However, everyone knows that at present, the time left for him to wait is running out.

Recently, King Yu often went to the garden to see his illness, so he inevitably met Nangongji. Although Shengqian was restrained, he couldn't help saying that he was not speculative in private, so they sneered at each other, and it was not unusual to break up unhappy.

On this day, the two happened to meet outside the pavilion again.If there is a disagreement, the king of Yu will humiliate him with the past.

Nangongji got annoyed, and replied: "What are you proud of? You should know that you haven't been able to sit in this world yet!"

King Yu's expression changed in surprise, Nangong Ji had woken up, and he couldn't help regretting it.

When the king of Yu met him, he bluntly said that Nan Gongji's words were not contemptible, please expel him.Nan Gongji knew he was wronged and had no way to refute, so he could only hold back his anger and keep silent. Yue Ling saw that he had his own conviction in his heart, but he was powerless to annoy him.

At noon, the sun was warm, and by the quiet lake, on a tree trunk that grew wildly but seemed to be half-hanging, the two sat next to each other, looking at the rippling lake surface, each in a trance.

Yue Ling's physical strength has already weakened a lot, and he stopped and stopped along the way, and even rested more than ten times.Nangongji couldn't bear it, and advised him to go back earlier, but he refused to listen, which made him feel helpless.

Wu Yan reached out a hand, took the cool hand of the man, put it on his knee and rubbed it.The man sat quietly and did not move, as if intending to indulge such innocuous presumptuousness.

A gust of wind swept the dead leaves and branches down, and two pieces fell on the man's hair and shoulders.

Nangongji raised his hand to brush him away, then put him in his arms, and said lightly: "The wind is too strong here, you can't bear the cold, how about going back?"

Yue Ling seemed to hesitate, but when he looked back, his eyes were as cold and sad as the sky, "Nangongji, you, you'd better go back."

As soon as the words fell, I felt the hand on my waist tremble!

The panic and pain in the man's eyes were undoubtedly revealed: "Ling, I was momentarily confused about today's matter, please don't be upset, I will never provoke King Yu again..."

I was speechless for a long time.After a long time, an unknown person let out a sigh.

"There was a suggestion in the court to ask for a crown prince, I..." Yue Ling mentioned this at the moment, seeming to have deep meaning.

Nan Gongji didn't want to hear it: "It's not for me to ask about the court affairs, so you don't have to tell me!" She turned her head to avoid it.

"This matter is related to you, you must listen!" Yue Ling's tone did not allow disobedience.

Nangong Ji was startled for a moment, but finally turned around with a blank expression.

"Xi Mao is still young, and it is difficult to take on a big responsibility, so I still decide to establish the Changjun!" The tone was flat, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him, "King Yu is my only sibling, and he is the king of the court. It's what everyone expects...”

"Ling, don't talk about it!" His intention was that he was afraid that King Yu would be unfavorable to him after he ascended the throne. , have nothing to do with me!"

"Nangongji, you...don't talk nonsense..."

Before he could finish his words, the man grabbed his hand with one hand and put it on his forehead, "I am awake right now. I am not talking nonsense. I have made up my mind long ago, but I haven't had the time to explain it to you. Ling, without you, even if I live, I can't live without you." But walking dead, for a long time, it will only increase the pain, what good is it? Now I have nothing to ask, I just hope that you will stay by my side, face each other day and night, come and go together, and never leave, that is enough."

In the palm, it really didn't feel hot.Yue Ling withdrew his hand, his heart was already aching, but he turned his face away: "It's the most important thing to be a parent. Where do you put filial piety when you say this? Besides, your father entrusted you with the mountains and rivers in the middle of Shu All in one."

The man smiled wryly, and turned his face lightly: "Ling, you should know that Yue Zhi has hated me for a long time, and with his personality, once he gains power, he will definitely retaliate. Then, how will he deal with me, how will he treat Shu?" In the middle, it is not difficult to know. Instead of being humiliated, implicating the family and innocent people, and even causing unrest in the world, it is better to go with you. In this way, the wish can be fulfilled, and the family and the country can be preserved. This is the best policy! Even though I have no choice but to be ashamed of my father, but the general trend is ahead, I hope he will not criticize me."

The north wind is so cold that it captivates the eyes.No wonder, between closing and opening, the corners of his eyes were wet.

"This, what's the trouble..." The man said softly, bowed his head, a pearl had already dripped silently, shattered on the dry grass leaves at his feet, and splashed in all directions.

With a sharp pain in his heart, Nangong Ji stretched out his hand to caress that shiny but sad face, and slowly lifted it up.The man seemed to be afraid of facing him, so he closed his eyes lightly, but the wet and cold things couldn't stop slipping from the corners of his eyes.Looking at him like this, Nangongji felt his heart contract more and more tightly, and the tighter and more painful. . .With a sigh, he closed his eyes and kissed the slightly closed lips. . .

"Brother! You..." A shocking rebuke suddenly shocked the inseparable two people.

Opening his eyes, he only saw a glimpse of green, and he was running away into the distance. . .

"Biyue!" The corner of Nangongji's mouth revealed a trace of bitterness. . .

At dusk, the sky that had been gloomy for a day finally began to flake fine snowflakes.The first snow in Bianliang this winter came a bit late.

Under the eaves, Nangong Ji stood quietly, watching the catkins flying all over the sky.Beside him, Gui Shan was shivering, with his hands folded in his sleeves, stomping his feet from time to time, turning his head to look at the man, he wanted to speak but stopped.

At some point, the door of the pavilion finally opened.The queen came out, walking unsteadily, her face was pale, and there seemed to be tears in her eyes.

"Your Majesty, the officials call you!" After a while, the Empress spoke lightly.

Nan Gongji's face remained the same, he bowed lightly, and went inside.

The light in the pavilion was dimmed, and the man leaned against the bed with his eyes closed, as if falling into a coma again.Afraid of disturbing him, Nangong Ji walked lightly, sat down on the edge of the bed, took his hand that was outside the quilt, gently put it back, and tucked the corner of the quilt again.When everything was in place, she gently cast her eyes like water on that face that never tires of seeing it, lightly describing it.

After a while, seeing the man's eyelashes twitching, he finally opened his eyes.

"What time is it?" With a smile, she was still confused.

"Fang Zhixu." Nan Gongji answered him softly.

"The queen is back?"

Nangong Ji shook his head: "She is very worried about you, she is still outside."

"I've already taught her to go back, so she doesn't have to stay here..." Yue Ling seemed helpless.When she lowered her eyes, she seemed to think of something again, "Where is Biyue? Have you visited her in the past two days?"

Nangongji's face showed embarrassment: "She still doesn't want to see me. But I heard from the queen that she is better than the previous two days." When she raised her eyes, her eyes met, which was normal.

"She... must hate you and me...? Nangongji, how many innocent women have you and I missed in this life?" The man sighed and closed his eyes again, "The so-called cause and effect, you and I It's worth it."

Nangongji was startled: "Ling, many things in this world are difficult to have both. What's more, even if it's you, you can't help yourself..." He stretched out his hand to caress his face, "Even if karma pays off, you and I have never been together until now. I have already tasted the pain of parting and reunion in the world..." The past, because many of them belong to me, if God really wants to punish, then transfer all the pain to me, let me suffer this pain on your behalf.

He pondered for a moment, but still joked with a smile: "The past is over, if you regret it, then you will not provoke women again."

Yue Ling responded with a sneer, but his face was pale: his energy was really exhausted.

Seeing this, Nangongji couldn't bear the sadness, but he had to force a smile: "If you are tired, go to rest earlier, let's talk about other things tomorrow." At the same time, he wanted to help him to lie down.

The man refused, and even complained: "I have been lying in this pavilion for several days, and I am very bored! If this continues, if I don't die of illness, I may die of suffocation first!"

Nangongji had no choice but to think for a while and said: "It's cold today, and it's snowing outside, you should take a rest first, and when the snow falls, you will regain some energy, and I will accompany you to the garden to enjoy the snow scene!" In that tone, It all seems to be coaxing a child.

The man's eyes lit up suddenly: "Is it snowing?" He wanted to get up immediately to take a look.

Even though Nangong Ji spoke all kinds of good words, but that person would not obey no matter what.Helpless, everyone had to give in and allow him to get up and enjoy the snow scene in front of the window.

Changing his clothes, Yue Ling came down to the window with the help of the man, and was about to push the window, the man suddenly said "wait a minute", turned around and went back, after a while, took out a fox fur to wrap it with him, and then carefully pushed the window open Open a crack---the cold wind immediately blows the ice and snow, making people shiver.

Nangong Ji suddenly felt remorse, and raised his hand to close the window, but told the man to block it - as if he couldn't feel the bone-chilling chill, the man raised his head and stared at the flying things in the sky, his eyes were full of surprises.Seeing it, Nangongji couldn't bear to disturb him for a moment, so he could only tighten his collar for him, and moved closer to teach him to lean on.

Without any warning, the man suddenly stretched out his hand from the crack of the window, as if wanting to catch the swarming thing.Nangongji was startled and hurriedly stopped him.

The man was still aggrieved, and lowered his eyes and said: "I heard that snow fields are like flowers, with cores and petals. When I was young, I was very curious and wanted to take a closer look. Unfortunately, I was never allowed to go out when it snowed, so I had to ask the palace servants to pick them up." , but it has already melted away when it was in my hand... I always thought it was a pity, but I forgot it when it was long... I suddenly remembered today, can't you make me fulfill my wish?" In the words, he raised his eyes Looking at the man beggingly.

Nangong Ji's heart felt sour, and he lowered his head to kiss his forehead, while stretching out his palms out of the window. . .

Once the snow falls into the palm, it immediately melts away. After several times, the hands are already cold, but it is difficult to achieve what one wishes.Yue Ling couldn't bear it and wanted to give up, but how could that person have the heart to disappoint him?After a little thought, he stretched out the back of his hand, and quickly retracted it for a moment, only to see a few pieces of crystal light covering it, like flowers but not flowers, with edges and corners, the two of them stared intently, their joy was beyond words.It's a pity that in just a blink of an eye, the crystal clear thing melted away, turning into a few drops of clear pearls.

Nangong Ji smiled slightly: "So satisfied?"

The man raised his face, the joy was still there, but he was still slightly annoyed: "I want to pick it up again..."

As expected, Nangong Ji flatly refused.

But the man was not reconciled, and begged lightly: "Just try once..." The look was like that of a naughty child.

How could Nangongji be so ruthless when he didn't pay attention to those longing eyes?While smiling wryly, he had no choice but to hold his hand and poke outside. . .

I clearly felt something cold fall on the back of my hand, and the snowflakes in my heart seemed to jump up, stirring up bursts of joy and spreading to the whole body. . .

Close your eyes, snuggle into the generous and warm arms, and enjoy the tranquility of this winter snowy night---times and emotions move people, and you always sigh in vain, but only at this moment, may the years stop and enjoy the peace forever .

A light knock came from outside the door, breaking the silence here, it turned out that Huangmen brought the supper.After closing the window and holding that man's cold hand, Nan Gongji felt remorse --- he shouldn't have indulged him like that!

Yue Ling's appetite has been fading lately, and his meals are also decreasing day by day. At this time, before it's time for supper, I think it's because he saw that he didn't have enough dinner, so he brought it early.

As soon as a bowl of hot soup entered my stomach, the chill in my whole body was really driven away.Looking at the man again, he still frowned at the yokan in front of him, but the bowl was still full.The palace man tried to persuade him, but when he saw that he seemed to be reluctant to drink a couple of sips, he reasoned that he was tired and wanted to rest.The palace people had no choice but to withdraw.

Although it was not yet the second watch, Nan Gongji was already tired and felt dizzy after sitting.At this moment, Pianna aroused Leng again.Nangong Ji was startled, and thought to himself, could it be that he caught cold under the window just now?He hurriedly touched his forehead, but it didn't burn, his heart was still uneasy, and he wanted to call for your kindness, but the man refused to allow him, and his way was fine.

Nangongji had no choice but to tuck up the quilt for him.After a while, seeing that he finally seemed to have closed his eyes and fell asleep, his heart felt a little more at ease, and he stroked that pale cheek full of pity.

"Why are you sighing?" The man's eyes were still closed, but he stretched out his hand from the quilt and touched the back of his hand.

Nangongji was surprised but also a little panicked: "I...why don't you rest, tomorrow you will lose energy again."

The man half-opened his eyes: "It's cold... just lie down with me for a while." Under the dim light, Nangong Ji couldn't see clearly, and only then did his face turn red.

"I think it's better to teach Guishan to take a look, or..." Nan Gongji was worried.

Unexpectedly, just this one word made the man displeased, he turned around and pulled the quilt half covered his head: "I'm fine, since you're tired, go and have a rest."

"Ling..." This person's current temper is really elusive!But thinking about it, the best way to calm things down right now is to follow him.Then he lay down with his clothes together and said, "Come on, come on, it's my fault, don't be angry."

The man still covered his head and said nothing.

Nangongji had no choice but to stand up and take off his coat again, hugging him in the quilt: "Is that how it is?"

Still silent.Once that person loses his temper, it will take a while to heal.

A wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, Nangong Ji closed his eyes since he was tired, so he should rest earlier, when he wakes up, all anger will disappear.

In the chaos, there seemed to be a hand touching the face, caressing it lightly, it was extremely gentle, causing a warm current to surge in the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't help calling "Ling...", and two pieces of warm water stuck to my lips. Things, but only stay for a moment, and then leave in a hurry.

Taste it a little bit, but naturally the meaning is still endless, and I am eager to keep it, but I can't open my eyes no matter what!Next to the ear, came the man's sad voice: "Ji, will you forget me?"

how? !I opened my mouth, only to feel dryness in my throat, and I couldn't make a sound.

"Forget it, let's forget it, that's the best..." But the man rushed to answer himself.

No. . .Ling, why do you think so?How could I forget you? ?Excessively anxious, struggling with all his strength, he opened the eyelids that seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

Suddenly, a hand came up from behind the shoulder, and the person who was drooping his eyes was startled, raised his eyes, his face flushed suddenly, and he whispered softly, "You... how did you wake up?"

"I don't wake up, but you still let you think about it until dawn?" Although the voice was hoarse, it conveyed infinite warmth.Looking at the eyes of the person in front of him flickering, his red lips parted slightly, and his thoughts suddenly moved, the unfinished meaning just now rekindled in his heart, and as soon as he lowered his head, he held the light powder in his mouth. . .

Nangongji was only emotionally moved for a while, but his sanity was not fainted, and he was lingering, but when he felt the movement of the man's hand, he was startled, reluctant to let go, and left the two things that made him think about it in every possible way, and lowered his eyes-- - If the belt is already wide!Under the collar, the man's icy muscles were ready to emerge. . .

Suddenly: "Ling, you can't..."

However, it was too late, and with a wave of his hand, the covering was lifted, revealing all the beautiful skin in his eyes!

He breathed heavily, and his head became more and more dizzy, but he firmly grasped the hands of the two parties that touched his belt, and said firmly: "No!"

The man was stunned, his face mixed with grievance and sadness for a moment.

Feeling remorse in my heart, I hastily let go, and stroked those bony shoulders again: "Ling, it's not that I don't want to, but...it will hurt you..." Your body has long been unable to bear it, how can I Can knowingly repay the wrongdoing.

There was silence for a while.

The man finally let go of his belt, stretched his arms back to embrace him, and buried his head deeply into his neck. . .

I don't know when, there seems to be some dampness on the shoulders.Nangongji's heart ached even more, and he gently stroked the thin shoulder, while carefully laying him flat, lowered his head, and kissed one by one, licking away the drops of jade beads rolling off the white jade face. . .

The palm of the hand brushed across the flawless jade biscuit, and touched the protruding part that was a bit harsh, and he couldn't bear it --- he has been so ill since he was sick, and he was too clear!After groping for a while, I finally found the belt, but my eyes were blurry, so I had to get closer. Suddenly, a pale pink mark came into view!

My heart was shocked, and I stroked it gently, but the man seemed unconscious.After a moment of silence, he suddenly asked, "Does it still hurt here?"

Yue Ling opened his eyes slightly, but he was surprised. After a while, he realized what he was asking, and shook his head: "Good morning."

Leaning down, kissed him deeply, and rubbed his palm lightly for a moment, then he was reluctant to pull up the skirt for him, was about to tie the belt, but hesitated again, looked back at the man, showing a slight smile, She bowed her head and was busy for a while before lying down and hugging him again.

Yue Ling seemed to feel something strange, looked up, and after being slightly surprised, he smiled knowingly: The belts of the two of them have already been tied together!

"From now on, you and I have been united, and we will never be apart!" Nan Gongji finally felt relieved, closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep as he stroked the somewhat messy clothes belt with his hands.

This night, it seems that it is not very peaceful. In the mist, there are always some sounds in the ear, disturbing the dream, and want to go to see what happened, but it is difficult to wake up. . .

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