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This time, it was no longer like before, simply expressing his feelings to the other party was enough. Yan Sining wanted to get a personal response from her, not the silence of knowing and knowing, even if it could only be exchanged for a nod from Su Ci.

Yan Sining thought that she was not too demanding, but she might be too forceful, because after she finished speaking, the time waiting for Su Ci's reply was so anxious.

Between exhalation and inhalation, the sound of heartbeat also became obvious in this sudden silence.

If the clock on the wall was not still ticking, the time might seem to be frozen.

Su Ci was a little flustered, she knew that Yan Sining was waiting for her reply, and she could even see the look of desolation in the man's smiling eyes because of her long silence.

Even though it passed by in a flash, Su Ci easily caught it.

Yan Sining is not someone who likes to express sadness, she is extroverted, she is too used to using smiles as a means of communication, so she seldom expresses her true inner unhappiness through her expressions.

That's it, Su Ci suddenly felt a little bit reluctant.And she also knew that this wasn't all Yan Sining's problem, it was her, it was just that she didn't know what kind of expression to accept this fact.

But the existence of this knot is not a matter of a day or two. It has been pressed in the bottom of my heart for more than ten years. In this way, how can I talk about it immediately and accept it immediately?

She thought that she might need a little time to digest, and the time was unknown, it might take a day, ten days, or a month, but definitely not now.

She thinks that Yan Sining's expectations are too high, and too high expectations can easily become a burden, making her unable to breathe.

Su Ci couldn't adapt to this rhythm, but it was not her original intention to make Yan Sining sad.

After several hesitations, the time became longer and longer and more difficult.

Yan Sining believed that she was patient, but Su Ci's flat, almost indifferent face made her doubt the correctness of her decision.

...Are you pushing yourself too hard?

Yan Sining seldom doubted herself, but now waiting for no response drained her morale as time passed, Yan Sining suddenly thought, should she make some concessions?

She knew that she was too hasty, Su Ci was not as easily moved as she thought, she still needed to work harder, take the initiative, and then find a more suitable opportunity to confess to her.

Yan Sining admitted that she had come up on a whim, and she couldn't help but sigh at the resonance of the movie, obviously she didn't need to get too deep into the drama, she just... couldn't help it.

Ever since receiving that message, Yan Sining felt that her rhythm had been disrupted subconsciously.

"Zhao Zhiran is engaged." Although Yan Sining didn't have this plan at first, he still spoke out.

When the news of Zhao Zhiran's engagement came without warning, she was not prepared at all. For such a huge psychological gap, not to mention how disappointed Chen Zhao was, she also felt panicked and at a loss.

Similarly, Su Ci showed a surprised look.

"It was very sudden," Yan Sining said, "I heard that the object of engagement is the son of a high-ranking official, and I haven't met him a few times before. Zhao Zhiran agreed when he didn't know his character well."

Su Ci felt pity because of her sigh, but even so, she somehow didn't want to see Yan Sining have such emotions.

Even if Yan Sining only expressed her feelings in the simplest way and did not show her emotional entanglement with Zhao Zhiran, she was still not sure, Yan Sining's pity was this matter, or this person.

Zhao Zhiran likes Yan Sining, from the protectiveness in the conversation on the New Year's Eve night, it can be heard that Zhao Zhiran not only likes her, but also deeply, for a long time.

Think about it, a person who secretly loves you has been with you for so many years in a low-key way. She knows all your preferences and will answer all your requests. You trust her and rely on her, even if you have no other thoughts about her. As a friend , you will feel sad and reluctant for her choice.

Therefore, Zhao Zhiran chose to bid farewell in this way now, Su Ci wondered if Yan Sining would form a knot because of this.

"I should understand, because many friends around me chose family marriages because of their interests. Then I thought, should I be luckier than her, or better than them? At least I can find my The person I like, and being able to be with her, then, should I work harder within the scope of everything that is still controllable, to repay such luck."

Su Ci didn't know how much emotion was contained in her words, because even Yan Sining couldn't hear it.

But she didn't want to push the inactive atmosphere into a heavier atmosphere because of her own words, so she eased her emotions and told herself silently in her heart that it was still too early, she couldn't be in a hurry, and she couldn't let Zhao Zhiran influence it own emotions.

"Don't talk about her anymore." Yan Sining wanted to end today's conversation, even though she had always preferred to hand over this right to Su Ci.

She smiled, and glanced at the wall clock on the wall: "It's getting late, go up to rest early." After all, Yan Sining was very considerate, even that smile was gentle and considerate.

Then let go.

The time for the hand to withdraw from the fingertips seems to be short, but it is extremely long.

Yan Sining still had some expectations in her heart, but she also knew that this was just an unattainable loss.

After all, how many expectations, how many disappointments.

Su Ci also seemed to be aware that she was obsessed with that warmth, she grabbed the slender white hand the moment she tried to pull away, but she was a step too late.

At that moment, the feeling of loss in the palm of the hand seemed to have lost the warmth of the palm.

Yan Sining stood up, with a near-perfect and impeccable smile, which made Su Ci feel flustered one after another.

She didn't know why she was so nervous, but if nothing else, I'm afraid she won't be able to sleep peacefully tonight.

Su Ci believed so firmly, and was very self-aware.Following the opponent's turn, she nervously held the slightly cool wrist.

That kind of hand feel is slender and covetous.

"What's wrong?" When Yan Sining turned his head, there was still a trace of confusion in his eyes.

Su Ci was ashamed and annoyed, she bit her lip, and after struggling in her heart, she still abruptly said the answer that no one could react in a moment: "Okay."

The author has something to say: Thank you Leihe for your message and nutrient solution

Thank you, little angel, for your suggestion. It's really normal to talk about scum.I heard a friend talk about a real story in the circle before (I don’t know if you have heard it). It is about a and b who have been together for many years, the love of a model worker, and then an earthquake happened. After the two were rescued, a decides to break up with b and go back to find ex c, because during the earthquake, the first person a thought of was not b, but c, and she finally realized how much she cared about c... although the relationship development has always been unpredictable , but at that time I felt that love is really amazing. When you thought you had let go, it was not as free and easy as you thought

Then, in fact, the original intention of this book is not about two-way secret love, but about campus bullying|bullying (that is, vicious female supporting role and white lotus). Because I have been in contact with it and have a deep understanding, I have always wanted to write about this aspect arts.Although I have come into contact with some books about explaining psychological distortions before, but when the little angel mentioned this, I feel that the writing is really terrible. I will try my best to correct it in the next book. Thank you for your suggestions.