Yan Sining thought this woman was really cute.

Although I had such an awareness when I was studying, after the precipitation of time, there is a kind of sweetness that belongs to the fusion of bitterness and silkiness of dark chocolate.

Yan Sining was deeply infatuated with her, and couldn't extricate herself, so much so that at that time, she chose the best and most direct means she thought, in order to achieve her goal faster.

But at that time, after all, he was too young, young and reckless, reckless and innocent.

What the hell is childish.

If time can go back and get a chance like rebirth, Yan Sining hopes to treat her better.

Don't make everything twists and turns, don't make her sad, and don't let yourself regret.

Yan Sining knew that even if she went back to the past, her personality would not be reshaped. She just hoped that she would not be so bitter, not so mean, not like Cinderella's stepmother, not like the queen in Snow White .

Don't copy what others say, don't follow the crowd.

It's a pity that she has such a personality. Her bad personality has caused her to fall into long-term anxiety. It can be regarded as redemption for herself. She hopes to treat her better, not bossing her around or bullying the weak.

There are too many things to regret.

Repetitive, cumbersome.

Yan Sining has been immersed in reflection recently. She feels that after the "in-depth communication", she can try to bring everything up on the table. She wants to talk to Su Ci, and when she is willing to admit her mistakes, she can talk to Su Ci. Ci confessed and apologized to the other party.

Yan Sining was not stingy in apologizing to others, after all, it was just a few simple words, and she would not lose a piece of her flesh if she said them.

But rarely is it visceral.She doesn't admit mistakes easily, she doesn't think she made any mistakes.

It's just that she was injured by pushing Su Ci by mistake, but it made Yan Sining brood for a long time. If there was no injury, would Su Ci not transfer to another school? If she hadn't left, would she have stayed with her? She went to college together, and accompanied her to watch the city change with each passing day.It's okay to embrace those missed moments so that he doesn't regret the lost void.

Why push her away?

Yan Sining thought about this over and over again.

Repeatedly, repeatedly.

When she was secretly kissed, she was overjoyed with joy, why did she pretend to push away with disgust, why did she still say such vicious and indifferent words after pushing away.

Why act so twisted?

Are you afraid, or are you pretending to be noble?

Yan Sining felt that all of them might exist.She may not have thought of it at first, maybe she needs a little time to accept and digest.

...or maybe, it's all an excuse.

If it is said that Su Ci's personality is boring|coquettish and arrogant, she was not like that in the past, I am afraid it is even more serious than this, a more appropriate term may be...almost sick|morbid.

Yan Sining has maintained her two-faced principle for a long time, she has a cute side and a perverse side.

In the eyes of the elders, she may belong to the former, but she also knows that it is just an illusion to cover up another side of herself.

Chen Zhao said that she likes to bully people.

Yes, the more she cares, the more she pretends not to care, and even likes to bully and bully by attracting people's attention.Maybe she enjoys the pleasure of surrendering herself at that moment. Similarly, this is an unacceptable morbid psychology.

Yan Sining knew how bad his methods were, and sometimes he would even take a slant and become extreme for the sake of inner satisfaction.

She occasionally wondered if she had gone too far, but until Su Ci left, she didn't really understand and wake up.

When I regret it and try to restrain myself, everything can no longer be redeemed.

If this is the price to pay for growth, she feels it is too heavy.Not just emotional incompleteness, but others, others.

Some injuries cannot be forgiven with an apology, just like a nail driven into the wall, the hole in the wall will not disappear automatically just because you take it out.

So when they reunited, Su Ci's mood should be like this——

Disgusted, panicked, and wanting to run away.

She has helped Su Ci overcome her disgust and panic step by step, so the next step is to let go of the past and let go of the past.

I don't know if it's because the relationship is just right recently, or if everything is going very smoothly, Yan Sining began to want to go sooner, sooner, and even couldn't wait any longer.

Yan Sining thought this way, and his emotions were revealed along the corners of his mouth.

The man sitting opposite took a sip of tea and said, "Is there anything happy? I think you have been absent-minded since just now."

"I've accepted your suggestion, but I have to go back and study it," she said as she tidied up the promotional materials on the desktop, and got up to leave, "I still have something to do later, so I'll take a step ahead and contact you later. "

The man stood up and said courteously, "Don't let me treat you to dinner?"

"I'm looking for your help, so I'll ask you if you want," Yan Sining asked him, "Are you free on the weekend?"

"How can this be considered a help? I am also working hard for my own performance. You must know that the area I am in charge of is under a lot of pressure this year," the man said with a smile. The young lady has already sent a message, so of course the time must be squeezed out.”

Yan Sining was not annoyed when he made fun of him: "Then it's a deal, this weekend."

"Well," the man opened the door for her gentlemanly, "I'll take you out."

Yan Sining said, "No need, I'll just go down by myself."

When the man saw this, he didn't force it: "It's okay, I have something to go upstairs, so I won't see you off, and drive carefully on the road."

"Okay, I'll go first."

While saying goodbye to the man and coming out, Yan Sining had already thought about today's dinner.

She didn't know why she was becoming more and more like a wife.But it's true recently, no matter what the situation, she can think of Su Ci immediately, thinking of these trivial things that she didn't have to worry about in the past.But she did go out this afternoon because she had something to do, and skipped work to go to a friend's place.

It's exactly six o'clock now.

Yan Sining counted the time to enter the door, and when he put down his bag, a text message just happened to arrive on his phone.

Turning it out, his face suddenly froze.

The author has something to say: see the little angel's question.

In fact, because the number of words is too small, it will appear that there are many chapters, but my initial idea is to end at 25w, so don't worry about it being too long, but it should exceed 100 chapters, because of my speed, 100 chapters are only 21w... The one next door just broke 40 is already [-]w...

Another thing is this, Yan didn't know that Su would come back, so she would choose a man, she would have many choices, but when Su came back, she chose An Ding... Well, it was just that she liked it at the beginning, but they were not together , after being together, she chose An Ding... Otherwise, she would choose someone else, but she would try to see if that person is the one she wants... (What am I talking about! Sorry for the inarticulate expression)

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