Antibody failure

The whites of Ji Qingchan's eyes were bloodshot when she went to work the next day, and she looked tired.Lu Shen asked him, and he only said nothing. When Ji Qingchan got off work in the evening, he went to the boss to settle his salary. He took the expected bonus of 5000 yuan, and told the boss that he would not come to the family for the last few days of this year. Come again next year.

The boss asked him to take Lu Shen's bonus with him. Lu Shen was waiting for Ji Qingchan to get off work together. Ji Qingchan handed his red envelope to Lu Shen, and walked out of the teahouse without Lu Shen.

No matter how insensitive, Lu Shen could sense Ji Qingchan's abnormality.He chased after him and took Ji Qingchan's hand:

"what happened to you?"

Lu Shen looked at Ji Qingchan's slightly pale face, and his indifferent gaze, and felt a slight chill in his heart.

Ji Qingchan saw Lu Shen holding her hand, and slowly retracted it, her eyes were clear:

"Are you going abroad?"

Lu Shen paused, and his tone was shocking:

"No."

Ji Qingchan's eyelashes trembled:

"Do not lie to me."

Lu Shen frowned, shook his head, with a serious expression:

"I...have no plans to go abroad, at least...not in recent years."

Ji Qingchan smiled. He didn't know what it was like. Yesterday he heard Ji Shuqing say that Lu Shen filled Yale and stayed there for a while. After sending Ji Shuqing a few words, he searched Yale online and read the university information and official website. Then sighed.

Ji Qingchan was in a daze as if she had finally woken up from a dream. Lu Shen wanted to go abroad, inherit his father's career, and become one of the most elite people in the world.

And he, Ji Qingchan, will never do these things, he will never go abroad, the future is bleak, and he lives in the darkest corner of the world, and he has no plan to leave, to become a gentleman, to become the kind of person who seems to have a bright future .

This night Ji Qingchan couldn't sleep with her eyes open, her mind was empty and she wasn't thinking about Lu Shen, but she couldn't sleep.

Hearing Lu Shen say that he will not go abroad in the next few years, Ji Qingchan's heart was not touched much, he stared at him:

"In a few years, when?"

Lu Shen was choked up, he didn't quite understand the meaning of Ji Qingchan's words, and wanted to hold his hand again, at least the two of them went back to the teahouse and said slowly, now that Ji Qingchan's nose was frozen outside in the subzero temperature Get flushed.

Ji Qingchan blinked and took a step back:

"Do you have me in your future?"

Lu Shen stared at Ji Qingchan firmly, and nodded, but Ji Qingchan didn't believe it, so he pursed his lips and smiled:

"You came back from the United States to accompany your grandma. After a few years, it may be that after you have had enough time with her, she may be sick and go abroad for treatment, or she may have passed away. After your mission is completed, go back to the United States to study , working in the United States, where can I find myself?"

Lu Shen wanted to speak, but Ji Qingchan didn't give him a chance, took a breath and continued:

"What you're trying to say is, when you go back to America, you'll take me with you, right?"

Lu Shen was stunned, but he couldn't nod his head no matter what.

He feels that he loves Ji Qingchan enough, but his future is still as planned at the beginning, and has not changed a little for him.

"I'm incidental, right?"

Ji Qingchan whispered the cruel truth to Ji Qingchan that Lu Shen didn't even realize.

"Lu Shen."

Ji Qingchan turned serious, and his voice was slightly clear:

"If I say, I won't go abroad, never in my life, then what will you do?"

Lu Shen opened his mouth, but found that he couldn't say the words "I will accompany you". Ji Qingchan's light brown eyes became clearer. He nodded, turned around, and walked in the opposite direction of Lu Shen.

Lu Shen has parents, a bright future, and a whole future waiting for him to realize. Ji Qingchan thought, I was confused, I was caught in such emotions and couldn't extricate myself, and my mind became unclear for a while.

Lu Shen couldn't catch up, he didn't know what to say, he stared at Ji Qingchan's back wrapped in a heavy padded jacket getting farther and farther away from him, and his breathing became labored.

Ji Qingchan felt the wind blowing coolly in her heart, it was the biting cold wind in winter, and also the salty sea breeze by the sea, which made people want to cry.

He was alone, and when he met Lu Shen, he could change his future at will, without the obstruction of his relatives or the shackles of morality, but Lu Shen could not.

Ji Qingchan just felt a little unhappy, like the unhappiness when an advertisement suddenly appeared while watching cartoons in the orphanage, like the unhappiness that secretly saved a few dollars but was stolen by the cleaning lady, like the unhappiness of all the trivial details in life, Penetrate into every corner of life.

Ji Qingchan squatted down when she walked to a place where Lu Shen couldn't see. It was cold and damp, and the chill pierced into her coat and touched her skin. It was so cold that Ji Qingchan couldn't help her teeth chattering.

Ji Qingchan took a deep breath, staring at a small stone in front of her eyes wide open, her limbs seemed to be exhausted and she couldn't stand up. Before today, he was still looking forward to it.

He had expected it.

Ji Qingchan uncontrollably uttered a few broken syllables from her throat, clenched her fists tightly on her chest, trembling all over.

One side of the small stone was round and the other was sharp. Ji Qingchan pinched the round side like a bewilderment, stretched out her other hand, and exposed her wrist.

He thought, will it be cut?If your hands hurt a little more, your heart will feel better.

Ji Qingchan put the sharp side on her wrist and pressed it down hard. The next second, she was pulled up suddenly by a force, and the small stone in her hand was knocked out without seeing anything clearly.

Lu Shen clutched the person tightly, his eyes wide open.

If he hadn't come, if he hadn't come...

Lu Shen stared at Ji Qingchan:

"What did you promise me?!"

Ji Qingchan pursed her lips and did not speak. Seeing her wrist being held in Lu Shen's hand, she thought to herself that it would break if she tried a little harder. Why did Lu Shen come at this time.

Lu Shen didn't seem to want Ji Qingchan's answer, but just hugged him into his arms, pressed his face to his neck to keep warm, and whispered in Ji Qingchan's ear:

"I've figured it out Ji Qingchan, I will always be with you."

Ji Qingchan's sudden questioning also made Lu Shen doubt himself. He didn't figure it out so quickly. Just now he stood there blankly, his mind unable to function as if frozen, until he heard Tang Mo not far behind. Shouted to someone: welcome.

All the emotions about Ji Qingchan kept pouring into Lu Shen's mind like a waterfall, and he almost ran towards the direction Ji Qingchan left at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint.

Ji Qingchan said welcome to him that day, her eyes sparkled, bright and cool.

Lu Shen thought, I will never forget him for the rest of my life, how could there be no him in the future.

That was Ji Qingchan's sophistry. He was afraid that he would leave, so he gave himself a false proposition for himself to verify, forcing himself to believe that going abroad meant separation, but it was obviously not. Everything in his future can develop anywhere, except Love doesn't work.

Love is with Ji Qingchan, where Ji Qingchan is, I am where I am, this is the real proposition.