Antibody failure

When Ji Qingchan returned to the classroom, he received a message from Lu Shen asking him to go back to the dormitory for dinner, and he ordered takeaway.Ji Qingchan replied that something was wrong, and stuffed the phone on the table.

During dinner time, the students went out one after another, and soon Ji Qingchan was the only one left in the classroom. He was wearing earphones to review the English listening comprehension of the monthly exam. After a while, he felt a shadow cast in front of him.

Ji Qingchan raised her head, and saw Lu Shen standing in front of her seat, with bright eyes, Ji Qingchan paused, with the same expression as before:

"Is something wrong?"

Lu Shen nodded, and put the things he was carrying on Ji Qingchan's desk. Ji Qingchan took off the earphones and looked at the white bag on her desk, which seemed to be still steaming.

"Are you studying?"

Lu Shen asked.

Ji Qingchan nodded, her face was a little pale under the incandescent light, and her lips were also white. Lu Shen opened the bag and took out the fresh-keeping box inside.

"Today I ordered pasta. I went to the housekeeper's place to reheat it. The taste may not be very good. You can eat it."

Ji Qingchan lowered her eyes, frowned for a moment, then raised her head suddenly, with a slightly sharp light in her eyes:

"why did you do this?"

Lu took a deep breath:

"How?"

Ji Qingchan involuntarily clenched his fist under the table, and gritted his teeth:

"Do you know that no matter how good you are to me, I will never like you? Are you expecting something like this, if I can never be with you?"

Ji Qingchan controlled the trembling of her heart and said this series of hurtful words. After speaking, her heart seemed to become a bellows, walking in the cold wind empty and wheezing.

Lu Shen couldn't react for a while, and after he did, he looked at Ji Qingchan who was staring at him with his head up.Lu Shen's hand on the lid of the fresh-keeping box seemed to be too heavy to lift, and his eyes were only filled with a pair of hazel, somewhat cold pupils.

He thought, Ji Qingchan is really bad, how could he say such vicious words that made him uncomfortable.

After an unknown amount of time, the corner of Lu Shen's mouth twitched. He lowered his head to meet Ji Qingchan's gaze, opened the lid of the fresh-keeping box, and a scent of butter wafted into Ji Qingchan's nose.

He heard Lu Shen say in a deep voice:

"Ok, I know."

Then he pushed the thing in front of Ji Qingchan:

"Just throw the box away after eating. I'll go back to study by myself at night."

After finishing speaking, Lu Shen controlled his emotional stability, turned around and walked out of Ji Qingchan's classroom at a constant speed. As soon as he walked out, he saw the already dark sky, the dazzling street lights outside the teaching building, and the sparse people returning to the classroom after eating. Student, at that moment, Lu Shen felt a little dazed, and suddenly felt a sense of despair and powerlessness that he had never felt before. Lu Shen looked back at Ji Qingchan's classroom, and he couldn't see Ji Qingchan from his perspective, but his eyes Gray, the look in his eyes has never been so dark.

Ji Qingchan in the classroom was biting his lower lip until he bit the tender flesh inside his lower lip, and he felt a little better in his mouth when there was a strong smell of blood in his mouth.

He took a fork and lowered his head to eat the pasta. The salty food irritated the wound in his mouth one after another, and the pain also hit his brain one after another. Eat clean.

Dongdong stayed here at night for the past two days, and was sensitive to find that the atmosphere between the two big brothers was not normal tonight. Although Ji Qingchan looked normal, it was obviously colder and more dull than before. Lu Shen's mood was not right at first glance. , the whole person was filled with an indescribable depression.

During the two hours since Dongdong came in and lay on the bed, the two of them hadn't spoken a word.He is very good at observing words and emotions, and he doesn't intend to be a mediator, so he just lays down on the bed and sleeps on his own.

In the middle of the night, something happened suddenly. Dongdong suddenly got up from the bed and ran into the bathroom. He vomited into the toilet until it was dark.

Ji Qingchan immediately got up and ran into the bathroom, and saw that Dongdong's vomit was already bloodshot. He cursed, called the ambulance immediately, and then went to fetch water and get a towel for Dongdong Rinse your mouth and wash your face.

Lu Shen also woke up quickly, and saw Ji Qingchan's face was so cold that it was freezing. He walked over to see that Dongdong was still lying on the toilet and retching, the scene was horrible.

Lu Shen went in without thinking too much and set Dongdong up. After Ji Qingchan saw it, she took a change of clothes and put on her shoes without saying anything, and followed Lu Shen out of the dormitory.

Dongdong lay on Lu Shen's back and was still retching. Ji Qingchan took two plastic bags and put them near his mouth for him to catch up. Before waiting for the ambulance, the two took a taxi to the nearest hospital.

There was no one in the hospital at two o'clock in the morning, and Dongdong was placed down quickly. The doctor on duty quickly judged that he was suffering from stomach bleeding, eating and drinking indiscriminately, and that his life might be in danger if this continues.

Dongdong was lying on the hospital bed with a pale face hanging from the water, and his whole body was as weak as dehydration. Ji Qingchan stood in front of his bed with a serious and angry face. His face was not much better than Dongdong's. Ji Qingchan's voice was clear. Seriously:

"Do you fucking want to die?"

Dongdong looked at Ji Qingchan weakly, his voice was softer than a mosquito:

"Sorry……"

"Just quit the bar job now."

Dongdong raised his head and looked at Ji Qingchan in surprise, Ji Qingchan directly took Dongdong's mobile phone with a look of no discussion, and flipped through the address book:

"Which one is your manager?"

Dongdong stared at Ji Qingchan aggrievedly, unwilling to say anything, Ji Qingchan gave him a sideways glance, Dongdong shrank his head, and just about to speak, there was an incoming call on his mobile phone, and the caller ID was a rich high school student.

Ji Qingchan picked it up without hesitation:

"Who?"

The person over there was stunned for a moment. It didn't sound like Dongdong's voice. He checked the phone number he dialed repeatedly, and after confirming that it was correct, he said:

"I'm looking for Dongdong, in the bar where he works, who are you?"

Ji Qingchan frowned, the voice on the other side was especially familiar, he asked tentatively:

"Guan Mingxun?"

The person over there paused for two seconds, then yelled:

"Ji Qingchan? Why is Dongdong's cell phone with you?!"

Lu Shen sat on the sofa in the ward, watching Ji Qingchan reprimand Dongdong even more angrily, Ji Qingchan asked in a cold voice:

"I asked you have you ever done it with him?"

Dongdong let out a cry:

"What... what?"

"Has he ever fucked you? Don't play the fuck out of me."

Dongdong lowered his eyes, and wanted to turn his gaze to ask Lu Shen for help, but saw Lu Shen staring at Ji Qingchan solemnly, not paying attention to himself at all.

Dongdong didn't dare to lie, he was so frightened by Ji Qingchan that he almost cried:

"Just...just once..."

Ji Qingchan stopped talking and stared at Dongdong silently. After a while, her voice disappeared like a rainbow just now:

"Do you remember what you promised the dean back then? Do you know how old you are?"

Ji Qingchan didn't seem to intend to let Dongdong answer him, so she stopped looking at him, turned around and walked out of the ward wearily, Lu Shen hesitated for a moment, but still followed.

Dongdong lay on the hospital bed aggrieved and regretful, staring at the hanging water dripping down directly above, tears slipping down from the corners of his eyes one by one.

Ji Qingchan walked aimlessly until she turned into a balcony that was completely deserted, lying on the balcony and staring at the dark downstairs.

He sniffed, opened his mouth and breathed heavily, not long after, big tears fell from his eyes, one by one, flowing endlessly and silently.

Ji Qingchan bit his own elbow, and he bit it with all his strength, and soon the gap between his teeth was stained red.

Lu Shen just followed silently until he saw Ji Qingchan crying and biting himself, then he quickly stepped forward and pulled him away.

There was blood on Ji Qingchan's lips, and his elbows were already scarlet. He tightened his lips, raised his chin, and sobbed heavily. Lu Shen's eyes were filled with heavy heartache, and he held down Ji Qingchan's hand and lowered his head. Gently wipe the blood from his mouth.

Several of Ji Qingchan's eyelashes stuck together, looking pitiful and embarrassed, Lu Shen wiped his mouth and said in a steady voice:

"Okay, it's okay, don't cry."

Ji Qingchan stared at Lu Shen's big and black pupils. His lips trembled a little. He was held in Lu Shen's arms and finally stopped resisting. But he couldn't control his emotions, sobbing and saying:

"The orphanage...has a...brother who is with...a man...for ten years...my brother often...visits us...he has AIDS...that man's friend got it ...they raped my elder brother...then my elder brother had no money...seeing a doctor...that man is actually very rich...but he didn't treat my elder brother..."

Lu Shen saw that Ji Qingchan was crying out of breath, her heart was sore as if she had been soaked in lemon juice, Ji Qingchan's face was full of pain, her light brown pupils were blurred by tears at this moment, Lu Shen With a deep hug and light pat on his back, Ji Qingchan shook his head vigorously:

"Dongdong...can't be like that...he can't be like that..."

"He won't, you trust me."

Lu Shen comforted Ji Qingchan in a low voice, and wiped away his tears while calming his emotions. Ji Qingchan spent too much effort recalling and telling, now her face is almost bloodless, and she is weak and weak The ground seemed to fall in an instant.

Lu Shen hugged him and whispered in his ear:

"Dongdong won't do that. Guan Mingxun told me about it. Although I don't know it's Dongdong, I know that Guan Mingxun likes him very much. It's okay. Don't be afraid."