What should I do if the object of the date is my first love!

The subject database is rapidly expanding, and there is a writer who needs to communicate with Yan Dong face to face. This writer's writing style is average, but the logic is clear and the story is reasonable. Among the manuscripts that have been set, she alone has more than 20 articles, and she promises that she has more. More than a dozen outlines can be sold to them in one go.Simply the perfect partner.

The only problem is that, as an internet writer who has published more than a dozen long and short internet novels online, she has a very serious internet social phobia: she distrusts the internet very much and refuses to communicate with anyone via the internet And contact, refused to sign an editorial contract online, only willing to "talk offline" with others, and because of this, all the copyrights are still in their hands.

Yan Dong communicated with her privately for several days, and the communication went smoothly, but she refused to discuss important matters on the Internet, and solemnly proposed that if Qi Xing really wanted to, then she would talk face-to-face, and she even promised The dozen or so unpublished outlines in hand.

As for the reason, she gave a very, very old old stalk: You never know whether it is a pig or a dog interacting with you across the Internet.

In order to prove that he is "one person", Yan Dong made an appointment with her at a restaurant.

This writer's pen name is Xiaodao, and she is actually a girl who is going to college. Compared with her cautious attitude on the Internet, Xiaodao offline is actually a very ordinary little girl, and the communication is very smooth. Yan Dong chatted with her very happily. He also asked her on a whim: "Isn't it more dangerous to meet strangers offline?"

With Xi Xipi in his mouth, he gave a serious answer: "I believe that face-to-face communication between people is far more reliable than communication over the Internet, and I believe in facial expressions. If you look unreliable, I won't come in at all."

Yan Dong, who was praised for his reliable face, couldn't help laughing: "Face? People can't look good, many people look decent, but..."

Xiaodao interrupted him with a wave of his hand: "I'm not that superficial, I'm serious, I think everything about a person can be felt from his face, it's not just because you look good, okay?"

She thought for a while and gave an example: "Let me give you an example. Look at the man who is entering the door now. He looks seventy-eight times like you, and he is more mature than you, and he seems to be more successful than you. It is definitely easier for others to trust him, but if he is not you sitting here today, I would not come here at all."

Although the location of Xiaodao Yuede is not a university town, there are actually many famous universities and colleges gathered here. The two top-ranked schools in China are nearby, and other equally famous 985.211 universities are also stationed here.

Among them, XX University is included.

The school where Sheng Chunqiu taught.

When Yan Dong heard Xiaodao's words, he subconsciously looked back, and saw that middle-aged man who "seventy to eight times similar in appearance" to him pushed the door in.

It was late autumn, and he was wearing a black mid-length windbreaker, a dark gray wool scarf, black leather gloves, and a large metal thermos cup in his hand.

He wears a pair of full-frame glasses with large lenses on his nose. The glasses are very thick, which makes him a bit rigid, and he looks like a scholar.

Anyone can see that they are the type of teachers who take classes for a semester and have the whole class roll call for each class.

Oh, he's a professor now.

His figure is slightly fatter than ten years ago, but it is not obvious, but it makes him look a little more gentle and reliable than before. Speaking of which, he is over 50 years old, but he does not look much different from when he was 40 years old. , Although the corners of the eyes are slightly more fine lines, but each of them shows the charm of a mature man.He was "happy in marriage" ten years ago, his ten fingers did not touch Yangchun water, daily necessities such as firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea were never in his world, so he didn't look old at all. Now it seems that time is still kind to him.

Yan Dong thought sarcastically in his heart: Look, how well he lives.Then I got a headache, what happened recently, because he finally went out, so the probability of meeting people he didn't want to meet increased?Beijing is really so small?

Although he didn't want to see him, Yan Dong didn't dodge specifically, even if there was really someone who should dodge today, it shouldn't be him.

There were not many people in the store, so Sheng Chunqiu saw Yan Dong with a quick glance, he seemed to take a half step back in disbelief, then took off the pair of glasses, rubbed his eyes, and put them on again.

Yan Dong only looked at him, and out of politeness, he nodded slightly as a greeting.

Seeing Yan Dong nodding, he was a little excited, took a few steps forward, and stopped again, as if he was thinking about something.

Xiaodao looked at the interaction between the two of them for a while, and glanced back and forth between the two of them a few times, feeling a little embarrassed: after all, he just said bad things about this person just now.

Yan Dong didn't mind, but turned around and nodded to Xiaodao: "Well, although you are young, you do have good eyesight."

He smiled: "...Many people in your grade don't have your vision."

For example, Ms. Yan Jingwen.

While the two were talking, Sheng Chunqiu had already walked over. He stood by the table for a long time, unable to think of how to speak.

Xiaodao saw that the two of them might have something to talk about, so he asked winkingly: "Then why don't we meet again, Mr. Yan?"

It's almost the end of the matter, the cooperation plan and the preliminary contract have been signed just now, Yan Dong nodded, got up and shook hands with her, and said a few more polite words.

Xiaodao walked out of the store, and belatedly remembered, isn't that person Professor Sheng from the Department of Literature of XX University?But the planner of Qixing said that his surname is Yan?

In the store, Sheng Chunqiu was also thinking about this question, he subconsciously repeated: "Mr. Yan?"

Yan Dong nodded, without further explanation or introduction, just called him as if saying hello: "Professor Sheng."

He really couldn't call Sheng Chunqiu that address again, but he couldn't call Sheng Chunqiu by his name directly, so he had to choose a middle name.

Sheng Chunqiu sat on the position Xiaodao made just now, and said a little: "Oh, yes, your mother changed your name."

When Yan Dong heard that he took the initiative to mention his mother, his calm mood was slightly agitated.

He can't say how he feels about Sheng Chunqiu now, because of what he had seen Feng Yuanlin before, he hated Sheng Chunqiu, and felt that he was very pitiful, and he didn't know if he knew what Feng Yuanlin was like after ten years people.

After all, he is his blood father, and he has raised him for 17 years. Although he has long since lost his admiration for Sheng Chunqiu, the little bit of blood relationship between father and son has also disappeared in a long time.Even he once thought of taking revenge on him in the most tragic and vicious way, but at this moment, looking at him, he only felt that he was very pathetic.

He even gave up revenge on Feng Yuanlin, and of course let Sheng Chunqiu go.

It's not his 'holy father', but for himself. He wants to live a good life now and in the future. It's really not worth it to be trapped in the whirlpool of hatred for them.

But he was able to mention his mother so calmly.This made Yan Dong a little bored, how could he be so calm?When addressing her, she always said "your mother" lightly.

It seems that she is just a divorced woman, as if her only identity is "my son's biological mother." I really want him to have no memory of everything he has done to this woman and the harm he has caused.

Yan Dong was a little angry because of his mother.

Yan Lili used to be very afraid that he would hate Yan Jingwen. However, even though he was slapped out of the house by her, he always called her half-jokingly: Ms. Yan Jingwen.

But he didn't hate her at all.

He loves her, respects her, and admires her even more.Admire her bravery and courage, and admire her indomitable courage.I admire her for giving everything for "love", and after discovering that everything is just a scam, she did not cowardly submit to fate and lived a sad life like this, but rose up and resisted, tearing a way out in adversity, like a body Warrior in armor.

She used to be willing to be the gentle and pleasant "Mrs. Sheng", but in her heart she was "Yan Jingwen" who fought bloody battles.

It's not that no one has persuaded: the children are so old.

It's not that there are no people who gossip behind their backs and sneer in front of others.

It's not that no one saw her alone with such a big son, and she left the agency where she had worked for many years to start a business and waited to see a joke.

But she kept going.

When Yan Dong was struggling with pain, she had cut off those rotten wounds with her own hands.

She used to be angry and resentful, wishing to kill those two people with one knife, but when she found that her son was also suffering from her own pain, she quickly adjusted herself, abandoned those hatred and resentment, and got up from the pain , at the age of 40, started a new life.

Especially after that, when she met "love" again, she still had the courage to devote all her feelings without hesitation.

She is a hero.

So when she slapped him on the face, he was filled with guilt, but he didn't regret it very much. He felt that before he met Qin Haoming again, that was the bravest and most ' Yan Jingwen' thing.

He thought at the time, if this happened to Yan Jingwen, what would she do?

So, at family gatherings, in front of family members, when Yan Lili had a fierce quarrel with Yan Jingwen because of "homosexuality", Yan Lili's eyes were red and she was holding back tears because of the quarrel.

He took the initiative to say: But I am gay.

He didn't need to say it, he knew it very well, but there was no need for Yan Lili to quarrel like this with her aunt she had always respected, she was for him.

That slap hurt, and he knew how stupid it was, but at that moment, he was actually a little happy.

Yan Dong subconsciously rubbed the cheek that still seemed to be in pain, and found that Sheng Chunqiu on the other side didn't feel it and said: "...I always wanted to find a chance to apologize to you, but your mother completely blocked me from contacting you... Back then Dad didn't handle the matter well..."

Yan Dong's anger suddenly faded, he looked at this man, he is Professor Sheng Chunqiu praised by everyone, the light of the Department of Literature of XX University, a pioneer representative who is willing to choose "true love" without fear of the eyes of the world.

And when he looked at him, he just thought he was ridiculous, he thought he was pathetic, and met someone like Feng Yuanlin.

Now it seems that they are really, a match made in heaven.

Yan Dong took a sip of water and interrupted him: "Professor Sheng, you don't need to apologize to me. I am not qualified to accept your apology. The person you should apologize to is not me."

"..."

"As for my mother, Ms. Yan Jingwen, I don't think she would want to accept your apology. Although you didn't ask, she is living a good life. I hope you don't disturb her life."

"..."

After finishing speaking, Yan Dong nodded at him, got up, paid the bill and left, leaving behind Sheng Chunqiu and the pain that he thought he would never be able to let go of.

He suddenly seemed to see Qin Haoming, with a relaxed and a little bit of pride that he was too embarrassed to say.He was a little restless because of that little pride, he wanted to show it in front of Qin Haoming, but felt that it seemed a bit useless to talk about it.

As a result, the old man's reserve could not hold back the moment he saw Qin Haoming - because he rarely came out to work and didn't have to work overtime, Qin Haoming got off work on time and made an appointment with him for dinner.

The moment he saw Qin Haoming, he couldn't help but pounced on him, and gave him a bear hug outside without hesitation. Qin Haoming was very pleasantly surprised and hugged him around his waist.Yan Dong is thin, and with Qin Haoming's physique, he can completely hug him in his arms. He seems to be addicted to this kind of hugging, and he is reluctant to let go of the hug.

But when Yan Dong hugged him, that little pride turned into inexplicable excitement. He let go of his hug, and looked straight into Qin Haoming's eyes: "I saw Sheng Chunqiu today! But I didn't run away, and I didn't panic... ...I dealt with it, well, I can't say if it's particularly good, but...I didn't, how should I put it...I didn't..."

He was a little incoherent, and his tone was a little bit like asking for credit.Qin Haoming couldn't help but hugged him tightly again: "Brother, you are really amazing."

After receiving the desired praise, Yan Dong's excitement finally calmed down, he suddenly felt a little shy when he thought about his appearance just now.

Really, not stable at all.

He hugged Qin Haoming back, and the corners of his mouth were raised unsteadily against his original intention: "...it must be, who am I?"

Hearing his answer, Qin Haoming moved away slightly in surprise, and looked at Yan Dong seriously, his eyes were a little tangled, he seemed very happy, but also a little bit reluctant.

He is very happy that his brother is gradually getting out of the haze, becoming better and more vivid. He wants others to see how good his brother is, but he is reluctant to let others see more. It's like taking advantage of him.

He pulled Yan Dong closer to his arms again, and sighed sentimentally.

Yan Dong didn't know what he was thinking, but happily let him hug her. The two of them hugged for a while, attracting passers-by to stare.

Yan Dong was hugged by him, with his chin resting on his shoulders, so he kept his head up. It was already late autumn, but it was only after six o'clock, and the sky was already dark. There were no stars at this time, and the sky showed a kind of blue, and The color between sea blue is very beautiful.

Yan Dong stared at the beautiful sky and asked Qin Haoming: "Qin Haoming, will you accompany me to IKEA tomorrow?"

Qin Haoming didn't understand, so he hummed

Yan Dong smiled: "I want to go and buy a double bed."

The author has something to say: see if there are any 2 updates today

hard to say

have come back from abroad

I will try my best to double update from tomorrow

by the way again

I made a Weibo: Three thousand feet that cannot be called the full name

If you are interested, you can pay attention to it

Generally, if the lock here is particularly strong, the pictures will be posted there, but I will try my best to unlock all the ones here to prevent the reading experience from being affected.

But I personally feel that the original version has the feeling I want.

For example, if Feng Yuanlin changed a few things, it would not be able to show how sick he is.

But if you think you don’t have any images, you can do whatever you want.