What should I do if the object of the date is my first love!

Qin Haoming held Yan Dong all the way, holding his hands tightly, as if there was no difference from before, but along the way, the two of them never spoke again.

Yan Dong felt that he had probably been too happy recently, so he got a little carried away, forgetting that life is like this, it gives you a little bit of sweetness, makes you relax your vigilance, and then tramples you into the mud, and then you climb hard Get up, and when you feel that you have finally gotten through it, it will come out again and let you roll back into the mire honestly.

But who can be blamed?He somehow wanted to laugh.He can only blame himself, he is so stupid, always making the worst decisions.

I'm really ready to tell you, I'm really... He looked at Qin Haoming's back and thought.

However, if he said this now, he himself would not be able to believe it.

In fact, he vaguely had such confidence and expectation: even if he knew about that, Qin Haoming would not leave him.But it's different now, this is concealment, deception, and...betrayal.

He held Qin Haoming's hand tightly, feeling Qin Haoming's temperature slightly higher than his body temperature, thinking of Qin Haoming and saying, they haven't broken up yet, he is his boyfriend.Can't help but smile wryly, well, in this way, he cheated.

He understands the feeling of being betrayed better than anyone else. When he closes his eyes, he can still recall his mother's trembling shoulders and bloodshot eyes. He can hear his mother roaring: "What about me? What about me?" ? What am I?"

At that time, he swore in his heart that he would never let his mother be hurt again, but he betrayed her, knowing what she expected of him, but...

And now, once again, he made someone he valued hurt because of him.

why are you always so stupidAlways make the worst decisions and bring tragedy to everyone?Why on earth do you think you can be happy?

What is wrong with what Feng Yuanlin said?You're a hypocritical, shady, vile piece of trash, you're not entitled to happiness, you're the one who should give up struggling and squat in hell until you die.

The temperature from his hand, which originally reassured him, suddenly became so hot that he couldn't hold it anymore. He struggled, thinking that what he was holding tightly was a piece of burning coal, but he didn't want to let go: just a moment later Okay, just give him a little more time so that he can remember this temperature.

However, there was another voice in my heart: Do you want to bring him into hell?Want to drag him into the water too?Not enough?He has waited ten years for such a person, don't you let him go?

He knew something was wrong with him, but he couldn't control it.

He looked at the hands they held and felt that he was about to drag Qin Haoming into the quagmire.

He quickly let go of his hand and wanted to pull it out of Qin Haoming's tightly gripped hand, fearing that if he was a second late, he would stain his body with the filth all over his body.

Qin Haoming clenched it tightly, feeling that Yan Dong was about to break free, he stopped suddenly, Yan Dong bumped into his back by surprise, Yan Dong panicked, and wanted to wipe him with his free hand, but the moment he raised his hand, But he felt that the more he wiped, the more dirty he would be. His eyes were full of panic, and he stood a little at a loss.

Qin Haoming turned around to see his appearance, his originally unattractive face became darker, and he said in a tone that he never used to Yan Dong: "What I told him is as effective for you, I I can’t hit you, but if you dare to speak ill of my brother, I will..."

Qin Haoming thought for a while, but couldn't think of anything he could do to threaten Yan Dong, so he sighed and said, "I'll lock you up, and I'll approve the resignation letter for you. No matter who comes to you, I will Won't let you out until...until you don't think about it again."

Yan Dong was stunned, he wanted to speak a few times, but found that he couldn't make a sound, but the screaming, roaring, and questioning voices in his heart all stopped.

He obviously didn't say anything, but Qin Haoming seemed to understand everything.

His restless soul calmed down again, he couldn't speak, so he nodded vigorously.

Qin Haoming also nodded, and then still pulled him tightly to move on and go home.

Arriving at Qin Haoming's house, Yan Dong was about to speak, but Qin Haoming shook his head, pushed him into the sofa, found him a thin blanket from the bedroom to cover him, and poured him a cup of hot water for him to hold, then Pulled the single sofa across from him and sat down: "...Is it better?"

The severe winter's body temperature has not recovered since just now, and the hands are sweaty, but it is frighteningly cold.

Yan Dong didn't resist, he held the cup and felt the temperature through the cup, but he knew very well that it wasn't the hot water that warmed him up.

He nodded and said, "Hao Ming, we, we have to talk..."

Qin Haoming nodded: "OK."

As long as Yan Dong said it, in fact, he rarely said something bad,

Yan Dong organized his speech, he pretended to be calm and smiled and said: "... Lin Ye and my sister don't know about this matter, heh, all my acting skills in my life have probably been used on this matter .”

He met Feng Yuanlin again, three years after he "cured". He no longer used compasses to punish himself late at night, nor would he get up from bed every day to vomit in the dark. Although he was no longer good at it, he could already He even made friends with Xu Fei and Jiang Chao. Even Teacher Lin finally resigned from the school with peace of mind and went to do the work he wanted to do. Yan Lili no longer called every day to check on the post. .

That's when everything gets better.

Feng Yuanlin went to their school to give a lecture on the revival of Chinese culture. Yan Dong was asked by a classmate in the same dormitory to help: he was the receptionist who was originally scheduled, but he suddenly developed chickenpox that day.

The task is actually very simple, after the end, just present flowers to the professor.

Yan Dong was ordered in danger, and he didn't ask too much about the professor. He didn't even enter the arena before the end, but came here with flowers because of this.

So much so that he didn't realize that the professor with many fans was actually Feng Yuanlin until he came to the stage.

Feng Yuanlin took the flowers from his arms with surprise on his face, his eyes were full of sincere joy, he squeezed Yan Dong's hand tightly excitedly, and said like today: "Xia Xia! Why are you here! "

In this way, he and Feng Yuanlin met again inexplicably, and Feng Yuanlin ignored his objection and insisted on treating him to dinner, and even told the president of the Chinese Department student union who wanted to invite him to dinner that Sheng Xia was the son of his mentor, and he had a lot to say today to say.

The president of the student union did not know Yan Dong, so he was not surprised by his name, but Yan Dong was afraid that he would say more, so he had to follow him.

It was also at that dinner that Yan Dong suddenly realized that Feng Yuanlin was interested in him.

That kind of meaning.

The moment he realized this, he suddenly had an extremely dark thought.

He is not a saint, he hates Sheng Chunqiu, hates his selfishness, hates his deception and betrayal of the family, hates his harm to his mother and to himself.He knew that the reason for all of this was that Sheng Chunqiu was a scumbag who couldn't resist temptation, was selfish, and had no sense of responsibility.

However, he was unavoidable and uncontrollable, and couldn't help but excuse the father he had always regarded as an idol.

Without Feng Yuanlin, perhaps this would not be the case.

So he also hated Feng Yuanlin, but Feng Yuanlin liked him.

His heart was beating like a drum, and almost immediately he had a plan in his heart, a dark, malicious, revenge plan: what could be more revenge on Sheng Chunqiu than his "true love" getting together with his son Woolen cloth?

As for Feng Yuanlin, you just need to treat him in the same way as he is, no matter whether people know about his relationship with Sheng Chunqiu or not, the pornographic photos of a young man who is very similar to his mentor are enough to ruin XX University, Mr. Feng, who has countless fans of gentle and elegant, and many people in XX University know that he is Sheng Chunqiu's son.

One arrow, two birds.

Once this plan appeared in his mind, he couldn't stop it. He even began to perfect the plan in his mind, how to seduce, how to secretly take pictures, and how to spread the photos.

He didn't care about himself, and if he could sacrifice himself and destroy both of them, it would be worth it.

He knows how crazy all this is, so he must not let others know, at least until it succeeds, no one can stop or destroy his plan.

He almost couldn't wait to implement it, and everything went perfectly according to his idea.

At that time, it was much easier than it was a few years ago to secretly shoot something. He set up the camera in advance, and invited Feng Yuanlin, who had been secretly dating him for more than half a month, to the hotel.

For half a month, he had been pretending to be in love with Feng Yuanlin, kissing deep and disgustingly in various places where no one was around, and letting Feng Yuanlin's cold, snake-like hands caress wantonly on him.

And that day was Feng Yuanlin's birthday, he said that he would give Feng Yuanlin himself as a gift, everything was like that, it will happen when conditions are ripe.

Even, the two of them had already stripped off their clothes, kissing and entangled deeply on the bed, Feng Yuanlin looked at him obsessively, and called the name that didn't belong to him long ago: "Xia Xia, Xia Xia, I like you so much... I only like you you."

He suddenly thought of the serious-looking boy who stood in the sunlight that made the dust glisten and said to him: "Midsummer, I like you."

In the next second, he kicked Feng Yuanlin out of bed, rushed to the bathroom and vomited.

When he came back, he saw that Feng Yuanlin was still sitting naked on the bed, holding his well-hidden video camera in his hand, he was watching vigorously, he was in high spirits, and he was not kicked off by Yan Dong just now Affected by the bed, seeing Yan Dong coming out, she turned her head and smiled at Yan Dong: "Tsk, what a pity, it was just a little bit, Xia Xia, I really like you. You are much cuter than your father..."

He walked over and stroked Yan Dong's chin: "Especially you are so sexy now, I go out with you every day, thinking of you who are obviously in pain, but still desperately responding to me, thinking of you planning behind your back It looks like I want to take revenge..."

When he said this, he even squinted his eyes and moaned: "I'm so excited... But I can't help it... I can only treat Sheng Chunqiu as you... But how can it be enough?"

He stuck out his tongue and licked Yan Dong's face: "He's so far behind you...you are so delicious..." He sniffed Yan Dong's neck deeply: "Ha...you are so delicious... ..."

Yan Dong was frightened by him and froze in place. After hearing what he said, he felt goosebumps all over his body. He pushed Feng Yuanlin away fiercely: "You already knew..."

Feng Yuanlin was pushed and sat back on the bed. He shook his neck and did not answer him, but said: "When I first saw you, you were only ten years old. At that time, I was thinking, such a It seems that Sunshine is kind, brave and confident, smart and sensible, and such a beautiful boy who can smile at everyone, when he exposes his own dark nature, how perfect it will be..."

There was that kind of obsessive look in his eyes, but he was afraid of Yan Dong's years of free fighting and did not step forward, but looked at Yan Dong's whole body with that kind of eyes without scruples and greed.

Yan Dong was nauseated again, he couldn't understand what Feng Yuanlin was talking about, Feng Yuanlin kindly explained to him: "You don't even know, I'm so sick of your father's pious look, he wants to be me... in my dream When I look at me behind my back, I can feel his hungry eyes, and he just wants to pretend to be a teacher, a hypocrite with deep love. When I press him against the wall and kiss him deeply, he It’s obviously not going to work, but he said something sanctimoniously, he is a person with a family... Haha, how did it turn out? Didn’t he go to open rooms with me again and again, saying how much he loves me, hahahaha he even asked me to take pictures. Agreed...and your mother! All day long, you pretend to be gentle, virtuous, and considerate, and pretend to be loving and respectful as a husband and wife every day hahahaha, how can you not be as good as a guest? I suspect that since you were born, the two of them have been together. I have never slept together again, hypocrisy to the extreme, disgusting to death, what do you say, I am a family? Hahahaha, a family, how did it turn out? If your father did not try to stop you, your gentle and virtuous mother is like It's trying to strangle me hahahahahahahahahaha...you haven't seen her like that? Like a lunatic hahahahahaha Scary to death...but you, my Xiaxia, you are different, my beautiful boy is now almost It's finally perfect, you and I are a perfect match...except for me, no one can appreciate how beautiful you are..."

He looked carefully at the camera in his hand again, and exclaimed: "...The shot is really good, very clear, you look so beautiful." He threw the camera to Yan Dong, with a kind of frenzy in his eyes: "Hurry up Go wash it out, baby, and send it out according to your plan, your father will be pissed off, I can't wait to read it!"

He was so excited, as if he didn't care that the photos would ruin him: "...then we'll be together forever, I can't wait!"

Yan Dong was intimidated by his appearance, he put on his clothes, grabbed his camera and fled.

Yan Dong was so frightened that Feng Yuanlin calmed down. He destroyed the video without hesitation. He could see that Feng Yuanlin was serious. He was still not afraid of sacrificing himself to take revenge on Feng Yuanlin, but he didn't want Feng Yuanlin to succeed.

This matter was concealed by him, and he didn't mention it to anyone, as if that ridiculous and terrible plan never existed.But Yan Dong never forgot, the more he calmed down, the more he realized that what Feng Yuanlin said was right, he was actually so sinister, evil, full of hatred, and even willing to do anything for revenge—he should know how much it would be for his mother if he did that. Pain, but he deliberately ignored it.

And he hides all this, pretending to be a fake and shoddy version of Midsummer—just a somewhat introverted Severe Winter.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little fairy Fuwo Orange for her landmines! ! ! !

Because I'm out of town recently, the update may not be timely

But I will try my best to update on time

It was locked many times and finally released this time, but there is something wrong with saying that I have something to say... um

Anyway, the current version does not affect the plot.