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Darkness, coldness, and familiar pain entangled Bu Yinluo to prevent her from waking up.I'm so tired, I really want to lie down like this and never get up again.

"Huh? What a dirty brat."

"Yeah, it's so dirty."

……

who is it?Who is talking?Bu Yinluo heard a group of people chattering around her, repeating a few words over and over again.

Why, it sounds so familiar, as if it happened before.Ah, yes, I remembered, it was at that time.

The coldness of the river in my memory seems to be connected with the coldness of the moment. She was fished out of the river at that time with water plants wrapped around her body, carrying a smell of the river. When she opened her eyes, she saw the coldness of that person. , with disdainful eyes.

The kind of eyes that look like looking at garbage thrown on the side of the road, just one glance can make people feel desperate.

The buried part of the memory hit Bu Yinluo like a blowout, each time getting more desperate, each time was given hope, and then stepped into a deeper abyss.

Dirty blood flowing in my bones, filthy body and soul, all these combined make me so filthy.My lord, if this is what you want, I think you have already achieved it.

A work of art needs to go through the three processes of shaping, finishing, and destroying, but I am not a work of art, but live like a monster. My master, what exactly do you want?

"Okay, it's okay, it's all over."

A voice kept repeating these words in her ears, pulling her out of endless nightmares, this kind of completely strange smell.

Chu Xi looked at the patient who suddenly woke up and pushed her away and made a warning posture for three seconds with a face full of astonishment, and asked tentatively:

"Are you okay? You were crying just now."

Chu Xi had never seen someone who bit his lips and didn't make any sound even when he was crying in his dream, crying so aggrieved.

"cry?"

Bu Yinluo turned his head, wiped off the already cold liquid on his face with the reflection of the window, and then looked at his hands.

"Really, I cried."

When was the last time you cried?She can't remember, and she forgot what it's like to cry. I'm just a toy, how can I have the right to cry.

"I didn't cry, maybe there is too much salt in my body."

"Come on, you think you're a crocodile, bro!"

Bu Yinluo followed the voice and saw that it was a punk-dressed person with short hair standing upright, and the gender should be female according to the voice line.

While Bu Yinluo was looking at her, the other party was also looking at Bu Yinluo with the silver ring in his hand.

"Cough, hello, my name is Chu Xi. I'm a doctor at the Central Hospital. That's Yun Xuan. Although she's dressed badly, she's actually a policeman. She's the one who picked you up from the side of the road. Also, this is my home."

"Not a hospital?"

I was still a little surprised by this Bu Yinluo, who knew that the guy named Yunxuan seemed to be waiting for her to ask this question.

"It's a ghost that the whiplash you have all over your body can send you to the hospital."

"That's it, then I'm really sorry, I'll send someone to send the medical expenses, so farewell."

In Chu Xi's eyes, Bu Yinluo was really strange. Even though he was injured like this, his body remained on alert all the time, and his tone was indifferent, polite and alienated.

"Hey, I don't want to pick you up from the side of the road again, it's exhausting!"

Probably seeing that Chu Xi was hesitating to speak, Yun Xuan stood up directly, went to the bedside, pressed Bu Yinluo's shoulder, and pushed the man back on the bed.

"As a patient, one should have the self-knowledge of a patient, be obedient and take medicine well, understand?"

Yun Xuan pressed the hand on Bu Yinluo's shoulder, and could clearly feel that the person's body suddenly relaxed, his head resting on the pillow, and he just smiled, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable.

"Hey, what are you laughing at?"

Yun Xuan was very dissatisfied with this, but Bu Yinluo laughed even louder, and did not answer until she stopped laughing slowly.

"You really interesting."

"cut."

Yun Xuan curled his lips and turned away arrogantly.

"Uh, don't mind, Xiaoxuan is like this."

Chu Xi smiled at Bu Yinluo,

"Hungry, I cooked porridge, it should be ready soon, I'll go and have a look."

Bu Yinluo turned his face to this side, watching Chu Xi slowly close the door, really, he was alone again.

Even if she didn't say it out loud, Bu Yinluo knew very well in her heart that she was envious of these two people who met for the first time.In them she saw no shackles, no repression, unlike her.It was a completely different world from hers.

"Are you ok?"

When Chu Xi came in with the porridge, he saw Bu Yinluo staring at the empty ceiling, like a dead salted fish.Ah, no, that was Yun Xuan's feeling.

Bu Yinluo can't answer this question. In her world, there is no good or bad, only being alive, and you can always look at her when you are alive.

"I got up and drank porridge, and I want someone to feed you."

Yun Xuan's methods of solving problems are always simple, rude and effective, she kicked the bed with her feet and skipped the topic directly.

"Alright Xuan, don't treat the patient like this."

Chu Xi helped Bu Yinluo up, stuffed two pillows under her body for her to lean on, and took the porridge bowl to feed her.

This time a certain older child was not happy, and saw her plopping on the bed to be a rascal:

"Ah Xi, I can't even get up, so I want to kiss, hug, and hold me up high, and feed me porridge!"

Chu Xi's reaction to this suddenly mentally handicapped guy was also very straightforward.

"Get off."

Watching the interaction between the two, Bu Yinluo laughed softly, and his eyes became blank again.How wonderful, such a living body that survives freely, why can you be so presumptuous.I really envy you, Yun Xuan.

"Wow, what a resentful look, Ah Xi, I'm afraid."

Yun Xuan was frightened by Bu Yinluo's eyes, and jumped to lie on Chu Xi's back, but he was just in a daze.

"If you say you are fascinated, you will be fascinated, the young hero is good at kung fu!"

Yun Xuan's brain nerves did not know how to grow, and then he started clapping again.After being slapped on the forehead by Chu Xi, he hugged his forehead aggrievedly and obediently shut up.

"one more bowl."

I don't know when Bu Yinluo has already drank up the porridge that Chu Xi put on the bed, holding the white porcelain bowl with her thin hands, it makes people feel frightened to look at it, for fear that the bowl will be broken accidentally .

"Wait a minute and I'll serve it for you."

Chu Xi took the bowl with a gentle smile.

"Aren't you seriously injured?"

When Chu Xi closed the door, Yun Xuan looked at Bu Yinluo with an interrogating look.