fatal

"Why are you so boring? You don't plan to be with that person, why do you protect yourself like a jade for her?"

"It's different."

"What's the difference? I don't intend to be with him, and I'm not happy to tell him clearly. Bu Yinluo, let me tell you, you are called scum, do you know that?"

"I told you, but she didn't listen."

"If you can make it clear, then I will call it the end of the world."

Luo Yue looked at Bu Yinluo with extreme disgust:

"I said if you can't put it down, you can pick it up. It's not a problem to hang it like this."

This is why Bu Yinluo doesn't like to drink with Luo Yue. No matter how much this guy talks about her emotional problems, but Chen Fenghua, Chen Fenghua.

You can't love her, you can't let her go, whatever, don't think about her.Bu Yinluo drank the wine in the glass, looking at the bottom of the empty glass with ecstasy, she didn't like to talk about Chen Fenghua at other times, once she talked about it, there would be memories that shouldn't appear.

"Hey, is this Cao Cao coming?"

Luo Yue leaned on the bar and looked at the people who came in from the door, her eyes were a little drunk, Bu Yinluo turned her head when she heard the words, who is it if it's not Chen Fenghua?She was too distraught right now to see this man very much.

Getting off the high stool, Bu Yinluo held onto the bar counter to avoid the direct encounter with Chen Fenghua. She was a little shaky and walked not fast, and Chen Fenghua easily caught up.

"not in a good mood?"

Bu Yinluo shook his head, but Chen Fenghua was not blind, how could she not see Bu Yinluo's obvious abnormality?Leaning closer to Bu Yinluo's face and sniffing,

"How much did you drink?"

"How did you come here?"

Bu Yinluo pushed Chen Fenghua away and stood up straight, avoiding talking about Chen Fenghua's question.Chen Fenghua was silent for a moment before sighing, and let go of Bu Yinluo's arm.

"because I?"

The problems between them were big but never communicated seriously, she knew, she always knew.She kept pretending to turn a blind eye, wishful thinking that Bu Yinluo had never changed, until this moment she was forced to face this fact.

She had known for a long time that her little thing would not come back.

"Am I bothering you?"

Bu Yinluo didn't answer, that was the default, Chen Fenghua twitched the corner of his mouth, and raised his hand to touch Bu Yinluo's cheek.Bu Yinluo lowered her eyelids, Chen Fenghua was not looking at her, but at another soul that once lived in this world as an independent individual.

"Let's have a good talk, after you sober up."

When Chen Fenghua finished speaking, he felt that this person was being pulled away, and his heart pricked slightly, which was caused by the part of Bu Yinluo's emotion.

"Okay."

Chen Fenghua promised that Bu Yinluo would not drink any more after tomorrow afternoon, and after calling a car back to his residence, he lay on the bed but hadn't slept for a long time.

For Chen Fenghua, Bu Yinluo's own attitude is very complicated. He will be happy when he sees her, but sad when he thinks about her, but he also rejects this person's touch. It's a mess.

She originally wanted to rely on time to let herself see clearly, but the tense suddenly blocked the question in front of her, and she couldn't avoid it.

Although Jun Sang answered her like that at that time, she often wondered who she is now, and would there be someone she didn't know in this body?

"You came?"

When they arrived at the agreed place, Chen Fenghua was already waiting there. She was leaning against the window, and the sunlight came in from the window and shone on this person. Although it was a beautiful picture, the person in the picture was extremely haggard.

After Bu Yinluo took his seat, the waiter brought coffee and placed it in front of the two of them. Bu Yinluo stretched out his hand to hold the cup, rubbing his fingers over the mouth of the cup, and finally Chen Fenghua broke the silence.

"I thought about it for a long time yesterday. I thought it was ridiculous at the end."

"I used to hope to see a real and complete her, and used it as an excuse to keep hurting Luo Luo. Then she left, and you appeared here, as I wished, real and complete, but I was thinking about her again. Do you think I'm funny?"

"That's not the case. In the past, every existence of mine was a complete individual. At that time, I was just afraid that you would not like it. That's all. I found out that you didn't like it because of me."

"I figured it out later, but it was too late."

The two chatted for a long time, every word and every word, sadness is like rain from the eaves, drop by drop, it falls and stays in the heart, slowly accumulating into a piece.

"It's a pity that we can't go back."

"That sentence, can it still work?"

"up to you."

"Just stop hiding from me."

Chen Fenghua sighed softly, and she was only half joking, looking out the window, the pain in her heart made her almost numb.

"So, can you accompany me to the amusement park?"

Chen Fenghua asked, a long time ago, Bu Yinluo had always wanted to go to a place, but since she let her see Yan Qingbu, Lin Bule and his family of three happy and happy, she no longer envied that place.

So today, can I just pretend that nothing happened, go back to the past, just pretend that her Luoluo is still there, or deceive myself, she wants to take her there once.

"it is good."

When she replied like this, Chen Fenghua shifted his gaze to Bu Yinluo, with warm eyes, and stretched out his hand to her with a smile.

"Let's go."

Bu Yinluo retracted her fingers, then raised her hand to catch Chen Fenghua's outstretched palm, and let the man pull her away.

The playground is not far from here, Chen Fenghua didn't drive, just walked slowly down the street holding Bu Yinluo's hand.When he turned his head to look at Bu Yinluo, the corners of his eyes almost flew into the sky.

After buying a ticket at the entrance of the playground, Chen Fenghua turned his head and saw the small wooden house standing by the road, and let go of Bu Yinluo's hand.

"wait for me a while."

When she came back, she had a pink cone in her hand, which had the same taste as the one she bought for her that time.Holding the cone in her left hand, she brought it to her mouth and licked it. The formula of the cone seemed to be the same in every family. The sweet taste made her even more sad. Do you know that since then, Bu Yinluo hated the strawberry flavor the most up.

Chen Fenghua stubbornly led Bu Yinluo to play through every project, but every process was adding a little bit of sadness.The last project is the Ferris wheel.

When entering, Chen Fenghua smiled and asked her if she was afraid, but when the Ferris wheel slowly rose, Chen Fenghua hugged her from behind, and kept saying sorry in her ear, which caused Bu Yinluo to cry .

"What's the use of telling me? It's over. Goodbye, Miss Chen."

Bu Yinluo didn't understand why she felt sad, she obviously couldn't feel the feeling of joy when she saw Chen Fenghua's face, but the sadness didn't diminish.

Chen Fenghua went to Anping, went to Fu Qimei's tomb, and just now burst into tears while holding the cold stone tablet.

"Qimei, she's really gone, and she can't come back."

The author has something to say:

This chapter is not because I am lazy, I really can’t describe it, I, I finished typing it in tears, it’s a pity that the expression in words is only one-tenth, and I hope you can experience it deeply