Lawless

Only when I feel uncomfortable, will I feel that I am truly alive, and I live so desperately just to be an ordinary person.

Rumors turned into rumors, Xiao Yunyan has witnessed it thousands of times, but he has almost never hit back at anyone, because he knows that it is because of the "different" things, he hit back this time, and the next time, Every time I have to fight back, I am tired of myself, and it is also the success of others.

But now, he suddenly felt that "different", or "special", didn't seem to be a bad thing at all.

This is not understood from life, but from people, just like "someone is special to someone".That's nice, he thought, and that's what being special really means.

However, Xiao Yunyan knew that it was reckless to rush in at an unknown place.

After hitting back at others for the first time, he told himself in his heart that he couldn't be reckless.So every time he faced something he couldn't understand, he kept silent and stopped thinking, he didn't want to torture himself.

But just now, he turned everything upside down and asked Qi Yi, "Why did you choose me?"

It's really ridiculous. The man on the opposite side has broken the principles he has always followed.

It made him feel like a bitch.

Qi Yi looked at him and quickly lowered his head after asking himself, as if he regretted saying this, or didn't want to get his answer.

Although the other party did not answer his own question, he decided to be an answerer first: "Besides being hungry, do you ask yourself why you want to eat because you want to eat?"

Xiao Yunyan looked up at him: "Huh?"

"Because of what?" Qi Yi looked at him with a smile, and answered what he said just now, "There is no reason, just thinking."

"what……"

"I raised my hand," Qi raised his right hand, "because I want to." He put down his hand, fell back on the back of the chair, picked up the wine and took a sip: "I drink, and I want to drink."

Xiao Yunyan looked straight at him without saying a word.

Qi Yi looked straight at him without any deviation: "I choose you, it's just me..." He stopped.

"You...you think?" Xiao Yunyan carefully connected.

Qi Yi laughed and said, "It's just that I like it."

The light above his head seemed to flicker violently, and the light suddenly filled Xiao Yunyan's eyes, almost making him unable to see his surroundings, almost blinding him.

"If you insist on giving a reason," Qi Yi said, "it's this, can you understand?"

"Ah," Xiao Yunyan swallowed, closed his eyes for a long time and then nodded, "En."

Half of the dishes on the table were eaten, and no one moved.

"What about you," Qi Yi smiled, "don't say you just 'don't want to', refuse to borrow ideas."

Xiao Yunyan glanced at him angrily, thought for a long time, and then said: "Can I ask another question?"

Qi Yi raised an eyebrow, motioning for him to ask

"If I didn't achieve the results you imagined, and we didn't make it to the end, would you regret it?"

"Hey," Qi Yi turned his head and closed his eyes and laughed, "You really..." After a pause for a second, he continued: "The result of the choice is never regret, but commitment, brother Yunyan."

"so you……"

"If you're just worried about this issue, then I'll tell you seriously now," Qi Yi opened his half-drowned eyes, and looked into Xiao Yunyan's eyes, "I'll just be desperate and have no time to regret it."

The warm liquid quietly flowing in the blood vessels, which obviously only has a temperature of more than 30 degrees, suddenly boiled at this moment, scalding Xiao Yunyan's internal organs, as if they were burning their own skin, scorching all organs.

He wanted to shout, but the moment he opened his mouth, he said softly: "Okay." He said, "I changed my mind again and am willing to join the club."

Since that person left by himself, Xiao Yunyan made him never come back.This is his choice.

Qi Yi didn't look overly happy, he seemed to have expected it, he was still sitting like that, looking at the other party with a smile: "There is no chance of regret, remember."

"know."

The noon sun was as bright as a Buddha's light, and the earth was reflecting light.

After the two came out of the shop, neither of them wanted to go back to school now, at least they had to wait until the evening before breaking up, otherwise how could they be worthy of the existence of the weekend.

"Do you want to go shopping in the city center?" Qi Yi was squinted by Guangyao.

"Is it fun?" Xiao Yunyan looked up at the sun, and immediately lowered his head.

"I remember that Shizi brought his students to a commercial performance there."

"today?"

Qi Yi raised his eyebrows and nodded.

Xiao Yunyan heard from him that Persimmon opened a musical instrument tutoring class, teaching guitar, drums, electronic piano and so on. Everyone in their band has two days of lessons there, except for Qi Yi, of course.

"I remembered that you didn't come during the rehearsal of the party before." Xiao Yunyan turned to look at him, "He was standing in position C."

"Well..." Qi walked forward without taking his eyes off, "He will take my place when I'm not around."

Soon they arrived at the platform, and the two stood on the edge, waiting for the train.

"He can sing pretty well..." But it's not as good as you.

"Everyone in our team is very good at singing," Qi Yi put his hands in his pockets, and turned to face him, "I picked each of them, from a hundred, a thousand... that way."

Xiao Yunyan let out an oh, and thought to himself, did he pick it from so many people?But I didn't see him go to other dancers.

Qi Yi could see what he was thinking at a glance, and said directly: "Don't think about it, I didn't pick you."

"..." Xiao Yunyan turned around not to look at him, and rolled his eyes, "Oh."

"You were invited by me."

Xiao Yunyan was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at him. When he looked over, the other party lowered his eyes and stared at him with a smile.

The car drove over at this time, Xiao Yunyan coughed and got on.

Qi Yi still followed behind him with a happy face, and after Xiao Yunyan stopped, he was right next to him.

The engine blew and the bus started.

There are too many people in the car, people are crowded, the heavy body is shaking during the driving process, and the people inside are also shaking. If there is music, it will be a "steaming" dance floor.

Xiao Yunyan came up early, but there was no place to sit, so he stood on the edge of the middle seat, holding on to the pole by the window. There was a crowd of people behind him, and the narrator was also pushed by someone. He just stared out the window expressionlessly.

After thinking about it for a while, no one would squeeze him again. Turning his head and looking, he fell in love with Qi behind him. He quickly turned his face away and stared at the shadowy figure outside. After a while, he went inside. Walked a little, just a little.

Qi Yi doesn't like being touched by others, he knows it.Sure enough, not long after, he felt someone approaching him from behind.

He felt his back pressed against the other's chest, it was really like... Leaning into someone's arms.

No more movement, no more movement, because you can't go forward, you can't go back, so be it.

When the driver stepped on the brakes, the whole car was pushed forward. Fortunately, the connection underneath was secure, otherwise the body would have to fly out along with the inertia.

"Huh—" Xiao Yunyan stepped on the ground, feeling that he had saved his life.

"Let's go." Qi Yi rubbed his head and walked straight forward.

Does touching someone else's head make you look tall?Xiao Yunyan sighed and followed.

The place where Persimmon performs is in a square with a memorial tower. The boss who invited people set up a temporary red-bottomed stage there, and hung a circle of cloth behind the stage. That is the backstage, and the backstage is full of people preparing to perform.

"How much is this time?" Xiao Yunyan walked backstage with him, "One hundred?"

"Well, it's about the same," Qi Yi said, "Look at the value, if our band goes away, it's about a thousand... There are also several thousand, and if we go alone, it's a few hundred."

While talking, the two entered the backstage, Xiao Yunyan glanced over, and saw Shizi and several children, all of them carrying guitars, surrounding Shizi, singing and playing songs.

"Well, you haven't arrived yet?" Qi Yi walked over with a smile, and kicked the chair Shizi was sitting on.

Qi Yi, who was always seen by the children in class, knew him, opened their mouths and called, "Brother Qi Yi."

Qi Yi nodded in satisfaction.

"Hey! You are visiting the class," Shizi was surprised, "pass by."

Qi Yi glanced at Xiao Yunyan, and Shizi understood: "Ah, it's done, come to me to show off."

The corners of Qi Yi's mouth raised even higher, and he patted his shoulder with relief.

"Come on," Shi Zi shook off his hand, "Since you're here, you have to go."

"Just kidding," Qi Yi snorted, "You pay me."

"Okay," Shizi said, "to put it bluntly today, I just want to advertise the remedial class, or what else will I bring my children here for, and the money will be half less than usual."

Qi Yi was unmoved.

"Forget it, forget it," Persimmon didn't force it, "If you don't give money to let you go on stage, it will kill you."

Xiao Yunyan was behind them, sniffing.

"Don't," Qi Yi said, "That's meaningless, I don't know I'm still this kind of person, why don't you just give me the guitar for a song."

Persimmon was stunned for a moment, glanced at Xiao Yunyan, then laughed, and didn't stop for a long time.

"You're so laughing." Qi Yi also raised the corner of his mouth, reached out and took the guitar from Persimmon's arms, and put it on his body.

Xiao Yunyan walked up to him and said, "You really want to go up."

"It's okay, I'm not in vain," Qi Yi played two or three notes to him, "he has to pay off the debt."

"Don't say it, don't say it," Persimmon said, covering his stomach and putting his hand on his shoulder, "I really didn't expect that you still want face. Can't even afford it."

"It's so cheap, I can't afford pancakes," Qi Yi smiled and kicked him, "The pancake stall is okay."

Persimmon started laughing again and kept laughing.

Xiao Yunyan stood there, listening half-understood, and thought, maybe it's because he had a gap with their four-year generation, and he really couldn't intervene.

After two shows ahead, it was finally Persimmon's turn.

Qi Yi walked onto the stage, followed by four children.

Xiao Yunyan stood under the stage and watched, wanting to laugh, but he held back, because Qi Yi glanced at him, he didn't want Qi Yi to feel that he was laughing at him.

"Hey, Yunyan," Shizi said with a smile as he stood beside him, "it's the first time to see his commercial performance."

Xiao Yunyan nodded: "Yes, but it's not the first time I've seen him sing."

"That must be, otherwise why would you join our agency." Persimmon put his hand on his shoulder.

Xiao Yunyan turned to look at him, originally wanted to ask him why he knew he had joined the club, but thought that Qi Yi might have made a guarantee with them before, so he dismissed the idea.

But he thought about that again, and suddenly felt something was wrong... Xiao Yunyan asked him: "What did you just say... what do you mean?"

At this time, music was already playing on the stage, and it was a song that was already rotten.

"Tsk, it's really difficult to ask him to sing this kind of song." Persimmon didn't answer his question, and started to talk, "These bosses just like to use those saliva songs that are played in the streets to attract attention, what connotation is not connotation Ah, no one cares if it counts as real music or not."

Xiao Yunyan suddenly understood why Qi Yi didn't like commercial performances: "But does he care?"

Persimmon turned to look at him, then looked back to the stage: "He cares more than anyone else."

Even if it's such a vulgar song, he can still sing it so well... because he changed the key... Xiao Yunyan looked at Qi Yi on the stage in surprise, he was actually playing freely...

"He changed the score, damn it." Shizi smiled wryly, "I have to deduct money... I know he won't just finish the song."

"Changing the tune and deducting the money?" Xiao Yunyan frowned.

"Well... not many people understand music, but there are quite a few who can tell whether the key is the original song."

But Qi Yi didn't have too much freedom. It was also to take care of those children. He basically only changed the tune of the passages he sang, and he changed very little.

Xiao Yunyan suddenly felt that the principle is like a spring, when it is suppressed by external force, it can shrink a little, but in the end, it will not shrink.

The author has something to say: I went back to before liberation overnight... Zha Chen begs the cute little angel to move her cute finger and click to bookmark it!Thank you so much! >3

I will ask for leave tomorrow ~ continue the day after tomorrow.