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"Fengsong may not be able to provide you with the best resources, but it must have a fairer competition stage than Huashi. Compared with big names who have been in this industry for too long, we welcome energetic young newcomers. How about it? Not interested in joining?"

"Can you tell me why Director Liu chose He Zhuoyu?"

"According to him, according to the current theme and script, He Zhuoyu is more suitable as the leading actor. Of course, this does not mean that you are not good, I think..."

The conversation with Ru Siming a few hours ago played back vaguely in Gu Zeyan's mind over and over again, and the other party's sincere and polite words of reassurance later had no impression on him at all, and in the end there was only one sentence left, which became more and more deeply engraved in his heart.

He Zhuoyu is more suitable.

image?what image?Isn't he just a normal person with two eyes and one mouth, he can do it, but I can't?Is the style different?How do you know I can't handle it?

There is no convincing reason, just such a sentence sent people away, why?

If it was someone else who defeated him, he could still regard the failure as a matter of the director's subjective preferences, but that person was He Zhuoyu.

"Stupid boy, I'm not your brother...why do you show such an expression, well, just treat me as if you were me?"

"Acting Department? Then Xiaoyu will be your goal from now on, but it's hard to surpass~"

"One vote short of popularity? What's the matter? If I belonged to Xinglin, I would vote for him too. Then you will be two votes behind, wouldn't you cry even harder?"

In Gu Zeyan's life, there was actually a child from someone else's family.It's just that he is good enough, so in the eyes of outsiders, he has the ability not to lose to that person.

But in fact, he has been interested in that other person's child, He Zhuoyu, for a long time.

It wasn't caused by outsiders to make him compare for the sake of vanity, but just because, An Gefei.

He is like a child, watching his respected and beloved elder being pursued by another young boy with the desire of a man for a woman, and then he sinks like a captive who surrendered, and finally sacrificed his prosperous future and normal life all his life the ability to walk.

However, An Gefei has always acted like he was defending that person. He was careful and used his own way. Sometimes he would take his feelings into consideration, and even hide things against his will, but he was always seen through clumsily at a glance.

Just like the last time when he was practicing dance in the physical classroom, he asked him which one he wanted to stand out, and he hesitated to answer you.

The resentment of being robbed of his favor, the dissatisfaction of being compared with each other, and the anger of ruining the person he respects, his feelings towards He Zhuoyu are very complicated, but in the final analysis, there are three words, which are not pleasing to the eye.

The words of five words are very unpleasant.

Not pleasing to the eye, if he lost to him, or in a way for no reason, he wanted to smash everything.

But the paradox is that Gu Zeyan's decent character is deeply rooted in his bones, he can't do this kind of hysterical, lunatic behavior.

So he could only come to drink and vent his dissatisfaction by himself.

"Why did you come here? I don't think you like this kind of place."

"Having a bad mood?"

Facing the silence of the young man, Meng Hong, who had occupied the position of the person who hit up a conversation, was quite happy. He continued to ask and answer questions, with the patience and enthusiasm of the initial state. After a long time, this kind of noise became a logical existence in A kind of background music all around.

"Did you go to Feng Song's side today?"

As soon as the movement of pouring wine into his mouth stopped, Meng Hong noticed his movement and knew that this time he finally got to the crux of the matter.

There were six snow beer cans piled up scattered on the floor. Considering that Ye Yang hadn't eaten, Yue Chen went to the fast food store to buy some stomach-filling snacks such as sauced beef and duck neck, and now there are only scattered wreckage left. Heaped on the coffee table, it was a mess.

"When I knew they were together, I walked on the cross-sea bridge for a whole night, from night to dawn the next day. That was the longest distance I had traveled."

In the living room of the two of them, only a wall lamp with soft light was turned on, and even the sound was very quiet. The snow beer had long been empty, and this low concentration could not satisfy Ye Yang. Fantastic beer turned in.

"I won't go that far again in the future."

Because there will no longer be such unreserved love.Patronizing on being the audience, the beer he uncorked didn't move much, Yue Chen's heart suddenly felt a little blocked, thinking of Gu Yimeng who always laughed heartlessly. "Don't say that, it's unfair to the woman who loves you in the future, er, the person who loves you."

He originally wanted to say a girl, but thinking that the teacher was a man, it was not appropriate to say that, so he finally used the gender-ambiguous "person" instead.

Ye Yang noticed Yue Chen's words and smiled clearly. "Are you feeling embarrassed?"

"The essence of love is that one person is attracted to another person." In order to comfort others, Xihua began to recite a certain paragraph in a book borrowed from the library. The influence of sexual attraction does not match Ye Yang's situation, so he tampered with the following content without authorization. "So the point is two people, it can be a man to a woman, of course it can be a man to a man."

"Aren't you against homosexuality?" Ye Yang was a little surprised, he thought that Yue Chen, who had a long history of being blocked and chased by boys, would be very disgusted with such things.

If this were to be done before, Yuechen would definitely shoot the case and scold those bastards who thought that they had made a negative contribution to the cause of human reproduction and wanted to harm him, but maybe it was Ye Yang's experience that made him feel nothing but regret Thoughts, or perhaps some other unspeakable reason, the two words of objection could not be uttered.

So under the guidance of that book, Xihua improvised another sentence. "Homosexuality is not noble, heterosexuality is not noble, what is noble is sincerity."

Ye Yang was a little surprised by the tone of the life mentor's speech. "Do you know much about this?"

"How is it possible?" Yue Chen shook his head.He didn't even understand women, how to study the more esoteric and mysterious topic of men VS men.

"But what you said is very reasonable." Ye Yang tilted his head and thought of a metaphor. "Like an excerpt from a textbook. It is concise and profound when read carefully."

Because I just watched "You Are From Earth, I'm From Mars", you can tear it apart and sell it, and who can't learn from it.But this kind of emotional books that young girls only read, how can I let you know, it makes me seem to pay attention to this kind of thing.

"Maybe I'm a bystander."

"Really? I see that your complexion is not very good. What's on your mind?"

This outrageous fixed sentence came again, Yue Chen had a headache, your complexion is worse than mine, why did you ask me, he suddenly hoped that Gu Zeyan would come back quickly to clean up the six cans of snowflakes and two cans of Yashi who were not drunk freak.

Because I don’t want to repeat the sentence “I’m struggling with insomnia for drawing men in the middle of the night, how can I say it” for the Nth time in my heart.He insisted on maintaining the point of view that "what I said made sense because I was a bystander, rather than reading some guidance books".

"No, love is such a thing that outsiders are very clear-headed. If this happened to me, I would definitely be very confused."

if?Ye Yang noticed the obvious puzzled expression on Yue Chen's face, and couldn't help but smiled knowingly. "Actually, when I was a freshman, our acting class teacher talked about the topic of love. She said that no matter how confused she was, there must be one standard."

"What is it?"

"Lonely."

Ye Yang threw the second empty can of Ascot on the floor, and the latter made a dull thud, like a hasty full stop.

"She said that loving someone is like performing a one-man show against a white wall. The other person is that white wall, absorbing your focused gaze, listening to your monologue, and projecting your solitary body. So love Being alone is a lonely thing."

He looked at the thoughtful young man beside him. "Do you ever feel lonely?"

lonely?Yuechen pondered over these two words carefully, and then he found that his life has been lacklustre, and his better brother, Xiong Ping's kind of bastard character, he will be angry, and there will be times when he is heartwarming, but those are all It is a mild emotion that does not rise to serious heights.And Zhao Lanyi's personality is actually similar to his own. If you ask him this, he will probably say with disdain that loneliness is a P. This question is too boring.

First love in high school?I'm sorry I didn't feel it at all, and I can't remember myself at that time.

Have you met Qi Ling's normal life before?Sorry it's been so long, I can't remember.

Yuechen ruled out the few bright spots in his life, and finally came to a serious conclusion. "Actually, I have forgotten what it feels like not to be lonely, so I can't compare it."

After saying this, he seemed to have thought of something, hesitated for a moment, and then added an explanation. "Uh, not exactly, Gu Zeyan is pretty good, he sometimes encourages me."

Makes me feel less alone... Seems like a shining light to answer this question?Why didn't I think of it with Xiong Ping and the others just now...

Hearing this, Ye Yang frowned, restrained his originally relaxed mood, stared at him and asked a question tentatively. "Yuechen, do you think he treats you very well? So you are very grateful to him?"

Yuechen had already stood up and began to tidy up the mess on the coffee table. For the first time, he was very frank and nodded solemnly.

"Ah."

broken.

Ye Yang remembered that Gu Zeyan's left brow bone was still red one day, and he vowed to let this kid take the bait to admit him, did he succeed?

Before changing it, he would definitely not care about this kind of prank, because in terms of friendship, he was always on Gu Zeyan's side, but now, he actually has the urge to turn against him.

On the one hand, it is true that the surname Gu is not kind, and on the other hand, he feels that when he really gets along with Yue Chen, he is not as inaccessible as he felt before. Even because of the honesty that is not good at catering to everyone, he feels that the other party is very sincere .

The kind of sincerity in which you would feel a strong sense of guilt for cheating him.

"There is something, I think you have the right to know." Ye Yang coughed, thinking about how to speak. "Actually, Gu Zeyan insisted on moving here. His purpose, uh, was not very good."

The hand that was putting the duck neck bones into the wastebasket paused, and Yue Chen didn't understand the intermittent sentence at the first moment.

"what?"

"Remember when you hung up on him, he was very angry. Later, you beat him up again at Luo Ting's birthday party, and he felt even more uncomfortable, so he wanted to get the debt back."

"..."

In the shadow he couldn't see, the sharp bones of the duck's neck were deeply embedded in Yuechen's palm like thorns, until the feeling that almost pierced the flesh was extremely painful, and he was finally able to make himself sound calm. sound.

"How?"

The third can of Ascot finally started to work, and Ye Yang felt a little sleepy.

"It's just a desire to conquer. If you think you approve of him, he will win."

I've been approached to discuss the signing, will you lose?The more Meng Hong thought about it, the more he felt incredible, but if it wasn't like this, he really couldn't think of the reason why Gu Zeyan would appear here alone. With this look of don't bother me, he couldn't be celebrating.

"The director chose He Zhuoyu." Gu Zeyan put the empty wine bottle aside, buried his head in his folded arms, and said this nonsensical sentence in a muffled voice.

Meng Hong tried his best to recall the person whose name corresponded to him. In fact, most of the time on the day of the audition, he had been staring at the person in front of him. The others hardly had any impression. He Zhuoyu, he only remembered that face. that look.

"Maybe it's the director's aesthetic preference. You also know that this selection is accidental. But in my eyes, you are the best among everyone that day."

This kind of comfort is not a form of enlightenment, but with the sincerity that I really think so, and with Meng Hong's position expressed long ago, there is really no reason to doubt this kind of sincerity, Gu Zeyan was not soberly lying on the bar , with his face half leaning between his arms, with only one eye exposed, he glanced at him lazily from top to bottom.

When a serious person gets drunk, he is more seductive than ordinary people. It is clearly just an understatement, but there is a kind of ecstasy in his eyes. Meng Hong knew that it was an illusion caused by the influence of alcohol, but he still couldn't help it. Jump hard.

In the noisy bar, under the intoxicating light, Meng Hong gently moved closer to the face that was a little flushed from alcohol.

His smile is frank and sincere, which is completely different from the usual smog in the bar.If people who are familiar with Meng Hong see his current appearance, they will also wonder whether this is a lover change and a young man who does not want money finally found true love, or is it just a way to impress others and show unprecedented sincerity.Of course, based on past experience, they are more inclined to the latter.

Whispers of invitation fell on my ears. "If you're really sad, I can accompany you tonight."