best acting

Chapter 38

That feeling once appeared once, when he was in elementary school.

At that time he picked up a puppy on the side of the road.The dog broke his leg, and he likes to be sick. He took him to see a doctor. He often rushed to do his homework until late, and finally fell asleep in class. His life was a mess, and he didn't take good care of his new friends.A month later, its owner came to the door, and he still remembers the way the puppy with fluffy and messy fur fluttered its soft head, and obediently rubbed against each other and left together.

The back view of one person and one dog walking away is very beautiful, and the love between master and servant is always the same.But he was very sad, at first he sat at the door and waited for days and nights before he knew it would not come back.

Those few days of waiting were boring, and he would habitually look up at the sky. The sky was repeating the alternating gradients of blue, white and purple and black every day. It was so monotonous that it was easy for people to ignore it. But after watching for a long time, he finally understood that, in fact, he Never have I seen the true colors of this sky.For example, just the arrangement and combination of blue and white on a sunny day, there are hundreds of millions of shades of shading.Just like he has never considered the mood of the dog he gets along day and night, maybe every time he rushes to bathe him, his struggle is protesting why he is not sent back, or maybe every time he feeds him, he is actually used to the previous Dog food, but had to settle for a new flavor he picked.

So he was relieved, one found his master, one returned to a normal life, for him and the dog, there was actually no better ending than this.That being the case, why worry about it?

Loneliness has always been a fragile word used to describe people. Subconsciously, it symbolizes a person’s desire for attention and a warm hug, but Zhao Lanyi is different. He doesn’t hide himself hypocritically, but really doesn’t need it, and even enjoys it very much. that loneliness.He is taciturn, which does not mean that he is dull. On the contrary, he can think better than his peers. That kind of rationality that is calm to the extreme and not blindly following the crowd makes him strong from the bottom of his heart.His whole life is first a single-line number line for being alone, and then he divides intervals on it to get along with others.Even if the end points of a certain length are erased due to various reasons, the number line itself, he himself, will never be distorted and deviate from the straight track.

Yue Chen belongs to the unit length that is the deepest engraved, and it is indeed different from Xiong Ping.Assuming that it was Xiong Ping standing there now, Zhao Lanyi wouldn't have such a strange feeling, because Xiong Ping has always had many friends who can take care of himself, unlike Yue Chen.Therefore, he defines his own psychology as the regret that he hopes to live with a puppy but has not realized it.

Relying on each other, the kind of I only treat you well, and you only have me as equals, pure uniqueness.Once foreign forces invade, the balance between the two will be broken, forcing him to make a choice.

And his choice was clear.First of all, Yuechen should accept others as a matter of course, that is his natural right, he is very special to that girl, and that girl is also very good, it is very likely that they will develop into the intimacy of future boyfriend and girlfriend, that is what Yuechen should have destination.

Secondly, what I have always longed for is to live a peaceful and peaceful life like ordinary people. In the future, I will have a decent job, find a woman to marry and have children, and raise their children for them when they are old. This is the most comfortable life he plans to live. Life style, he never thought about the possibility of his future partner being a man, breaking the traditional comfort, and he didn't like this kind of subversive accident.

So this kind of mutual dependence, he doesn't want to turn into an entanglement in the style of idiots and resentment, and it is obviously the best ending to continue to be brothers.Of course, subjectively, the puppy will be reluctant to follow others, but that is only a regret that must be experienced after the balance is broken, and it will not make him lose his ability to think, let alone affect his rational heart.

Do you like it?Maybe it was, maybe it wasn't, but fortunately, whether it was for himself or for the other party, he was unwilling to continue this kind of emotion.Fortunately, he is fully capable of controlling this scene.

The conversation not far away was still going on, and he saw Yuechen crumpled the used tissue package and stuffed it into his pocket.Thinking of Xiong Ping's frequent yelling at Yue Chen that he was doomed to be alone, Zhao Lanyi thought, in fact, he is more in line with this sentence. He is born with apathy and even paranoid emotional defects, such as the "Blue Life and Death" that almost made his mother cry. "Love", he only saw the hero and heroine crying alone at 45 degrees, or crying like a dead father and mother, which is crazy.As for Yue Chen, that kid's heart was actually a fire, even if it wasn't burning hot, it was still warm.

There was a rustling sound between the two stacked garbage bins on the opposite side, and a dirty gray-spotted wild cat emerged. It buried its limp head on the ground and sniffed it for a long time. It is estimated that the garbage truck has just arrived. The vat was quite empty, and there was no overnight food to pick up. There were only dirty dark water stains on the outside. The cat's soft toes and claws pressed on it, leaving a few dot marks as soon as it walked around, which reflected faintly under the streetlights. of water light.Sensing keenly that there are humans around, it twisted its lithe body, and its pupils shone with mysterious green light. It just met the eyes of Zhao Lanyi who heard the movement, and was not afraid of life at all.

One person and one cat stared at each other for three seconds, and no one looked away.Then the cat meowed, in a high-pitched, soft voice.

Zhao Lanyi thought, it might be hungry.

At the end of the winding corridor of the KTV, there is a storage room next door. No one passes by here, and the music sound of many boxes is also radioed to a very low level. It is a good place for conversation.

This confession is not so much like a traditional scene with pink and girlish hearts floating, it is better to say that we must give ourselves an explanation and do not want to leave regrets.

"If Yimeng hadn't encouraged me all the time, I would never have said it. But I'm not too surprised to be rejected by you like this."

Gu Zeyan put his hands in his pockets. Ever since he met Yuechen, he has gradually gotten used to this movement.The corridor is not wide, and he has been leaning against the bright and stylish wall.Hearing this, he didn't speak, but nodded.

"But I have a question that I'm not reconciled to, can you answer me?"

"what?"

"Can you tell me why you dated your ex in the first place? If she could, I don't think I am inferior to her." After being declined, the beautiful girl finally brought up this fact that made her feel that she might still have a chance , with a hint of stubbornness and reluctance on his face, he wasn't asking loudly angrily, but just matter-of-fact, pure confusion.

Hearing this question, Gu Zeyan pondered for a long time with his drooping face until he leaned a little stiffly. He put down his leg that was originally against the wall, straightened his back, looked very serious, and finally spoke.

"I have something in her hands." After thinking about it, she answered truthfully.Just after rejecting someone, this question touched on the sensitive comparison between girls. If it was perfunctory, it would hurt people's self-esteem even more, and he felt very sorry.

This is the essential difference between Gu Zeyan and Yue Chen in rejecting others. He will save face for the other party. It is not an ambiguity of playing hard to get, but purely self-cultivated politeness. In the eyes of girls, this is a kind of respect, not aimed at women. , but the respect given to the individual.

Luo Ting was taken aback, this answer was really unexpected.handle?Could it be that the two-month relationship in the freshman year was a coerced exchange of interests?

Gu Zeyan raised the corners of his lips, revealing a somewhat apologetic smile. "It's my own problem. You are no worse than her. I'm sorry if I bothered you before."

It's this kind of attitude that is very gentle to everyone, but neither humble nor overbearing, and has nothing to do with pleasing you. You have formed a habit of unintentional, but there are still many people who will start to have a heart and want to take it for themselves, Luo Ting thought.

It’s just that most people only see your aura of approachability. In fact, you are more proud than anyone else. This kind of pride is not to highlight your own superiority after comparing others, but your own attributes. It will neither harm others nor It won't be revealed easily by you.

Gu Zeyan, you are really a bit higher than the average pride. As a friend and an admirer at the same time, Luo Ting felt that she knew him better than the average person, so she was really helpless, and she also laughed. "Since it's not that I'm worse than her, then I can accept this answer."

"Master Gu!" Xiong Ping came over in a hurry, and was stunned when he saw the two smiling and talking.

"Gu Yimeng, she ran out."

The cashier of the small supermarket was drowsy in the deserted night. At this time, a tall, stout man with no expression came in, with a wound on his face, obviously a ruthless character.Just like the boring dialogue of a romantic literary film suddenly cut to the hot car chase scene of an American police and gangster film, she was shocked and instantly sober.

With a paralyzed face, he walked to the cashier and said four words to the somewhat wary she.

"I want cat food."

The cashier felt that this line was well matched, and it was even more unacceptable than putting on that ugly face and saying, "Give me the watermelon knife, I'm going to chop someone up!"

"We don't have any here."

Receiving the other party's obviously contemptuous eyes, she felt that her dignity had been challenged. Isn't it strange that there is no cat food in the small supermarket!

"Are you feeding the cat?" Really feeding the cat?With your body shape and eyes, are you really trying to abuse cats?

Zhao Lanyi threw another idiot's eyes, isn't it for the cat to eat for me?

In the end, he still bought a bag of biscuits and walked back to the trash can. Instead of being petted and fed by the loving girl, he unpacked the biscuits, crushed them and put them on the ground for the wild cat to lick.

Coming out of the KTV, Xiong Ping was walking back to school alone, remembering the scene where Gu Zeyan and Luo Ting had a conversation, it was really unpleasant and proud, why...so good for it!

If the two of them are raped by other pigs, I will feel even more uncomfortable, so if they are together, it is actually quite good. There is a saying that fat water does not flow into outsiders' fields.Xiong Pingxin was so self-hypnotized, and the discomfort in his heart was not as serious as it was at the beginning. He took out his mobile phone to check the time, and suddenly found that Lin Kaikai had three missed calls. The KTV was loud just now, and he didn't hear it at all. .

This kid was anxious to find him so late, did he see a beautiful woman, or did he need to bring supper to comfort him after losing the number deletion battle in the game?He called back. "What are you doing?"

"Why don't you answer the phone? Yuechen is on the forum again!"

"Oh, it's not that I haven't been on it before." Xiong Ping was still thinking about his male god and his goddess, and replied absent-mindedly. He was not surprised. How did He Qiyue gossip during the day? His brother became the protagonist of the gossip again. It's normal.But this time, there are no "pornographic photos" like last time, so where can it be so shocking?

"Why are you still so calm? Master Gu was also hacked this time, do you know that!"

Xiong Ping stopped in a daze, his idol?Hacked?

A few seconds later, a loud roar erupted from the quiet road, shaking the passing motorcycles.

"Tell them to wait! Grandpa fought them for three hundred rounds!"

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