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Hearing this, Gu Zeyan rubbed his haggard face with both hands, pressed his palms vigorously on the eyeballs, and when he put them down again, the whole face became more sunken without elasticity, like a washbasin just washed by a sloppy person.When he looked at the girl again, he noticed that her eyes fell on his arm resting on the table, and he also glanced at his arm.

There are fine and dense, covered with black and purple and thick pinholes that appear to be injected drugs all the year round.

After clearing his throat, he spoke for the second time, and his voice finally had some human warmth. "You have seen this before, and now I have it on my neck."

He tugged at the neckline of the somewhat wide blue prison uniform, revealing a section of his neck, generously displaying countless pinholes like earthworms. "I couldn't find a good blood vessel, so I had to tie it in the neck."

Yuechen was in the third row, he could see clearly, it was too dense, it was black and purple, like sesame seeds embedded in the flesh, almost no good skin.

"Oh, let me go. This really doesn't have the burden of being an idol at all. This makeup is so half-dead, how can I change it?" Lin Kaikai had trypophobia, and touched his arm with lingering fear.

Mechanical memories, the tone was quite calm at first. "After leaving the drug rehabilitation center, I went to Shenzhen. There was an unfinished building near the railway station. You know that kind of place, the house is very dilapidated, right next to the railway, and the rumbling train is always annoying... The corridors are everywhere It was urine and feces, and needles from injections. I lived there. At that time, I really wanted to live a good life, and I found a job at a construction site..."

"But circumstances made you relapse?"

"No, I met a woman." Yuechen noticed that Gu Zeyan's empty eyes finally had a gleam of bleakness, as proud as showing off a treasure, his lips pursed a little, showing that you don't understand that you are ignorant look. "She has a stomach problem, works in a nightclub, and lives downstairs from me. She often quarreled with me when she came back late, and I got to know her after a while. She also came from the countryside, and she stopped studying very early. younger sister."

"The place in the nightclub was very messy. Later, her health got worse and she had to quit her job. Every day she suffered from stomach pains. What can I do? I had to find someone to ask for some drugs."

Gu Zeyan nervously scratched his brow bone with his fingertips, and there were a few deep red marks on the brow bone, but he didn't feel any pain, as if his memory was not very good, and he was desperately trying to recall, but couldn't remember the details It made him a little irritable, and his bloodshot eyeballs were a little bulging because of the excitement.

"My heart hurts..." Fan Xiong burst into tears, his heart was broken on the ground, his idol is hurting himself!

"The little pains and itch of drug addicts are just floating clouds, it's just suffering for actors." Lin Kaikai said.Yuechen stared at the red horizontal lines like cat's claws, and suddenly remembered the brow bone where Gu Zeyan was punched in the middle by himself at the birthday party.At that time, the red one was one piece, unlike the few thin strips now.

You don't even frown on this kind of self-mutilation, and you certainly didn't feel very painful when you were hit.

"It's okay, just pick what you remember and talk about it." The girl changed her sitting position and comforted her in time.

"Oh, anyway, the two of us started selling fans together later. The city of Shenzhen is so beautiful and so attractive... We took drugs, cheated money, and did a lot of things. We lived together for five years and broke up many times , but every time she is reluctant to be together again. She has been pregnant four times, three times with a boy, and once with a woman."

Fingering three, Gu Zeyan leaned back and leaned against the back of the chair. The anklets made a crisp pulling sound. This was a relaxing movement, as if recalling the joy when he knew he had a child. Putting it down embarrassingly, the voice was a little guilty, but more of a self-mockery of relief. "But they all fell. I proposed it. After all, taking drugs is not good for the fetus. It's better not to."

The conversation fell silent, Gu Zeyan's closed mouth was a little cramped, his lips twitched, as if he didn't know what to say next, his silent face looked at the girl, facing the audience, like an oil painting whose paint had been knocked over, absurd and Fragile.

"Tell me about the most profound experience that gave you later." The girl guided thoughtfully.

"I've been in prison for a year...fuck those grandchildren." Gu Zeyan cursed softly, and for the first time, Gu Zeyan's face twisted a little. He leaned forward, left the back of the chair, and slammed his hands on the table heavily.

However, Yuechen heard the sound of smashing the table very softly. It was obviously a tone of suffocation in his heart, but his fingers trembled when he clenched his fingers. It should be the muscle weakness caused by years of drug use.He just punched his fist symbolically.The two guards, who were as immobile as the door gods, were expressionless and ignored the content of their conversation.

"Do you think the police are nice? They beat me on the head to bleed, and made me swallow the razor blade, otherwise they threatened to sentence me to four years. They took all 2800 yuan from me and forced me to write a letter of guarantee to let me Go to the hospital to see a doctor, and report back to the police station when you recover."

"I admit that I am not a good person, but there are also a lot of scumbags who take advantage of the fire in the police. Of course, this society is inherently unfair. I have nothing to complain about... Oh, how can I have money to go to the hospital? I vomited blood so badly. I bought leeks, mixed them with boiling water and ate them, let the leeks wrap the blades in my stomach, and then pulled them out..."

Gu Zeyan stroked the length of his dark yellow and dry fingers, and his voice was a little choked up, "There are handfuls of raw leeks, so much, I swallowed about a catty. My girlfriend was crying beside me."

Yue Chen watched him finish his gestures, tilted his head, wiped his eyeballs with his fingers, and rubbed them roughly, when he raised his eyes again, his eyes were a little red, and there were tears, and he sniffed. "I'm most afraid that she will cry. She has never even cried for an abortion. That was the time she cried the most. But I couldn't even take care of the pain at that time..."

The girl fell into a brief silence and didn't urge him to continue talking.Perhaps the longer the silence, the longer it was for Gu Zeyan, the torment of the past that swallowed the blade and could not stop the memories.In the few seconds of silence, his shoulders shrugged, his head was lowered, more tears poured out of his eyes, he tried his best to cover them with his fingers, but to no avail, transparent tears leaked from between his fingers, Under the soft and cold beam of light, the bright white light reflected, and went down the sallow knuckles. At this time, this grown man was like a lost child, standing at the crossroads of memories, suffering as much psychological pain as The tide, coming like a nightmare, made him panic.

The crying scene is very powerful. If it wasn't for this appearance, would it be pear blossoms with rain when you cry?This is a sentence that suddenly floated in Xiehua's mind.

Think again, no.Fuck, what pear blossoms bring rain, how could you be pear blossoms.You are a wonderful tree, the kind that bears like to rub against.

"I'm sorry, I'm too excited." With difficulty pulling the corner of his mouth, Gu Zeyan's voice was a little out of breath, as if being strangled by someone's neck and panting heavily. "I thought I had thought about it so many times in my heart, and I would be very calm when I said it..."

"It's okay, I can understand." The girl looked at her watch. "I can't stay long. Can you tell me how you got caught?"

He took a deep breath, and the audience could hear the inhalation in the audio for a few seconds. It was heavy, as if the entire abdomen was deflated, and then he exhaled deeply and slowly. After a few seconds of silence, he spoke again after his emotions were completely calm. .

"I have more experience than some people, and I'm still a small head. That time I received a package from my boss, asking me to have a joint with a woman from Xinjiang. I was arrested in the mountainous area of ​​Kunming, a full 680 grams, enough Died last time."

"I don't have the money to hire a lawyer, so the court found one for me, and that person defended me. There is a sentence I will never forget in my life." Gu Zeyan sneered and looked at the girl's eyes, as if he was talking about the most beautiful thing in the world. Funny joke. "He said that Kunming is a good place where the four seasons are like spring and the people live and work in peace and contentment, so it is impossible for drug trafficking to happen."

The one with desolate eyes was clearly the humble one who had been stepped on the bottom, the one who had struggled and was ruthlessly trampled down was riddled with holes.But there was a trace of pity in those eyes, he was alone, and laughed coldly at this absurd, superficially glamorous, but in fact bizarre society.

"I'm sorry." The girl's voice was also a little dignified.

"You said the second trial will uphold the original verdict, so I'm still going to die, right?" Changing the question, Gu Zeyan's eyes were still red, but the eyes he fixed on looking at the girl were like those of a starving child, as if waiting for the last time A straw, the ending, either the straw is pulled away and completely drowned, or the straw is grasped to gain a chance.

This is a person who was stepped into the abyss, resisted and failed to climb out, and finally laughed at the world. Is he disheartened?But he had a deep desire to live.Does he deserve to be given another chance?But he sinned.But what is the definition of a good person?What is the definition of a bad guy?The world is inherently unfair. Many times, encounters are just mistakes, or mistakes will be made.No one is black and white, love and hate, birth, old age, sickness and death, make everyone wander in the gray area, hesitating to and fro.

Yuechen squinted his eyes, and was in a daze for a moment, looking at Gu Zeyan's face that was vaguely aware of the result but still slightly expecting, he felt a little uncomfortable.For a moment, I couldn't tell if I was suffering from this poor character, or it was simply the actor's face.

"It depends on the court's decision, but there is little hope of changing the sentence. You have to be mentally prepared." The girl said truthfully that she didn't need to hide this fact from this man who had gone through a rough time. "I went to meet your parents. They still remember me as your old classmate in junior high school. I persuaded them, but they are not very willing to come to see you. Sorry, there is nothing I can do."

"I don't blame them, I'm sorry for them." Shrugging his shoulders and nodding, Gu Zeyan showed a helpless and understanding smile. hide disappointment.

"Do you want to write something?" The girl pushed over a blank piece of paper. "If I can take it out, I will give it to my uncle, aunt, and your girlfriend."

Somewhat flattered, he took the pen and lay down on the table. Gu Zeyan bent his head and wrote like a primary school student. His forehead almost touched the paper. He wrote each stroke extremely difficult and earnestly. You have to stop and think for a while, and you can see that you have not written for a long time, and your education level is not very high.

"Do you know, Master Gu's autograph for me is very beautiful." Xiong Ping didn't forget to seduce him at this time, showing off how good his idol was to him.

"You go up and write that you are acting in your true colors." Xihua's complaints are really a blow to the heart, and the Xiong fans with low education levels are wilted again.

He wrote for a long time, almost from the top of the left to the end of the right, the finger holding the pen tip was trembling, scribbling and correcting, and finally raised his head from the paper. "Okay. Thank you."

When it was time to visit, Gu Zeyan was helped up. The girl was about to put away the paper, but he suddenly pressed it down again. After careful consideration, he crumpled the paper into a ball. "Forget it. It's not interesting, so don't bother them. They will live better without me."

The detainee left in handcuffs, his back straightened a little more than when he came out, but he still bowed passively, and disappeared into the darkness again.The girl still turned her back to the audience, opened the crumpled paper ball, and looked at it for a long time.

A long time is actually only ten seconds, but in this static scene where the audience has been watching, it is already a long period of time.She finally put the paper on the table, did not take it away, turned and walked towards the other side platform, the high-heeled shoes hitting the floor made a crisp sound, and the whole person was also swallowed by the darkness.

On an empty stage, there is only a piece of abandoned letter paper on the table.

Applause sounded when all the lights were turned on, and two actors came out from both sides to take the curtain call. Gu Zeyan had already removed the shackles on his feet, and went into battle with ease.

"Mr. Gu's curtain call is to bow and thank everyone. It's nothing. It's so simple that it makes my heart ache." Xiong Ping shook his head, his voice a little regretful. "Well, actually, I really hope to see him give some fan benefits like He Zhuoyu."

"Then this dress is for you." Yue Chen threw He Zhuoyu's clothes to Xiong Ping.

"Brother is very dedicated, I would rather not have it than accept the temptation of others!" Pushing his neck away, Xiong Ping died heroically with a face of disobedience.

You are brave and sacrificed a P. After all, didn’t you just climb the wall from my side to Gu Zeyan’s?Where is the specificity?

Under the bright light, Gu Zeyan's haggard and gloomy makeup was more obvious.But the smile on his face was very confident, his back was back as straight as ever, and he took three steps in parallel, and his steps were very brisk.His expression covered his appearance, and if you didn't look closely, you would be a school idol full of energy.

He bowed, straightened up, and faced the continuing applause, with an elegant smile on his lips. "thank you all."

Just when everyone thought he was leaving the stage as usual, the slender figure continued to stand on the stage, helped the microphone, and then said a very provocative sentence.