Wizard of the Pendulum Forest

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"Dear Lady Chester,

Please forgive me for being flustered now, this is not allowed in prayer, it is clearly written in the scriptures.However, I was so helpless that when I looked around, I found that there was no one around who could listen to me, not even a dumb, dumb squirrel.

I realized once again how terrible the loneliness of the wizard is.

Wizards originated from humans, but they are different from humans.At the beginning, several ancestors were born from the womb of human beings, and they awakened their magical power at the age of six. However, their weak bodies and powerful strength would undoubtedly cause disaster. When their fingers lit a match for the first time, the same That's where the diaphragm comes in.Imprisonment, humiliation, and slavery are really the darkest history in the hearts of wizards. Those terrible human beings are afraid of the birth of new power, but they also have the greed to take power for their own use.

The ancestors grew up in humble beginnings, growing magical over time until they were strong enough to rival humans.Only then did human beings wake up, and when they found that nothing could restrain the main power, despair devoured everything. It was the anger from the wizard, burning the original goodness in human nature.

War broke out.

I don't want to recall the content of this part of the scriptures, because my ancestors may have been a member of the war, but the fact is that wizards love peace.

It can only be said that the casualties were heavy.Wizards are powerful, but after all, it is difficult to compete with humans in terms of numbers, and they still failed in the end. Most of them died in the war, and some died on the stakes of humans. In the end, there were only a few left, disheartened. Disbanded the attached army and left far away.

They lived in the remote mountains without people and spent a long time.At this time, an ancestor completed a great experiment-removed the human part of the soul, leaving only the wizard part.However, such a soul is too fragile, and can be dissipated in the air by the wind.

However, even if some of the few companions died as a result, other wizards still longed to sever the connection with humans.Thank you for your help, let the soul of the wind and the wizard merge into one. Since then, the wizard and the human being are no longer the same species.

As a wizard, I am very proud that I can understand the language of the wind, because it is a part of my soul; My soul, and with your help came to the pendulum forest and officially became a 'wizard'.

As a wizard, I believe I have what humans crave - magic and longevity.However, this is not free. What wizards need to pay is to stay away from the crowd.Being with humans for a long time will stain the soul of the wizard with the breath of humans, and finally die due to incompatibility.

And I have been with that person for too long, it would be no problem if we met every few days, but four months is enough for my soul to be contaminated with his breath.This is obvious, because I found that my magic power began to weaken, and the potions I made and the magic power I released were somewhat weakened. Although it was insignificant, it could completely predict the future.If we stop here, and I never meet him again, this part can be metabolized through the self-purification of magic power.However, however, I couldn't do it.

Goddess... Dear Goddess, this is my problem, I can't let it go.He said he missed me, but why didn't I?It's just using the same way of life to numb myself; I thought that even if I faced him again, I would be as relaxed as meeting an old friend, but no one told me that I would be so flustered.

I long for company.This is the conclusion I have come to after so many days of thinking.How much I miss the days when someone is by my side, I never felt it before, because I have long been used to being alone.Solitude is synonymous with wizarding, but that's not mine.I'm used to it, but I don't love it, like the potato pie I've had for years, in fact, it's too bland.

I am willing to get out of here.Yes I do.Even if I gamble with the few lives after my soul is filthy, I am willing, as long as it can make my life happy without any regrets.

But this is not up to me, just like Frazier did when he first came here - he really thought that letting those people poke a hole in him would coax a kind wizard to come back with him Help him consolidate his throne?I've seen it all - great wizards have magical eyes.

I still kept him, using seemingly fair reasons, leaving a human to accompany me.Originally, three months was the time limit, so I had to drive him away no matter what, but unfortunately, I couldn't bear it.

I am willing to leave here, but what about him?Will a human being with a purpose from the beginning stick to his original intention?Is he really worth my giving up magic power and lifespan just for the last warmth and comfort?

I have no idea.I am standing on the abyss right now, gazing into the dark abyss world with my body.

This is probably the longest letter I have written in these years, I believe my dear goddess will help me, right?

Finally, I should say sorry, your child, your disciple, violated the wizard's original oath and fell in love with a human being.

your pious

"Wizard Ferdinand"