[Idol trainee] Aifushi and the cat

[Is everything packed? ]

Lingchao walked in and asked the people on the ground.He had the Buerjia lollipop that Chen Ningxuan gave him in his mouth, and his speech was slurred.Lin Chaoze sat on the ground, staring at the mess of clothes in a daze:

[No, I don't want to accept]

I don't want to leave yet.

My dream still hasn't come true.

After finishing speaking, Lin Chaoze felt that something was wrong, and added [I have too many things, I don't want to accept them. ]

In order to alleviate the embarrassment of saying the wrong thing, he raised his head and asked Lingchao: [Hey, where did you get the candy?Isn't it closed all the time? ]

Ling Chao waved his hand and replied: [Brother Ning Xuan gave it to me! ]

After saying this, both of them fell silent at the same time.

After all, Chen Ningxuan had already left.

On the night when the debut performance ended, I quietly left.

And "Idol Trainee" is really over.

Regardless of whether the list of final debuts is approved or not, the dust has finally settled.

The final members of NinePrecent who have successfully debuted: C debut Cai Xukun, Chen Linong, Fan Chengcheng, justin, Zhu Zhengting, You Changjing, Xiaogui, Wang Ziyi, and Lin Yanjun.

I remember at the end of the show, all the trainees gathered together to bless and sing the scene of "EIEI" for the last time.Everyone is full of expectations for the future, thinking that the future can be expected.

But they didn't know that Chen Ningxuan, who caused a big shock, suddenly disappeared completely.

That song "EIEI" was the last time Chen Ningxuan stayed in people's field of vision.

Chen Ningxuan left quietly at night without saying hello to anyone, but when he finally stepped into the car, he sent a message to Fan Chengcheng:

[Chengcheng, I'm leaving. ]

And almost immediately, he received a reply:

[Be careful on the road, remember to send me a message when you arrive in Hong Kong to say that you landed safely, otherwise I will be worried.Pay attention to rest these days and take care of your body.No picky eaters!No picky eaters! !No picky eaters! ! !Then say good morning and good night every day, don't ignore me or I will be unhappy.Then remember to miss me, and finally give you a meme! !Love you! ! ! ]

I don't know how fast Fan Chengcheng can type. It takes only 1 minute to read the message, think about the content, and send it after typing.Compared with Chen Ningxuan's six words, his reply is simply too much.

Forgive Chen Ningxuan for laughing out loud.

It's all because Fan Chengcheng is so cute.

After Chen Ningxuan landed safely, he sent a text message to Fan Chengcheng about his safe arrival, and Fan Chengcheng replied very quickly:

[Just land safely!I'm off to the airport now!Then celebrate debut with my parents!I'm so happy, it would be great if you debuted with me. ]

Chen Ningxuan replied to him:

[There will be a chance. ]

But in the following time, Chen Ningxuan no longer appeared in the public eye.

Even after his debut on April 4, his Weibo has been stuck in the news of refusing to vote, and there is no more new news.After leaving the factory, no matter how the trainees cued each other, Chen Ningxuan never showed up.For a while, everyone was speculating about his whereabouts.

#陈宁轩去哪里了# has become a hot search, some people say that he lives in seclusion, some say that he is immersed in creation, some say that he no longer appears because he is gay, and some say that he returns home to inherit the family business.Amidst the divergent opinions, Chen Ningxuan disappeared for a month.

During these two months, many things happened.

The debut of the NP boy group, the oner of the four sons of Kunyin, Cai Xukun's TV series, Dong Yanlei's TV series, Zhou Rui's fashion week... It seems that everyone's life is in order, without any waves.

And on May 5th, Chen Ningxuan updated his Weibo, which had not been updated for a long time.

Pan Chen was walking home from school, and the idol trainees had already finished.That period of crazy days seems to be still clearly visible, but the one she likes has disappeared.

She couldn't help angrily kicking away a gravel that blocked the way, thinking about those disgusting gossips on the Internet.It was these remarks that made Chen Ningxuan stop appearing, and no matter how they replied on Weibo to ask for his return, or even went to Dou Jingtong's Weibo to ask Chen Ningxuan to appear, they did not get any progress in the end.

Suddenly, Pan Chen felt the phone vibrate in his bag.

Zhao Guowei is gay, even though his name sounds righteous and manly.He just got off work, and the idiot boss in the company has been talking about how disgusting his sexual orientation is since he knew he was gay.The younger colleagues are able to accept themselves and are full of kindness, while the older ones are more poisonous than long-mouthed women.

Fuck it, my sexuality is none of your business.

Zhao Guowei walked to one of the bars he frequented most, thinking of having a dance to relax.Unfortunately, his cell phone rang at this time, and someone in a like-minded gay group sent a link.And also @ everyone, let them have to watch.

Zhao Guowei smacked his lips, and clicked on the webpage with a little disdain.

It's boring anyway, isn't it.

Chen Ningxuan v:

A lot of people care about my sexuality.

Yes, I'gay. so what

Love is innocent.

[Forbidden color].AVI

In the black and white world, a figure appeared.

He wore a weird beak mask and walked all the way.Countless couples passed by on the road as nothing, but ended their lives with a gun in their arms when they saw two people of the same gender getting along.Blood splattered on his black robe, and his calm appearance was extremely terrifying.

His appearance will cause other people's uneasiness, and the city is full of troubles.From the beginning, I knew the injustice suffered by those minority groups in this world.

Chen Ningxuan's voice was somewhat magnetic, singing:

[The rain by the window is desperately invading the peaceful sleep

Wet the messy hair again

No need to be afraid, you cry when you are frightened

Don't be afraid that love is innocent]

The man in gray was lying on the bed, turning sideways to take a look at the man he loved so much.They clasped their hands, longing for a safe and happy future.The man handed him a knife and asked him to protect himself.The man in gray reached out and brushed his beloved face opposite, as if trying to comfort him:

Don't be afraid, I'm here.

Even if the world can't accommodate you and me, there is still love that can make fun of suffering.

[Please close the window and look forward to your dreams in the future

let me hold your hand again

There is no need to escape the secular eyes although it is absurd

I am willing to bear it for you]

I don't know who told the secret, but in the end it was revealed.Before they had time to pack their luggage, they embarked on a desperate journey, but were stopped by someone in the end.

Whispering around, the sound of footsteps in the distance, the gaze of the bird-beaked man... everything is driving people crazy.

The beaked man slowly raised the arm holding the gun.

[May there be no need for love to be hurt somewhere

obliterate the inner color

May there be a day without pain and patience

Dye the forbidden colors outside the dream soul

Thousands of sorrows are knotted in the heart of the nightmare

May I die unrepentant]

The gray clothes fell on the bird's beak man, resisting desperately.The bullet had sunk into his abdomen, and blood flowed horizontally.He kept grabbing the knife that the man gave him in his hand, and stabbed it recklessly.

you go away...

Find someone you love, be it a man or a woman... a girl is better, that way, you won't suffer so much...

[If this place must hurt love

obliterate inner color

Let me just disappear this night in the storm

Reproducible in a dream age]

This is the reason why Chen Ningxuan disappeared for a month, recorded the demo of the song in the practice room, and accompanied it with the MV to tell the world: Yes, I am gay.But love is innocent.

At the same time he finished posting this Weibo, Dou Jingtong, Faye Wong, Nicholas Tse, Eason Chan, Jackie Chan, Zhou Xun, Chen Kun, Carina Lau, etc., all Hong Kong and Taiwan stars unanimously forwarded and supported it.Dou Jingtong also added a picture. In the photo, Faye Wong looks very young, with Dou Jingtong in one hand and Chen Ningxuan in the other.Dou Jingtong also purposely wrote the word P in bold red font: You monsters, stay away from Chen Ningxuan.

Everything is fermenting quietly.

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I feel very happy, and feel that my hanger is finally ready to use.

This song "Forbidden Color" is a very early song. It was originally sung by Daming's school, and it was covered by Eason Chan.The settings here are original by Chen Ningxuan... One is to express his own voice, and the other is to support homosexuality.Why choose May 5th, because this day is the International Anti-Homophobia Day.

The mood of this song is beautiful, I will write a little bit in the next chapter...but you'd better listen to it yourself.It will be really touching.The beak mask was worn by doctors in the Middle Ages to prevent diseases such as the plague.It's like a sick world that people want to get rid of, as if they haven't heard of the disease of homosexuality.

Tomorrow... I may not be able to update it, my best friend will have a birthday tomorrow, and I don't have a manuscript in my hand.If I didn't write it, it might be too late to update

A reader said that I am not a goldfinger but a golden glove hahahaha, I can’t do it anymore, I think of Thanos... ah... I want to write Iron Bug...

lof is calling me