[Idol trainee] Aifushi and the cat

Chen Ningxuan escaped from that hug.

He couldn't face Fan Chengcheng's emotions, he couldn't.

Back in the dormitory, the three people inside had already washed and gone to bed, leaving Chen Ningxuan tossing and turning on the bed alone without feeling sleepy.

Thoughts were rolling in his mind and it was difficult to fall asleep. After listening to the No.17 love song, he still sent a text message to his friend:

[TO: Tongtong

do you know?I don't think I deserve it. ]

He saw Fan Chengcheng crying.

What a child, because the appearance of this trash crying pear blossom in the rain made his heart hurt as if he was being strangled.

He really couldn't see Fan Chengcheng crying, whether it was the first meeting or now.Can't see this funny soul crying like that because he lost something he loved, but there's nothing he can do about it.His thin shoulders couldn't block the cold evening wind, so he could only pretend to be a blind man who couldn't see, and left the scene in embarrassment with his arms folded.

That child is so cute, innocent and innocent, filial and family-friendly, sophisticated but unworldly, and seems to be full of vitality to light up the whole world every day.Growing up under the halo of her sister, she can still look at the world with a smile when she is being ridiculed, and her heart is so exquisite that she can't pretend to be someone who doesn't care.How could he not like Fan Chengcheng like this?

So Chen Ningxuan pampered Fan Chengcheng, pampered him, and put on 20 catties of weight for him.He would boast in his heart every day without repeating any good advantages, and he would love him even more if he pretended not to see any bad shortcomings.

Such a person full of youthful vigor is born with a taste of sunshine.How can you be with someone who loves you like him?He deserves to be favored by thousands of people, standing on the most dazzling stage to enjoy everyone's eyes.

And he can't destroy him.

How could he not see it?Every day, I am the first one to find myself to have breakfast together, obviously I am a person who likes to sleep late; Every day, I come to get along with myself with a sincere heart, even if I greet you with cold words, I will never tire; The sincerity of the whole world.The eyebrows and eyes are more mature, but more determined.

The young man's heart is like a towering tree, growing more love every day.

The love in youth is the most sincere and passionate.

Chen Ningxuan was perfunctory and dodged.Pretend you don't know anything.

He is still young, he has not seen this world yet.Of the 75 billion people on this planet, they can always meet someone they like the most.Greed, habit, companionship, being together for these ridiculous reasons will only harm Fan Chengcheng.

Chen Ningxuan thought, as long as he was old and could still hear his coquettish voice on the other side of the phone, that would be enough.

Under Fan Chengcheng's feet is a broken ocean of ice, every step is like walking on thin ice, and he cannot be the last straw that crushes him.

Fan Chengcheng can have weaknesses.

But this weakness cannot be him.

That child is so young that he doesn't know anything yet.

How could he bring others down, this world is complicated and terrifying.It is enough for him alone to know.

He got up from the bed and took out his mobile phone from the suitcase, and opened a private photo album hidden in the corner.Looking at the photo of two people embracing each other, his eyes were a little blurred.

What to do, I seem to think of you a little bit.

Although you don't deserve it.

Fan Chengcheng sat alone in the corridor of the stairs, because there was no sound, the voice control light did not turn on.The empty corridor was eerily dark and eerily quiet.

He felt aggrieved.

Another self appeared in his sight, he watched Chen Ningxuan open his tightly clenched hand finger by finger, lowered his head, and said, Cheng Cheng, you are my favorite brother.

Who the hell wants to be your brother, I want to be your boyfriend.

Fan Chengcheng didn't understand, he was really wronged.Why should he not be wronged? He didn't even celebrate his birthday this year. It was the first time in his life that he met a man he liked. He finally mustered up the courage to be brave for a while, but Chen Ningxuan gave it to him with a slick slapstick. Refused.

No hope at all.

He always does.

Every day I wait there for myself to come over, rubbing my head and feeding myself snacks, the love and tenderness in my eyes are like a vast ocean, and I can easily sink my small boat into the ocean.With the ups and downs of his mood, he finally drowned.

He always does this to himself, and he does it to others.It seems that I am not the younger brother he loves the most, but just a puppy who pays more attention to me.His pampering is like a passionate prodigal son, gentle and delicate without nostalgia.Whenever he is not paying attention, there will always be a permeable indifference in his eyes, just like a ruthless god staring at the world indifferently, including me.

Passionate is the most ruthless.

He couldn't take it anymore.Since I am the younger brother you love the most, why should I speak softly to others and have smiling eyes?Is it only bad for me?

Forget how long ago, when Qzone was popular and non-mainstream, there was a saying among girls:

You doted on me as a queen, but you didn't tell me that your favorite was Cinderella.

Fan Chengcheng felt that he was Cinderella, wearing a luxurious dress but without crystal shoes, standing awkwardly outside the castle watching his beloved prince dance with other princesses, he was shivering in the cold wind outside alone.

Fan Chengcheng twitched his nose and wiped away his tears.When he heard Chen Ningxuan say something and left, he still thought not to lower his head, the crown would fall and raise his head up. After all, Hua Zelei said that when he wanted to cry, he would stand upside down and the tears would not flow down... he comforted himself For a while, he couldn't help but cry wantonly, don't shed tears, why can't I shed tears when I'm underage!Life has done such a fucking thing to me as a kitty, why can't I vent!

Fan Chengcheng squatted in the stairwell crying, Chen Ningxuan's footsteps obviously stopped not far from the door, but he continued to walk out without looking back.

This is nothing, going out to make a movie, sexual orientation is nothing like my first love in girlhood, singing is nothing like "I love you, you love him, but she loves me", it can only be "I used to be I was happy for you, I was frustrated for you, I hugged you tightly and loved you", who made me wishful thinking, who made me infatuated and absolute.

After Fan Chengcheng finished crying sobbingly, he had to pretend to be okay and go back to the dormitory.After Zhu Zhengting found out that his eyes were red, he lied that he went to buy turkey noodles secretly all the time, but he cried and was beaten again.

Fan Chengcheng was wronged, and Fan Chengcheng wanted to say it.

The fucking day is over.

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I thought I updated and it didn't, I was wrong.Kneel down.

Well, I won't abuse it anymore, you have to believe me, after watching the sincere eyes.

The state of Chen Ningxuan here...should be able to guess what his past was like?

The lyrics "I was happy for you" is excerpted from Liang Jingru's "It Will Pass". Liang Jingru's love songs are really excellent, and most of the emotions in the relationship can be found.

I'm going to watch Creation 101, Awakening and Lehua's older sister are so cute!My yamy is also very cute, and that fat girl hahaha.I am a group fan of SHE. To be honest, SHE's songs are not what girl groups would sing now.There are a lot of songs about worldview, women's rights, etc., but if you don't pay much attention to them, you won't find them.Girl groups in Japan and South Korea are pretty good, but such advanced ideas are rare, and SHE must be promoted.And there is very little black material, most people have a good impression.It would be great if there are groups starting to appear in the Chinese market. Girl groups are a girl’s dream. Who wouldn’t want to be a star when they were young?The idol of the girl group also carries the dreams of the fans. It would be great if there is another girl group like this.

Being a minor girl is too exciting, nervous, won't someone catch me to pick oranges?