Jun Rumeng

"Cough cough..."

Pang Tong's consciousness is gradually becoming blurred, his feet are no longer able to move, and he has no strength in his body.

"Puff" sound.

Pang Tong fell forward, and the muddy puddle splashed his face and even his whole body.

"Pang Tong, get up quickly." The little kite squatted down, trying to pull him up, but he stopped him.

"Let's go quickly! Take Gongsun Ce and leave the Nanman Kingdom." Pang Tong pressed his hand on his lower abdomen, and the pain here made him wake up a lot.

"Take him away, and even more so, take you away, or he will look for you again when he wakes up." The little kite spoke incoherently.

Pang Tong smiled sadly, "Don't waste your energy, even if I go back to the Song Dynasty, I won't survive. Resisting the decree and escaping marriage is not a capital crime."

"You don't have to go back to the court."

"All over the world, you want me to be a fugitive who is hunted down every day?" Pang Tong felt the loss of life, and he gradually lost his strength to speak.

"Besides, I... can't resist going back."

"Pang Tong!"

Without further ado, Bai Yutang picked him up and looked at Pang Tong with firm eyes, "Pang Tong, listen to me, if you can't bear it, you have to resist, unless you also want Big Brother Gongsun to go down to accompany you."

Pang Tong's eyes, which were powerless to open, finally had a glimmer of life when he heard Gongsun Ce.

"I'll take you to find Gongsun Ce."

The full name of Gongsun Ce mentioned by Bai Yutang has a different meaning, and Pang Tong seems to have the idea to support it.

When Gongsun Ce woke up, he sat up in shock, shouting at Pang Tong, and the next moment, Bai Yutang kicked in the door with Pang Tong in his arms.

Gongsun Ce looked at Pang Tong, who was covered in blood and had his eyes closed tightly. His six gods were gone, and he stretched out his hand, but he didn't dare to touch Pang Tong.

"Pang, Pang Tong."

Hearing Gongsun Ce's voice, Pang Tong slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were blurred, and he could only vaguely see his shadow.

It was Pang Tong's unstoppable cough that answered Gongsun Ce.

"Cough cough..."

Pang Tong moved his hand, but it fell down powerlessly. Gongsun Ce hurriedly grabbed his hand, sat beside him, and held him in his arms.

"Pang Tong, I'm sorry!"

I was too weak to boldly admit our relationship.

"Pang Tong, I'm sorry."

It was my indecision that made you trapped in the enemy's country and watched you suffer with my own eyes.

"I'm sorry for you."

Gongsun Ce wept, tears of regret and helplessness, falling on the back of Pang Tong's hand drop by drop, as if hitting his heart.

"Gongsun Ce, you don't have to tell me you're sorry." Pang Tong spoke slowly in a weak voice.

"The first time we met, we met because of a chestnut cake. At that time, you and I knew each other's identity, but the feeling of being able to talk about wine was the first time I felt. It was not a drink of compliments, nor was there any hatred in the eyes of contempt. That was the first time. Once, I saw it through your eyes, a feeling I've never felt before."

Pang Tong spoke for a long time in one breath, and paused several times in the middle.

"If possible, I really don't want to meet or chat with you, and I don't want to drink with you all night again."

"Pang Tong."

Gongsun Ce knew what he meant, if he didn't worry about a person, he would have nothing to fear, but he happened to be Pang Tong's concern, so he had what happened today.

"But I really miss that time. Although it was only a short month, it was the happiest time I have spent in the past 20 years. Every day when I wake up, I will think of various excuses to invite you to drink and chat together. Not to mention anything else, as long as I see you smiling, I will be happy all day."

"But that night we had a relationship. When you woke up, the first thing you said was that the night was in a hurry, and you repeatedly emphasized that it was just a spring night dream. I don't need you to be responsible. To put it mildly, you will He is stingy and refuses to say."

Gongsun Ce listened quietly to Pang Tong talking about their past, saying sorry, but it didn't work anymore.

"Pang Tong, I'm sorry." Even if it didn't work, he still wanted to say it.

Pang Tong relieved the pain from his lower abdomen, and his eyelids were too heavy to lift.

"Gongsun Ce, don't...you don't need to say sorry to me, because I... am an unknown person, and because I brought you disasters, if you want to say sorry, I should say it, you...you will leave me this time... Hand it over to the imperial court or the Nanman Kingdom, and I hope...the two countries will not die again because of me."

"Pang Tong, don't talk about yourself anymore. You are not an unknown person. You are just an ordinary person. You can feel pain, you can cry, you want to laugh, and you want to find someone who can tell your heart." Gongsun Ce cried Unable to help himself, he held Pang Tong's hand tightly, tears and snot mixed together, and he continued, "I know it all, but I'm a bastard. I haven't fully understood your heart until now. I'm a bastard, I'm cowardly, I am timid and afraid of getting into trouble, I dare not open my mouth to say I love you, sorry, Pang Tong, I love you, I have fallen in love with you since the first time we met, but I have no backbone, dare not confide my heart to you, when you invite me When I'm drinking and hanging out, I'm the one who's jumping for joy."

"Seeing you being wronged, I was too cowardly to fight for you. When you were hurt by Hadodoha, I was like a paper man. I could only watch you suffer. I was useless."

Pang Tong finally heard what he wanted to hear the most in his heart, "Gongsun Ce, I am very happy to hear these words. If you can, please forget me. If you meet someone you like next time, don't be stingy with your love." Talent, I think he will be happier than me, if you can be happy, I will... have no regrets."

"It's just that he is going to follow me before he has time to let you meet."

Gongsun Ce was dumbfounded. He stared blankly at Pang Tong's lower abdomen, which he had been pressing.

"You... mean you have our child!"

"I didn't... tell you, I wanted to raise him alone in the fief, and I wanted him to talk to me, and to talk to me when I was thinking of you."

When Pang Tong said this again, a smile finally appeared on his face, a smile from the heart.

"But... I'm just a person who is not liked, and I don't even give someone a chance to talk about my heart."

Gongsun Ce's hand touched Pang Tong's clothes, which were covered with blood, and saw that the bed sheet under him had already been dyed the same color.

"Pang Tong, I...why didn't I discover your abnormality earlier..." Gongsun Ce cried until he couldn't speak.

The tears hanging in the corners of Pang Tong's eyes also fell down, "Gongsun Ce, I really want to talk to you, but I am so sleepy and want to sleep, please stay with me for a while! After a while, you Forget about me, don't disrupt your original life because of me, I'm not worth it,... poor man who isn't worth it."

Pang Tong's voice gradually became quieter, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but tears in his eyes.

"Pang Tong, wake up, don't sleep."

"Don't make noise, just let me sleep for a while." Pang Tong dropped his hands.

"Pang Tong, wake up! Wake up, please don't sleep."

Gongsun Ce desperately shook Pang Tong, who would not wake up again, and everyone standing at the door couldn't control their own tears.

"Pang Tong, you are the one I like, don't leave me, please..."

Everyone was immersed in grief, when a voice came from outside the door, it was the genius doctor Ghost Granny.

"Where is Pang Tong!"

Everyone was shocked when they heard his voice, maybe Pang Tong was saved...

(Finish)

The author has something to say: When I wrote this chapter, I cried too, but the effect I wrote was not very good. Thank you for your support and likes. See you next time.