maybe i miss you

【After 3 years】

After AJ ended his 2-year world tour, he will finally return to Korea from now on, announcing their comeback. Since his debut, AJ has been subject to controversy due to the formation of male and female groups. In 2010, the bass player change incident caused even more controversy in China. After returning to China this time, he has confirmed to his agency that AJ will attend the 2012 MAMA Awards Ceremony. Let us wait and see what kind of growth they have had.

November 2012, 11 Incheon Airport

Shen Cairui moved her bag to the side. The plane just landed at the airport. She slept on the plane all night and didn't sleep well. She groped around in her bag for a while before finally finding out the sunglasses she had prepared.

[Qiu Nuan, wake up. 】When Shen Cairui called Chi Qiunuan, she was falling asleep leaning on He Liuyin's shoulder.

【oh?Are you there yet? 】

【Well, wake this guy up, what a sleepy baby he is. 】The one who answered Shen Cairui was He Liuyin, who was a little sober just now. He rubbed his eyes, then looked at the girl lying on his shoulder with a smile, and nodded to express his agreement with Shen Cairui's words.

[Oni. ] Chi Qiunuan muttered indistinctly. She had been suffering from mild sleepiness. The moment her head left He Liuyin's shoulder, He Liuyin could really feel a slight numbness.

【woke up? 】He Liuyin said.

[Well, are you going to get off the plane? 】

[Yes, get up quickly. ] Shen Cairui spoke first.

Chi Qiunuan handed her hand to Shen Cairui, and stood up with her strength. He Liuyin put on her black woolen coat, and then took up the silk scarf on the chair that Chi Qiunuan had been pressing under her body and tied it on her neck.

【gone. ] At the same time, he called Park Hyung-seok and Gu Cheng who had tidied up at the exit of the plane.

Chi Qiunuan stomped on her numb feet, and when she felt she had recovered, she picked up her bag. Her hair was already very long, and when she lowered her head, the big black waves could cover half of her face .

[The company's living place hasn't been sorted out yet, you're going to stay in a hotel with me for now, is that okay? 】

Chi Qiunuan frowned, she doesn't like staying in hotels, it makes her feel insecure, but she feels at ease when she thinks that the person she lives with is Shen Cairui, after all, as a sister, as a best friend, Shen Cairui is her one and only.

【no problem. 】

[Qiu Nuan's speech is getting more and more concise. When we first met, it seemed that you had endless things to say every day. ] Chi Qiunuan ignored Park Hyung-seok's embarrassment to her. Indeed, she has indeed changed a lot in the past three years. From 18 to 21 years old, she is no longer the girl who always relied on others.

[If you were half as sensible as Qiu Nuan, I wouldn't be so tired. 】Shen Chaerui felt that Park Hyung-seok being the youngest was a headache for her.

【Nuna, I will be sad if you talk like that. 】

Seeing him pretending to be wronged, Shen Cairui immediately smiled, a shadow suddenly flashed in her mind, she felt that these two people were carved out of the same mold.

Quan Zhilong has been busy with his Japanese concert these two days, as well as MAMA performance practice, but occasionally he still has time to have a meal with his friends, of course this is when he is rarely free.

When the dinner was in the middle, his cell phone rang many times in succession. It was the prompt tone of text messages coming in continuously. He smiled and clicked on them. They were all text messages from BB members. He smiled happily and showed off to his friends After a while, these guys suddenly became a little tacit.

【Zhilong, where are you?Do you know that your Chi Xiaonuan is back? ] Even after three years, Taiyang still hasn't been able to change the name of your Chi Xiaonuan.

[Brother, AJ's new bassist is actually your Chi Xiaonuan, did you already know that? ] Shengli has always been curious about AJ's new bass player.

[Zhilong, is Qiu Nuan back? 】top seemed a little unbelievable when he saw the news.

【Brother, I’m Dacheng, the president said that we might have a collaboration stage with AJ. 】

Quan Zhilong flipped through the text messages one by one, and then his expression dimmed little by little, your Chi Xiaonuan, this seems to be the biggest joke Quan Zhilong has ever heard in the 21st century.

He felt that this girl was a wolf-hearted guy at all, even though the reason for leaving was written by her so high-soundingly, it was just who told her, who let her decide her own happiness privately.

If it weren't for the reminders from the four emails that were written all over the place, Quan Zhilong really wouldn't remember how cruel Chi Qiunuan was.

When it was dark at night, Chi Qiunuan got out of the car back to the hotel. In the hotel lobby, the golden lights were resplendent. Shen Cairui looked at Chi Qiunuan's back. She faced the light on one side and stood in the night on the other. Then she remembered the past between her and Cui Shengxian, but it just passed by in a flash.

It wasn't until He Liuyin went up to hug Chi Qiunuan's shoulders that Shen Cairui saw her clearly visible eyebrows, and then what Chi Qiunuan said in a magazine interview before returning to China emerged in her mind.

She said: Slowly discovering the difference between me and the past is that I can bear loneliness and quietness more. Many words come to my mouth and I swallow them back, and I am full of doubts about any remarks. Make me look stronger and tougher.

Chi Qiunuan's words are her feelings as a rocker protecting AJ, but at the same time, it is not her real transformation in the past three years.

When she woke up the next day, Shen Cairui found that Chi Qiunuan was no longer in her room, which was very strange. It was just lunch time, and she was surprised that this guy had already woken up.

She made a call to Chi Qiunuan, but it was transferred to the voicemail. Shen Cairui left a message, and then found out that she might have to go back to Busan. She hadn't seen her parents for a long time.

Chi Qiunuan took a taxi and got off at a barbecue restaurant at Gangnam Station. Three nights ago, she also took a taxi here to go to the airport. In Korea in November, it was so cold that people could tremble slightly, not to mention She just added a black wool coat over the colorful dress.

Chi Qiunuan is wearing high heels, and her legs in nude stockings can show her good figure. Compared with her more mature self three years ago, Chi Qiunuan smiled, and her eyes were fixed on the seat by the window , the light is facing up, and no one is seated.

Taking a deep breath, Chi Qiunuan walked into the barbecue restaurant, sat down under that seat, and the Kung Fu clerk came forward after a while.

[Miss, I'm sorry, this seat has been reserved for a week, you can change the table if you don't mind. 】

Chi Qiunuan smiled at the slightly embarrassed waiter to show his understanding, but when he just wanted to get up, he was stopped by a person who looked like the foreman manager.

[It's okay, you are Miss Chi, please take this seat, this is our new waiter who may not know you. 】

[Isn't this seat reserved? 】

[It is reserved for you. 】

[I haven't called, can you tell me who it is? 】

[Sorry, Ms. Chi, it's inconvenient for us to disclose the guest's information. 】

[Okay, I see, thank you. 】

Chi Qiunuan was not in a hurry to order anything, but just smiled faintly.one week?It really looks like Quan Zhilong's style, but he must also know that he has come back, and he must be angry with her now, the same as the child.

[Miss Chi, do you need to order? 】

【No thanks. 】Chi Qiunuan stood up and walked out of the store, eager to meet Quan Zhilong but afraid to move forward.

If it was her former self, she would definitely appear in front of him heartlessly and act recklessly. It's just that Chi Qiunuan didn't dare to look for her ignorant self before, because she knew that no one would give her such confidence again. Hugged with pride.

Perhaps because he lost his mind while walking, Chi Qiunuan tripped over a small stone and fell to the ground before he had time to regain his composure, followed by a long-lost pain.

The skin on the knee was slightly scratched, and a slight redness could be seen, and a large piece of the nude stockings was dirty, and it was a little damaged and twisted because it touched the ground. Chi Qiunuan still didn't stand up in a hurry, her hair was very Long enough to cover his face, he raised his head to look at the pedestrians coming and going, then sat on the ground weakly for a while.

She took out a tissue from her bag, wiped it gently, and then put on the band-aids. It may be a habit developed a long time ago. There are always a few band-aids hidden in her wallet. At that time, Quan Zhilong often You will accidentally hurt yourself.

Sometimes, Chi Qiunuan would rather be a child, because the scratch on the knee heals much faster than the wound on the heart.

She took out her mobile phone and called He Liuyin, then stood up and tidied herself up.

[You are a paranoid egoist who always thinks that what you think is what other people think. 】

【so what? 】

[So I want to tell you that you are very important in my heart. 】

……

[Don't look at me like this, I'm afraid that if I don't say it, you will think you are irrelevant.This is how you deny others when you think about it yourself. 】

【Is it? 】

[Yeah, to put it nicely, you have self-knowledge, but to put it badly, you're heartless. 】

This was what He Liuyin told Chi Qiunuan a long time ago. At that time, her first reaction was: Then what is Quan Zhilong thinking?

While waiting for He Liuyin, Chi Qiunuan received a text message, which said [Come to YG to find me. 】

Chi Qiunuan could memorize that phone number back and forth. She replied a text message, [OK], and then saved the number in her new phone. Quan Zhilong's three characters are always brilliant.

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