maybe i miss you

Chi Qiunuan also lived a normal life in the quiet days, but it also made her feel a little uneasy, for example, her aunt this month never came, and she felt even more disgusted when she brushed her teeth in the morning. She didn't dare to think about it, but secretly went to the hospital for an examination without telling everyone.

When she got the result, Chi Qiunuan couldn't believe it, she was already pregnant for 2 weeks, and calculated the date carefully, it was the day when she came back from the bar.

Chi Qiunuan felt that she was going crazy. Her contract would expire in a few months. If she had to renew the contract, the child would definitely not be born, but when she thought of the little life in her stomach, she had indescribable emotions. Happy, that is her and Quan Zhilong's baby.

God gave her a big problem, she didn't know who to tell, after much deliberation she could only confess to Shen Cairui first.

[Qiu Nuan, have you really thought about it? 】

【Oh, I want to give birth. 】

[Sister also supports you to be born. 】

Shen Cairui stroked Chi Qiunuan's belly, and she thought that if Chi Qiunuan was destined to be Quan Zhilong's wife in this life, why didn't she exercise her rights earlier? Perhaps she was encouraged by such news, and she was also very excited. happy.

【Really?Thank you sister, but what should AJ do in this case? 】

[This is not a question that you should consider. You just take good care of my goddaughter. I believe that Zhilong will take care of the rest of the questions.

will take care of that for you. 】

【By the way, haven't you told him yet? 】

【Oh, I am going to YG tonight to give him a surprise. 】Chi Qiunuan smiled sweetly, she suddenly felt that she was no longer a 22-year-old girl at this time, and she had to take care of the children.

On the way to YG, Chi Qiunuan was very happy. When he came to the recording studio, Quan Zhilong was not there, and Shengli was recording in it. Chi Qiunuan knew that in 13, all members of BIG will release their own solo albums one after another. That’s it. The thing is that Quan Zhilong didn't sleep very well in the past two days, he left early and returned late.

[Qiu Nuan, come to see Brother Zhilong? 】

[Oh, isn't he here? 】

[Brother just went out with something to do, I'll be back later, why don't you do it first. 】

【Well, okay. 】

This is the first time Chi Qiunuan has watched Shengli's recordings. She has always liked the tone of Shengli, and it sounds even better face to face now.

wrong.The state of victory today is not bad, and a song was basically completed within a short period of time.

【What did Brother Zhilong say? 】

【He said he would come back later and let me have some food in the cafeteria. 】

【Have you eaten yet?Let's go together. 】

Chi Qiunuan watched Shengli get up, and followed him without hesitation. She was indeed hungry, because of her pregnancy, her appetite was limited.

All better.

[You look very happy today, is there any happy event? 】Li Shengli observed in detail.

[Indeed, there is, and you will know when the time comes. 】Chi Qiunuan smiled at him, put his hands on his stomach unconsciously, but Victory

Not much noticeable.

In the cafeteria, most of the staff and trainees were cooking, but the sound of the TV had changed from being noisy. Victory followed Chi

There is a line behind Qiu Nuan.

[Today, BIG club captain Quan Zhilong was exposed to a series of private photos. It is not difficult to see from this group of photos that they were taken in recent days.

The event that the birth girl went to the hotel with Quan Zhilong, the captain of the BIG club, to open a room has attracted a lot of attention. It is very clear that the girl in the photo is not Quan Zhilong's disclosed girlfriend.And the relationship between these three people is even more incredible.It became the biggest scandal in the Republic of Korea for a while. 】

Chi Qiunuan looked at the constantly playing pictures on TV, the woman was carrying Quan Zhilong's charming appearance, she recognized that it was Jin Zhen'er, and Quan Zhilong

Zhilong's attire can also be seen that she personally bought him a week ago.

For a moment, she was flustered and at a loss, and the people in the cafeteria seemed to stop their movements, and their eyes turned to Chi Qiunuan. The kind of questioning eyes made her unacceptable.

She didn't know, she didn't know how to explain it, she didn't even know such a photo, such a thing, how would she respond to those inquiring gazes.

[Qiu Nuan, calm down first, there must be something wrong inside. ] Shengli stretched out his hand to support her precarious body, fearing that she would not be able to hold on.

The photo hurt Chi Qiunuan's eyes. It's not that she didn't believe in Quan Zhilong, but she didn't believe in herself. She was afraid that she wasn't good enough, and she couldn't replace Jin Zhener, who was so beautiful in his heart.

With such fear and the child in her stomach, she suddenly felt infinite pressure rushing towards her. If this is really the case, what should the child do?

She avoided Li Shengli's hand in a panic, and then ignored the commotion of the crowd. At this moment, she just wanted to escape from here, as far away as possible.

The sound of tires rubbing against the ground seemed particularly pale in that open space. Chi Qiunuan's last hope was fixed on that familiar face, and then the pain of exertion made her have no courage to fight. She was so dizzy in victory in the arms.

Until that moment, she finally smiled.

The hospital was full of the smell of disinfectant, and Chi Qiunuan would unconsciously frowned when he smelled it, and the people who were busy in and out made her a little tired.

Shengli sat on the chair before the operation, his body was covered with blood, his vision was a little dazed, and he called one by one according to the phone numbers in the address book.

He said: [Brother, something happened to Qiu Nuan, she is in Seoul Hospital. 】

The first ones to arrive were Shen Cairui and Cui Shengxian, they sat down on the chairs beside them without saying anything.Almost everyone arrived at the first time, but Quan Zhilong was missing all the time. He shook hands with victory and then let go.

[The patient lost a lot of blood, and the fetus in the abdomen may not be saved. We need to sign a consent form for the drainage operation. Who is the patient's family member? 】

Life always comes at the worst moment to give you the final blow. The members of BIG all looked at the doctor in surprise, as if what he just told was an unbelievable joke.

[Let me sign. ] Shen Cairui stood up, took the consent form from the doctor, and wrote down her name.

[Cai Rui, you already knew? 】

[I also found out today, Qiu Nuan was very happy, she said she should tell Zhilong, she is only 22 years old, innocent like a child. 】

Cui Shengxian hugged her into his arms and said nothing more.

When Quan Zhilong arrived at the hospital, he didn't know how serious the situation was. He first saw Shengli covered in blood, and then he asked: 【Shengli, are you alright? 】

He didn't dare to ask about Chi Qiunuan's situation, because if something happened to Chi Qiunuan, he had no way to deal with it.

Shengli stared at him for a while, his face was pale, he suddenly smiled and said: [Brother, I'm fine, I'm much better than you, I'm just stained with blood, brother, you Just lost your baby. 】

Sun felt that Shengli's words were too cruel, and he said: 【Shengli, don't do this. 】He didn't dare to look at Quan Zhilong's reaction, God seemed to be playing a joke with the man in front of him.

It holds the hand and brings the child into this world without giving him a chance to be born.

Quan Zhilong grabbed Shengli's collar, he couldn't accept what he just said, [Li Shengli, say it again, what did you say? 】

Victory pulled Quan Zhilong's fingers away from his collar one by one, and he threw him on the ground, not wanting to say anything superfluous at all, even if he didn't say anything, it still couldn't comfort Quan Zhilong's collapsed mood at all. He knelt on the ground, tears overflowing uncontrollably, he covered his face with his hands, weeping uncontrollably.

The members around him just looked at him like this, and no one rushed forward to persuade him.

The outside of the hospital was already crowded with reporters immediately. No matter what kind of mentality they have, there is no doubt that no one came here because they were worried about Chi Qiunuan.

Quan Yonghuan slapped his son, this slap not only awakened Quan Zhilong but also He Liuyin who had been standing aside like an enraged beast ready to go.

【You bastard, why don't you know how to cherish you? If you lose it once, do you want to lose it a second time? 】

Quan's mother was already sobbing, and while stopping her husband, she looked at the pale woman on the bed.

【Stop it, stop it. 】

Quan Yonghuan sighed, and then left the ward. He had no strength to intervene in the affairs of young people. Although God took away his grandson, but fortunately he saved Chi Qiunuan's life, otherwise he would not Have the face to meet Chi Qiunuan's parents.

[Quan Zhilong, if I knew this, I shouldn't have given Qiu Nuan to you. 】

[Liuyin, it's useless to say these things now, don't get too excited. 】Shen Chaerui has been hugged by Cui Shengxian all the time, seeing her

His teammate couldn’t help but be born with such emotions. Everyone knows that in this disaster, apart from Chi Qiunuan, Quan Zhilong is the one who suffers the most. His current weakness, sluggishness, and remorse are something no one has ever seen before. of.

He just sat by Chi Qiunuan's bed, holding her cold hand, and coldness poured into his heart.

Shengli pulled He Liuyin out of the ward. He didn't want the noise to continue. He just wanted Chi Qiunuan to have a good night's sleep.

Maybe she won't feel very happy after this awakening, but will cry and be sad, but even so, he wants her to live a better life.

【Do you still remember what you said to me at MAMA? 】

【You said, no matter whether it's first come, first served or first to fall in love, the person who stays with Chi Qiunuan will never be my turn.still remember

What did you say? 】

Shengli didn't speak, he just lowered his head, and the dirty clothes hadn't been changed yet.

[But what?Lee Seung Hyun, I will never trust you again. 】

Facing He Liuyin's questioning, Shengli didn't make any excuses. Yes, even so, neither he nor Quan Zhilong had protected her well, and the regret soaked into his bones.

He Liuyin left a shadow behind him, he raised his head and saw Dacheng standing not far from him, he wanted to call brother, but his voice was hoarse.

Dacheng came over and handed him the paper bag in his hand.

[Change the dirty clothes. 】

He patted his younger brother on the shoulder, then walked towards the ward without saying anything.

Chi Qiunuan had a dream. In the dream, a child stretched out his arm to her. She pulled it happily but passed by. The child disappeared, and her tears lay down her cheeks.

When Chi Qiunuan woke up, it was almost morning, the light was slightly cold, and the people in the ward had dispersed, only Quan Zhilong was guarding her by the side.She didn't move or speak, just stared straight at Quan Zhilong's slightly bearded face, this was the man she had loved for so many years.

Quan Zhilong raised his head as if he had received some information. He was pleasantly surprised to find that Chi Qiunuan had woken up. He called the doctor to examine her, and he said: [Great, Xiaonuan, you finally woke up. 】

Chi Qiunuan could tell that the joy in his eyes was not false. She was warm but cold. The doctor examined her carefully, and after there was no problem, he gave Quan Zhilong a few words and left the ward.

Once again, there were only two people left in the small space.

【Thirsty? 】

Chi Qiunuan nodded, and Quan Zhilong poured a glass of water for her to drink carefully.

[Are you hungry? 】

Chi Qiunuan shook her head, and then looked at his slightly relieved expression, she suddenly felt that she needed something more, wasn't all of this enough.

[Is the child gone? 】

This was the first sentence she said to Quan Zhilong, but it weighed heavily on Quan Zhilong's heart, and his original joy of waking up because of Chi Qiunuan was immediately thrown into the ice cellar.

[Xiao Nuan, I'm sorry.You are still young, we will definitely have again. 】

Quan Zhilong took her hand and said firmly.

Chi Qiunuan didn't have the despair and pain she imagined, she just quietly let him hold her hand.

[Quan Zhilong, let's break up. 】

[Chi Xiaonuan, what are you talking about? 】

[We're done. 】

Quan Zhilong couldn't believe it, yes, he did make a mistake, but even if he made a mistake, she couldn't put him in the cold palace because of the one-sided words of the media, and didn't even give him a chance to explain.

[Xiao Nuan, listen to me, Zhen'er and I really just had a misunderstanding. 】

[oppa. ] Chi Qiunuan yelled, she closed her sour eyes, and didn't speak again until Quan Zhilong's breathing became steady.

[You don't need to explain, I believe you. 】

I believe in you, I just don't believe in myself.Chi Qiunuan turned over, then buried her face in the quilt, the smell of disinfectant stimulated her senses.

【I believe in you, but I can't convince myself. 】

Some things are too difficult to convince myself. The problem between them has never been about trust or distrust, but because Quan Zhilong's love for Chi Qiunuan has never been so sure, and he even said that he hasn't had time to confirm it. In the distance is an unborn child.

Chi Qiunuan coughed for a while because he didn't have time to speak, but Quan Zhilong didn't dare to say anything more, he said: [These

Let’s talk about it later, the most important thing is to take good care of your body first. 】

At the age of 26, what he has to face is what a mature man should do. In the past few days, Quan Zhilong has asked for leave from the company, and the media

It just denied him and Jin Zhen'er's denial. He went in and out of the hospital to accompany Chi Qiunuan every day, no matter it was windy or snowy.

It seems that the relationship between them has never been a problem, and Quan Zhilong's intentions seem to be the best response to questioning them.

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