[Comprehensive fear] Amazing grace

singular purge (9)

Bo Yi is tall and directly covers three quarters of the screen.Looking at the scene on the remaining quarter of the small screen, Fang Lan couldn't help but hesitate a bit. She didn't want to relive the sad past again, but she wanted to take another look at the faces of the old people through this screen.

Bo Yi frowned impatiently, folded his arms, and said coldly, "What are you dawdling about? Go take a shower." He bent his lips again, and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Why? Want to invite me to take a shower together?"

Fang Lan took a deep breath, then summoned up her courage and said seriously, "I want to watch TV."

She wanted to watch TV, to see the rebellious and ignorant self who hurt others without knowing it when she was young, and to see those people who were hurt by her and loved her deeply.

But Bo Yi still stood there, refusing to move away.

Fang Lan said again firmly: "I want to watch TV." She pursed her lips suddenly and said with a smile, "This silent movie is so boring to watch, let me make a live commentary for you."

"Some people have never had a rebellious period in their lives, and always look at the world from the most sober and peaceful perspective. And some people have a sudden and violent rebellious period when they are young.

Fang Lan is the latter.

If Fang Lan has any personality flaws, it is that her ability to withstand pressure is quite poor.Before Fang Lan was 17 years old, her life was smooth sailing, she was at the top of her studies, her parents had a very good relationship, and there was nothing wrong with her.However, after entering the second semester of the second year of high school, perhaps because the previous life was so smooth, and the pressure of study gradually increased, Fang Lan's rebellious period suddenly came.

At the most critical moment, she began to get tired of studying, and began to get tired of hanging out with some people in the same grade in the society, playing truant and skipping classes, riding a motorcycle all over the street, playing games in Internet cafes. One day and one night without sleep a wink.To be honest, Fang Lan doesn't think these things are very attractive, but they are fresh enough. Fang Lan, a 17-year-old classmate, just wants to do something different.It was not to attract other people's attention, but simply to 'realize the value of life' - as Fang Lan said at the time. "

Bo Yi listened to Fang Lan's words, looked at the girl Fang Lan on the screen, and couldn't help but smile.

When Xiao Fanglan was rebellious, she pursued innovation and innovation.She dyed her long hair almost whitish blond, no bangs, only a high ponytail, her red lips are eye-catching, and she is wearing a school uniform while riding a motorcycle, which looks a bit nondescript.

Looking at her black history, Fang Lan felt exasperated and ridiculous, but she also missed it very much, and said slowly: "During the process of messing around, Fang Lan met two like-minded friends. I don't have any ideological realm to speak of with others. Compared with bad friends who are simply playful and troublesome, Fang Lan feels that these two people are also very 'fresh' and special friends.

Of these two people, one is Dou Yang and the other is Li He.Dou Yang is one grade lower than her. He looks like a ruffian, but he is actually a very clean, sunny, innocent and cute boy who loves sketching and creating comics.Dou Yang is gentle and tolerant, which directly caused the rebellious Fang Lan to be quite presumptuous in front of him.Li He was in the same grade as her, and he was surprisingly handsome, almost unreal, gloomy and quiet.He seems to enjoy military lore, often wearing a camouflage uniform and carrying a Swiss Army knife.Dou Yang became Fang Lan's first love boyfriend, and Li He often stayed with them and was their best friend. "

A girl and two boys appeared on the screen.Fang Lan, a young girl who pursues change, has changed her hairstyle, her curly hair is red like fire, and she looks flamboyant and happy.Dou Yang and Li He, as she said, one is very clean and cute, while the other has a gloomy temperament, expressionless face, better appearance than Bo Yi, a very beautiful boy.

With a change in the painting style, the urban drama of youth, pain and growth in front of me suddenly turned into an idol romance drama with soft light effect and pink bubbles floating in the air.

Bo Yi pursed his lips, and saw on the four-square TV screen, the movie was over, the girl Fang Lan was holding the popcorn bucket with one hand, and suddenly stood on tiptoe, while Dou Yang wasn't paying attention, the other hand clasped the back of Dou Yang's head firmly, He kissed him very domineeringly.The young man's blushing face and joyful eyes are really delicious no matter how you look at it.

Fang Lan was extremely embarrassed, but she still couldn't help but look at it, and said embarrassingly, "Well, I'm actually quite active in love." She touched her nose, secretly thankful that she didn't make any changes when the love was strong. Something out of the ordinary, otherwise it must be even more embarrassing at this moment.

Bo Yi licked his lips, remained silent, straightened up, folded his arms, and sat back, as if thinking about something.

"Later, during the summer vacation at the end of the second semester of high school, Fang Lan's father encountered an accident while climbing a mountain. He stumbled and fell. When he died, he was holding a stalk of evening primrose tightly in his hand. The flower language of evening primrose is 'seeking pleasure on the edge of danger' ', isn't mountaineering to her father the joy of being on the verge of danger? Somehow, it seems to be just a footnote for his life.

After her father died, Fang Lan's mother remarried very quickly, which made Fang Lan, who had always admired her father the most and believed in her parents' feelings, unacceptable.She suspected that her mother had cheated on her father while she was alive, and began to frantically search for evidence, which seriously affected the relationship between her mother and stepfather.She hated her mother so much, she was hysterical all day long, and she never considered her from the mother's point of view.

When her mother committed suicide, Fang Lan knew her mother's difficulty.The husband was away all year round, and the daughter was so rebellious that she even stayed out at night frequently, so that when she suffered from severe depression, neither the husband nor the daughter noticed it at all.

The reason why she remarried so quickly was because she soon met someone who could make her forget her worries, neither did she cheat in marriage, nor was it because she no longer loved her dead husband and crazy daughter.But her daughter never forgave her, which worsened her depression, which had been getting better, and finally she began to be in a trance. After finishing the flowers and plants on the balcony, she committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Fang Lan, whose parents both died, went completely crazy.She began to regard Dou Yang as her total dependence, so dependent that she no longer regarded Dou Yang as a human being, but regarded him as her own belonging.At that time, there were only a few days before the college entrance examination. Fang Lan, who had lost her way and studied hard, turned her life upside down day and night.One day, she stayed in a lonely home, and when she woke up, she was very lonely and scared, and she didn't care that Dou Yang was still in class, forcing him to come over to accompany her.But Dou Yang didn't come.

He will never come again.Because on the way here, he had a car accident and died on the spot. "

Fang Lan no longer looked up to watch TV, but just lowered her head and spoke softly.

She hasn't come out, and maybe she won't be able to completely get out of the past in her whole life.But she has learned to face it honestly.At this moment, she was even a little grateful for this... Perhaps, it could really be called a grace.

Bo Yi closed his eyes, and suddenly raised his eyebrows and asked, "Parents and little boyfriend are all dead, don't you think it's a bit too coincidental? Maybe... it wasn't an accident?" There was some hesitation in his voice, which seemed a bit uncomfortable Satisfied.

Fang Lan lowered her eyes slowly, and said in a heavy voice, "I've always been suspicious. But there are witnesses to the death of parents and Dou Yang. They kept saying that it was an accident and suicide. I also suspected that they were all bribed, but no any evidence."

Looking at Fang Lan like this, Bo Yi couldn't help feeling a little strange.

He cleared his throat, and asked again in a deep voice: "What happened later? When I met you, I couldn't see that you were a person with such a miserable life experience. You looked normal, even more cheerful than ordinary people .”

Fang Lan smiled: "Because the most abnormal time has passed. At that time, I was almost sent to a mental hospital by my relatives. Later, I was lucky and got into a good university. After I became a college student, my stepfather would meet with me every month. They send me money regularly, but I have never used it. I also try not to use my parents’ savings, and do part-time jobs and internships to make ends meet.” After a pause, she said softly, “Actually, I just learned to It’s just to numb myself. In my heart, I’m still that suspicious, anxious, nervous little girl. I still refuse to believe that their death was an accident. I must leave alive, so that it is possible to prove that my suspicion is true. .but……"

However, compared with Fang Lan three years ago, she will not make the same mistake now.She deeply understands that love is mutual understanding and tolerance, mutual dependence and shared responsibility.

She stuck out her tongue, turned to look at Bo Yi with a lazy expression, and said suddenly, "I don't know what unknown crimes this unemployed person...has committed?"

Bo Yi pursed his lips, raised his eyes lazily, stared at her fixedly, and said with great interest: "I'm curious too. Because I never owe anyone anything."

The communicator on the table vibrated suddenly.There is another update.

Fang Lan picked it up and took a look. Under her information file, there were a few more words in blood: [Hurt others in the name of love].It was indeed her fault.However, she has decided to sincerely repent.

Also updated at the same time is the information about the next round of grace——

[Second Grace: Battle Royale.Number of confrontation groups: three groups.Those who can defeat all class members including the opponent alive are considered victorious and get [-] points. 】

[Relationship setting: Bo Yi and Fang Lan are foreign exchange students studying in Class [-] of the third year.The two are an ordinary couple on the surface, but in fact, their relationship is very subtle. Fang Lan, who is born with a s physique and looks like a royal sister, is the "master" of Bo Yi, a natural masochist.Bo Yi likes to be insulted, forced and physically punished by Fang Lan, and feels excited about it.Correspondingly, Fang Lan also gained happiness from it. 】

"..." Fang Lan suddenly let go of the burden in her heart, pursed her lips, and suppressed a smile.

Bo Yi pressed his knuckles loudly, his eyes were shining with a dangerous light, but the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and he was actually smiling.

"Please take care of me. Dear... Lord. People."