The morning sun of our boyhood

My name is Yin Ke.When I was in high school, I fell in love with a girl. She was righteous, chic, and excellent. She was a girl I was willing to protect all my life.However, I didn't tell her.Maybe it's lack of courage, maybe it's because she's afraid of rejection, but there's Wu Tong beside her.

I only got along with her for one semester, and that year, she left without saying a word.I knew the news that she would leave long before, but there was nothing I could do.Didn't you say, accompany me through high school for three years?Didn't it mean that there will be many more three years in the future?

She seemed to have disappeared from the world, and all the classmates couldn't contact her. She seemed to have changed all the communication devices, and she was really disconnected from our class.In her heart, we may only have her as one of the stops in the train of life.

In the sophomore year of senior high school, we were divided into arts and sciences. I, Wu Tong, Ban Xiaosong, Li Zi, Sha Wan, Joule, Tang Ti, Xue Tie, Tan Yaoyao, Li Zhenma, etc., all of us chose science in unison, and Lu Tong was also assigned to us. In this class, the former high school class one and six are still together, and now it is high school class two and six.

That day, Director An suddenly visited our morning self-study. When the whole class was immersed in writing questions, she said to us very seriously: "All students, stop the pens in your hands." Everyone looked at her blankly.

Director An held up a black USB flash drive, sighed, and said clearly, "There is a piece of audio in this USB flash drive, which I received last night." Everyone didn't understand, so she paused After a while, he continued: "This is the audio from Qingcheng for everyone."

We were shocked, and a bit of sourness suddenly rose in our hearts. It turned out that Qingcheng had not forgotten us.

Ban Xiaosong wanted to confirm again, "Director An, is this really from Qingcheng?"

"Ah."

Tang Ti couldn't wait to say: "Then Director An, please open it and let us listen."

"Hello, everyone, Class [-], Senior [-], no, students from Class [-], Senior [-], how are you all? I'm Qingcheng."

When her voice came out, several female students in the class had already started to have red eyes.

"I don't know how everyone is doing now. Changjun is a magical place. Because of you, I feel the collective atmosphere of classmates and friends."

"Xiaosong, I remember when I first met you, you threatened to reorganize the baseball team all day long. I will always remember the image of such an unbeatable Xiaoqiang in my life." Ban Xiaosong grinned until his eyes narrowed.

"Wu Tong, you are a very good and close friend, and I am also very willing to confide in you, but don't continue to be cold, because you are the 'Changjun School Grass', of course you must benefit the seniors in Changjun Already." Wu Tong smiled warmly.

"Yin Ke, do what you like, follow your own ideas, your brain is not inferior to a computer at all. Hope to meet again in the future, you can be even better. We will always be good friends." My face There is no expression on the face.Qingcheng, will we really meet again?How are you doing now?

"..."

After greeting everyone one by one, the audio finally said: "Thank you for appearing in my life, and I hope to have a long-lasting friendship with you." The person on the other end of the voice seemed to be crying, so he quickly stopped the recording, and everything was over up.

A few years later, one day, Wu Tong asked me suddenly: "Yin Ke, why didn't you respond to the audio content of Qingcheng that year?"

"What do you want me to do? Since she has left, will she know how we react? Besides, she doesn't need to know. "

Maybe I'm angry, Qingcheng, if you really care about us, why did you cut off all contact with us, leaving only a string of irreversible memories...

My name is Xia Qingcheng, and I came to Changjun Middle School by chance.When I first joined, I felt a little kind because of two old classmates, Ban Xiaosong and Li Zi. Then I met Wu Tong, a friend who had been in a relationship for several years, and then met Yin Ke, a friend who should have known each other.They made me feel the deep meaning of friends in this school.

My father was strict with me, and I couldn't resist all his orders, so at the end of that year's semester, I had no choice but to bid farewell to Changjun and this group of friends.

I didn't understand the pain of separation since I was a child, but this time it was deeply seared in my heart.I have 1000 million sorry to say to everyone in Class [-] and [-], but in the end I can only hide it silently in my heart.

After I came to the United States, I became the image of a high school student who "keeps his ears off the window and only reads sage books".My father replaced all my communication equipment and did not allow me to have any contact with Shuangqing City. I had no choice but to argue with him several times, but it was useless.

Every night, when I look up at the sky, there are stars hanging in the sky one by one. On the other side of the earth, they may be in class. I can only look at the only photo on the desk about the time I was with them.

Day after day, every time I look up at the sky, I feel guilty, and I leave without saying a word, and I can’t contact you now, how can I let you hear my heartfelt voice?

I begged my mother for a long time, and she kindly agreed to my condition. I recorded an audio for them, and my mother sent the audio to An Mi, asking her to give it to everyone in Class [-], Grade [-].In this way, it can be regarded as an ending.

In the first year of college, rumors spread everywhere in the school that there was a boy from China who was very good at baseball.It flashed through my mind quickly...but it disappeared again. They are not the only ones who play baseball well in China.

I met that boy that day.

"Du Tang? Are you that boy who is very good at baseball that is being rumored in school?"

"Otherwise? Do you think it's your Yin Ke? Wu Tong? Or Ban Xiaosong?"

"No. But why didn't you tell me when you came here?"

"You asked the same question again, and it was the same in Shuangqing City before. You didn't tell me where you went before."

I don't speak anymore.

"Seriously, are you going back to China?" he asked.

"Let's talk about it later."

My name is Wu Tong.During the time when Qingcheng left, I asked my dad to contact Qingcheng's father, but my uncle clearly didn't want Qingcheng to contact here.I also found that during this period, Yin Ke seemed to have lost his soul, and sometimes his eyes were completely lacking in energy. Perhaps Qingcheng's departure had affected him. Smile.

Later, I learned that Yin Ke knew that Qingcheng would leave, but he didn't tell us, even if Qingcheng said it, but we are all friends, should we keep this kind of thing secret?But I didn't blame him either, after all, Qingcheng also asked me not to tell Yin Ke about one thing.

In my senior year, I had expected that Yin Ke and Sha Wan might be together, so when the news was made public, I was the most calm one on the surface, but I really wanted to ask Yin Ke a lot.

After I observed Yin Ke and Sha Wan for a month, one day, I asked him: "Yin Ke, why didn't you respond to the audio content of Qingcheng that year?"

He glanced at me, and then replied lightly: "What do you want me to do? Since she has left, will she know how we react? Besides, she doesn't need to know."

I couldn't help shouting out: "Do you still like Qingcheng?"

It can be seen that Yin Ke's eyes flustered for a moment, and then he said blankly: "When did I like her?"

I don't know why, I got angry and grabbed his neckline: "Don't say never, do you think I will believe it? If it wasn't because you still like Qingcheng, how could you be so indifferent to your girlfriend? What do you think of Sha Wan? Idiot, can't she see it?"

Yin Ke didn't speak, just stared at me, then pulled my hand away, and said coldly: "Everyone is an adult, don't do things as recklessly as before. From today on, I will treat Sha Wan With one heart and one mind, as for Qingcheng, she may just be my passer-by."

He turned and left, stopped again, turned his back to me and said, "So what? It's all in the past, and time will produce different results. I will choose to forget her."

My name is Sha Wan.I have always been a top student in others' mouths, because I have held this title for too long, so I have been unable to speak out the secrets that have been buried in my heart for a long time. I am afraid that others will look at me differently, and I am afraid that if I say it, the other party will think I am strange.

In the first year of high school, I returned to Shuangqing City from other places and entered Changjun Middle School. On the first day of school, I noticed a boy.

That day, there were many freshmen in the first year of high school, and they finally got out of the crowded crowd. The moment I turned around, my skirt was scratched by the edge of the steps next to me, and all the people around turned their eyes to me. Overwhelmed, I awkwardly put the skirt back together, but it was impossible.

I was very flustered.At this time, a pair of slender hands covered my skirt with a blue coat. I was taken aback, looked up, and saw him.I said slightly: "Thank you." But he turned and left without saying anything.

In the afternoon, all procedures were completed.Walking into the classroom of class one (sixth) of high school, I saw that boy at first sight, and he was actually in the same class as me.However, he obviously didn't notice me. I walked over and asked, "Student, you, your clothes are still with me."

He looked up at me and was silent for a while, probably thinking about it, he said, "It's okay." The air suddenly became quiet.

He stood up and said, "Girls must know how to protect themselves."

In an instant, my heartbeat started to speed up, what happened.Then, inarticulately said "Thank you."

At this time, a boy shouted at us from the door of the classroom: "Yin Ke, the head teacher has something to ask you." Then, he walked out of the classroom.Looking at his back, it turns out that your name is Yin Ke.

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The throbbing of youth has always been buried in the bottom of my heart. Seeing him laughing with his friends, seeing him laughing with her in his heart, I seem to be a third party forever, and him, just two parallel lines... …

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After chasing him for three years, he finally agreed in my senior year, and he smiled too. For me, his smile can heal everything.Although the process is very disturbing, but the ending is what I expected, but will it really be what I expected?

If one day, she came back, what should I do?From beginning to end, I have no trust in him.