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It was already dark outside the station.

The two were walking on the street, and Jian Zixing asked, "What do you think Zhang Xi's mother will decide in the end?"

"It's hard to say." Zhong Chen rested his arms on the back of his head, "I'm adding fuel to the story and saying that Zhang Xi's grades have plummeted, he has nightmares every day, and throws up whatever he eats. But this kind of talk is useless. He will be detained for two days at most. For nothing."

Jian Zixing hummed.

"Instead of worrying about this, you might as well trust our little friend Xixi." Zhong Chen said with a smile, "I'm usually childish, but at critical moments, I'm still young. His mother divorced early, his stepfather is an outsider, and he is the only man in the family. You have to make up your mind to protect his mother."

"Peppa." Zhong Chen suddenly turned his head to look over again, "We will play a game this weekend, let's go to the supermarket after dinner and buy some food for the road."

Jian Zixing looked at him, "Are you really going with me?"

"Why don't you go?" Zhong Chen raised his eyebrows, "Didn't we agree?"

It was a good idea, but in retrospect there was no reason.

Jian Zixing walked away for a while before asking, "Did you get along with your friends like this before?"

"I didn't have any friends before." Zhong Chen pouted.

"Ok?"

Zhong Chen snorted, "I've never met such a nice person like you in the garbage place I went to school before."

Jian Zixing paused for a moment before oh.

Zhong Chen walked in front, Jian Zixing suddenly felt a little annoyed, and replied to Xu Mingbai.

-Maybe I misunderstood, he doesn't seem to like me either.

"Hey." Zhong Chen turned his head again, and said with a smile: "I missed it, I have never met such a beautiful and lovely person as you."

"Talking nonsense every day." Jian Zixing said impatiently with a cold face, "Where is the hot pot restaurant? Isn't it just a few hundred meters away?"

"It seems to turn in the alley in front, I'll explore the way." Zhong Chen said and ran two steps forward.

Jian Zixing unconsciously hooked the corners of his lips, and took out his phone again.

- No, I think he might still like me a little bit.

Xu Mingbai replied in seconds this time: Is it over?

Zhong Chen leaned out from the alley and waved, "Here it is! Come here!"

"coming!"

I don't know if it's the good luck of winning the ball, the two of them coincidentally today, several of Zhong Chen's favorite meats caught up with the last one.Jian Zixing and Zhong Chen don't need to look at the menu when they go out to eat. Anyway, whatever they like or don't like will be served at the end.

"You eat, I'll go to the bathroom." Zhong Chen got up and went back, Jian Zixing nodded casually, and used his mobile phone to check the opponent's information for the next match.

"Sir." The waiter came over and said, "You have sixteen dishes on your order. Are you dining for two? Do you need to return some first?"

"No need." Jian Zixing pouted, "I brought a pig to eat hot pot, it's fine."

"Oh." The waiter couldn't help laughing, "Okay, then I'll place an order for you here. Once the order is placed, the dishes will not be refunded or exchanged."

"I know." Jian Zixing nodded, "Don't worry, I can eat everything."

When Zhong Chen came back, he had just served a plate of hairy belly and two plates of fat beef. His hands were still wet, and he squinted, "I just heard someone call me a pig."

"The ears are so good?" Jian Zixing was startled.

"Huh." Zhong Chen took out two pieces of paper to wipe his hands, "Our pig family is all sharp."

Jian Zixing was happy but didn't speak.The water in Zhong Chen's hand dripped a little on his body, and he looked at the two round watermarks and thought they were a little cute.

Is it true that if you like someone, you will gradually become abnormal, and you can feel that it is a heart-shaped one when you look at a small watermark.

"It's disgusting." Jian Zixing suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth.

"Huh?" Zhong Chen paused in the air with his hairy belly in his arms, and looked at it with a frown, "Is it disgusting? I remember you ate hairy belly before."

"Didn't mention it." Jian Zixing calmly picked up the chopsticks, "Eat."

Zhong Chen was a little confused, "I didn't mention it, did it mean me?"

"Eat, eat." Jian Zixing pushed the meat towards him speechlessly, "So much nonsense."

It has nothing to do with Maodu, and it has nothing to do with Zhongchen.

Jian Zixing picked up a piece of beef with bright red snow patterns and put it into the pot. He watched the small bubbles in the hot pot being suppressed and rolled up again, sighing softly.

It turns out that liking is a pretty rogue emotion. I don’t know when it started, but I realized it was too late.Dad was on the hospital bed. He just walked out of the most helpless situation, but found a small flower hanging on his scarred body.

"Eat meat, Paige." Zhong Chen stretched out his chopsticks and piled up the cooked things frantically as he spoke.

Jian Zixing lowered his eyes, "Okay."

Zhong Chen said while eating, "I saw that the class said that today I have left a composition, I will go back to write in the evening, and I will go to the supermarket on Friday."

"You are really serious about studying Chinese." Jian Zixing sighed, "What about mathematics, physics and chemistry?"

"Numbers, physics and chemistry don't matter." Zhong Chen stopped his chopsticks and looked up at him, "If I want to, I can pass the exam."

Jian Zixing sighed, "Then you should think about it quickly. What happened to the questions you bought?"

Zhong Chen couldn't help but keep laughing, "I'm doing it, don't worry, didn't I do the questions crazily in the Cold War yesterday?"

Jian Zixing bowed his head to eat speechlessly, and Zhong Chen kept buzzing in his ears.

He said that after eating hot pot, he would take him to drink milk tea, watch movies when he comes back on weekends, and find a chance to play video games together before the November holiday.

He couldn't figure out whether Zhong Chen liked him a little bit, but he finally understood that Zhong Chen would play with you desperately if he caught you as a friend, sticking to him to death.

The phone rang suddenly, and Jian Zixing put the half-bitten radish into his mouth, and picked up the phone to look at it.

The name of the nurse jumped on the screen, he was startled, and immediately put down his chopsticks and switched hands to answer the phone.

"Zi Xing." The nurse's tone was as gentle as ever, "Do you have time to come today?"

"Yes, I can go there now, what's the matter?"

Zhongchen paused with his chopsticks and looked over.

"Don't be nervous. We have all the voices you sent one after another for your father. The patient woke up today, but his condition is not very good. We used a mild midazolam to calm down a little during the CT scan. Now The CT results have come out, and the brain is recovering relatively well."

Jian Zixing felt a rush of blood rushing to the top of his head, and stood up all of a sudden.

"It's normal for patients in MCS to wake up briefly, and there is still a long way to go before they fully recover. But waking up means that they can receive external stimuli more effectively. Today, your dad woke up several times one after another. There should be a chance at night. It is recommended Come and take a look." The nurse said, "But I want to give you a vaccination first, MCS may wake up in an unsatisfactory state, you have to be mentally prepared."

"I'll be there right away." Jian Zixing made a decisive decision, "It's a little far from the hospital, within four or ten minutes."

Zhong Chen beckoned the waiter to pay the bill, Jian Zixing sat back in his seat and was dazed for a while before recovering, and glanced at the dishes on the table.

"These……"

"Let's pack it up." Zhong Chen said, "I won't be going back to the dormitory at night. When I come back from the hospital, I'll go directly to your old house, buy a pack of hot pot ingredients and then eat."

The trace of guilt in Jian Zixing's heart suddenly disappeared, and he couldn't hold back his smile, "The nurse said that my father woke up several times."

"I heard it." Zhong Chen also squinted his eyes with a smile, "Your broken mobile phone leaks sound when calling, I can hear it clearly, it is said that those voices you send have effects, and there is a medicine that is awesome .”

"Midazolam." Jian Zixing was so happy that he almost knocked over the box, "It's a medicine that will be used to induce anesthesia before surgery."

"Why does your dad use that?" Zhong Chen was a little at a loss, "Don't you want your dad to wake up?"

"It is said that the state of waking up is unstable, and you may need to be sedated and cooperate with CT." Jian Zixing suddenly realized that his voice was hoarse in the middle of speaking, and picked up the water on the table and drank it with his head up. "Let's go."

The things packed from the hot pot restaurant were stuffed into two big bags, which could not be carried by one person. In the car, the two of them each held a bag with their arms around each other.

"Brother Chen." Jian Zixing said, "I'm very nervous, my heart is pounding. The nurse said that the state may not be satisfactory. What kind of state do you think it will be?"

"Crazy, or stupid." Zhong Chen said, "I checked a lot of MCS information before, and the probability of being stupid is higher. Hey, I can't say I'm really stupid. It just looks like me, I can't understand the words, and the reaction Slow or something."

Zhong Chen stretched out his hands with difficulty and rubbed Jian Zixing's legs, "It's okay, we've survived everything, and you just tell yourself in your heart that this is just an intermediate process, something is better than nothing."

"Yes, yes." Jian Zixing nodded quickly, "That's true, I can accept any state."

All the ingredients brought out were raw, but Jian Zixing still felt the smell of hot pot wafting.Close your eyes, as if you can see someone sitting across from you constantly picking up bright red slices of meat and dipping them into the boiling soup.

This picture makes people feel alive, and the anxiety in my heart can be neutralized a little.He tried his best to gather his mind, and subconsciously sat down towards Zhong Chen.

Zhong Chen didn't say anything, just squeezed his hand.

The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital seems to be able to quickly pull people into another world.

Jian Zixing ran all the way to the ward, and the nurse was waiting at the door. He stopped panting, and looked into the glass of the door, "What's going on?"

"It's a coincidence, I just woke up again, the condition is not bad, I can wake up for a while." The nurse said and pulled his arm, "The reaction is very weak now, you can try to go in and stay for 2 minutes, If not, come out immediately."

"Okay." Jian Zixing nodded and opened the door.

In fact, he had already glimpsed the inside from the glass just now.

Dad sat on the hospital bed and looked at the air, his eyes seemed to have his soul taken away, very dull.The moment he opened the door and walked in, Dad looked over at once, and then slowly tried to move his neck and turned to look at him.

It was a gaze without any emotion, even a little strange.

Jian Zixing's heart kept sinking, but he was calm on the surface, and even tried to curl the corner of his mouth, "Dad, are you awake?"

Jian Hua didn't say a word, Jian Zixing stopped and looked at him from a distance of one or two meters.

After a while, he didn't know if it was something flying past the window, but he followed it in an instant.

Jian Zixing didn't know that people could be in this state.

He just uses his eyeballs to quickly follow all the movements, with no expression or reaction. It is more like a motion capture camera than a human being.

There seemed to be a heavy stone blocked in his heart, and he couldn't breathe for a long time.

"Dad." He tried his best to smile, walked in front of his father again, squatted down gently when his father looked over, and said with a smile, "It's the stars, the stars are here to see you."

The ward was subtly quiet for a few seconds, and then the man tensed up suddenly.

He seemed to want to speak, but he couldn't speak, there was a crackling sound in his throat, his veins were stretched, his eyes were round, and the hand beside him was twitching ferociously.He tried hard to raise his hand, his movements were stiff, Jian Zixing glanced out of the corner of his eye, there was nothing on the table except a silver-gray thermos.

For some reason, he suddenly remembered the vase that his father threw through the door when he ran home in the dark across the whole city when he was a child.

Jian Hua's breathing became more and more rapid, and he tried hard to raise his hands but couldn't lift them up. After a while, he was panting and his eyes began to cross quickly again, as if it was difficult to concentrate on one thing for too long.

The nurse pushed open the door, "Come out!"

While talking, she turned her head and called others. Jian Zixing stood on the ground a little numb, until the nurse rushed to push the door of the ward, and the door closed behind with a bang.

He is still dumbfounded.

"Xing Xing." Zhong Chen grabbed his shoulder vigorously, "Hey, hey, look at me."

Jian Zixing looked over blankly, and the outline of Zhong Chen gradually became clear in his sight.

"Fuck, don't be like this." Zhong Chen gritted his teeth and rubbed his cheek vigorously, "Your father reacted a little agitated, but it's a good thing to be agitated, so don't take it too seriously. Really, look at me I, come, squeeze my hand."

Jian Zixing took a while to recover.Immediately, he realized that his eye sockets were a little hot, probably because he was thrown out with red eyes just now.

"Brother Chen." He opened his mouth, his voice was very hoarse, and he said with some difficulty: "He...why is he so angry when he sees me?"

As Jian Zixing said, he turned his head and looked at the door blankly, "Didn't the nurse say that he gradually got better after listening to my voice? Could it be that he is still angry?"

As he spoke, he raised his voice uncontrollably, as if an angry little beast gradually couldn't hold back in his heart.

"Why are you still angry?" Jian Zixing pressed the doorknob, "I want to tell him that I am indeed not his biological child, but after all these years——"

"Xing Xing, come." Zhong Chen couldn't help but hugged him from behind and pulled him back, "Come with me, don't make trouble."

Zhong Chen's movement of hugging him was very gentle, but he was very strong. Jian Zixing felt as if he was tied up and couldn't move at all, so he was dragged back two steps.

"Everyone has a subconscious mind and thinking." Zhong Chen whispered in his ear, intertwined with his own panting.

"You're not your own son, maybe it's a scar rooted in your dad's subconscious mind. But how he sees you is what he will show after he wakes up and can think. You can't blame your dad's subconscious mind."

"Is it so important to be born?" Jian Zixing's voice kept trembling, "I've been begging him humbly for almost ten years——"

The nurse pushed open the door and breathed a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, I was a little excited just now, but the attack did not continue, and we did not give any medicine. I can't continue to take medicine for a day. Let him stay alone for a while, and continue to sleep when he gets tired. .”

"Don't go in yet." Another nurse looked at Jian Zixing and said, "We hope to stimulate the patient gradually and gently. It's not good to be too aggressive once."

Jian Zixing didn't say a word, Zhong Chen tentatively let go of him, and saw him turn around indifferently and walk to the window sill, with his back to everyone.

"He needs to adjust his mood." Zhong Chen whispered to the nurse.Turning his head to look inside the door, he suddenly raised his eyebrows, "Can I go in and have a look?"

"Does the patient know you?" the nurse asked.

"I don't know him." Zhong Chen said, "But when he was unconscious, I made some jokes with him in front of the hospital bed, mocking him as the intubated father or something."

The nurse was speechless, and gently opened the door, "Then go in, take the water bottle beside his bed, and see if he responds. If there is no reaction, pour him a glass of water and put it on the bedside in front of him. Then take the jug out."

"Understood." Zhong Chen opened the door.

Jian Zixing took several deep breaths by the window and finally calmed down.

But he didn't know what was thinking in his heart, he had no emotions, no thoughts, and his whole being was empty.

He slowly walked back to the door of the ward, the nurse reminded Zhong Chen in a low voice, so he stopped and turned to look over.

As soon as Zhong Chen entered, the father who was calm just now looked over again.But Zhong Chen didn't stop moving, he seemed to say cheerfully, "I'm awake, don't look at me, I'll take a pot."

Dad didn't respond, but his eyes still followed him.

Zhongchen picked up the pot and took two steps, then suddenly turned back, took a paper cup casually, and poured half a glass of water into the cup.

"Drink water when you're thirsty. Did you hear me? Don't let the little nurse serve you all the time." Zhong Chen said with a relaxed smile while pushing the water glass into the table, and sighed, "Let's go, Go back and accompany your son to participate in the Naluoshizi Sweeping Robot Competition."

He turned around while talking, but in the next second, a slightly cold hand suddenly grabbed his wrist.

Weak and limp, with calluses on the index finger and thumb, obviously the hands of the teacher.

Zhong Chen was taken aback, and turned his head abruptly, only to see Jian Hua holding his wrist, but instead of looking at him, he looked at his arm.After a while, it let go again.

"What do you mean?" Zhong Chen raised his eyebrows, "Touch me?"

Jian Hua didn't say a word, and stared at him soullessly for two seconds. A small flying insect flew in the air, and he followed it quickly.

Zhong Chen: "..."