[Naruto Naruto] I would like to die there

Sasuke choked, and then he felt warm skin against his hand.

Naruto lowered his head and gently rubbed his face into his hands.The touch of this movement was too gentle, Sasuke subconsciously groaned.As one of the top ninjas in the world, even his subconscious struggle and counterattack are enough to shatter the bones of unsuspecting attackers.But at this moment, facing this person's presumptuousness, the mountainous strength crumbled, so the struggle was nothing more than a slight curling of fingers.

Naruto took a deep breath, and then let out a deep sigh.

As if a wish has been granted.

Sasuke was very frightened and angry at first, but his heart became sour when he sighed.

"I don't know how to see you, but I still want to see you." Naruto murmured in his hand, his moist breath blowing on his wrist bones: "I can't hold back, I've been thinking about this for 40 years... ...I want to see you live well in this world again...you..."

You are too cruel, Sasuke.You are too hard on me.

It may be because even though the soul is old and lonely, the body is immature and fresh, so even the thoughts are brought up young.He had been tempered by the years to be a gentle and tolerant adult. He knew the big mistake he had made and wanted to make up for it.But when he finally saw this person with his own eyes and felt this person personally, he felt that the grievances flooded up and overwhelmed him.

How can you not tell me anything?How could you... make up your own mind and leave me alone?

But I know what you are afraid of, I know that you are not afraid of sharp blades and frost, but I am afraid that my mind is different from yours, and I am afraid that I will choose the side that is not yours, and I am afraid that it will not last forever.And what you are afraid of, I was not necessarily not afraid.

But I have no fear now, because I have proved my heart with my wandering life.

So he ended up just asking softly, "Do you still miss me?"

Sasuke rubbed his face slightly, thinking how do you want me to answer?

When I was walking on the lonely mountain, the strong wind filled my clothes, and the sea of ​​clouds was also blown away by the strong wind. When the exposed moonlight sprinkled on the sea below the mountain, there were sparkling waves all over the sky. At this time, I turned around and wanted to tell you that It's beautiful, but you are thousands of miles away.Does this count as missing?

When there was a lamp on the eaves of the restaurant, I drank a jug of wine under the lamp. I heard that someone far away was going to spend the rest of their lives with another person. I looked at the water drops seeping out of the jug and thought Life is as short as morning dew... but memories are always like tides, coming countless times.Does this count as missing?

"Sometimes."

He finally said so.

"What do you miss about me?" Naruto laughed: "You miss me falling in love with the young master of the Uchiha family, and you pretend you don't know anything?"

After a long silence, Sasuke's clear but tense voice came from above his head.

"It's my fault."

Naruto's pupils narrowed.

Putting this sentence on him a month ago, he probably would never have been able to say it.Sasuke was silent again, thinking of that rainy night a month ago.He couldn't see or do anything, he could only listen to the familiar but old voice gradually weakening gradually, and finally collapsed in his arms, the voice of Chakra's disappearance was weak and crystal clear , In the heavy rain at night, he saw golden light rising like stardust.

But whether he was crying or screaming, he reached out to grab it, but he just fell into the rain.

Death and separation, the person who is always left behind is more heart-wrenching. If there are still unfinished regrets, he will not be able to escape for life.He's the one with the stupid brain who didn't figure it out until that moment.

Getting together and parting in life is so bitter that it makes people cry, so I really want to have a sweet bite.

Naruto looked up and saw Sasuke's jawline, and the next second grabbed the man's wrist bone and pulled him into his arms.Sasuke didn't resist this time, and even put his hand on his shoulder.

Can't tell who started it first.Each other's lips and tongues opened each other's teeth, and they both kissed deeply, and they didn't care if the bite hurt.Hoarse panting mixed with the ambiguous sound of water intermittently, Naruto put one hand on Sasuke's back and held him in his arms, and the other hand on the back of Sasuke's head, rubbing his damp hair It was a mess.

When they were young, they had to quarrel whenever they had differences, and separation always stood between their two fates.It turned out that after half a lifetime of stumbling and entanglement up to now, I just wanted to ask for such a kiss.

I don't know how long it took, but when Naruto struggled to regain his senses and ended the kiss, he found that he had already pressed Sasuke on the tatami, and when he was in a daze, he even tore off a section of Sasuke's yukata, revealing half of it. Yubai's shoulders.

Sasuke gasped slightly, Naruto closed his eyes, didn't get up, bent down and hugged Sasuke, buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder, and smelled the scent that reassured him.

Can't go on any longer.Naruto gritted his teeth thinking.

It's still too early, Sasuke probably can't accept--

Sasuke suddenly bent his knees and lightly rubbed against a certain position of him.Naruto's body shook, and he whispered: "... Sasuke!"

I really can bear it.Sasuke thought.

"40 years." Sasuke reached out and clasped Naruto's shoulder blades, and said in a low voice, "Do you only dare to do this?"

In the long panting that followed, there were large patches of snow-white and wheat-colored skin overlapping each other, and sweat covered each other's backs.Naruto couldn't remember who he was, Sasuke's breath trembled and his voice trembled, but he didn't care to move a little lighter, just buried his face tightly on the back of Sasuke's neck, holding a small piece of porcelain white The skin subconsciously sucked out purple marks one after another.

The night was windy and rainy, and the tick-tock fell in the courtyard, and the green moss under the eaves was like a sea.

"...It's raining." Naruto turned his head to look at the dense water curtain under the eaves, and murmured.

Deep wind and quiet courtyard, autumn rain and spring heart.It is rare, even for a person like him who is going forward and taking on great responsibilities bravely, when he wakes up in such an afternoon, he can't help but have the idea of ​​'it's better to die at this moment'.

But how could he be willing to hug this person in his arms?

The orange and black clothes and bathrobes and robes were crumpled and scattered in the corner. He was lying on the bed in the middle of the room, and his lifelong desire was nestled in his arms. His skin was soft and his breath was warm. His limbs under the quilt were still Tightly intertwine.

"...you speak like an old man." The person in his arms said lazily, his voice was a little hoarse and he seemed to be smiling: "I think you're about to recite a haiku soon."

Sasuke rubbed his forehead, then lifted the quilt generously and stood up, picked up the bathrobe that Naruto threw aside yesterday and put it on his body: "Come and see the rain."

He walked to the corridor, leaned against the railing in a casual posture, and lost the bandages covering his eyes long ago.But the revealed eyes are full of energy, and they don't appear to be half-blind.Naruto was stunned for a moment, the lazy bed's desire left the bed with Sasuke, and got up too.

It can be seen that he was ruthless last night, the part of Sasuke's exposed neck was covered with dense purple-red marks, and some were overlapped with tooth marks, which made people dare not look closely.Naruto's eyes lightly fell on the mark.

At that time, he was really young, Sasuke who was sitting by the ferry, Sasuke who always walked in front of him, Sasuke who turned around and called him "the tail of the crane", Sasuke who was fighting with him, and Sasuke who raised a knife to kill him , Sasuke who left him.The black-haired child grows into a teenager and then grows into an adult, and finally becomes this Sasuke sitting on the porch watching the rain, with traces of himself all over his body.

I actually really...

It felt so good it was almost unbelievable.

Naruto squatted down, touched Sasuke's back with his palm, and asked, "Will it be sore?"

Sasuke said, "It's really strange for you to ask that."

In fact, it's really a bit sour, but it's a piece of cake for ninjas.And obviously they have been longing for each other for so many years, but after reaching this stage, they feel a little awkward to meet each other, and it is a bit strange to say anything.

Naruto held his forehead and laughed as if he couldn't bear it: "... a little embarrassed?"

Sasuke looked back at him: "..."

Naruto and him looked at each other for a moment, and then couldn't help but lean on him and kiss him briefly.

Compared with last night, the kiss ended a little faster, and both of them were panting a little when they parted.Naruto laughed, "What about now?"

Sasuke kicked him.

"Why me?" Naruto really wasn't embarrassed anymore, he could tell Sasuke anything if he wasn't embarrassed, and asked his doubts very honestly.

Both of them are big men, and Sasuke has always been stronger. Naruto originally thought that Sasuke was more inclined to take the initiative.

"What?" Sasuke didn't quite understand, Naruto reached out and touched a piece of purple on his collarbone to hint.

Following this action, the two of them suddenly remembered an incident that happened three years ago when they were on a mission in Kabukicho.

Sasuke said, "I won't."

Naruto: "...Hey, I'm asking seriously."

When a man gets to that point, he will know how to do it, do he still need to learn it?

Naruto just really didn't want Sasuke to wrong him again, although he didn't know how he would reconcile it if Sasuke really preferred to take the initiative.

"Just kidding." Sasuke said lazily.

He looked really good and relaxed.Naruto also relaxed a little, and turned his head to stare at Sasuke's side face.

"Naruto, no matter when I was with Orochimaru or when I was with Akatsuki, you have always been chasing me." Sasuke faced the downpour with a clear tone, and suddenly talked about the past , Naruto looked at him seriously: "Huh?"

"I understood it many years ago." Sasuke said softly, "Maybe rather than getting you...I would rather be got by you."