[Naruto Naruto] I would like to die there

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"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!"

In this pain, he felt that something suddenly appeared in his mind—as if his brain had been split open alive, and a memory of someone else had been poured in.The pain was gone in an instant, and colorful lights and shadows flashed in front of my eyes.

Countless pictures flashed before his eyes like a revolving lantern, but Naruto soon found out in surprise that it was his memory, no, it seemed to be another memory of him.

Because there will be no second person who has so many Sasukes in his memory.

But that seemed like another Sasuke too.

He had never seen such a cold, cold and dazzling Sasuke.In his impression, Sasuke always had a slightly tired but gentle look, and he didn't get along like a peer, but like a big brother.

And this Sasuke in front of him is more like...a young man, with a youthful look on his brows and eyes, although he is always angry, but that anger is burning, exuding a compelling vitality.

Naruto didn't know why, looking at Sasuke like that, he silently shed tears.

Yes, he always felt that Sasuke was supposed to be like that.

He saw Sasuke kill Danzo, heard himself saying to him, "You die and I die", saw Uchiha Madara, and saw everything that should have happened, but somehow didn't happen.

Here's another... past!

He finally understood why Sasuke killed Danzo, why he was seriously injured by Itachi, but still said 'my pain is nothing compared to his'.

Naruto silently looked at the past that he didn't know, and suddenly the world in the picture suddenly enlarged and rushed towards him, and he subconsciously raised his hand to block it.

He suddenly felt as if he was lying down, and his whole body ached, as if he had been seriously injured.

In front of his eyes was the sky, clouds and shadows, and there was a piece of gravel under his body, Naruto was taken aback: "..."

He turned his head with difficulty, and then his pupils suddenly dilated——

The person lying side by side with him is his fateful enemy.The enemy's hair was a little long, his face was covered with bruises, his brows were wrinkled together unhappy, and he was still sleeping, with no intention of waking up.Before Naruto could react, he subconsciously smiled.

He was very quiet in his heart, staring at the side of the other person, thinking silently, this is the person I like, and I want to be with him forever.

I don't know how long he watched like this, Sasuke finally groaned slightly, and slowly opened his eyes.

"You're awake." Naruto heard himself say, "It looks like we slept all night."

I lied to you, I watched you sleep all night.

But then he heard himself say: "If you haven't figured it out yet, even if you keep hitting me..."

But Sasuke laughed loudly: "It's come to this point, do you still want to continue fighting?"

Naruto:"……"

Sasuke smiled and said, "I...lost."

"Idiot!" Naruto heard himself blowing up: "This time it's just that my buddy went the wrong way, so I'm going to wake him up! The victory I really want to draw with you is yet to come..."

No no no no no, what am I talking about? ! !Naruto was dumbfounded.

Sasuke looked sideways: "..."

Sasuke was seriously confused, and asked as if he had already understood something: "...Why do you have to have something to do with me even if you have reached this point?"

Because I like you... Naruto thought in a daze.

But he heard himself say, "Because we're friends."

wrong!Naruto was terrified, and even dared not look at Sasuke's expression for a moment.But Sasuke's expression was not at all lost, but he seemed more confused, and then asked: "I've heard this many times...but what does it mean to you?"

Naruto felt that his mouth was completely out of his control: "You ask me that... I don't know what to say... But seeing you carrying such a heavy responsibility at a loss and messing about everywhere... My heart is also broken." You will feel pain. Although it is not unbearable, it cannot be ignored..."

Another soul in this body silently looked at the black eyes that were close at hand, those eyes were quiet, and tears welled up slowly.

Naruto's heart trembled for a moment, he felt his heart being twisted into one piece, but Sasuke just turned his face away.

Naruto thought this was probably a very important day in his life, and then he finally brought Sasuke back to Konoha, time passed like water, and many years passed.But after Sasuke returned to Konoha, the two of them didn't meet many times. Sasuke went out to explore Kaguya's ruins all year round, doing the work that Hokage's confidants should do, and rarely went back to the village once. The year is about the same.

But every time he goes back to the village, he always stays for a day or two. The old site of the Uchiha clan can no longer be lived. He has no place to stay, so he stays at his house all the time, and walks the familiar way.He is such a neat and tidy person, and he doesn't dislike being squeezed with him on a small bed with frog patterns.Sometimes the two people chat about the surrounding situation at night, sometimes they don’t say anything, and they do their own things. In the middle of the night, when they are hungry, they go out to eat supper. No, only Yile Ramen knows the schedule of Hokage, leaving a lamp, waiting for two guests who come together once in a long time.Sometimes he pays, sometimes Sasuke pays.When eating, he is in a relaxed mood, and he will talk about his feelings over the years. Naruto hates himself for not being able to control his body. Every time Sasuke asks questions, he will only talk about his friends.

Sasuke asked less questions afterward.

Naruto originally thought that although no one around him reminded him, he who became Hokage would find out one day, just like when he found out, it was not too late, right?But he was wrong, within a few years, the Hinata clan proposed to marry Hinata to Hokage, and everyone around them was celebrating this happy marriage, a match made in heaven, although Hokage hadn't let go, but everyone was matching them together indivual.And the person he most wanted to ask for advice was far away and hadn't come back for a long time.

Hokage finally let go in a daze, and no one heard the soul deep in his body begging him to refuse.

I don't know why, maybe Hokage faintly sensed that something was wrong, and never took the initiative to tell Sasuke the news.In fact, he could probably guess that even if he didn't tell him, someone else would tell Sasuke.The marriage between the Hyuga Clan and Hokage is a major event in the ninja world, and even if this is not the case, the common companions will pass on the good news.

It's too far apart.Too far.He still didn't know what Sasuke's reaction would be when he heard the news. There was silence in the distance, and he didn't even come back with a single word.

In this long silence, Naruto sensed the kind of sadness that he didn't want to say anything.But on the day of the wedding, he received a congratulatory gift from that person far away.

That really can't be called a congratulatory gift, it's just a note.Sakura handed the note to herself, and Seven Daime unfolded the note, and there was a proper character '寿' on it.

The companions laughed at Uchiha's randomness, and Naruto thought that this past self probably didn't notice it, but he saw a faint watermark in the lower right corner of the tattered note.

Vaguely like tear stains.Naruto didn't dare to think deeply, he thought Sasuke must be very sad.But not long after, Sasuke came back, talking and laughing was not the same as before, so Hokage's heart that was suspended for some reason was relieved, and he gradually got used to this kind of life.

It's just that the time Sasuke returned to the village became shorter every time, and he never stayed at his house again.Naruto didn't know where he could find a place to live, and Sasuke never bought another place in Konoha or something.Naruto thought that he was sad and would put his dissatisfaction with the world on the corners of his eyes and brows like he did when he was a child, but he saw Sasuke calm down day by day, doing things more and more neatly, and the scroll information sent back to the village became more and more serious. many.But for some reason, Hokage began to worry more and more about him.

Maybe it's because the information that Sasuke sends back is sometimes covered with blood, or maybe it's because he occasionally sees the scars that he didn't know when he added on the skin that Sasuke inadvertently exposed.

Most of those injuries were scars when he saw them.Hokage then secretly went to Konoha Hospital to transfer the cases, and he couldn't see Sasuke's medical records, so he knew that those injuries must have been suffered by Sasuke when he was outside. He couldn't imagine that there was no one around Sasuke when he was injured. what to do.

Probably used to it.

Wait until the age of 30.

Sasuke returned to Konoha again, he lost weight visibly with the naked eye, a layer of skin stretched out as if there was no flesh on the outside of his bones, but his brows and eyes were very peaceful, the Enron he hadn't seen for many years.Naruto looked at him blankly through a layer of shell, thinking, you are sick.

But Hokage didn't notice it, and Sasuke finally asked "Why are you so worried about me" in Ichiraku Ramen?

In fact, he hadn't asked this question for a long time.Since Hokage got married, he never asked again.

Hokage replied frankly: "I am your only friend."

Sasuke looked at him quietly for a while, Naruto thought that actually Sasuke probably didn't expect any answer.Because Sasuke just smiled in the end, took out a few bottles of wine, and said let's have a drink, for the only friendship.

He never said whether he was sick or injured.

Naruto saw Sasuke carry his drunken self back home again. He shared the body with Hokage, so he knew that Uchiha's back was not generous at all, a bone, hard and painful.He also saw Hokage's frivolity when he was drunk and Sasuke's anger, and then he finally - he saw a kiss full of pain and lust.

It was obviously a kiss, but it seemed as if all the suffering in the world had been rubbed into it.

Sasuke said: It's too late.

Sasuke said: I am going to die.

Naruto felt that he was about to die, how could there be such painful torture in the world?

Then the Kaguya tribe attacked, Sasuke did not die of illness, he buried his bones in the darkness, and ended his life in the only place in the world that would never be illuminated by the sun, even at the end of his life, he did not say a word beyond his friends words of affection.Naruto almost followed him to death.

But he did not die. He supported himself to listen to Orochimaru's words and Sasuke's illness, and he supported himself to fight wits and bravery with the advisory group, divorced Hinata, and then finally got his wish. That's right, it's really a healthy and itchy physique.

So he went out to travel, he followed the footprints left by Sasuke all over the world, lying under different moonlights, imagine that when Sasuke was lying here, he saw the same scenery, right?

Surprisingly, he found that Sasuke's chakras were extremely pure, even though the person was... gone, but the chakras were still scattered between the heaven and the earth, so he collected these chakras, cherished and sealed them in the In the scroll, sometimes I touch the scroll when I can't sleep, it seems that my heart can be a little quieter.

Just like that, another decades passed by Yoyo.In the past, the wars and horses were chaotic, and I never felt that the years were long, but after Sasuke left, I felt as if I had gained immortality. I was doing the same thing every day, and the people I wanted to see disappeared one after another. Only him, Still wandering in the world, a homeless ghost.The time is too long, and Naruto sometimes can't tell who he is, as if he and Hokage have merged into one, and he rarely has any independent thoughts. The two souls seem to have been intertwined.

And finally when he was 70 years old, Konoha sent two news. The first one was that he had finally repaired the space-time ninjutsu array brought back by Lord Uchiha back then. He had made a major discovery and asked him to go back to the village for discussion.The second is the great development of scientific ninja tools, which can be combined with the secret techniques of the mountain clan. Only Chakra is needed to restore part of the memory of the Chakra owner, but because the cost is too high, it cannot be popularized at present——

He rushed back to Konoha non-stop, and finally got a good news and a bad news. The good news is that Sasuke may live again in another world through this formation, but the bad news is that the existing methods cannot restore this formation. Although he could be sent to another time and space, he could only be sent there with his old body.

He didn't have another chance, so he could only try his best to make up for his past mistakes.

He sat silently on the roof overnight and made a decision.Before leaving, he finally used the scientific ninja of the Yamanaka family and threw all the Chakras of Sasuke that he had collected over the years into it.

It's meaningless to keep it, but memories are a way to meet each other.

40 years later, I still have to come to see you.