Mr. Orange

There was a series of heavy snowfalls across the city, one hadn't melted away and the other had to be followed up urgently, one layer covered another, the road was very slippery, so you need to be careful when driving.

Nie Xiqing drove home slowly, not knowing what was going on in her head. This person who didn't have the habit of eating late at night, went to the kitchen without bothering to make a small wonton for an hour and a half. Together with Gu Fei, she also grew meat late at night.

"How is Grandpa Ding today?" Gu Fei also picked up a small wonton and tasted it, and half-closed his eyes in satisfaction because of the delicious taste.

Ding Yizhang was hospitalized, and Gu Fei also went to visit him every now and then. He originally planned to go there today, but unfortunately he became a spinning top because of his busy schedule today.

"The spirit is not bad, and I still have the strength to brag." Nie Xiqing replied, and in the next second, a hand moved in front of him.

Gu Fei also picked up a tissue and wiped the corners of Nie Xiqing's lips, and was amazed: "Brother Nie, do you actually eat the corners of your mouth? It's the first time I've seen you, it's amazing."

Nie Xiqing raised her eyes, and for some reason remembered the smile when Nie Changning helped him wipe off the cream when he ate a birthday cake sticking to the tip of his nose when he was a child.

He thought, in fact, he also regretted why he didn't stay in the fruit shop for a while, or why he didn't just go a little further and lengthen the back and forth time, so that he could perfectly stagger with that conversation.

Gu Fei also noticed that the person on the opposite side was distracted for a moment, and his eyebrows became worried: "...What's wrong? Is it because Grandpa Ding is still not optimistic?" A good spirit does not necessarily mean that the situation is optimistic, otherwise, what would Brother Nie think? There is no way to explain the state of a little mourning.

Nie Xiqing nodded, and when she came back to her senses, the old man had been distracted by him and forcibly "the situation is not optimistic".

Gu Fei also put down his chopsticks, as if he didn't think about eating and drinking: "...I'm going to see him tomorrow."

Of course, Gu Fei also appeared in the ward the next day, completely unaware that the old man's situation was not optimistic, and even played a game of chess with the old man, and was killed to death.

-Brother Nie, don't worry, I went to see Grandpa Ding today and found that he is in good condition.

-Really, even played a game of chess with me.

- By the way, are you going home for dinner tonight?Let me know in advance if you don't answer.

After leaving the hospital, Gu Fei also comforted Nie Xiqing in this way on WeChat, and then rushed to the company for a meeting—fortunately, this year is a senior year, and there is basically no class schedule, otherwise he might be so busy.

I used to think that the day was very long. For example, when I was in school, there were eight classes in the daytime, and there were two classes in the evening. It was torture. Probably the happiest time of the week was the short weekend; Gradually, I felt that the time of the day couldn't be faster.

After going to the hospital and then to the company, before I knew it, it was time to get off work.

Nie Xiqing's reply lay on the mobile phone's WeChat, saying that he would not go home for dinner today.

Gu Fei also doesn't like eating alone recently, because he always can't make up his mind, and he has to think for a long time before deciding what to eat.

So what to eat today?

Gu Fei was also thinking about this world-class problem, and drove the car aimlessly and cautiously. At a certain moment, he turned the car around and drove towards the road leading to Pan Yan's residence. six.

It was really not a wise decision to choose this kind of weather to go to Pan Yan's place. It usually takes more than an hour to drive, let alone now when there is still snow.

Gu Fei also felt that he was going crazy for no reason, but he continued to move forward, and finally parked the car in front of Pan Yan's residence at 07:30 in the evening.

It's quiet all around.

Looking from the outside to the inside, there is no light in this house, it is dark and has a completely different coldness from the day.

Gu Fei also frowned subconsciously—could he have fallen asleep?So early?

With an inexplicable mist hanging over his heart, Gu Fei also took out his mobile phone to call Pan Yan, but a cold mechanical voice told him that the other party was shutting down.

Originally, the three words of snow, no lights in the house, and shutdown were not scary, but once he hooked up with Pan Yan, Gu Fei had to weigh it no matter what.

He suddenly had a premonition, which made his hands and feet start to feel cold before he got out of the car and went into the house to check.

Shouldn't it?

Queen Mother... can't do that?

Gu Fei thought the same way, opened the car, stepped into the snow, walked to the door step by step, and opened the door apprehensively.

Turning on the light, "Pan Yan's Shadow Syndrome" eased a little bit, and Gu Fei didn't see the scene he imagined. Yes, Pan Yan didn't use the previous method to deal with him.

But before he had time to breathe a sigh of relief, he saw the medical records and medical certificates on the coffee table in the living room, which belonged to Pan Yan.

After reading it over and over again, only two words remained in Gu Fei's mind, which exploded loudly: stomach cancer.

Stomach cancer?

wrong……

How could this be?

Gu Fei also began to feel confused, he immediately went to Pan Yan's bedroom, hoping to see his queen mother resting in the room, but when he opened the door, the empty room broke his luck.

Not to mention, Gu Fei also found a small sticky note on the coffee table in Pan Yan's handwriting. She wrote: Life and death are fate, don't read it.

Six characters and two punctuation marks are terrifyingly lethal.

It is my business to have stomach cancer, and it is also my business not to come back for treatment. It is just a personal choice and has nothing to do with you.

It's my business to like men, and it's also my business to resolutely refuse to break up. It's just a personal preference and has nothing to do with you.

In sharp contrast, the sharp knife is changed to slow cooking.

For a moment, Gu Feiye seemed to be blown through by the cold wind, but his back was wet with sweat.

How long ago was it?

In summer or in autumn?

Gu Fei also had some strange feelings because Pan Yan gave away Clivia, but later Pan Yan offered to ask him to buy a new pot, and he personally erased the faint doubts in his heart, as if the world was peaceful.

What about now?

There is no popularity in the house, and all the plants are gone. It seems that the owner of this house is ready to never come back.

In a person's life, it is true that once in a while, the previous things are nothing. After experiencing the storm, the ripples are nothing.

But why do you have to give up the quiet life and embrace the wind and waves?

For a whole week, there was no progress. Whether it was calling the police, or using various network forces and real relationships, there was no Pan Yan to be found.

In such an information age, she seemed to have evaporated from the world, and gave Gu Fei a vivid lesson called "Let you deeply understand what can't be found anywhere in the sky or anywhere in the world".

How cruel can a person be?Whether to yourself or to others.

Pan Yan is a perfect example. She cut off all contact, and Gu Feiye couldn't convey any thoughts. It seems that the time when the mother and son saw each other was the deadline she gave Gu Feiye—once it expires, there will be no time for anything. .

Regarding whether to tell Gu Zhou about this, Gu Fei also had a different point of view from Gu Ling.

Gu Ling felt that Pan Yan was Gu Zhou's mother after all, and it was still necessary to tell Gu Zhou about this matter, but Gu Fei didn't think so either, he felt that people who had already escaped from the shackles should not come back to get involved— - At this moment, he had confessed his sexual orientation to Gu Ling, which was the reason why Pan Yan left this time.

From the moment he knew that Gu Zhou was his brother, Gu Fei had a lot of thoughts.

For example, how is this brother who is connected with his blood doing well in a foreign country these years?It must have been hard at first, right?For another example, if Pan Yan and the others were more open-minded, there should be different colors in the blank twenty years before.

However, no matter how much you think, the established facts are there.

During the time of seeing and going, Gu Fei never thought of asking Gu Zhou for help, because Gu Zhou had already left the family and chose the life he wanted, which he earned for himself at a great price.

It is also absolutely impossible for Gu Fei to break Gu Zhou's current balance because of this little matter of his own.

Of course, when the matter has reached this point, and it has been cut into another angle, it is no longer "my own business"——

If Pan Yan was using the possibility of doing stupid things to put pressure on Gu Feiye before, then now, she is already using delaying the timing of treatment to turn this "possible" into "absolute".

The two discussed for a while, but Gu Ling couldn't be persuaded. She shook her head: "She's wasting her life if she drags on for a day now. Gu Zhou is her son, so she should come back and have a look."

Gu Fei also lowered his head, remained silent for a while, and asked in a low voice: "But, sister, is this fair to my brother?"

Gu Ling was taken aback.

In fact, at this moment, or during the time when Pan Yan could not be found, Gu Fei also felt violently contradictory, as if he had been forcibly split in two.

Half compromised with stomach cancer, full of "she is really pitiful, she is old, I will obey"; half defended his precious relationship to the death, holding high "Why is she always the most ruthless, why do you always have to be compromised by others?" " banner.

Gu Fei also rubbed his face, and said: "My mother can run away because she doesn't care whether it's me or my brother. She doesn't care about things that she doesn't care about herself. Why should my brother care about it?" ? Sister, my brother, or me, did we do something wrong?"

What did I do wrong?

He did nothing wrong, but in Pan Yan's view, everything was wrong.

Gu Ling looked at Gu Feiye.

During this period of time, Gu Fei was also almost thinner. It could be seen that he cared about Pan Yan very much. It could even be said that no one was more afraid of losing Pan Yan than him.

But at the same time, he seemed to be forced to feel a little bit of hatred by Pan Yan's actions.

Gu Ling seemed to understand what Gu Feiye meant - he felt that Pan Yan's departure this time was entirely his responsibility. Besides, Gu Zhou had lived abroad for so many years, even if he came back, he would only have one more person to worry about.

"Feifei, you're just too tired recently, promise me, go take a good rest first, okay?" Gu Ling paused, and continued, "Since you were born, your brother has always missed you. Those gifts, birthday gifts or others, many of them were from him.”

"He cares about you more than you think." So, don't try to keep him out of it, he won't.