Imbalance

Xu Feifei smiled self-deprecatingly: "Am I so unpopular? Am I that scary?"

"Xu Feifei, what's the matter with you? Did something happen?"

Everyone has mixed reviews about Xu Feifei. A beautiful and open girl is always prone to controversy.Xu Feifei never seemed to care about these things, she still wore makeup that didn't match her age, and changed her school uniform to make it unique.There are always many boys around her, and Xu Feifei never refuses them.

In the few times that Chen Yifan met Xu Feifei, she was like a courtesan, she could act coquettishly with anyone, and even liked to get close to him. To be honest, Chen Yifan was actually a little resistant in his heart of.But that's all.

"Do you think I'm a coquettish person?"

"Don't say that about yourself."

"Hehe, actually, I know it all. I think I must have been slept by many people. There are also many people who satirize me openly and secretly, saying that I like to hook up with men and that I am shameless."

"Actually, I don't care about these things. I live my life and it has nothing to do with those people. I just want to be happy."

Although Chen Yifan didn't agree with Xu Feifei's way of life, he also admitted that what she said was right, people should live for themselves.

"That day, the day you and Gu Ziyu helped me, Qiu Chengcheng and I went out for a drink, and Qiu Chengcheng dragged me there. Qiu Chengcheng is Li Xiang's new girlfriend, like a little white flower, hey, man That's all good." Saying that, he glanced at Chen Yifan.

Chen Yifan felt the sarcasm in her eyes: "I don't like this, don't look at me." The type he likes... Chen Yifan thought about it, and Gu Ziyu's figure inexplicably appeared in his mind.

Xu Feifei ignored him, and went on to say: "I don't know where Qiu Chengcheng called a few people to drink, it was the hooligans you saw that day, Qiu Chengcheng told me that it was her brother, after drinking Half of Qiu Chengcheng left, and it happened that I was not in a good mood that day, and I didn't care, so I continued to drink. The next thing...Thanks to you, otherwise I deserve it."

Xu Feifei said it lightly, but she was scared that day, really scared.No matter how playful she is, she is just a young girl who has just grown up.And in that love to play, only I know how much is true and how much is false.

Chen Yifan comforted her: "It's okay, it's all over, and in the future, don't drink alone with strangers. What if something happens next time?"

"Oh, I admit it, but you know what, Li Xiang came to see me the next day. He scolded me and said that I brought some dubious people to drink with Qiu Chengcheng. Fortunately, Qiu Cheng Cheng slipped away halfway, otherwise I don’t know what will happen. Do you think it’s ridiculous to say that I like to humiliate myself and look down on others? Also let me stay away from Qiu Chengcheng in the future. Li Xiang and I have known each other for five or six years He actually believes in other people's words and sees me like that." At the end, Xu Feifei's voice trembled slightly.Chen Yifan silently handed her a tissue.

"Actually, I wasn't like that before. It was Lee who wanted to take me out to play. He was surrounded by people like that. I started to learn to make up and dress up to get closer to him. I like him. I have always liked him Him. But he never cared about me."

"Did you tell him you liked him?"

"He knows." Xu Feifei smiled, but the smile looked very miserable, "You know, he put me to sleep in the first year of high school, and I was willing." Xu Feifei paused, "He is my only one Man. But he doesn't like me. He likes Qiu Chengcheng who looks pure. Sometimes I think, if I am willing to be a little white flower, he will be with me. But I am blocked Tone, I want to confront him."

Chen Yifan feels that this plot is slowly developing towards the direction of a youthful romantic drama. He feels worthless for Xu Feifei. He spends his best years in it for a man, and he is still caught by that man. Damn, if he had stopped acting in this kind of plot long ago, it would be better than anything else to just rush up and beat that guy up.

"Don't you tell him what happened that night? That Qiu Chengcheng was too much. Doesn't Li Xiang know what kind of person she is?"

"Everyone likes to judge people by their appearance. Anyway, she is a good girl at first glance, and I am a bad guy who specializes in abducting good girls. I don't want to say anything more to Li Xiang. This is my last pride."

The girl's mind was too complicated, and Chen Yifan couldn't figure out what her last pride was referring to.

Xu Feifei knew what he was thinking just by looking at his expression: "Chen Yifan, I envy you. You study well and look good..."

Chen Yifan was speechless, and quickly interrupted her: "I'm not a woman, why are you envious of me? Xu Feifei, actually, I think you... it's still too late to turn around now. Ah, no, it's not that I turn around, it's just that Li thinks he might be with you It’s not suitable, it’s better to study hard at this stage…”

"But, is there still time?" Xu Feifei looked at Chen Yifan, as if she was looking into the distance, "This time I've completely given up."

"It's okay to give up! Next, just be yourself. You don't have to think so much about what you should study, and what you should attend class."

"Do you think... I'm going to take the college entrance examination now..." Xu Feifei couldn't help laughing at herself while talking, "How is it possible for a person like me..." Xu Feifei is a vocational school, and their school goes to the college entrance examination every year to get on the list There are very few people, not to mention that Xu Feifei's studies have been completely neglected for so many years.

"Xu Feifei." Chen Yifan was very serious, "Don't underestimate yourself, as long as you want, you can definitely do it. Of course, there is not much time left now. If you want to go to a good school, it is basically impossible, but you can do more Give yourself some time. For example, take the exam next year."

Xu Feifei hesitated: "Let me think about it again."

Chen Yifan made a cheering gesture to Xu Feifei: "Believe in yourself, it must be possible." Then he looked at the time, "It's late, I have to go back."

Xu Feifei's mood has improved a lot, she nodded: "Chen Yifan, thank you for listening to me so much today."

Chen Yifan shook his head, paid the bill and left.

Xu Feifei suddenly said to him: "Actually, I was serious when I asked if you would like to be with me."

"what?"

"You are much better than Li Xiang, it must be very honorable to take you out."

Chen Yifan felt that Xu Feifei might have been hurt by love, and there was something wrong with her brain circuit. When she was thinking about how to reject her tactfully but firmly, Xu Feifei showed her first genuine smile tonight. : "But I don't think so now."

"Chen Yifan, goodbye."

Xu Feifei turned and left.She was serious about envying Chen Yifan. From the time Chen Yifan was among their group of people, she knew that he was different from them.Chen Yifan belongs to youth.And they are nothing more than a group of delusional carnivals who think they are young.

She loves Li Xiang until her world is dark and narrow.And now, she finally had the courage to come out.

Later Chen Yifan and Gu Ziyu brought up the matter of Xu Feifei, and he even made a bet with Gu Ziyu, guessing whether Xu Feifei would repeat the exam.Winning or losing the result doesn't matter.

Because later, when I saw Xu Feifei again, she was repeating her third year of high school.Very hard and very serious.The sun was shining on her clean white shirt.