Konghou [Quick Transmigration]

That night, Yanshan unexpectedly had a nightmare, but it wasn't about what he saw during the day.

Then she woke up in the middle of the night and sat on the bed for an hour, then she turned her head and looked at the window.The window was closed again, Yanshan never cared about him, so Tingyue must have come in to close it.Thinking of Tingyue, those bloody and cruel photos appeared in front of his eyes again, Yanshan shook his head in an attempt to shake out the terrifying images.

"Tingyue?" It was late at night, Yanshan opened the door of his bedroom and shouted to the outside.

"What's the matter?" Tingyue's voice melted into the darkness, even though she couldn't see her, she was still gentle.

Yan Shan fully opened the door of his bedroom, and said to Tingyue outside: "Can you come in? I want to talk to you." She spoke in a very soft, discussion tone.

"Ah."

A cloud of black smoke appeared in the darkness, Yanshan watched the cloud of black smoke drift past him and into the bedroom.

"That..." Yan Shan looked at the black smoke representing Ting Yue, bit his lips and asked, "Can you talk to me in human form? It feels a bit strange."

Tingyue's upper body appeared in the black smoke, Tingyue looked at Yanshan with a little melancholy in her icy blue eyes.

"What do you want to talk to me about?"

"I... don't really talk about anything. It's just..." Yan Shan rolled his eyes, turned his head to the side and said slowly: "I want to try to understand you."

"After all, we are living together now!" Yanshan emphasized.

Hearing this, Tingyue smiled like the clouds and fog, and asked slowly: "Then what do you want to know about me?"

"No, there is one more thing before that."

"Tingyue, let's exchange secrets!" Yanshan looked at Tingyue in the black smoke and said seriously.

Ting Yue blinked, "Exchange of secrets?"

Yan Shan nodded, and whispered: "Don't they all say that friendship begins with knowing each other's secret?"

"Not really." Ting Yue smiled and shook her head, "No relationship needs to start with a secret."

"But if it makes you feel at ease, it's fine."

Yanshan lowered her head slightly, she really didn't know what the correct way of socializing was.

"Secret..." Tingyue thought for a while, and said, "I don't know if it's a secret." A wisp of black smoke floated into her palm, Tingyue put the hand holding the black smoke in front of Yanshan, and said with a smile: "I am an earth-bound spirit, and basically the scope of my activities is only this room. Then these..." Tingyue pointed at the black smoke: "They are my materialized grievances, and it is because of the accumulation of grievances that I will stay in the world. "

"It is said that the soul stays in the world. Either the wish is unfulfilled or the hatred has not been repaid. It often turns into a fierce spirit and cannot be reborn. Is this true?" Yanshan once wrote some nagging novels, so he looked at Tingyue and asked Dao, thinking of yesterday's blood mist and Tingyue's behavior, she was still a little worried.

Ting Yue nodded in Yan Shan's worry, and said softly: "I'm already an evil spirit."

"Then if you get revenge, do you still have a chance to be reincarnated?" Yanshan didn't care what would happen to her if Tingyue became an evil spirit, she only cared about Tingyue's future.

"It should be." Ting Yue hesitated for a moment, her tone was also uncertain.

Yan Shan raised his eyes, a little excited: "That is possible, right?"

"Ah."

"Where's your secret?" Ting Yue let go of the black smoke in her hand and looked at Yan Shan.

"My..." Yan Shan paused for a moment, made his own standard action, bit his lower lip, and tapped one hand on the arm of the other.

She took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and said slowly after preparing her mind: "I once killed my half-brother."

Tingyue looked at Yanshan, and at the little boy who appeared at her feet following her narration, a seriously injured little boy.

"I've never told anyone else about this."

A long time ago, when the word 'Yanshan' had nothing to do with her.

At that time, Yanshan was still a well-known person. Speaking of which, her name at that time happened to be a pair with 'Xitingyue'. "This night, the moon in the Xiting is full and round, and the curtain is accompanied by the wind and smoke." The moon in the Xiting is the first half of the sentence, and she is the second half of the sentence. Her name is Su Fengyan.This is the name her dead biological father gave her. Her father was a well-known poet when he was alive. Yan Shanqian's current career is largely due to his father.

However, Yanshan's father was a literary lover and a literary youth, while Yanshan's mother was not, so they divorced.Yanshan was sentenced to his mother by the court, and he was named Xu Fengyan after his mother.

No matter what, the word Fengyan sounds nice, so it can be any surname.Thinking this way, Yanshan accepted the fact that his parents were divorced.

Later, Yanshan's mother found a stepfather for her.Later, the mother gave birth to a boy for the stepfather.

Although Yanshan doesn't like her stepfather who loves domestic violence and alcoholism, she still likes this younger brother.

The nightmare happened when my younger brother was seven years old. Yanshan and his younger brother were 11 years apart, and it was the day when Yanshan became an adult.

It was a nightmare. My mother went out to play cards and my stepfather was drinking at home. Yanshan came home on the weekend and was going to take his younger brother to the park to play.On the way back, my younger brother was clamoring for a trail with cotton candy.

Yanshan never walked a hidden, dark and lightless path, but my younger brother said that his stepfather often took him along this path.

Yanshan believed his brother's words, and walked into the alley holding his brother's hand.They didn't meet evil spirits or evil people, but they met three wild dogs at a corner.As a result, one can imagine.Although Yanshan ran away with his brother in his arms when the dog rushed over, how can humans outrun wild animals?

By the time someone heard the cries of the two siblings, it was too late.

The younger brother was bitten to death by two dogs, and Yanshan also entered the intensive care unit.

Then when Yanshan woke up, what he faced was not the concern of his parents but the eyes of scolding and hatred. They said that Yanshan killed his younger brother.If Yanshan hadn't taken him to the park, if Yanshan hadn't taken him to that alley, if... If there was no Yanshan, then none of this would have happened.

Yanshan felt the same way, feeling that he was the culprit for his younger brother's death, so he agreed to sever ties with his mother.

Then, Yanshan finished high school while working part-time. She was admitted to a fairly good university, but she didn't go to it because she had no money.Later, she wandered in the society for several years. After saving a certain amount of money, she changed the name on her household registration book. His pen name is 'Yanshan'.She has had a bad life these years, but she feels that this is retribution.

The reason why it is called Yanshan is because the previous park was called "Yanshan Park", which is my brother's favorite place, that's all, it has nothing to do with poetry.

For so many years, that incident has become Yan Shan's psychological shadow, so she made herself a sinner.

"That's it." Tingyue listened quietly to Yanshan's narration, and said after listening, "So that's how it is."

"This is the first time I've told other people about this." Yanshan said, tears were not wiped off his face.She couldn't see that the child stood on tiptoe trying to wipe her tears.

'Sister, don't cry. Tingyue heard the child's voice, and sure enough he was Yanshan's younger brother.

"Yanshan." Tingyue suddenly called Yanshan's name in a solemn tone.

Yanshan looked at her.

Ting Yue smiled and said, "You told the right person."

"Huh?" Yan Shan was puzzled.

Tingyue stretched out her hand to her, she overcame her instinct and did not hide, Tingyue's hand covered her eyes.Yanshan didn't feel it, but her sight became pitch black, and she heard Tingyue's smiling voice.

"You can think of this as ghost blindfolding."

Tingyue took her hand away as she said that, Yanshan's eyes were still dark, so she blinked her eyes, and her vision recovered after blinking for the third time.

Tingyue in front of her eyes still only has her upper body wrapped in smoke, with blond hair and blue eyes, nothing has changed, Yanshan looks at her in confusion.

"It's not for you to look at me." Ting Yue said, motioning Yan Shan to lower his head.

"!" Yan Shan knelt down on the ground, opened his mouth and stared at the scarred little boy in front of him, and then looked at Ting Yue.

Tingyue patted the little boy's head, and explained to Yanshan: "He should be your younger brother. He should have been reincarnated a long time ago, but your obsession with him forced him to stay in the world."

"Lulu?" Yanshan tentatively called out the child's name.

"Sister, you finally saw me!" The child was very happy, smiling like a little angel.

Yanshan cried and laughed, and hugged him.

Then the little boy began to tell Yanshan in his milky voice what he wanted to say after following Yanshan for so long.

The child's chubby hands held Yanshan's face like a little adult, and said seriously: "Sister, don't hurt yourself anymore, it hurts to watch!"

"Also, that incident wasn't your fault, it was Lu Lu who was obedient and insisted on going that way. Sister, don't blame yourself, it's really not your fault,"

"It's my fault, I didn't protect you well." Yanshan cried.

"You have protected me well!" the child shouted at once.

"Sister, Ma Ma and the others are wrong, they are ignorant, this matter is not your fault."

"You are the best person in this family to face Lulu!"

The little boy kept talking a lot, and Yan Shan became more and more sad the more he heard it, he was really tearful, and he kept repeating words like 'I'm sorry'.

Tingyue watched the scene of bitterness, and reminded Yanshan: "Don't be too busy to be sad, he is different from me. He is a kind soul, and he won't last long."

"Then..." Yanshan looked at Tingyue with tears in his eyes for help.

"He was forced to stay in the human world by your guilt and longing. He has no obsessions. The longer he exists in the human world, the more likely something will happen. You have to let him reincarnate." Ting Yue said, this was originally the male protagonist of Onmyoji in the original novel. lines, but at this point in time there is still some time before the male lead appears.

"what should I do?"

"Let go of your obsession." Ting Yue only said four words.

Yan Shan was confused, hugged the little boy and looked at Ting Yue without blinking.

"He exists because of you, and he can leave only if you let him go. Yanshan, even if it's for him, let's get out of the incident that year."

"this is not your fault."

It's not your fault... No one knows how Yanshan felt when he heard this sentence.Never, no one has ever seriously said this to her, never.Yanshan has said sorry again and again, this is the first time someone has taken the initiative to tell her that this is not your fault.

So, stop blaming yourself.

"Sister, it's really not your fault." The child said the same thing, in fact, he had said it before, but Yanshan ignored her words because he was still young.

"Really?" Yanshan hugged the little boy and looked at Tingyue.

Ting Yue nodded.

"Okay." Yan Shan also nodded with tears in her eyes. She touched the child's head and said slowly, "Lu Lu, go and reincarnate."

"Sister, have you really forgiven yourself?" the little boy asked sharply.

Yan Shan bit his lower lip and nodded.

The little boy looked at Ting Yue again, and said to her in a childish voice: "Beautiful sister, can you promise Lu Lu something?"

what's the situation?Although she was full of question marks, Tingyue still said, "Say it."

"Can you help me look after my sister, don't let her hurt herself!"

"I'll try my best..." Sure enough, this was the line spoken to the hero.

Yanshan: ...

The atmosphere suddenly became weird.

But no matter what, after getting a satisfactory answer in the next second, the little boy named Lulu disappeared.

"Lulu?" Yanshan couldn't help shouting as he watched the little boy disappear.

"He's been reincarnated." Ting Yue said lightly.

Yanshan calmed down for a while, then bent down to Tingyue, and said sincerely: "Tingyue, thank you."

"you are welcome."