Konghou [Quick Transmigration]

The later Konghou is an extreme of the present Xiaokonghou. Now Konghou may feel a little comforted by the existence of complaints, so she can turn the sarcastic remarks she encounters into the romantic image of Feixue.But for the other Konghou who bears everything alone, the coldness is the deep-rooted coldness in his heart. It will not drift or sprinkle into snowflakes, but will always linger in the internal organs and knock out one after another with an ice pick. big hole.

In this world, happy people are happy in the same way, but unfortunate people can be unhappy in various ways.Konghou is an unfortunate person, but not the most unfortunate person. Her misfortune is not that a big rock fell from the top, but she stood on the only land and looked down desperately at the rising flood.Kong Hou's pain is piled up and stretched, and it never stops.

In the past, before Yue Ze appeared, the harp had no spiritual sustenance.Without the intervention of complaints, the orphanage she lives in is much worse than the current situation. Now Kong Hou feels cold, not understood and accepted in the orphanage, but what Kong Hou felt in the orphanage before was Absolute evil, the most intuitive and most inhuman evil.

The orphanage she was in was the most evil place in the world, a place for sinful recreation, and all the abandoned orphans in it could be commodities.What is it to not have enough to eat, what to plan for every day, and there are even more terrifying things that make people go to purgatory without knowing it.Compared with Konghou now, Konghou was more grateful to Yue Ze in the past thousands of times, and even compared to her biological father, Yue Ze was her real father to her.The reason is very simple, Yue did not take her out of the orphanage, but brought her back from purgatory to the human world.

Kong Hou couldn't imagine what she would look like in Purgatory if it wasn't for Yue Ze's appearance.Ever since leaving the orphanage, Kong Hou has been holding onto Yue Ze tightly, this man with his warm embrace is her salvation and her only reliance.Kong Hou wants to be his daughter wholeheartedly, try her best to please Yue Ze, and be the enviable child of other people's family.She is trying her best to tell Yue Ze that it is worth adopting her, and don't give up on her and send her back.But the fact has always been as Konghou wished, she is a model daughter, and Yue is also a model father.

Love, gentleman, tolerance, worry and fear, Yue Ze has none of them.Kong Hou is greedy for Yue Ze's paternal love, and sometimes she even thinks, if Yue Ze was her father from the beginning, it would be great.If Yue Ze had been her father from the beginning, then she would not have been living in an orphanage, would not have seen those ugly and absurd things, and would not have been so cautious and uneasy as she is now.

For the current Kong Hou, the biggest shadow is the father who hanged himself to death, but for the later Kong Hou, the father who hanged himself half-drawing his tongue is not even scary.After growing up, Kong Hou looked back on the death of her biological father, and sometimes felt that he was relieved, and he used his own way to escape the suffering and painful life.

Kong Hou has no depression, and she will not go to a psychiatrist to open her heart to anyone.Her day-to-day nightmare is not a rickety corpse, but a pair of arms climbing onto the flesh of a child in a dark room, and a bowl of specious broth.Her pain is that she cannot be understood by outsiders, and that she cannot see hope in the darkness.Her experience made her abnormal in some aspects, and it was also her experience that caused her to be sensitive to society, allowing her to disguise herself as normal and carry a heavy and invisible shackle.

There is no limit to the sea of ​​suffering, and Yue Ze's love is Konghou's only straw, the hope that he can sail with a reed.So when all the lies are exposed, Konghou will be more painful and unacceptable.

In the same freshman year of high school, Kong Hou knew that Yue Ze was actually the culprit who caused his father's death and left him in the orphanage.Now Xiao Konghou is crying and depressed after knowing the truth, but at that time Konghou was really desperate and crazy.The straw in his hand turned into a knife that cut flesh, no matter how hard Kong Hou struggled, he could only drown in the sea, letting himself sink into the mud, and the blood flowing from the wound turned everything around him red.

The white jade sculpture of God collapsed on the high platform, and the stones rumbled and fell, smashing the kneeling believers to bloody flesh, and the savior became the culprit and murderer of everything.

It doesn't matter, even if she is submerged in the sea of ​​bitterness, even if she is submerged in stones, Kong Hou still survives, she can still stare with her eyes open, and she can still struggle hard.

Compared with the current Kong Hou, the former Kong Hou seemed much more selfish.Compared with Yue Ze killing her father, Kong Hou cared more about herself, she knew that if it wasn't for Yue Ze, she would never be so unlucky.It turned out that everything Yue Ze gave her was because of guilt, and all the unspeakable nightmares of Kong Hou were brought by this 'father'.

If, if it wasn't for Yue Ze, Kong Hou wouldn't be sent to an orphanage, wouldn't be exposed to the worst side of society, and would still be pure and innocent.

Kong Hou could not forgive Yue Ze, she resented Yue Ze.But the long-term dependence, and the spiritual worship that is almost like a god, have made Kong Hou unable to do anything to Yue Ze.In her madness, she thought of dying with Yue Ze, but the knife she picked up only cut her own arteries.

When the blood was gushing out and the temperature was getting colder, Kong Hou forgave her biological father whom she had blamed for abandoning her.

Living in this world is really too hard and makes people want to escape.

But obviously, the blood that flowed out was not enough to kill people.After being found by Yue Ze and sent to the hospital, Kong Hou survived with the scar on her hand from the stitches.Looking at Yue Ze who kept expressing her grief on the hospital bed, she felt a perverted sense of satisfaction.Her father loved her, it must have been, and the caring expressed by the boss briefly filled some of the caring.

Konghou, who was treated like a commodity when she was a child, is greedy for any feelings at this time.Not only is she greedy for Yue Ze's paternal love, but she also actively asks for friendship and love from others.That girl named Xu Shan, and even those female classmates who have bullied Konghou in this world, are all friends of Konghou in the past.With friends who are good at dancing with long sleeves and exchanged with money, she will feel satisfied every time these people receive benefits saying that Kong Hou is their best friend.Only when she is "loved" does Kong Hou feel that she is the same as others, that she can also be a normal person.

After that wrist slit, Kong Hou didn't forgive Yue Ze either.However, she found a way to punish Yue Ze to make herself happy, and to repay her father like a daughter.That is to use the most just law to punish Yue Ze, make him responsible for the death of his own father, and let him receive the punishment he deserves.Then no matter what kind of punishment Yue Ze received, Kong Hou could accept it, and wait for her father to return as a daughter, and then help him support his life.

This was an idea that almost saved Kong Hou, so until she graduated from university, she used all kinds of strange means to collect evidence that Yue Ze ruined her father's company back then. Repaying the father's love that Yue Ze gave her, there is a delicate balance between pain and hope.Kong Hou's road of collecting evidence can be said to be a road of self-salvation. Her previous life had no goals, so punishing Yue is all she has.

The most qualitative evidence of Yue Ze was bought from Zhao Yu after Kong Hou started working.

That day, Kong Hou took the evidence of the crime and happily asked her boyfriend who knew the law, and she was satisfied that these things could sentence Yue Ze to 5 years.But just when Kong Hou thought that her heart knot was about to be let go, and when she was about to sue her favorite adoptive father to court, everything came to an abrupt end unexpectedly.

Yue Ze died. He died in a car accident caused by his own misoperation. He hit a wall. There was no other person at the scene of the car accident except him.And the reason why he was distracted by replying to the text message was because the text message he wanted to reply was sent by Kong Hou, and Kong Hou asked him to go home early for dinner, the last meal made by Kong Hou before going to prison.

The dog's blood of life poured on Konghou's head like this. This was the worst blow Konghou had received in his life, and it destroyed her at the fastest speed.No remorse, no tears, no sorrow, just layers of despair that smothered its prey like cobwebs.

Nothing, nothing.Impossible, everything is impossible.

Kong Hou burned all the evidence that had been prepared for many years to Yue Ze, and when it collapsed, it would collapse as much as it once gave hope.Not only was a statue destroyed, but the whole world came to an end because of Yue Ze's unexpected death.

Kong Hou, who had always supported herself with revenge and forgiveness, lost the meaning of life at that moment.She can no longer find the support to live on, because she knows very well that except for the family affection given by Yue Ze, all other feelings she has are fake.Her friends are fake, they are making friends with the help Kong Hou gave her, and the eyes that Kong Hou tolerated them.Her lover is also fake, he is in love with a beautiful rich lady, he is in love with the face that Kong Hou brought him.

After Yue Ze's death, Kong Hou was finally eroded by her own nightmare, and the longing for life left her eyes before she died.

Tired, miserable, desperate, unable to find a way out, Kong Hou was tortured by these things for two years.

On the day she decided to let go of her soul, she inadvertently caught a glimpse of a sudden glimpse of a person at a crossroads.

A beauty who is easy to see should not belong to this world. Kong Hou saw a glow from this passing passerby who had never seen it before. Such a person should be a person who deserves all the favor in life.

Kong Hou remembered the complaint, when she finally surrendered to fate, after many years, she closed her lingering eyes in the sea of ​​suffering.

At the last moment, Kong Hou thought.If a person really has a next life, let her be a person who is blessed by fate like that passer-by.

Perhaps it was because of this chance that she was chosen to be the host by Suqing.