I am fish

Wei Tingxu said that she saw the sky once when she was in Sichuan.

She has been in a water prison and a dog pen, except for the torturers, she has never even seen Xie Fuchen.She has become more sensitive after being in the dark for many years.

She asked herself why she wanted to live, what was the value of her life, to suffer, or to make her elder brother succumb.

If so, she could actually die.

Indeed, there were times when I couldn't bear the torture and wanted to cry and beg for mercy, and this kind of pain almost permeated every moment.She wanted to die but couldn't die, Xie Fuchen had countless ways that she couldn't think of to make her neither die nor live.

It can be said that she was inspired by Xie Fuchen when she dealt with Xi Zuo and dealt with her political opponents in many cruel and inhuman ways.

Only when you have experienced pain can you understand where the pain is and what kind of pain is the most unbearable.

"What makes me want to continue to survive is the sky in Lanchuan."

Zhen Wenjun, who hadn't eaten any food for three days, used his last strength on Wei Tingxu.She found that hunger and powerlessness are relative terms, as long as she is attached to Wei Tingxu, she is still a strong warrior.

The two fought fiercely from sunrise to sunset, and Zhen Wenjun finally exhausted his last bit of strength, panting on Wei Tingxu's body, trying not to get up.

The ear is attached to Wei Tingxu's abdomen, and when Wei Tingxu speaks, he can hear the voice from her body.When she was a child, she liked to stick close to her mother and listen to her stories. She liked to change various positions and lie on her mother's body to feel the changes in the strength of the voice.

Wei Tingxu was the same as his grandmother, no matter how much she pressed down or how she lay down, she didn't dislike her. Instead, he used his fingertips to tidy up her messy hair one by one.

"That day, the Xie family took me and several slaves to the top of the mountain, and let my elder brother watch from a distance. The Xie family made us stand on the edge of the cliff with our backs to them, and forced me to ask my elder brother questions. If he didn't answer, dozens of people would die. Push a person down. He didn't push in order. That person kept walking behind us. Sometimes he stopped and frightened people to death, but he didn't push that person. Instead, he pushed the unsuspecting person next to him. Sometimes there are no counts. Pushing people at ten, in short, very casual, pushing whoever you want, just a little touch that person will fall into the abyss. Of course the scream is terrible, I heard that sound in a dream last night."

Zhen Wenjun is not sure about Wei Tingxu's current attitude towards the disaster in Sichuan.Sometimes it feels like she doesn't care at all, because she can explain many details clearly and calmly.Only when you really let go can you recount it in this tone.And sometimes I feel that it is impossible for her to forget. Her words are calm, but the words in her words seem to be relaxed, but they make the listeners feel creepy.

"And then?" Before Zhen Wenjun's eyes was a bite mark on Wei Tingxu's lower abdomen near his waist. The bite mark was so wide that it was wider than the mouth of an ordinary fierce dog. It should be a scar left when she was a child and grew up with her. changing.It faded, and it also grew larger.

"Then, and then I have been watching the sunset in the distance. I don't know the name of that mountain, I only know that it is very high. Standing on the edge of the cliff at the top to watch the sunset, the evening scene of Sangyu and the chick returning to the south, I unexpectedly I was insane. At that time, I thought, if I can leave Luanchuan alive, I must have all the most beautiful sunset in the world in my eyes."

"Were you... not afraid?"

"Don't be afraid. Because I know they won't kill me. They have been looking for more and fresher ways to scare me and make me beg for mercy and shake my elder brother. Over time, they have seen through their tricks. As long as my elder brother They won’t really kill me if I don’t open my mouth. Even if they push me to the edge of the cliff, they won’t really do it. What they want to prevent is that I will suddenly jump down, so we put handcuffs on our feet and pushed me to the edge of the cliff. Let go when people go down."

At that time, Wei Tingxu was already very smart, but it seems a bit inappropriate to praise her for being smart at this point.

"But the others are very scared." Wei Tingxu said, "Because they know that they are really going to die."

Zhen Wenjun was afraid that Wei Tingxu would feel uncomfortable being crushed by her, so he turned over and adjusted his posture, lay flat and hugged her into his arms, letting Wei Tingxu rest on her arm.

"The feeling just now was like the sky rushing across the river." Wei Tingxu turned sideways, stroking Zhen Wenjun's chest with his hands, his eyes were heavy and tired, but he was still interested in talking to Zhen Wenjun.

Zhen Wenjun was very pleased to hear her say that.

Wei Tingxu's lower body is very slow to respond to various sensations, and he has a high tolerance when he is traumatized. This may not be a purely bad thing.But at the same time, another problem accompanies Zhen Wenjun's headache.

She didn't want Wei Tingxu to only feel pain. As she said, there are countless ways to feel happiness in the world. What the two of them are exploring together is the simplest, most primitive and most direct happiness.This is something everyone is born with, and Wei Tingxu should also have it.Zhen Wenjun wants to give her the most beautiful things in the world, let alone what she should have.

That medicine Zhen Wenjun has already made it. When Wei Tingxu told for the first time in Runing that he could not feel the joy of Dunlun, Zhen Wenjun began to search for medical books, and combined with many medical classics to develop a drug that can expand the senses. Drugs of experience.The idea of ​​this medicine first came from Furongsan. She knew the effect of Furongsan, but due to the addiction and side effects on the body, it was impossible for Wei Tingxu to take it for a momentary pleasure.

Ordinary aphrodisiac drugs are also not acceptable. What Zhen Wenjun wants to do is to help Wei Tingxu repair the trauma bit by bit and restore her normal feeling, instead of using drugs to stimulate her body to be more burdened.

Is there a medicine that can meet all her requirements?

She believes that there will be, and it will be developed.

She calls it the "Bliss Pill".

After refining, Zhen Wenjun used it on himself to try the effect.

This elixir is for external use, and it can be melted where you want to be sensitive.Whether it is itching, pain, cold or heat, it becomes sharper and clearer.In this way, the feeling of putting this pill into the deep path of Taoyuan will also be greatly enhanced.

Embarking on the road of all directions is a difficult and difficult journey. If you are distracted, you may die due to carelessness.So this trip, Zhen Wenjun didn't take out the Bliss Pill, and planned to use it to celebrate after returning to Runing after winning a big victory.Wouldn't it be the greatest pleasure to spend time with her at that time?

Unexpectedly, the first time I took out the Bliss Pill was not to celebrate, but to have no regrets before death.

I really don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

The Bliss Pill was pushed into Wei Tingxu's body, and soon he started to feel hot.Zhen Wenjun just fiddled with it a little, and some hot liquid leaked out, which was completely unprecedented before.

"Do you feel it?"

"A little bit."

"What do you feel?"

"hot."

"What else? Does it hurt?"

"No."

"Besides the heat?"

Wei Tingxu closed his eyes and did not speak.

"Don't think I'm amusing you. Only I have tried this Bliss Pill by myself. You and I have different physiques. I'm afraid that the medicine will be too strong for you. You must tell me all the smallest feelings, and I will be fine. Know where to improve."

Wei Tingxu was shaken several times by her shrugging, he held her shoulders tightly, and almost lost his strength and fell down.Zhen Wenjun hurriedly held her steady, not daring to move her hands, and wanted to back out.

"continue……"

"Ok?"

Wei Tingxu shrank his shoulders, and exerted some force inward with his fingertips pressing on Zhen Wenjun's flesh.

"Don't come out." Wei Tingxu's thin hair was wet with sweat and stuck to his pink face, his slightly parted lips were red and gaudy, and he told Zhen Wenjun weakly and anxiously, "That place just now, Quite right."

That is the panacea is effective.

Zhen Wenjun was overjoyed, and hugged Wei Tingxu on the bed upside down, indulging in the pink-necked flower bouquet.The person under him narrowed his eyes slightly and looked up to accept it.The red beads in the flower heart are swollen, and there is the sound of grinding water back and forth.Zhen Wenjun strolled in front of the deep valley, Wei Tingxu greeted him by himself, twisted his waist and swallowed his fingers into the valley, gently stirring the hot soup and spring dew.Try two or three times and then push, jerk and slow grind deep and shallow.

Wei Tingxu clasped the fingers on Zhen Wenjun's back and opened and closed again, trying to grab something during the disturbance, but Zhen Wenjun lifted and pushed it again and again, and suddenly hit the fatal place and yelled out.

The medicinal property is slightly too strong, and Zhen Wenjun regrets it a bit. For the first time, you should reduce it by half and push it on, and then use the whole tablet after you have experience next time.

Wei Tingxu's "little bit" may not be understood simply as a real "little bit". If there is only a slight feeling, it should not be enough to pester her, and the two of them exhausted all their physical strength before reluctantly giving up.

Zhen Wenjun hugged Wei Tingxu, and he could see the sea from the small window of the cabin.

Another day will pass, the sun will sink, and the now magnificent sky and sea will soon pass into a quiet and terrifying night.

Wei Tingxu has never experienced such intense cloud and rain. In the deep valley, there are faint things that are connected to the veins of the earth and are constantly beating. The beating is not strong, but every time it beats, it seems to be stepping on an open wound. Itchy and numb.She hugged Zhen Wenjun's waist and quickly fell asleep, and Zhen Wenjun pulled the blanket to cover her.

After sleeping groggyly all night, before the sun came out of the sea the next day, Wei Tingxu's calf rubbed Zhen Wenjun's thigh and woke her up.After another round of wet conquest, the effect of the medicine has decreased sharply, but there is still some residual feeling.After tossing until Wei Tingxu's waist was about to break, and the pain prevailed, he surrendered.

"Don't act too hastily, it will hurt your body." Zhen Wenjun helped her wash her body.

There is no drinking water, let alone water for washing, and the seawater can only be used after filtering it as best as possible.

"I'm not in a hurry." Wei Tingxu lay on the bed and let his long hair hang down along the side of the bed, and Zhen Wenjun sat under the bed to help her wash her long hair.In her heart, Wei Tingxu will always be the worthless body of Yuye Jinke. Even if she is in a desperate situation, Zhen Wenjun doesn't want Wei Tingxu to get any stains.

After hearing her duplicity, Zhen Wenjun smiled lightly, raised his head and kissed her.

After leaving with a kiss, Wei Tingxu opened his eyes after a while, reluctant to let go, thinking how long the kiss was.Opening his eyes, he saw Zhen Wenjun looking at her with a smug smile, it was completely mischievous.

Probably because she knew that her fate was not long, and Wei Tingxu no longer built a strong barrier, she said a lot about herself in the past two days.From childhood to adulthood, it was about herself, about the Wei family, and about Zhen Wenjun.

She said that she never thought that this reunion would bring the relationship between the two of them to where it is today. When she wanted to find her benefactor back, she just wanted to repay her kindness.

"Everything that happened afterwards was unexpected, but it was reasonable."

Zhen Wenjun combed her hair slowly and carefully took care of the strands of black hair.

How much Wei Tingxu trusts her now, and entrusts her with her inner fears, struggles, memories and joys, all these private and precious things, and what about her?

Zhen Wenjun has been thinking about a question.

Should she tell Wei Tingxu her real identity?Tell her she's not a lifesaver.

This is their last and most important estrangement.If she didn't find out, she might still be deceiving Wei Tingxu on the day of her death. What face would she have to reunite with Wei Tingxu when he was in hell?

But if it is broken, even the last bit of warmth will be difficult to continue, Zhen Wenjun does not want to die in misery.

The original truth and lies are not important anymore, at least now she loves this woman with all her heart, wants to treat her well, and wants to give her everything.

Thinking that with her by his side, Zhen Wenjun can go anywhere.

Even death is not afraid of any threat.

fortunately.

Fortunately, Zhen Wenjun didn't make a wrong decision when he was so hungry that he was so hungry that he didn't make a wrong decision. It was so wise not to reveal her true identity that she had concealed for a long time.

Because on the third day, they really saw land.

Dizzy and dizzy, Xiao Hua stood on the observation deck and stared at the vast sea. As the days went by, the shadow of death shrouded every living person more and more clearly, and Xiao Hua was very anxious.

She began to think about things, such as if she didn't come to Wanxiang Road, if she firmly opposed Zhen Wenjun's proposal, if she stopped the girl when she first wanted to plan the overall situation... Xiaohua was thinking wildly So much so that when I saw land, I thought it was an illusion.

Zuo Kunda's foot was already rotten, but fortunately Zhong Ji treated him, otherwise it would have been useless long ago.However, if you continue to float on the sea, there may still be only the way to save your life by amputating limbs.He was hesitant when it came to broken limbs. What was there to save his life? Could he still save his life?Parents who suffer from body, hair, skin, and limbs will always die if they lose their limbs. It is better to leave a whole body.

When a person is about to die, his skin thickens.

Zuo Kunda confessed to Mrs. Axi.

Mrs. Axi has been in poor health since she fell into the water last time, coughing continuously.Ah Liao took care of her day and night, probably because he was depressed, no matter how much soup and medicine he took, his condition would hardly improve.

This day Ah Liao took her out to blow some air, and it was time for Zuo Kunda to find her a shawl.

"I like you, can you marry me?" Zuo Kunda asked her.

"No." Mrs. Axi replied straightforwardly.

"Oh." Zuo Kunda left.

It was the first time he fell in love with a certain lady at such an age, and he almost took his life because of her, but the other party didn't take him seriously.Zuo Kunda was uncomfortable and helpless, and his feet hurt even more.He won a sip of wine in a fight with the people on the boat and came back to drink it, trying to get himself drunk.It's a pity that after drinking this sip, I feel nothing but hungrier.

Zuo Kunda cried and passed out on the deck.

Zhongji asks to spend a night alone with Xiaohua, but Xiaohua refuses.

"My life is not long." Zhong Ji's lips were chapped and bloody, and he gasped three times after saying a word, "But the poison of the ghost dove can't be cured, and I don't want to die with peace. Let me fight the ghost dove for the last time before I die."

"what do you want to do."

"Incision along the spine from your back, release the poisonous blood at one time, and then suture and inject blood."

"Blood injection? Whose blood is injected?"

"I spent a lot of time concocting the blood, which has been carefully preserved to this day. I wanted to do this a long time ago, but I was afraid that failure would make you lose your life. Now I don't have any worries."

"...You don't have any worries, I do. I don't agree."

"Could it be that you want to die for nothing?"

"I want to protect the safety of the girl, I will not die."

"As long as Wei Tingxu doesn't die, you must live, is that so?"

"What are you going to do?"

"I'll kill Wei Tingxu."

"Don't go crazy." Xiaohua pulled her back and wanted to stop her, but she didn't expect such a pull of Zhongji to be like a thin piece of paper, it would fall down as soon as she was pulled, and her head hit the boat plank heavily and passed out.

When Xiaohua tied her up, she thought she should kill her, and sliced ​​all the meat for the girl to eat.Zhong Ji is too thin, even if all the meat is cleaned, it may not be enough to fill a small pot. How many days can the girl eat?But also take Zhongji's life in vain.

When Xiaohua came back to her senses, she found that she had been making excuses for not killing Zhongji.

No matter how long the girl can eat, keeping the girl's life is the most important thing, what's the point of everything else.

She can't put people other than Wei Tingxu in her heart like Lingbi, otherwise she will be ungrateful.

All for girls.

"Why didn't you do it?" Zhongji woke up at some point.Xiaohua's knife has not fallen yet.

Xiaohua stood up and was about to leave, Zhongji said: "You have already found out, I am not a child. I was also poisoned to become what I am now. The poison in me is called 'Water of Returning Soul' ', can make people look older. Ten years ago, I looked like a young lady of seventeen or eighteen years old, but now I have become a child."

Xiao Hua: "I don't know, and I don't want to know."

"Oh? Then why did you ask me if I knew how to use a crossbow that day? What does it matter to you if I know how to use it?"

Xiao Hua didn't speak any more.

"If I can survive, I will turn into a baby in a few years and then die. I have been looking for a person, but I have not found it for many, many years. There is only one clue, that person has been poisoned by the ghost dove."

"You've got the wrong person, I never knew you."

"My appearance has also changed a lot, how can you be sure that you don't know me?"

Xiao Hua turned her head, the toxin was floating under her face, like countless worms moving their bodies, trying to break through the flesh.

"In this world, I only recognize girls."

Xiao Hua stood on the watchtower for a day and a night.

She was about to die, how much she wanted to die by Wei Tingxu's side, even if she went to Huangquan together, she could still protect the girl on the road to Huangquan.

It's a pity that there are other people around the girl, and she must be no longer needed.

Just when she was disheartened, the mainland appeared in front of her eyes.

"Girl... girl!" Xiaohua shouted excitedly for the first time after she was sure she wasn't dazzled. Wei Tingxu and Zhen Wenjun in the cabin heard her voice at the same time, and immediately put on their clothes and got out of bed.

To make Xiaohua so excited, there is nothing else to do except discover land!

Zuo Kunda Axi, A Liao, their wives, and less than two hundred followers all came to the deck.

Everyone was so hungry that their eyes were dim, and the sea breeze could blow it away. They supported each other and looked at the direction Xiaohua pointed. There was indeed such a yellow spot on the vast sea.The yellow dot got bigger and bigger, and they determined that it was the mainland!It's their life!

The ecstatic crowd hugged each other and wept, even more so.

Zhen Wenjun had mixed feelings, fortunately she didn't reveal her biggest secret impulsively, otherwise how would she face Wei Tingxu now that she survived?

It's pity for Zhongji who cut himself clean and Zuo Kunda who couldn't help confessing but was rejected.

Landing on the shore, they had slaughtered and eaten all the horses except for Feixue in the cloud. Fortunately, there was a market here. Zhen Wenjun took people to the market to buy food and came back to have a big meal. After eating, many people vomited. Still laughing, still binge eating.After filling their stomachs, everyone ran to the small town and had a good night's sleep. Finally, they stopped shaking and were able to have a solid dream.

After eating and sleeping enough, more than half of the 200 followers ran away.This time I almost lost my life so that everyone can see clearly that the road is difficult and dangerous. There are still grasslands ahead, and the really dangerous desert has not yet arrived. One can imagine how many dangers of life are still standing ahead.No matter how many high-ranking officials and lucrative salaries are waiting for them, they will not do it, and no matter how rich they are, they will not be able to enjoy their lives.

Zhen Wenjun had expected these people to leave, so he didn't stop them.Those who are timid and afraid of death are best to leave to save trouble. Anyway, they have brought enough money. There is not only a horse market in this small town, but also people to hire. Although the local barbarians are dark and thin, they seem to be of various spirits. Call here It shouldn't be a problem for some followers to be responsible for driving the car.

It's just that I don't know what they are rare, what things are worth here.

Zhen Wenjun didn't recruit rashly, but took Axi to the market for a stroll, asking a few questions at this stall and taking a look at that shop. As expected, ceramic jade wares were outrageously expensive.Zhen Wenjun immediately decided to sell half of the pottery and jade wares to earn some head money and reduce the burden.

I found the nobles in the town and wanted to buy business rights, and learned that the name of the town is Suoda, which is a small town in the northern part of the Tiger Department.The people here are darker than the people in the ancient rhinoceros country, with flat noses and thick lips who like to pierce their ears.Everyone wears jewelry gold, and only noble leaders are qualified to use jade.The business right can be obtained with two pieces of jade, which is much easier than taking down the Ancient Rhinoceros Kingdom.No need to go back to the market, the nobleman bought all the goods that Zhen Wenjun brought.Zhen Wenjun bought chariots and horses with the money and hired people, and planned to move on after resting for a few days.

I prepared a map and asked the locals with gestures and guesses. It is indeed Gulun Grassland to continue east.Zhen Wenjun, who almost died at sea, once thought he had been tricked by Mu Ge.

After resting in Suoda for seven days, they set off again after everyone's health stabilized.It is not difficult to cross the grassland with a local as a guide, and the grassland will be left behind in less than [-] days along the way.

Arrived at Bixi, a small town at the southernmost tip of the Gulun Grassland, and then the Suoda people quit. They took the remaining half of the salary and then returned.

"It seems that they are also afraid of the desert." Zhen Wenjun rode on the flying snow in the clouds that he desperately saved, watched these people turn back, and took out the Wandao compass to fiddle with.It is found that the distribution of white sand on the Wandao compass is extremely scattered, almost scattered on the surface of the disk without any rules.

Zhen Wenjun felt a little ominous.She has not figured out the meaning of the words in the innermost circle of Wandao Compass, and it seems that that is the most important secret.

"Let's go." Wei Tingxu showed no signs of fear, and directed everyone to advance towards the hinterland of the desert.I have already reached the entrance of the Great Desert of Kuer, and there is no reason to turn back.

They bought camels and prepared enough water and food, and spared no expense to hire a local guide who claimed to have been to the country of flowing fire.Everything is ready to go to the final destination.

I thought that this trip to the desert must be more dangerous and unpredictable than the sea, but I didn't expect to encounter a big embarrassment before I stepped into the desert before I was in danger.

Zhen Wenjun almost "married" the king of Liuhuo Kingdom.