The Years I Was Slapped in the Face [Quick Transmigration]

"I can't sleep."

Jiang Yue squatted at the door, looked up at the dark-faced Ai Xier and smiled flatteringly at him. There was embarrassment and a guilty conscience afraid of being beaten in the smile.

Ai Xier leaned against the door and the veins on his forehead twitched, "So, you can't sleep and I can't sleep, can you? Do you think you are still old enough to be coaxed if you can't sleep?"

Jiang Yue scowled, "I've already passed the age when I can't fall asleep and someone coaxes me, but this doesn't stop me from wanting to torture people."

Ashier: "Are you saying that because you want to be beaten?"

Jiang Yue hesitated for a moment and stretched out his hand to hug his leg, keeping his upper body at a distance from his thigh, raised his head high and smiled and said, "Then you have to think about it, I might die if you hit this claw."

Aisher's slender fingertips moved, and his calm eyes changed after noticing his current situation.He lowered his head, his gaze resting somewhere on Jiang Yue's body.

The clothes Jiang Yue is wearing now have a loose neckline, and his actions made him reveal a large part of his chest, making Ai Xier's eyes darken a little bit.

"Let's talk."

While he was still looking at Jiang Yue intently, Jiang Yue stood up, and the serious expression that no longer had a playful smile made Ai Xier withdraw his gaze that gradually changed.He took a step back and let Jiang Yue in, and the two walked into the room together.

When Jiang Yue entered the room, he saw the things on Aisher's table at first sight. They were some old paper candy skins. I don't know how long ago they were preserved, but the color on the paper had faded. From the degree of painting and wrinkles, you can know that these sugar papers must have been a long time ago.

To be honest, these things don't look good at all now, but even if they are faded or tattered, these candy wrappers are still cherished by the owner of the room and kept in a small transparent round jar, which looks very meaningful.

Jiang Yue walked to the small round jar, reached out to pick it up, and said to Ai Xier with lowered eyes, "I ate this kind of candy several times when I was a child. This is a small candy made locally in my hometown. Have you eaten it too?"

"I haven't eaten." Ai Xier shook his head, sat on the chair beside him, and looked at him quietly.

Jiang Yue glanced at him and turned the small pot in his hand upside down, "This looks old, and it shouldn't be something you can have when you invaded a few years ago."

Facing his question, Ai Xier also gave an honest answer, "The years I have lived here are far longer than the years of the candy wrappers in this small jar."

"Huh? Did you invade/invade earlier? Earlier than the current large army?" Jiang Yue also sat opposite him and asked him curiously.

Ai Xier didn't answer this question directly, but from what he said just now, he had already indicated that he and the Bolset people who appeared now did not come together.

Then, is it because of this reason that Bolset people like them are inside the wall?Because they came early and had been lurking for a long time, they were not locked outside but inside the wall.

Jiang Yue opened the jar gently, took out a piece of sugar paper, put it on the tip of his nose and sniffed it, and then burst out laughing because of this movement.

There is no longer any smell on it.

His actions made no sense at all.

As for the reason for doing so? —Maybe, it's just because of nostalgia.

"I don't know why, when I was young, my family members easily ignored my existence, as if I didn't exist in their lives at all, and sometimes they couldn't see me." Jiang Yue raised the cardboard in his hand and placed it under the light, Looking at the brightness and aperture that appeared on the paper, he said indifferently: "When I remember, give me a bite of food. What I can't remember is that there will always be one less chair beside the table, and the mother in my memory will only Patting my brother on the head and praising his intelligence and excellence, I can't see me at all."

Jiang Yue put down the candy wrapper and closed the lid, "At that time, I kept thinking that I wasn't smart enough, and I wasn't doing well enough, so I always wanted to be smarter and better than my brother, so that the chairs at home could have me. The location... I don’t remember, I can’t remember where I read the report, the article said that people who often eat sugar are smart, and their memory is better than ordinary people, which made me always want to eat sugar. Those little candy bars."

"Actually, I didn't like sweets at first, but after you eat something for a long time, you will gradually get used to it, and you won't be bothered, and you will start to like to accept it, just like me at that time."

"I started to get used to eating sweets, and I also wanted to eat sweets, but the conditions at home at that time didn't allow me to like it or not. Those little candies were obviously not accepted by my mother. When I think about it... just being rejected On the third day I lived, I met a person who would often put a handful of candy in front of my window and leave three words—to brush your teeth." Jiang Yue smiled when he said this, and continued : "I don't know who the person who gave me the candy is. No matter how I look for it, even if I stare at the window all night without sleep, I can't find him. He always seems to put the candy down when I blink, In that short period of time, a lot of candy appeared on my window sill, quietly and elusively, which made me think that I had encountered a supernatural event. For this reason, I asked for several talismans, treating him as a dirty thing."

After listening to him for a long time, Ai Xier pointed Jiang Yue with his finger in dissatisfaction, "... you'd better go to sleep, I don't want to chat anymore."

Hearing this, Jiang Yue laughed a few times: "Don't, I told you that I was a child, what about you? How have you lived these years?"

I?

How did I... live?

Aisher raised his head when he heard this question, and when he raised his head, a hem of clothes flew by in the air beside him, and the rustling sound of the wind blowing through the leaves rang in his ears.

"I'll ask you again."

"Do you choose me?"

The black pupils are like a calm and waveless lake, nothing can be seen on the surface, but the emotions hidden in the depths are emotions that he understood at that time, but he couldn't open his mouth and couldn't respond.

Ai Xier closed his eyes, the distant figure of the old man and the smile in the dusk made his heart feel like being pierced by countless needles every time he thought of it, and he gradually became unable to breathe.How did those pasts go?He didn't want to think about it, and he didn't want to talk about it.

He was silent for a long time, when Jiang Yue thought he would not answer and was in a daze, he opened his mouth and said in a low voice: "I have spent atonement, but the forgiveness I was looking forward to has not come for a long time."

Jiang Yue turned his head and asked him, "Did you do something wrong?"

Ai Xier blinked slowly, and said a little tiredly: "I don't know whether it is my fault or not, but even if the injury is not my will, I still push him to despair. Time and time again, until A point of no return."

"What have you done?"

Ai Xier closed his eyes, leaned back on the wooden chair, spoke slowly but with uneven depression, "I lied to him, I took him with me when he was pretending to be crazy to save me, and took him away In a rare mountain forest, I threw him there on a snowy day in winter, tricked him into taking his clothes, and wanted to make him die in the forest without being able to get out.” As he spoke, the man was sitting on the ground in the snow. The figure appeared in my mind.

He was wearing a shirt, and the thin clothes couldn't resist the chill around him, nor could he warm his heart.

He sat in the snow and watched him leave, but his eyes were red, but he never showed any sad expression, and he didn't make a sound to stop him.

Aisher didn't know at that time that he was pretending to be stupid, so he couldn't know how he felt when he obediently let him take away his clothes and watched him leave.

He was thrown there, and in the end he was left alone facing the howling cold wind, with no other sounds except the sound of the wind, and no one came back to look for him.

"I didn't choose to let him live when he was in crisis with someone I didn't like."

——In the dimly lit basement, the video was played repeatedly, but none of the ten votes was chosen by him who was waiting for the result.

Family affection, love, and friendship are like the three lights that illuminate the corridor at night. They could have guided men on the right path in the dark, but with the appearance of the video, the spider webs on the back began to disappear one by one.

"I used his trust and liking to let him drink meth, and abandoned him together with them."

——In a small courtyard in a remote bamboo forest, there are only shallow traces around the bottom of the bowl and burnt medicine jars left.The person lying in the house finally died in the winter.

When he died, there was no one around him.

"I took another one with me when the war came."

——In the days of war, the yellowed pages of the book were blown by the wind, and there was no trace of the old man in the remote tower, only the money he spent for him at the beginning was left, which was so rotten that he didn't know what kind of fruit it was .

The person who was left behind in the house finally gave him back everything he gave him... and there are many more things like this, and many more...

The more Ai Xier spoke, the softer his voice became, as if his throat had been choked, he forced himself to speak hoarsely and feebly: "I stabbed him when he needed me most, and left him many times."

Jiang Yue's smile began to disappear following Ai Xier's words, and he said solemnly: "Do you hate him?"

"No, I love him very much." Ai Xier answered quickly this time. He opened his eyes as if he saw the scene of that year. In the world decorated with silver and white, the snow on the green pine is like an inextricable knot in his heart , the two of them were covered with bruises from the cold, and they still couldn't win the days when the sun and snow melted.

He also turned his head to look at Jiang Yue, carefully traced the outline of his face with his eyes, and said softly: "I love him very, very much."

"You love him? Then why did you hurt him?" Jiang Yue asked puzzled.

why?

When he heard Jiang Yue's question, he tightened his grip on the handle of the chair. He didn't show any emotion on his face, but his tone was obviously self-deprecating: "Do you know about marionettes? Do you think marionettes have the right to choose?"

Jiang Yue blinked twice.

Ai Xier said: "Sometimes, some choices are not based on personal wishes but are controlled by others." After he finished speaking, he seemed to be tired, and he lay back, closed his eyes, and said in a dead voice : "The puppet's inner thoughts don't care about the controller, he can only go wherever they want to carry him."

Therefore, Jiang Yue will probably never understand his feelings at that time, nor will he know the expression on his face after turning around, and the emotion in his eyes.He will never know what mood he takes every step of the way.

If there are five steps on the way to leave, then he has taken fifteen steps, and the extra steps are his back and forth.

At that time, he was sitting on the mountain, and he was standing at the foot of the mountain, trying to climb back, but he would still be sent back by the unknown force at that time.Repeating it back and forth, I can't say what I want to say, and I can never do what I want to do.

No matter how much he wanted to go back and give him a hug, saying that this was not what he wanted, he couldn't move forward.

In the end, I can only go back and forth on the road, walking non-stop but never reaching the end.

In the end, the only thing left to do was to watch him go, only to be allowed to take away the body that was too cold to warm up again...

Ai Xier's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the sound of sighing represented his powerlessness, and also expressed the resentment he often thought of.

How many times?

He asked himself in his heart, he sent the other party away again and again, but never managed to hold his hand?

How many times have you left and found a few hours of peace in these worlds?

Ai Xier calculated, but the result he got made his brain occupied by hatred.He tilted his head slightly, and told himself over and over again to control his temper, and didn't want to face Jiang Yue with any bad side, but he still couldn't hold it back.

Resentment is like a huge wave on the sea, beating the ups and downs of the boat called restraint, submerging it and taking it away effortlessly.With the sound of "click", in the short time when the eyes were closed, the puppet with the string suddenly appeared in the eyes against the black background, and smiled mockingly at the person who closed his eyes and tried to calm down, mocking his Powerless and passive situation.In the end, he danced and flattered the controller...

It's really ugly.

It's really unbearable.

Ai Xier looked at it, the nerves in his brain suddenly broke, and the marionette mocking him was cut directly by the long scissors in the next second, and fell heavily to the ground.The pair of pupils that were originally light blue turned blood red at this moment, golden light appeared in his eyes, and there was obvious ferocity and coldness on his non-smiling face, making him look very scary, Very distorted.

He stood up suddenly, and the chair rubbed and pushed across the floor, making a lot of movement, harsh noises.Holding the stool with one hand, he looked as if he was about to throw the stool out in the next moment, and was having a fit of temper.

Jiang Yue was still eating melons, but when he saw him like this, he immediately closed his mouth.Just when he thought that Aishier would do something, the man who had become extremely dangerous at this moment remembered that he was still by his side, he looked back at him, and the movement of throwing the chair stopped abruptly, 1 minute later Ai Xier put the chair back expressionlessly.

"What are you looking at, sleep."

Jiang Yue sniffed the snot from the cold.Ai Xier glanced at him, stretched out his big hand and patted his head. If Jiang Yue guessed correctly, this was probably a soothing gesture.

Did he think he was intimidated?

Then he might be thinking too much.

Jiang Yue took the opponent's claws off his head silently, hesitated for a long time in his heart, and finally went all out and asked: "You said you like him, you said you have someone you like. What about me? I What kind of?"

Ai Xier was stunned for a moment when he heard him say that, then a shallow smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and said helplessly and a little dotingly: "Don't you know what you are?"

Jiang Yue blinked, and just about to give him a polite smile when he heard him say - "Ration for walking, it's getting late, go to sleep."

Food for walking—the smile in Mr. Jiang's eyes disappeared instantly.

Jiang Yue originally wanted to go back to his room to rest, but like last time, this request was rejected.

He lay beside Aishir with his eyes wide open, and poked the man on the back, "I have something to say first."

"What?" Aishir opened one eye and asked lazily.

Jiang Yue used a quilt to separate the two of them, and said cautiously: "Sleeping is fine, but touch/hand restrain me, don't show up if you shouldn't."

As soon as Ai Xier heard what he said, he opened both eyes, "What happened last time when you slept?"

What happened?

Jiang Yue rolled his eyes, because he couldn't tell the experience of being disturbed by those little things.

He grabbed a handful of pillows, buried his face in them, and said in a muffled voice, "Nothing happened, but if those tentacles/hands are not honest, then you may lose them tomorrow."