The Years I Was Slapped in the Face [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 70 The second world waits for the doctor
Xu Shuo waited for a long time before the people in the house came out.
The door behind him opened slowly, and the soft creaking sound was like thunder, making him immediately turn around and look behind him.
Jiang Yue stood at the door, holding an imperial decree in his hand, looking at the red walls and golden tiles in the distance, with a somewhat dazed expression. Although he was neatly dressed, he gave people a sense of embarrassment as if he had escaped from a disaster.And he is indeed, retreating from the life and death line.
Seeing that he was fine, Xu Shuo heaved a sigh of relief, stepped forward and retreated, and they left the empress' bedroom one after the other, and saw Bai Chengjun waiting outside the gate of Qingyang Palace.
Bai Chengjun was motionless in the rain, it seemed that he had been here for a long time.
Jiang Yue stepped forward and bent down to pick up the umbrella on the ground, then glanced at the palace servant kneeling on the ground, and handed the umbrella to the palace servant. The palace servant breathed a sigh of relief, stood up shaking his legs, took the umbrella just When he approached Bai Chengjun, Bai Chengjun pushed him away again.
He stepped forward and asked Jiang Yue, "What does she want from you?"
"It's okay." Jiang Yue refused to say anything else to him, and after finishing speaking, he saluted him, and walked past him and left here.
Bai Chengjun lost all his strength after he left, he took two steps back and leaned against the wall behind him, finally relaxed, and let go of the things in his sleeves.
Xu Shuo followed Jiang Yue all the way to the outside of the palace. Before getting into the carriage, Jiang Yue took out a bunch of keys and said to Xu Shuo, "I've been choosing these houses for a long time, and there are a lot of fireworks inside."
Xu Shuo stared at him for a long time, this time he took the key and left without saying anything.
Jiang Yue stood in front of the car and watched his back disappear into the sea of people. He didn't get on the carriage until he could no longer see him, and went to Zhao Prison with Qing Zhan.
Li Sheng's parents were imprisoned two days ago. Jiang Yue had been thinking about how to rescue them. Just now, he entered the palace and boldly asked for an imperial decree, asking Qing Zhan to take them out.
When he came, Li Sheng's sister, Li Wan, also came over. The woman was riding a horse, and after learning about Jiang Yue's intention, she made a big gift to Jiang Yue.
"What happened before was that the Li family was sorry for the doctor. Thank you doctor for not forgetting the past." She was very guilty to Jiang Yue who was in the car outside the car.
Such an attitude made Jiang Yue very curious. Jiang Yue lifted the curtain and asked her: "You are calm. People say that I killed Li Sheng. Don't you doubt or hate?"
Li Wan pulled out a reluctant smile, "Others don't understand me, but I know that if the doctor wants to harm him, he won't send a letter asking me to pick him up." When Li Wan said this, the more she thought about it, the more she blamed herself, she shed a tear, He hastily wiped it off again, and said with a wry smile: "He is just a fool, and he usually makes the doctor worry about it in the mansion. It is impossible to live for so long without the doctor's protection. My mother's stupidity was used as a knife. , I hope the doctor will not be surprised."
Ok?
Jiang Yue was surprised for a moment, and then said: "It's nothing. You go and get the person out first, and the whole family will go to the Northwest tomorrow, so don't delay any more. It's not bad to be implicated this time and only be demoted to the Northwest." He raised his head and glanced at the sky, "Central Beijing will not be peaceful in the future, and it is not a good place. You have no regrets even if you leave. You have offended the general. If you insist on staying, there will be no good results in the future. That's all I say."
"I understand what the doctor said. Thank you again, doctor." She thought about it over and over again, and finally gritted her teeth and said, "Would you like to visit the doctor later? I want to give the doctor some things before I leave."
Jiang Yue didn't think about what she was going to give at that time, but just said yes.
Li Wan took care of everything and left a wooden box for Jiang Yue when she visited at night. She didn't explain much about the box, but left after saying something.
"My younger brother has been stupid since he was a child, and he is slow to learn everything. Beijing has always admired literature, but he has no ink in his chest, and he has never read books."
"I always laugh at him as an idiot. He is indeed stupid. He is clumsy in everything, and the way he likes people is also stupid. But the person he likes is smart. He doesn't like his stupidity or his behavior."
She left after saying these words. After she left, Jiang Yue opened the wooden box, which was full of gadgets from Li Sheng's lifetime, including yellowed letter paper, some books, and a box of miscellaneous things.
Jiang Yue picked up the letter inside and glanced at it. It was full of knowledge recorded by Li Sheng, and more of it was "If he talks to me like this, how should I answer? How can I not be boring and make mistakes? "Next came two or three chapters of dialogue. He thought of many situations and wrote a lot of dialogues, but Jiang Yue didn't know if they had any dialogues like what he wrote.
After Jiang Yue finished reading those contents, he found a picture at the bottom of the wooden box.That painting is not very good, but you can tell who he is painting and who he likes.
Jiang Yue held the painting in a daze for a long time, put away the wooden box when Li Sheng and the others were about to appear, and watched Li Sheng and the others appear in the room one by one, he took the initiative to walk towards Li Sheng .
When Li Sheng first came out, he still wanted to do what he did before, to watch those ghosts from beginning to end.But this time Jiang Yue didn't allow him, he stopped Li Sheng, and asked suddenly: "Who is the person you like?"
Li Sheng was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Bai Xiaozheng."
"Do you really like her?" Jiang Yue asked again.
Li Sheng nodded, "Really."
"Then why do you like her?"
Li Sheng thought for a while before saying, "I don't know why, but I just like her anyway."
Jiang Yue tilted his head and looked at him for a while without speaking, Li Sheng couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, he just felt that he was acting weird today.
"Do you really like him very much?" He actually asked again.
Li Sheng sat beside him, tilting his head and looking ahead. Jiang Yue's question just now still made him a little uncomfortable. He sat for a while and couldn't help but say: "Actually, I didn't like it that much at first. , it’s just that the emotion of caring increases with time, no one has helped you like he did at that time, you will magnify his kindness to you, and as time goes by, the relationship will become deeper.”
"...Is he nice to you?"
Li Sheng said: "He should be treating me badly." He didn't like me, and he didn't show me a good face in the mansion. When I got close to He Duo, he would ridicule me and find a reason to throw me in the prison. That barbarian, I want to talk to him, but I have nothing to say except to make him angry...
"Then you don't hate him?"
"...I don't know." Li Sheng shook his head, his eyes were very confused.
Hate it?
I really don't know.
He thought that he should hate him. Why did he marry Bai Xiaozheng? In fact, it was just to be able to see him. He didn't dare to say anything about love, and he didn't expect to be with him. He just wanted to look at him. That's fine, but he still got the cold treatment from the other party and was wronged.He thought that he really should hate him, and then told himself that he should hate him in his heart, and hypnotized himself from the perspective of hating him.But is it really annoying?When the other party asked him, he suddenly couldn't answer.
When Bai Xiaozheng was in bed with him, he knew who he was jealous of.
When he was wandering in the wilderness, he was looking around for someone. It was an unintentional accident to see a wolf, and he knew it in his heart.
He also knows why he has to look at ghosts one by one every day, why he would rather disappear than ask for that talisman.
After so many years, he still likes him and doesn't hate him.
After so many years, he is still the timid and cowardly person who wants to talk to the other party but dare not speak, thinking about how to talk to him every day at home, but has never been able to have a conversation as stated on the paper.
Hate it?
No.
I just like it, I like it so carefully, I like it so much that I am grateful for the time when I can show up in the middle of the night, so that he can get along so much.
Complain?
No.
It's not his fault that he doesn't like himself.
And his only fault, I'm afraid, was that time he rescued himself, took him out together, and let him put him in his heart from then on.
Li Sheng turned his head and looked at the side face of the man beside him. From the cold outline to the eyes, he looked very seriously, and it was the first time that Jiang Yue stared at Jiang Yue's face so boldly when he was awake.
Jiang Yue is still the same as before, nothing has changed, but he is calmer than before, restrained and domineering, not as aggressive as he was back then, and too sharp, but more awe-inspiring than before. Don't dare to provoke easily.
He still remembered Jiang Yue's every move when he first met Jiang Yue, he also remembered Jiang Yue's expression and demeanor when he helped him out of the siege that time, and he still remembered the throbbing he gave him at that time.
Back then when he was young, his mother's official position was small, and in the middle of the capital, the small officials could not be seen by the upper class, and could not be valued by others. Because of his cousin, Li Sheng wanted to mix with a group of princes from aristocratic families in the middle of the capital. Only he has the lowest status and no talent, and his brain is still stupid.They look down on him, so he is often teased by others, and sometimes he is tricked by others without knowing it. After laughing for a long time, he realizes that others are laughing at himself. Embarrassment is not the only feeling back then, but also the discomfort of inferiority complex, and not Accepted loneliness.But I still can't hide, so I can only be my cousin's entourage.After all, my mother is still working under someone else, and they are not serious relatives, so if you dare to offend my cousin, I'm afraid that if you offend someone, you will be judged as ignorant and promoted, and then your mother will be implicated.
The first time I met Jiang Yue was the year Jiang Yue had just returned to Beijing. The man who had always lived reclusively became high-profile after returning, and the invisible people at the party began to appear frequently.Li Sheng's feelings for Jiang Yue when they first met were indescribably complicated.
The man is like a sharp blade that shone with cold light. It is sharp and frightening, but it also has an arrogance that despises everything. Sometimes it lowers its head and narrows its eyes, with a heavy hostility that makes people dare not look directly at it. It is probably the typical—— — not like a nice guy.
And his way of life is not like that of an ordinary man, he acts recklessly to the extreme, which is frightening and enviable.After all, there is no one who dares to live like him except the one from Jiangbei's Shen family.
On that day, Li Sheng was treated as a joke at the tea party as usual. Today is his birthday, and no one took care of this, and he still did those hurtful actions.Being laughed at by the people around him, he suddenly felt that he was as humble as dust, and those who were not smart enough would never be able to hear the twists and turns, like a clown who couldn't respond to what others said, so he could only follow the other party's words and walk into another In a trap, extremely stupid.
The surrounding voices made him at a loss, and also made him feel frustrated that he wanted to disappear immediately. He wanted to stand up and leave, but the door was so far away, and the distance to leave was so long, he couldn't help it while mocking. walk by.
Can't go, can't stay, he lowered his head lower and lower in the noisy voice, wishing to shrink into a ball to reduce his sense of existence.He still remembers very clearly that day when he was wearing a maroon dress, but he was laughed at as monotonous and boring like a doorpost. Although he didn't say it clearly, he also implicitly expressed that he was an elm-headed man, stupid and unspiritual, People are like dead things.
Jiang Yue was sitting opposite him at that time, and the buddies in the party were divided into two parties, the left side was writing poems, the right side was painting, but Jiang Yue neither wrote poems nor painted, he just sat here because the sun was good here, and he even He doesn't know how to write poetry or paint, even if he doesn't know how to read, no one dares to laugh at him.This underscores a pathetic attitude.
The young men behind him were not as good as the group next to Li Sheng opposite. They didn't make much fun, but they didn't rush to stop them either.Everyone present is the son of an official family. Except for Li Sheng, who has a low status, it is not too surprising that he was brought by his cousin to enter here. Everyone else needs to consider the family behind each other, and will not offend rashly. some people.Therefore, even though they don't like the other party's bullying, they can't openly tear their faces and bring hatred to themselves.
Jiang Yue held the teacup and listened to their laughter. His movement of drinking tea was interrupted by their laughter. The water in the teacup was never delivered to his mouth, so he kept his previous actions until Li Sheng was about to cry in embarrassment. He got up, raised the hand holding the tea bowl, and threw the tea bowl in the middle, interrupting the voices of the group of people with the crisp breaking sound of the tea set.
He flicked his wrist, and said displeasedly: "It's annoying to have pigs meowing at a good party. Why, now that the livestock/animals are not locked up, they can walk around in human clothes? They can even represent the princes of the aristocratic family Appearing where people are supposed to appear? ——How do you raise this?”
As soon as he said this, there was no sound around, the atmosphere was very stiff for a while, and most of the eyes looking at him became dissatisfied and unfriendly.
Li Sheng was stunned for a moment.In fact, for people like Jiang Yue, he should know that his action will make him countless enemies, but he doesn't seem to care at all.
"Qing Zhan, tea." Jiang Yue stretched his hand aside, took a cup of tea from Qing Zhan's hand, and waved to the person who took the lead in mocking Li Sheng, who hesitated for a moment before walking over.
Seeing him coming, Jiang Yue put one hand on the armrest of the chair, raised the teacup, tapped the ground with the tip of one foot, and said lazily, "I can't see you clearly when you're standing, or are you a pilgrim?" son wants to look down on me?"
Hearing what he said, the man had no choice but to hold back his shame and squat in front of him. Seeing this man squatting down, he looked left and right, clicked his tongue twice, as if he was very dissatisfied with the other person's appearance, and poured the hot tea contemptuously. on his head.
The man screamed and sat back straight to the ground, wiping his face with his sleeve.
The person who was close to him couldn't see it, so he whispered, "Relying on his own identity, what kind of ability is he to wantonly bully people? Can he still be so arrogant after taking off the Jiang family's coat? What does he think he is?" It was also deliberately told to Jiang Yue.
"No. Of course I can't. That really needs to be more restrained." Jiang Yue was not angry at all, he held the teacup and said leisurely: "But I—now I am the Jiang family, and I have the ability to bully others. Arrogance! What can you do to me?" He lowered his eyes and wiped the water from his fingertips. "You may not be clear about one thing, that is, arrogance requires capital, and I can afford it. You can't afford it in front of me. It really makes me happy to think of it this way, I'm relying on my family, and you can rely on what you have, I don't care." He threw the teacup on the man after speaking, "But if you don't have the ability, you just shut up! From now on, you are not allowed to speak until I tell you to speak." When he said this, he lost his smile, forcibly not allowing the other party to refuse.
There was no sound around.
Jiang Yue leaned back, relaxed and didn't pay attention to those ugly faces and cold atmosphere, he said: "You say I bully people with my own identity? Don't you also bully people with your own identity? Is it my fault? I didn’t come out very much before, and I don’t understand the atmosphere in Beijing. So I can rest assured that this kind of behavior is very common, because if I can bully others, with all due respect, everyone here is really serious in front of me. Stand up." He sneered, and raised his legs, "If you can overwhelm others, then I, the Jiang family, can do it even better, and I can do better, but compared to everyone's talking, I am more powerful than you. People have always been superficial and only like to do things. If you feel that you have been humiliated, you might as well do it. Don’t look at me so aggrieved and resentful. I’m just doing what you just did, nothing out of the ordinary.”
"Speaking of it, it's really sad." When he found no voice around him, he stood up, turned around and glanced at each one, and said: "Big Xia is now in a situation where men/women are equal/equal, and now men in Daxia are working hard Make progress in order to obtain your own future situation and destiny. The sons of aristocratic families are even more ahead of everyone else. Compared with ordinary families, the knowledge and education obtained by the sons of aristocratic families is a better foundation. Two of the eight families have produced two people. Respected son, one is humanistic, one is martial, not sticking to the shackles of the world, traveling mountains and rivers, seeing all directions, getting what you want, and earning respect and glory by yourself. Don't rely on your mother's family, rely on your wife, and live in a square courtyard all your life. Unable to get rid of the constraints of the small structure, I can only take the children to guard the wife who does not know when will come."
"Comparing this way, Daduan over the years, except for the son of the Shen family in Jiangbei, who can compete with the man of Daxia? Is there any man who can lead [-] troops like the Shen family in Jiangbei? Guard Jingyang City?" He stretched out his hand, "People in the world see him as crazy and unruly, but after all, who hasn't admired him in his heart? Ever envied him? Do you feel that you are inferior to him? He and You are the same age, but you have already played your own legends, but you are holding better conditions, only belittle/humiliating, and fall silent with the crowd."
"Just getting close to the literati, but without the integrity and demeanor of a literati. The talents you have learned are only displayed in the back house. When people in later generations mention them, you will only be symbols that are not important or even appear. Where? Where can you see with short-sighted eyes? When others are trying to improve, you are still sticking to a small world, doing some boring things that are not on the stage, and you are complacent about it. If your whole life, You can only spend happily in bullying the weak, even if you are alive, you are the lowest level of the weak, relying on the strong and bullying the weak, in the end, you will only be eliminated by time, nothing is counted, nothing is nothing.”
After he said these words, he seemed to have completely lost the reason to sit down, and he lifted his feet and walked outside.When the person walked to the door, he looked back at Li Sheng, who was stunned, and clicked his tongue impatiently: "Put away your wronged look, when you are bullied, you should either hide and not be bullied, or increase your strength." The strength bullies you back, and the appearance of being wronged by the weak is to tell the bully that their goal has been achieved, can you laugh?" He called to Li Sheng, "What are you looking at, let's go."
Although he looked impatient, he was still waiting for Li Sheng to take him away with him.
Li Sheng looked at him and suddenly felt that the road might not be very long.
With someone in front of him accompanying him, he was able to muster up the courage to stand up and walk out.
Jiang Yue's figure was tall and straight, standing in front of him was like a high mountain that he could only look up to, and it was also like a high wall that cut off all the strong winds that day and gave him a piece of tranquility.
Li Sheng began to pay attention to him after that incident, but Jiang Yue completely forgot about him.Li Sheng put people in his heart a little bit, but he also knew that this relationship was abnormal, and this was something that no one should know.
Later, Jiang Yue got married, and Li Sheng couldn't see him anymore. He cried for a long time on the day he got married, and made a decision after not seeing him for a month.
He wants to marry Bai Xiaozheng.
What I want in this life is to see him, to talk to him, even if it's just to criticize.
Until a long time later, he finally married Bai Xiaozheng as he wished, and a small sedan chair was carried into Prince Ning's Mansion.When Jiang Yue saw him, it was like meeting him for the first time. That day he shot a servant in the yard, and he didn't pay Li Sheng much attention...
Li Sheng didn't mention the past, but he felt that Jiang Yue's situation today was not right, so he asked, "Why did you suddenly ask me this question? Did something happen to you and Bai Xiaozheng? "
Jiang Yue asked him: "What would you do if something happened to her?"
Li Sheng didn't even think about it: "Although I hate you very much, but because you are so stupid, I still give you two tricks. You just go and coax her."
Jiang Yue understood what he meant, "Don't you like her? Then why help me reconcile with her."
"If I'm still alive, I definitely don't want you to reconcile. I wish you could quarrel." Li Sheng smiled a little far-fetched when he said this, "But I'm dead now, so naturally I hope she can live well with you. After all , I can’t accompany him through life, and I don’t want him to go alone, no one cares about him when he’s sad, I just want him to be well.”
Hearing what he said, Jiang Yue closed his eyes, and the sound of his heartbeat became a little strange since he came into this world.
In a sense, Xu Shuo and Li Sheng are alike. They are both too gentle in their feelings, and they cherish and give their best tenderness to the person they like.
Jiang Yue suppressed the emotions in his heart and asked Li Sheng: "If...you are going to disappear tomorrow, is there anything you want to tell me today? The kind that you will regret if you don't say it."
Hearing what he said, Li Sheng blinked his eyes, and was almost tempted by the other party to say that he liked it, but swallowed it back when he was about to say it.
He is dead, it doesn't matter whether he likes it or not, and talking about it will only add trouble to the other party, so why bother talking about it?
He raised his hand and put it down quickly, suppressing the thoughts in his heart, and said seriously: "Jiang Yue, burn some paper for me! It's been so many days, and the ghost messenger hasn't come to pick me up. Do you think I'm too poor? You don’t even have tolls, and you haven’t changed a single piece of clothes. You really don’t care, I don’t ask you to burn my doll, you should give me something else.”
Jiang Yue finally laughed when he heard him say that. He said to Li Sheng: "If I burn enough paper for you, don't forget to look around when you go to the underworld. If the year and month in the underworld are different from the world, you When you go to the underworld, maybe many years have passed in the human world. At that time, you should remember to ask where the person you care about is there. There are many people there, and the queue will take a long time. If he has not left when you go , you go and tell him that you like him, and you go and ask him if he likes you. Remember to tell him your good points, and you remember to tell him that although you are stupid, you are very good to him. It's much better than what he imagined, if he doesn't have someone he likes, he might as well like you."
Li Sheng gave him a strange look, "What did you say?"
"Nothing." Jiang Yue stood up, "It's just some annoying nagging."
He watched Jiang Yue put on his clothes, and for some reason a word came out of his head suddenly.
"if……"
Jiang Yue took the clothes and turned around.
Li Sheng said: "He has someone who treats him much better than me, so what should I do?"
【If that person is very smart, treat him well. If he is good, he doesn't care about the danger he may bring to him. If he is smart, he knows the disadvantages of being with him, but he is still very good to him. He would rather be with him if he gets hurt. If I look at him, will he not choose me? 】The system imitated Li Sheng's tune, and read this sentence in his ear.
Jiang Yue knew what he was talking about, he avoided this topic, turned around and opened the door, and shouted at Qing Zhan, "Take everyone to the main courtyard, a jade pendant was lost in my room."
The door behind him opened slowly, and the soft creaking sound was like thunder, making him immediately turn around and look behind him.
Jiang Yue stood at the door, holding an imperial decree in his hand, looking at the red walls and golden tiles in the distance, with a somewhat dazed expression. Although he was neatly dressed, he gave people a sense of embarrassment as if he had escaped from a disaster.And he is indeed, retreating from the life and death line.
Seeing that he was fine, Xu Shuo heaved a sigh of relief, stepped forward and retreated, and they left the empress' bedroom one after the other, and saw Bai Chengjun waiting outside the gate of Qingyang Palace.
Bai Chengjun was motionless in the rain, it seemed that he had been here for a long time.
Jiang Yue stepped forward and bent down to pick up the umbrella on the ground, then glanced at the palace servant kneeling on the ground, and handed the umbrella to the palace servant. The palace servant breathed a sigh of relief, stood up shaking his legs, took the umbrella just When he approached Bai Chengjun, Bai Chengjun pushed him away again.
He stepped forward and asked Jiang Yue, "What does she want from you?"
"It's okay." Jiang Yue refused to say anything else to him, and after finishing speaking, he saluted him, and walked past him and left here.
Bai Chengjun lost all his strength after he left, he took two steps back and leaned against the wall behind him, finally relaxed, and let go of the things in his sleeves.
Xu Shuo followed Jiang Yue all the way to the outside of the palace. Before getting into the carriage, Jiang Yue took out a bunch of keys and said to Xu Shuo, "I've been choosing these houses for a long time, and there are a lot of fireworks inside."
Xu Shuo stared at him for a long time, this time he took the key and left without saying anything.
Jiang Yue stood in front of the car and watched his back disappear into the sea of people. He didn't get on the carriage until he could no longer see him, and went to Zhao Prison with Qing Zhan.
Li Sheng's parents were imprisoned two days ago. Jiang Yue had been thinking about how to rescue them. Just now, he entered the palace and boldly asked for an imperial decree, asking Qing Zhan to take them out.
When he came, Li Sheng's sister, Li Wan, also came over. The woman was riding a horse, and after learning about Jiang Yue's intention, she made a big gift to Jiang Yue.
"What happened before was that the Li family was sorry for the doctor. Thank you doctor for not forgetting the past." She was very guilty to Jiang Yue who was in the car outside the car.
Such an attitude made Jiang Yue very curious. Jiang Yue lifted the curtain and asked her: "You are calm. People say that I killed Li Sheng. Don't you doubt or hate?"
Li Wan pulled out a reluctant smile, "Others don't understand me, but I know that if the doctor wants to harm him, he won't send a letter asking me to pick him up." When Li Wan said this, the more she thought about it, the more she blamed herself, she shed a tear, He hastily wiped it off again, and said with a wry smile: "He is just a fool, and he usually makes the doctor worry about it in the mansion. It is impossible to live for so long without the doctor's protection. My mother's stupidity was used as a knife. , I hope the doctor will not be surprised."
Ok?
Jiang Yue was surprised for a moment, and then said: "It's nothing. You go and get the person out first, and the whole family will go to the Northwest tomorrow, so don't delay any more. It's not bad to be implicated this time and only be demoted to the Northwest." He raised his head and glanced at the sky, "Central Beijing will not be peaceful in the future, and it is not a good place. You have no regrets even if you leave. You have offended the general. If you insist on staying, there will be no good results in the future. That's all I say."
"I understand what the doctor said. Thank you again, doctor." She thought about it over and over again, and finally gritted her teeth and said, "Would you like to visit the doctor later? I want to give the doctor some things before I leave."
Jiang Yue didn't think about what she was going to give at that time, but just said yes.
Li Wan took care of everything and left a wooden box for Jiang Yue when she visited at night. She didn't explain much about the box, but left after saying something.
"My younger brother has been stupid since he was a child, and he is slow to learn everything. Beijing has always admired literature, but he has no ink in his chest, and he has never read books."
"I always laugh at him as an idiot. He is indeed stupid. He is clumsy in everything, and the way he likes people is also stupid. But the person he likes is smart. He doesn't like his stupidity or his behavior."
She left after saying these words. After she left, Jiang Yue opened the wooden box, which was full of gadgets from Li Sheng's lifetime, including yellowed letter paper, some books, and a box of miscellaneous things.
Jiang Yue picked up the letter inside and glanced at it. It was full of knowledge recorded by Li Sheng, and more of it was "If he talks to me like this, how should I answer? How can I not be boring and make mistakes? "Next came two or three chapters of dialogue. He thought of many situations and wrote a lot of dialogues, but Jiang Yue didn't know if they had any dialogues like what he wrote.
After Jiang Yue finished reading those contents, he found a picture at the bottom of the wooden box.That painting is not very good, but you can tell who he is painting and who he likes.
Jiang Yue held the painting in a daze for a long time, put away the wooden box when Li Sheng and the others were about to appear, and watched Li Sheng and the others appear in the room one by one, he took the initiative to walk towards Li Sheng .
When Li Sheng first came out, he still wanted to do what he did before, to watch those ghosts from beginning to end.But this time Jiang Yue didn't allow him, he stopped Li Sheng, and asked suddenly: "Who is the person you like?"
Li Sheng was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Bai Xiaozheng."
"Do you really like her?" Jiang Yue asked again.
Li Sheng nodded, "Really."
"Then why do you like her?"
Li Sheng thought for a while before saying, "I don't know why, but I just like her anyway."
Jiang Yue tilted his head and looked at him for a while without speaking, Li Sheng couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes, he just felt that he was acting weird today.
"Do you really like him very much?" He actually asked again.
Li Sheng sat beside him, tilting his head and looking ahead. Jiang Yue's question just now still made him a little uncomfortable. He sat for a while and couldn't help but say: "Actually, I didn't like it that much at first. , it’s just that the emotion of caring increases with time, no one has helped you like he did at that time, you will magnify his kindness to you, and as time goes by, the relationship will become deeper.”
"...Is he nice to you?"
Li Sheng said: "He should be treating me badly." He didn't like me, and he didn't show me a good face in the mansion. When I got close to He Duo, he would ridicule me and find a reason to throw me in the prison. That barbarian, I want to talk to him, but I have nothing to say except to make him angry...
"Then you don't hate him?"
"...I don't know." Li Sheng shook his head, his eyes were very confused.
Hate it?
I really don't know.
He thought that he should hate him. Why did he marry Bai Xiaozheng? In fact, it was just to be able to see him. He didn't dare to say anything about love, and he didn't expect to be with him. He just wanted to look at him. That's fine, but he still got the cold treatment from the other party and was wronged.He thought that he really should hate him, and then told himself that he should hate him in his heart, and hypnotized himself from the perspective of hating him.But is it really annoying?When the other party asked him, he suddenly couldn't answer.
When Bai Xiaozheng was in bed with him, he knew who he was jealous of.
When he was wandering in the wilderness, he was looking around for someone. It was an unintentional accident to see a wolf, and he knew it in his heart.
He also knows why he has to look at ghosts one by one every day, why he would rather disappear than ask for that talisman.
After so many years, he still likes him and doesn't hate him.
After so many years, he is still the timid and cowardly person who wants to talk to the other party but dare not speak, thinking about how to talk to him every day at home, but has never been able to have a conversation as stated on the paper.
Hate it?
No.
I just like it, I like it so carefully, I like it so much that I am grateful for the time when I can show up in the middle of the night, so that he can get along so much.
Complain?
No.
It's not his fault that he doesn't like himself.
And his only fault, I'm afraid, was that time he rescued himself, took him out together, and let him put him in his heart from then on.
Li Sheng turned his head and looked at the side face of the man beside him. From the cold outline to the eyes, he looked very seriously, and it was the first time that Jiang Yue stared at Jiang Yue's face so boldly when he was awake.
Jiang Yue is still the same as before, nothing has changed, but he is calmer than before, restrained and domineering, not as aggressive as he was back then, and too sharp, but more awe-inspiring than before. Don't dare to provoke easily.
He still remembered Jiang Yue's every move when he first met Jiang Yue, he also remembered Jiang Yue's expression and demeanor when he helped him out of the siege that time, and he still remembered the throbbing he gave him at that time.
Back then when he was young, his mother's official position was small, and in the middle of the capital, the small officials could not be seen by the upper class, and could not be valued by others. Because of his cousin, Li Sheng wanted to mix with a group of princes from aristocratic families in the middle of the capital. Only he has the lowest status and no talent, and his brain is still stupid.They look down on him, so he is often teased by others, and sometimes he is tricked by others without knowing it. After laughing for a long time, he realizes that others are laughing at himself. Embarrassment is not the only feeling back then, but also the discomfort of inferiority complex, and not Accepted loneliness.But I still can't hide, so I can only be my cousin's entourage.After all, my mother is still working under someone else, and they are not serious relatives, so if you dare to offend my cousin, I'm afraid that if you offend someone, you will be judged as ignorant and promoted, and then your mother will be implicated.
The first time I met Jiang Yue was the year Jiang Yue had just returned to Beijing. The man who had always lived reclusively became high-profile after returning, and the invisible people at the party began to appear frequently.Li Sheng's feelings for Jiang Yue when they first met were indescribably complicated.
The man is like a sharp blade that shone with cold light. It is sharp and frightening, but it also has an arrogance that despises everything. Sometimes it lowers its head and narrows its eyes, with a heavy hostility that makes people dare not look directly at it. It is probably the typical—— — not like a nice guy.
And his way of life is not like that of an ordinary man, he acts recklessly to the extreme, which is frightening and enviable.After all, there is no one who dares to live like him except the one from Jiangbei's Shen family.
On that day, Li Sheng was treated as a joke at the tea party as usual. Today is his birthday, and no one took care of this, and he still did those hurtful actions.Being laughed at by the people around him, he suddenly felt that he was as humble as dust, and those who were not smart enough would never be able to hear the twists and turns, like a clown who couldn't respond to what others said, so he could only follow the other party's words and walk into another In a trap, extremely stupid.
The surrounding voices made him at a loss, and also made him feel frustrated that he wanted to disappear immediately. He wanted to stand up and leave, but the door was so far away, and the distance to leave was so long, he couldn't help it while mocking. walk by.
Can't go, can't stay, he lowered his head lower and lower in the noisy voice, wishing to shrink into a ball to reduce his sense of existence.He still remembers very clearly that day when he was wearing a maroon dress, but he was laughed at as monotonous and boring like a doorpost. Although he didn't say it clearly, he also implicitly expressed that he was an elm-headed man, stupid and unspiritual, People are like dead things.
Jiang Yue was sitting opposite him at that time, and the buddies in the party were divided into two parties, the left side was writing poems, the right side was painting, but Jiang Yue neither wrote poems nor painted, he just sat here because the sun was good here, and he even He doesn't know how to write poetry or paint, even if he doesn't know how to read, no one dares to laugh at him.This underscores a pathetic attitude.
The young men behind him were not as good as the group next to Li Sheng opposite. They didn't make much fun, but they didn't rush to stop them either.Everyone present is the son of an official family. Except for Li Sheng, who has a low status, it is not too surprising that he was brought by his cousin to enter here. Everyone else needs to consider the family behind each other, and will not offend rashly. some people.Therefore, even though they don't like the other party's bullying, they can't openly tear their faces and bring hatred to themselves.
Jiang Yue held the teacup and listened to their laughter. His movement of drinking tea was interrupted by their laughter. The water in the teacup was never delivered to his mouth, so he kept his previous actions until Li Sheng was about to cry in embarrassment. He got up, raised the hand holding the tea bowl, and threw the tea bowl in the middle, interrupting the voices of the group of people with the crisp breaking sound of the tea set.
He flicked his wrist, and said displeasedly: "It's annoying to have pigs meowing at a good party. Why, now that the livestock/animals are not locked up, they can walk around in human clothes? They can even represent the princes of the aristocratic family Appearing where people are supposed to appear? ——How do you raise this?”
As soon as he said this, there was no sound around, the atmosphere was very stiff for a while, and most of the eyes looking at him became dissatisfied and unfriendly.
Li Sheng was stunned for a moment.In fact, for people like Jiang Yue, he should know that his action will make him countless enemies, but he doesn't seem to care at all.
"Qing Zhan, tea." Jiang Yue stretched his hand aside, took a cup of tea from Qing Zhan's hand, and waved to the person who took the lead in mocking Li Sheng, who hesitated for a moment before walking over.
Seeing him coming, Jiang Yue put one hand on the armrest of the chair, raised the teacup, tapped the ground with the tip of one foot, and said lazily, "I can't see you clearly when you're standing, or are you a pilgrim?" son wants to look down on me?"
Hearing what he said, the man had no choice but to hold back his shame and squat in front of him. Seeing this man squatting down, he looked left and right, clicked his tongue twice, as if he was very dissatisfied with the other person's appearance, and poured the hot tea contemptuously. on his head.
The man screamed and sat back straight to the ground, wiping his face with his sleeve.
The person who was close to him couldn't see it, so he whispered, "Relying on his own identity, what kind of ability is he to wantonly bully people? Can he still be so arrogant after taking off the Jiang family's coat? What does he think he is?" It was also deliberately told to Jiang Yue.
"No. Of course I can't. That really needs to be more restrained." Jiang Yue was not angry at all, he held the teacup and said leisurely: "But I—now I am the Jiang family, and I have the ability to bully others. Arrogance! What can you do to me?" He lowered his eyes and wiped the water from his fingertips. "You may not be clear about one thing, that is, arrogance requires capital, and I can afford it. You can't afford it in front of me. It really makes me happy to think of it this way, I'm relying on my family, and you can rely on what you have, I don't care." He threw the teacup on the man after speaking, "But if you don't have the ability, you just shut up! From now on, you are not allowed to speak until I tell you to speak." When he said this, he lost his smile, forcibly not allowing the other party to refuse.
There was no sound around.
Jiang Yue leaned back, relaxed and didn't pay attention to those ugly faces and cold atmosphere, he said: "You say I bully people with my own identity? Don't you also bully people with your own identity? Is it my fault? I didn’t come out very much before, and I don’t understand the atmosphere in Beijing. So I can rest assured that this kind of behavior is very common, because if I can bully others, with all due respect, everyone here is really serious in front of me. Stand up." He sneered, and raised his legs, "If you can overwhelm others, then I, the Jiang family, can do it even better, and I can do better, but compared to everyone's talking, I am more powerful than you. People have always been superficial and only like to do things. If you feel that you have been humiliated, you might as well do it. Don’t look at me so aggrieved and resentful. I’m just doing what you just did, nothing out of the ordinary.”
"Speaking of it, it's really sad." When he found no voice around him, he stood up, turned around and glanced at each one, and said: "Big Xia is now in a situation where men/women are equal/equal, and now men in Daxia are working hard Make progress in order to obtain your own future situation and destiny. The sons of aristocratic families are even more ahead of everyone else. Compared with ordinary families, the knowledge and education obtained by the sons of aristocratic families is a better foundation. Two of the eight families have produced two people. Respected son, one is humanistic, one is martial, not sticking to the shackles of the world, traveling mountains and rivers, seeing all directions, getting what you want, and earning respect and glory by yourself. Don't rely on your mother's family, rely on your wife, and live in a square courtyard all your life. Unable to get rid of the constraints of the small structure, I can only take the children to guard the wife who does not know when will come."
"Comparing this way, Daduan over the years, except for the son of the Shen family in Jiangbei, who can compete with the man of Daxia? Is there any man who can lead [-] troops like the Shen family in Jiangbei? Guard Jingyang City?" He stretched out his hand, "People in the world see him as crazy and unruly, but after all, who hasn't admired him in his heart? Ever envied him? Do you feel that you are inferior to him? He and You are the same age, but you have already played your own legends, but you are holding better conditions, only belittle/humiliating, and fall silent with the crowd."
"Just getting close to the literati, but without the integrity and demeanor of a literati. The talents you have learned are only displayed in the back house. When people in later generations mention them, you will only be symbols that are not important or even appear. Where? Where can you see with short-sighted eyes? When others are trying to improve, you are still sticking to a small world, doing some boring things that are not on the stage, and you are complacent about it. If your whole life, You can only spend happily in bullying the weak, even if you are alive, you are the lowest level of the weak, relying on the strong and bullying the weak, in the end, you will only be eliminated by time, nothing is counted, nothing is nothing.”
After he said these words, he seemed to have completely lost the reason to sit down, and he lifted his feet and walked outside.When the person walked to the door, he looked back at Li Sheng, who was stunned, and clicked his tongue impatiently: "Put away your wronged look, when you are bullied, you should either hide and not be bullied, or increase your strength." The strength bullies you back, and the appearance of being wronged by the weak is to tell the bully that their goal has been achieved, can you laugh?" He called to Li Sheng, "What are you looking at, let's go."
Although he looked impatient, he was still waiting for Li Sheng to take him away with him.
Li Sheng looked at him and suddenly felt that the road might not be very long.
With someone in front of him accompanying him, he was able to muster up the courage to stand up and walk out.
Jiang Yue's figure was tall and straight, standing in front of him was like a high mountain that he could only look up to, and it was also like a high wall that cut off all the strong winds that day and gave him a piece of tranquility.
Li Sheng began to pay attention to him after that incident, but Jiang Yue completely forgot about him.Li Sheng put people in his heart a little bit, but he also knew that this relationship was abnormal, and this was something that no one should know.
Later, Jiang Yue got married, and Li Sheng couldn't see him anymore. He cried for a long time on the day he got married, and made a decision after not seeing him for a month.
He wants to marry Bai Xiaozheng.
What I want in this life is to see him, to talk to him, even if it's just to criticize.
Until a long time later, he finally married Bai Xiaozheng as he wished, and a small sedan chair was carried into Prince Ning's Mansion.When Jiang Yue saw him, it was like meeting him for the first time. That day he shot a servant in the yard, and he didn't pay Li Sheng much attention...
Li Sheng didn't mention the past, but he felt that Jiang Yue's situation today was not right, so he asked, "Why did you suddenly ask me this question? Did something happen to you and Bai Xiaozheng? "
Jiang Yue asked him: "What would you do if something happened to her?"
Li Sheng didn't even think about it: "Although I hate you very much, but because you are so stupid, I still give you two tricks. You just go and coax her."
Jiang Yue understood what he meant, "Don't you like her? Then why help me reconcile with her."
"If I'm still alive, I definitely don't want you to reconcile. I wish you could quarrel." Li Sheng smiled a little far-fetched when he said this, "But I'm dead now, so naturally I hope she can live well with you. After all , I can’t accompany him through life, and I don’t want him to go alone, no one cares about him when he’s sad, I just want him to be well.”
Hearing what he said, Jiang Yue closed his eyes, and the sound of his heartbeat became a little strange since he came into this world.
In a sense, Xu Shuo and Li Sheng are alike. They are both too gentle in their feelings, and they cherish and give their best tenderness to the person they like.
Jiang Yue suppressed the emotions in his heart and asked Li Sheng: "If...you are going to disappear tomorrow, is there anything you want to tell me today? The kind that you will regret if you don't say it."
Hearing what he said, Li Sheng blinked his eyes, and was almost tempted by the other party to say that he liked it, but swallowed it back when he was about to say it.
He is dead, it doesn't matter whether he likes it or not, and talking about it will only add trouble to the other party, so why bother talking about it?
He raised his hand and put it down quickly, suppressing the thoughts in his heart, and said seriously: "Jiang Yue, burn some paper for me! It's been so many days, and the ghost messenger hasn't come to pick me up. Do you think I'm too poor? You don’t even have tolls, and you haven’t changed a single piece of clothes. You really don’t care, I don’t ask you to burn my doll, you should give me something else.”
Jiang Yue finally laughed when he heard him say that. He said to Li Sheng: "If I burn enough paper for you, don't forget to look around when you go to the underworld. If the year and month in the underworld are different from the world, you When you go to the underworld, maybe many years have passed in the human world. At that time, you should remember to ask where the person you care about is there. There are many people there, and the queue will take a long time. If he has not left when you go , you go and tell him that you like him, and you go and ask him if he likes you. Remember to tell him your good points, and you remember to tell him that although you are stupid, you are very good to him. It's much better than what he imagined, if he doesn't have someone he likes, he might as well like you."
Li Sheng gave him a strange look, "What did you say?"
"Nothing." Jiang Yue stood up, "It's just some annoying nagging."
He watched Jiang Yue put on his clothes, and for some reason a word came out of his head suddenly.
"if……"
Jiang Yue took the clothes and turned around.
Li Sheng said: "He has someone who treats him much better than me, so what should I do?"
【If that person is very smart, treat him well. If he is good, he doesn't care about the danger he may bring to him. If he is smart, he knows the disadvantages of being with him, but he is still very good to him. He would rather be with him if he gets hurt. If I look at him, will he not choose me? 】The system imitated Li Sheng's tune, and read this sentence in his ear.
Jiang Yue knew what he was talking about, he avoided this topic, turned around and opened the door, and shouted at Qing Zhan, "Take everyone to the main courtyard, a jade pendant was lost in my room."
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