The Years I Was Slapped in the Face [Quick Transmigration]

Bai Zirong withdrew his hand, "I didn't make a fuss."

Ah Chang moved closer to him, "Because I didn't tell you that my condition is getting better in the later period, I didn't tell you that I'm normal, and I didn't tell you that I cut off my finger, which makes you feel uncomfortable, doesn't it?"

Ah Chang stretched out his right hand and shook the remaining three fingers at him, and he said anxiously, "I didn't tell you, but I didn't hide it from you either." He gently tugged at Bai Zirong's hair, " My previous state was different from my later state on the road, and it was a very obvious difference. I was confused before, and it was a problem to talk to people, but after that, my words and actions were no different from ordinary people. This is an obvious contrast. You Didn't you find out yourself too?"

"I don't talk about some things, but you can get a general idea of ​​it. You just ignore it because I didn't tell you personally. But there are some things you don't talk about, but I don't understand anything." He sipped Lip, "When I was confused, you told me that your name was Bai Zirong, but in the clips I recalled, you, 'Bai Zirong', were not on good terms with me, and I didn't seem to like you very much. You live in a in the big house, and I never wanted to see you."

He spread his hands, and said helplessly: "You said that my name is A Chang, but I don't have that name in my memory. Compared with what you said to me, it seems that what the other ghost said is much more correct."

"About ghosts, you once told me that those ghosts were hallucinations when I was not well... I thought he was an illusion. But at that time, I was like a blank sheet of paper with nothing on it, and I had nothing on it. I know. Under such circumstances, how can I create a group of ghosts with various faces and names? And fabricate the past that they will tell me?"

"At that time, I felt that the hallucinations in the night would not appear for no reason. Only when I remembered something in a certain situation or event in the past, could I fabricate such a hallucination subconsciously and arrange everything I want him to tell me something. No matter how the hallucinations have changed, his source must be something I have experienced. Compared with you, ghosts talk about things in the past very well. The aptness of this makes me feel like this. In addition to the words you said after drinking that day, everything began to make my doubts grow bigger and bigger. "

"Until now, I still don't know much about the past. I face you and know that you have something to lie to me and hide from me. How can I feel at ease?——Think about it, after you wake up, you are alone in a strange environment, What will happen to you in the face of a person who lied to you, refused to tell you the truth, told you nothing, and was not a good person in the occasional memory? Would you not be suspicious and defenseless at all?"

Bai Zirong didn't answer.

"Although I don't know what kind of person I was before, I know that I will not be unsuspecting to others." Ah Chang said: "To be honest, you make me feel uneasy. Looking at you, I don't know what is True, what is false. I can't believe you, but I don't want to believe you. I always feel that you will not harm me, and I don't want to believe that you will. Zirong, in fact, I can hide it when I get better. Yours, I'm sure you won't see it, and you can find a better answer when Yao Lao questioned me."

"I said to myself, pretend I'm still delirious, or that unresponsive chief, so that I may stand in a more favorable position among us. I thought a lot that night when I was sober, but on the second day you When you open your eyes and look at me, I don't want to lie to you again."

"That's why I never pretended after I recovered." When he said this, he remembered the entanglement that day and night, and he was inevitably sad after he finished speaking, "I don't want to tell you about your concealment, and the days with you made me feel sad again." I don’t want to lie to you, so I am very contradictory. I don’t hide or explain. I didn’t say my improvement, but I told you with obvious actions. I’m waiting for you to ask me, waiting for you to talk to me, Wait until you tell me about my past."

"I always feel that I have forgotten something very important. I want to get better. I must come to Yao Lao to seek medical treatment. Don't say that he needs two fingers to find faults. If he wants me, I will give him my entire palm. But This hand can't be yours. You don't want to see my severed finger, do I just want to see your severed finger?" He stretched out his hand and touched Bai Zirong's chest, "You feel uncomfortable now, then think about it after you severed your finger. Can I feel comfortable?"

"Zirong, we are all the same. If we want to choose, we will not choose each other, but only ourselves. And this is my business at all. I can't let you bear/bear what you shouldn't/bear."

Bai Zirong looked at him quietly, and he never interrupted Ah Chang's words until he waited for Ah Chang to finish speaking before he took Ah Chang's hand and asked a question that he cared deeply about.

"Then I just want to ask you a question."

"You said."

Bai Zirong moved closer to him, and said earnestly, "Do you not want to see my severed finger because you don't want to owe me, or do you love me?"

Ah Chang was taken aback.

"Let's not tell any lies this time." He held Ah Chang's hand tightly, and some emotion flashed in his slightly narrowed eyes.

"Tell me which side has the most? Is it because I love you more, or because I don't want to owe more?"

Ah Chang looked at his face, thought for a long time and finally did not answer.

Bai Zirong waited and waited but couldn't get his answer. He let go of A Chang's hand and said, "If one day I am against you, will you kill me?"

"I don't know." Ah Chang shook his head, "I just know that I don't want to hurt you."

Bai Zirong was stunned for a few seconds, then chuckled, and said to him without any emotion: "I thought you would say, I will never hurt you."

After Bai Zirong finished speaking, he lay back down. A Chang stretched out his hand facing his back, and stopped when he was about to touch him, and slowly bent his fingers.

He turned his back to Ah Chang for a long time, and the two of them sat and lay down without any sleepiness. Bai Zirong half-opened his eyes, his eyes were dull, and when the rain suddenly came, he said: "Your past is cured by medicine. You will know now, I don’t need to tell you, and I can’t say anything. I’m not often in Beijing, so I can only listen to other people’s stories about you, and I can’t tell you completely. All I know is there Regarding the past, you don’t want the past, and you don’t want to know about it. But I don’t know about your present.”

"The only thing I know outside of Beijing is that you are married. The wife is very beautiful and the house is big."

When he said this, his voice was very soft, and his voice was still unpleasant. A Chang felt his heart was poked when he heard it, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

"I never thought of keeping it from you, it's just because people tracked it down a few days ago. I don't know which party killed you, and I don't dare to take you out rashly. If I return my ignorance to the past If you are unconscious, hand it over, I am afraid that something will happen to you. I don’t know who you trust in Beijing, so I haven’t contacted anyone. I want to hide first, let you take the medicine first, and wait for two people/skins Masks, we will go on the road. Of course, I have selfish intentions, I want to get along with you for a while, and see if you can change." He didn't say what the change was here. "Unfortunately, I think highly of myself. You are not the Chang of the past, and I am not the Xu Shuo of the past. Even if I buy you a few catties of candy and spend a long time with you, you will not cross that line. Wire."

He said with a self-deprecating smile, "You said I wouldn't tell you anything, so I'll tell you now, what do you want to ask? Whether it's your status in Beijing? Or something else? You ask, I know I will answer."

Hearing what he said, Ah Chang didn't show a happy expression. He turned his head and said, "Then I'll ask, when will you rest, it's getting late, and we'll talk tomorrow if you have anything to do. You have a good rest."

Bai Zirong closed his eyes, "Let's finish talking tonight, I won't be able to sleep when I wake up. You can ask whatever you want."

Ah Chang clenched his fists, he pursed his lips, and when the other party thought he would ask about power, he asked, "You said I like Xu Shuo."

His back moved a bit.

"Then you come and tell me, what's the past between me and Xu Shuo?" He lay down again and covered the quilt.

Bai Zirong was silent for a while, "Why do you ask this?"

"I'm happy." He wrapped the quilt tightly, "I want to sleep, this is my favorite bedtime story compared to those complicated things."

Bai Zirong turned his body to face the other person, "I thought you would ask something more meaningful."

"I don't understand why this is meaningless, and I don't understand how the old me sees what makes sense and what doesn't. I just know that now I really want to know."

He used these few words to express a point of view to the other party, a point of view of "I just want to hear you tell the truth, I want to know your concealment, and after knowing it, I want to let go of the only little guard and doubt in my heart".

When Bai Zirong heard what he said, he didn't tell him right away. Ah Chang waited and waited until he fell asleep and didn't hear his answer.

After five or six days at Yaolao's place, both Ah Chang and Bai Zirong seemed to have forgotten the unhappiness of that day. After the rainy night, neither of them mentioned those things anymore, and they returned to the original way of getting along.It's just that it's not clear how much sincerity is in this relationship now.

Yao Lao gave A Chang a stab and said to A Chang: "There is a temple fair today, why don't you go down the mountain to go shopping?"

Ah Chang drank the bitter-smelling concoction from the medicine bowl, and asked the person leaning against the door, "Go out?"

Bai Zirong glanced at him, and half a quarter of an hour later, the two walked slowly down the street, Ah Chang in front and Bai Zirong behind.

They wandered around the crowd twice, and Ah Chang clicked his tongue twice, "It's not very interesting." He picked a tea stand and sat down, stretched his neck and said, "It's not as good as Qiyang Mountain."

"Why, do you think Qiyang Mountain is good?" Bai Zirong took a sip of water, "Then I'll take you back."

"Although Qiyang Mountain is good, it is not as good as curing my illness." A Chang immediately changed the subject, "Aren't you still waiting for me to change houses? I will work hard to get better soon, and return to Beijing to change houses for you." Bigger."

Bai Zirong sneered: "Then you must remember to change me to a bigger house when you return to Beijing, otherwise I will make trouble."

"What are you going to do?" Ah Chang raised one eyebrow, moved his arm on the table forward, and asked Bai Zirong with great interest.

Bai Zirong moved forward with the same movement, and he said softly, "Kill your wife."

"..."

Ah Chang rubbed his nose, "Then she is really unlucky. If I ask you what kind of person she is, you don't tell me, you don't tell me about her feelings, and you are the first to mention her when you make trouble."

Bai Zirong tilted his head, and said confidently: "When I am still willing to mention her to you like this, you need to know how to be content. If one day I stop mentioning her, either she is dead or I have already decided to kill her gone."

A Chang thought about it, and said helplessly, "Then you should keep carrying her!"

Bai Zirong raised his brows when he heard the words, his smile was not as good as before.

Ah Chang who was sitting opposite pretended not to see, he picked up the tea bowl and took a sip, the upright bowl blocked his face and blocked Bai Zirong's sight.

He drank all the water, and when the bowl was put down, Bai Zirong had already looked away.It didn't take long for them to return to Yaolao's place.Going up the steps, Ah Chang noticed at first sight that the wooden door he closed when he left was broken, it must have been kicked open by someone, half of it was on the ground, and half was wide open.Half of the herb shelves in the small courtyard were down, and there were broken jars at the door.

The two of them stood outside the door with solemn faces. What kind of guests came during the time they left to make this place like this?

A Chang was thinking about it when he saw a man walking out of the house they lived in. He wore a mask and was wearing a black suit with simple flower patterns on the sleeves.The painting above is - lotus.