The Years I Was Slapped in the Face [Quick Transmigration]

Shen Su is a weirdo.

Sometimes he is unfathomable and frightening, and sometimes his brain circuit will suddenly be different from ordinary people, making people speechless.

Jiang Yue took the women's clothing, accepted the other party's feeding, and had to put on a disguise that didn't treat others so that he could feel comfortable and not toss.

When he approached, Jiang Yue was puzzled about the reason for his approach, but at the same time, he thought about the advantages of approaching him.Calculating people's hearts is the only place where he has grown in the past few years. Although it is not a good growth, it is beyond his control.

There is a problem in his heart, which is not considered healthy. He knows it well, but he doesn't think there is any problem.Sometimes he doesn't want to laugh, sometimes he doesn't want to talk, and sometimes he becomes irritable suddenly, but he can't vent these emotions, and he doesn't want to vent them. He suppresses his true emotions and puts his disguise Layer after layer.He looked at everyone from his distorted angle, and what he saw was also distorted and full of gloom. There was no unique scenery in his world, allowing him to rest quietly.

In the beginning, Shen Man's appearance was just like other people's, twisted so that he didn't feel anything special. It wasn't until the contact with the other party began that Jiang Yue felt the difference.

Jiang Yue didn't know exactly what Shen Pang looked like outside. When Shen Pang faced him, he was rarely angry.Jiang Yue was a little afraid of him at first, but when he saw him like this later on, the fear in his heart disappeared, and he only had thoughts about how to deal with a man who was too smart.

It's like playing chess with the opponent. When the opponent swallows the pieces on the chessboard, he tries hard to think about swallowing the opponent's pieces to fight back.Back and forth, some feelings became uncontrollable after a long time, and the originally distorted figure slowly returned to normal in his eyes, and it was no longer mixed with other people in a twisted and bright color.

When someone like Shen Su pampers you wholeheartedly, it is very difficult to remain unmoved.In Jiang Yue's previous life, there has never been someone like Shen Pang, and no one has treated him like Shen Pang. Whether it was childhood or when he was in the Jiang family, he had never enjoyed such care and care. Don't be afraid of doing wrong things, don't be afraid of being unruly and self-willed will make people stay away. When there is a crisis, the reflexive action of Shen Zong is to protect himself first.He was obsessed with the feelings brought by Shen Man, and gradually couldn't extricate himself from it. At the same time, he whispered to himself in his heart, maybe, he really only wanted to be nice to me.

He believed so firmly, but he hesitated to take any steps towards him, until the day of Shen Cang's birthday, after midnight, he led the man by the corner of his clothes and was taken home by him, and his empty heart was crushed by others. Filled up a piece.

Someone will be waiting for him.

Someone will look for him.

Someone will take him home.

He still has a home to go back to.

Jiang Yue followed the other party, leaned his head on Shen Su's back when he walked into the house, and tried to reach out and hug the other party's waist.On the next day, he completely accepted the Shen Man that appeared in his world, and without any hesitation, he boldly walked to the place where the flowers in his heart were blooming, and picked off the Gesang flower that symbolized happiness.From then on, in addition to his mother and younger sister Zhaoga Jiangyan, there was also a place for Shen Pang, a place that was different from the heavy and dark opposite, full of sunshine.

While he was looking for Zhao Mo, he leaned against Shen Pang. Once a person cares about another person, he will see many different things depending on the angle of concern.He held Shen Pang's arm, and seeing Xu Lin's jealousy, he frowned slightly, and the hand holding Shen Pang's arm slipped a little.

Jiang Yue raised his head to look at Shen Wei, the man raised his eyebrows at Xu Lin and said nothing.Jiang Yue took his hand off, turned around and asked Granny Lin, the old lady's answer was very simple, their relationship was ambiguous... ambiguous.

Jiang Yue sat at the dining table, his mind was full of these two words, he looked at the two people who were very well-matched opposite him, his mood was very complicated, and he didn't eat very well.There were many people on this long table, and he thought that no one would care about his small movements, so he stuffed rice grains into his mouth.

Shen Man, who was on the opposite side, had been listening to Xu Lin's speech, and Jiang Yue felt dark in his heart, and some dangerous emotions came out uncontrollably.He really wanted to stand up and put a knife on that mouth, telling Xu Lin to be quiet and not keep talking.But in this family and in the eyes of Mrs. Shen, he is the one who shouldn't make a sound when Xu Lin speaks.He was holding the bowl, and at this moment, he became very lost.

He is no match for Xu Lin.He knows it better than anyone else.

He ate with his head down, and the small plate was placed in front of him. He raised his head and looked at Shen Yan, who was opposite him. He pointed his finger at himself, signaling him to eat.Xu Lin's face at the side immediately turned cold, and he looked at Jiang Yue with unkind eyes, and a little hope appeared in Jiang Yue's heart.

When Xu Lin talked to him like this, he still found that he didn't eat, that is to say, he kept paying attention to himself.

Jiang Yue said to himself repeatedly in his heart, but the chopsticks didn't touch the dishes given by Shen Long after all.

The dinner ended when he couldn't eat, and Shen Man told him to go to the greenhouse after eating.The man knew that he liked to lie on the grass and watch the stars, so he prepared this place for himself. Although Jiang Yue didn't come here very often, he liked the environment here very much.

He sat on the ground, raised his head and looked at Shen Jian, waiting for what the other party would say next.

After a long pause, he opened his mouth: "I have something to tell you." He squatted down, "There is something I don't want to hide from you, I think I should tell you the truth, when I approached you, I just wanted to I want to borrow your anger from Xu Lin."

What is he saying?

Jiang Yue looked at the other person's face, and the place in his heart that had been filled in sank again, and his expression was temporarily blank for two seconds.

"But it's gone soon. At first, I approached with ulterior motives, but after checking it later, I felt a little sympathetic to you."

Jiang Yue came back to his senses and nodded, no wonder, he was bitten by mosquitoes in the summer and Shen Pang would give him this greenhouse, but Shen Pang didn't bother him when he was walking in the snow, probably for this reason.

Jiang Yue felt instantly annoyed, as if a secret had been forcibly discovered, and sympathy in the eyes of others was the emotion he despised the most.

For a moment, he wanted to slap Shen Pang, telling him that it was meaningless to sympathize with him.

"I thought it would be okay to be nice to you, and then I really started to be nice to you." Shen Tong stretched out his hand and stroked Jiang Yue's hair, "It's no longer because of Xu Lin, it's no longer because of pity, it's just in daily life. There is a deeper relationship in getting along. Just like you are with me, Jiang Yue, we are all testing each other, and after a little closer, we choose to accept that the other party likes the other party. I admit that the motive at the beginning was that I was impure and that I was wrong. During this period of time, I have thought about telling you, but Jiang Yue..." Shen Su moved his face closer to him, "I think you will understand you after watching it for a long time, I don't mind confessing to you, I am also willing to accept your anger and punishment, but you will not do this. After listening to my words, you will not think about the second half of my words. You will only remember the reason why I am close to you, and will not be close to you. I."

"You will not choose to lose your temper with me, just like I want to tell you that no matter how I uncover your disguise, you can show your disguise in front of me and you will not be the same. Your defense is too high, I don’t want to be kicked out after finally getting in.”

"...Then why are you saying it now?"

"Because deception, no matter how gorgeously it is disguised, cannot escape the essence of deceit. No matter how much you say, hiding something is hiding something."

Jiang Yue heard that he was not looking at Shen Yan's face, but lowered his voice: "I understand, you want to tell me that even if you have ulterior motives in the early stage, you really care about it afterwards? Tell me again, you could have Don't tell me, so that we will remain the same, and you still told me in order to show your sincerity and not want to deceive me."

Shen Su didn't speak.

Jiang Yue stood up and walked out. When he was close to the door, he turned his head to the man behind him and said, "Sir, you actually think so. You are afraid that I will find out about it. If you don't tell me, I will I found out, I won’t listen to what you say at that time. For this reason, you will choose to be honest when I see something wrong with Xu Lin. If I’m not wrong, if you have full confidence, you think I won’t find out , you would not choose to tell me, but just pretend that you have never found out about this matter."

"You look at me, and I keep looking at you." Jiang Yue turned his head, "But your actions also show that you really care about me. Although, it makes me feel very unhappy."

After he finished speaking, he opened the door and left.

What is it like?

What is love?

Jiang Yue lay on the bed.

Mother likes father, but what?

He fell in love with Shen Su, but what?

It all starts with deception, what will the final ending be like?

Can he really get along with Shen Cang without any grievances?

—Impossible, he cared terribly.

Shen Man's words were like a hand pushing him back to the high wall, easily disintegrating the confidence he had built up with great difficulty.What good can there be in a relationship that begins with a deception, what good can there be in liking someone like a mother?The period of deterioration of the relationship is very short. No matter how much Jiang's father likes Jiang Heng, didn't their mother cheat in marriage?

Think about it carefully, a person like Shen Pang will have many temptations around him. Even if he is really likely to be with Shen Pang, there is no guarantee that Shen Pang will not change his mind in the future. He does not have much charm, and he dare not Believe that you can hold a person's heart for a long time.After a long time, the relationship will be consumed by daily life, the passion at the beginning will become boring, and in the end holding hands will fail.

Forget it...let's forget it now...

As if everything had never happened, it would be fine to get rid of your feelings for Shen Pang as usual.

Jiang Yue clenched the quilt tightly in his hands, and repeatedly told himself forget it, but in the end he finally raised his head with a curse.

Forget it!

He just doesn't want to forget it!

What is Xu Lin?What is the next crisis?

Forget it?

Count it!

Why doesn't he fight?

Since he likes each other, he won't let go.

Xu Lin is not with Shen Su yet, why did he back off?He didn't believe it, he couldn't beat Xu Lin, whoever wins and who loses, everyone depends on their own abilities, it's not his style to let go without trying hard.

Does he care about Shen Su's deception? ——Care, but compared to the anger of being deceived, he is more unwilling to accept being deceived and let those two people be together.Whether it's out of pettiness or love, he doesn't allow Shen Man to be with other people.

You want to use me as a springboard, but I just want you to never be able to jump again.

If you dare to use me, you must dare to bear me.

Jiang Yue was very angry, but for the first time in his life, he was willing to try to catch something other than moths.

The originally very rational person became calmer after tonight. At that time, Jiang Yue also knew that Shen Man's liking for him at that time was not love, but fortunately, Jiang Yue was patient and could turn that concern into love.

In fact, Shen Pang didn't like Xu Lin very much, and his battles were fought very quickly and quickly.Jiang Yue hummed a song and removed Xu Lin from Shen Cang's world. Following his deliberate actions during the holidays, Shen Can clearly realized what his feelings for him were.He and his junior were blocked in the hotel. When Shen Yan came in, his face was so dark that he couldn't see, so he deliberately did him in front of the junior. He covered the girl's eyes and made a noise.

The two of them smashed through the paper window after that day, and Jiang Yue didn't go to school after that. Shen Wei thought he was embarrassed to face the people before, afraid that the girl who said that day would tell him that he would be pinned to the bed/ The one who went to school cried and yelled, and wanted to transfer him to another school, but he didn't agree.Shen Pang didn't expect him to do anything in the future. If he didn't want Shen Pang, he wouldn't force it. Jiang Yue stopped going to school from that day on, and began to concentrate on looking for clues about Zhao Mo.

He searched for a long time until he found a woman named Cheng Han. She was a survivor of the Zhao'e murder case like him. There were 17 cases of Zhao'e's public cases, and 14 cases were privately unknown. Jiang Yue Family matters are hidden for fear of affecting public opinion, and so is Cheng Han.

He found this woman with ups and downs through a lot of hard work, and the woman hadn't spoken to her since encountering Zhao Mo.He went to her once in three or four days. At first, the woman just looked at the window and ignored him, and he didn't speak. Every time, he brought food to the woman, and then stayed with her in a daze, and left after an hour.About half a month later, Jiang Yue opened his mouth.

"Sometimes it's nice to feel crazy."

The woman didn't speak, and still kept her original movements.

"Crazy people think differently from ordinary people, so maybe they won't feel depressed." He holds an apple in his hand. "It's always painful to be awake sometimes. Depression, anger, and everything around you feel annoying in your eyes. Sometimes When I hear the sound, I feel so noisy that I want to scream, and sometimes when there is no sound, I feel lonely and crazy."

"But I don't want to be crazy and I don't want to forget. There are always people who want to remember the pain of the dead, and there are always people who want their pain too. Escape can't accomplish anything."

The woman still didn't move, Jiang Yue got up, "I don't really know what you know, I just came to try my luck, I have disturbed you for so many days, I won't come again in the future."

After he finished speaking, he walked towards the door. The woman behind him moved and opened his mouth: "Then what do you think you can achieve by yourself? Can you find them and report to the police? You want justice to be completely suppressed/ Kill these lunatics. Can you find them?"

"Report/police?" Jiang Yue tilted his head and turned around, "Why do you think so? I don't need justice to punish these lunatics, I just want to hurt them severely. Am I not alone? The question you should care about, the question you should care about is how I will hurt them."

The woman slowly closed her eyes after hearing what he said.

"Take me one."