The Years I Was Slapped in the Face [Quick Transmigration]

After that day, no matter how hard the wind blew, Mr. Shen couldn't be blown away. His feet seemed to have taken root in the ground, and they were firmly planted in the ground, getting deeper and deeper until the clean roots touched the ground. When it touched Jiang Yue's heart, it slowly wrapped around the beating heart.

Mild, some itching.

Day by day, Jiang felt more and more annoying as time went by.

Really annoying.

On the surface, the person who looks cold and unapproachable has a different appearance in front of him.The awkward way of caring, simply and straightforwardly expressing what he wants to do, knowing that there are some problems is good, but this caring and caring still makes him irresistible and wants to accept it.No one would dislike someone who treats them well, especially someone like Jiang Yue who was not perfect in the past.For this kindness, he longed for it, but also feared it. He wanted to accept it, but he was afraid of accepting it.

Shen Su is like a beautiful and clean Gesang flower, growing in his world full of weeds with a symbol of beauty, it looks so fresh and different.

Standing not far away, Jiang Yue saw a seed fall and produce flowers, and the weeds under his feet gradually disappeared with the care of the other party. Apart from him, only the flower remained in the originally gloomy world, without the weeds and cold wind everywhere. He can't blow his heart.

I don't know when the cloudy sky will clear up, and the caring and gentle daily life has paved a path to where the flowers are.Jiang Yue stood where he was, not knowing whether he should move forward, raised his foot and put it down again, but never dared to take a step.

Let go of all vigilance and end up the same as your mother?

Will Shen Su change in the future?

Will he abandon him too?

Will he hurt him too?

Can he withstand Shen Su's injury?

He asked himself in his heart, while struggling, he began to back away, and he still didn't dare to take that step.It wasn't until the day of Shen Tang's birthday that the back footsteps stopped, and he mustered up the courage to take the first step and walked towards the other party.

Shen Su's birthday was on November 11th, and his mother died on November 8th.

Jiang Yue didn't like it these days, very much.I don't like this cold season, I don't like the snow floating outside the window, I don't like sleeping well at this time of the year, I don't like the woman who keeps walking outside in the snow in her dreams, and refuses to open the door when she's half dead from the cold .

November is his least favorite month.

It was his most painful month.

It has always been in previous lives.

But...this year is different.

This month is not so unbearable.

He stretched out his hand to look at the small gift prepared in his palm, and pushed open the door.

The Shen family is also very quiet today, Shen Ting likes to be quiet, even if it's a birthday, he doesn't like a noisy environment, so there is no birthday atmosphere in this house, just as usual.

Shen Wei left early today, and Jiang Yue didn't see him in the morning, and he didn't know when he would come back.He sat on the sofa and kept looking at the door waiting for Shen Long, tossing and turning the gift he had prepared in his hands.

Sometimes time passes very slowly, and sometimes it passes quickly. Because of people's hearts and busy schedules, everyone's time passes differently.

In the past, in Jiang Yue's eyes, time passed quickly, but for some reason today, he suddenly felt that time passed very slowly, even 5 minutes was so difficult.He nestled on the sofa, waiting from day to night, until it was an hour and a half to twelve o'clock, he suddenly felt that the time passed quickly, the day was coming to an end, and there was no time to do anything. It is no longer enough.

The gift box in his hand became a little bit heavier, and he later realized that Shen Zong was happy and quiet, but it shouldn't be so quiet on his birthday. The Shen family is indeed very quiet, but outside the Shen family Maybe not so quiet.It's just that he's quiet here.

He was forgotten, and Shen Man didn't need his blessings or gifts, so there was no place for Jiang Yue on his birthday.When Jiang Yue got up to drink water, he saw the picture on Granny Lin's phone. It looked very lively there, very lively, completely different from the quietness on his side, and the atmosphere looked particularly good.

The house there was very big and there were so many people that it might not be able to accommodate him, and the big one seemed a bit empty to him.

Also.

Jiang Yue withdrew his gaze, his eyes were calm and devoid of other emotions.

He is not a special person, nor is he an important person. Even without him, it is normal. The most important thing for a person is to see himself clearly. This is something he has always done well in the past.

He nodded, raised the corners of his mouth, picked up the small gift, got up and went out for a stroll, and took a car from Shen's house to the community where he and his mother used to live.

The old community has no one living in it due to relocation in recent years.He walked slowly around with his arms folded, and scenes of the past appeared in front of him.In the dim picture, the past in memory seemed to be covered with a layer of veil, vaguely passing by before his eyes, leaving a bit of sadness.

Jiang Yue stopped in his tracks and threw the gifts in his hand into those dark houses. — just like he never prepared, just like he never knew, pretending is what he does best, no difficulty.

It's just a birthday, don't care about it.

He came to a nearby small park, touched the rusty slide, and climbed up slowly in the dead of night, reluctantly sitting there.

There are no stars in the night sky tonight, and it is so dark that it makes people feel gloomy.He sat with his legs crossed for a long time, the tip of his nose turned red from the cold, and he didn't leave until Shen Pang found him.

"In the middle of the night, what are you doing sitting here?" The man smelled of alcohol, and he didn't know how to find him. His footsteps were a little slow, and it seemed that he had drunk too much.

Jiang Yue raised his head and asked inappropriately: "Have you ever played this, sir?" He sat at the entrance of the slide, exhaling white air with his mouth open, "I guess you don't, and neither do I." His hand ran down the cold slide Touched the handrail, "I couldn't play when I was young, but when I grow up, I can play and I don't have the thoughts of the past. The slide is too small to accommodate me."

Shen Su walked over to him, "What's wrong with you?"

Jiang Yue looked at him for a while, "Sir."

"Ah."

"You don't actually like me very much, do you?" He said calmly, "You say you are nice to me, but your kindness never asks me what I need, and you don't care what I think, you just Giving me what you think is good is like completing a task. Sir, if a person wants to be nice to another person, he will not do it like this."

Shen Yan blinked his eyes, as if he was thinking about what he was talking about. He drank too much, and his whole person was very different from usual, with a bit of naivety, and the coldness between his eyebrows and eyes was much less.

Jiang Yue took a deep breath, even though he didn't want to say it, he still talked about it, as if he was telling Shen Pang, but also telling himself that he would not be addicted anymore, and those who had no way out could not accept it.

"Sir, do you know my birthday? Do you know my class? Do you know my best friend? Do you know my favorite person? Do you know my past? Do you know what I like and hate? - Look, you can’t tell, we’ve been together for almost a year, everyone thinks that Mr. is very nice to me and cares about me, but it’s not, if you really care about me, you won’t I don’t know anything about me.” He smiled when he said this: “However, I don’t know Mr.’s birthday, and I don’t know everything about him, so I have no right to accuse him.”

"I'm not smart enough and I can't figure out why my husband is so nice to me all of a sudden, but I always feel that it's not for no reason. Maybe this kindness is just on your whim, and your initial performance was not sympathy or liking to be close, I really can't figure it out. Of course, all of this may just be my wild imagination, but we are not people in the same world after all, so let's keep the distance away, and don't get any closer."

"Mr. is like a dream to me. Beauty is beauty, and liking is liking. But when I wake up from the dream, the gap between reality and fantasy is unbearable. I don't think I can adjust my mentality quickly. come over."

Shen Su listened to him all the time, and waited quietly for him to finish before opening his mouth and said, "My birthday is November 11." As soon as he spoke, the smell of alcohol came out of his mouth, "Your birthday is December 8."

"And then?" He tilted his head and asked Shen Pang.

Shen Wei felt that he had answered Jiang Yue's question just now, and people with a little confusion were not very happy to see Jiang Yue's reaction, "I bought you a gift."

Jiang Yue's heart beat twice, "Well, but I didn't buy you a present."

Shen Yan wrinkled his nose and said, "I know, so I plan to hide your gift for two days before giving it to you." He coughed: "I know you have no money, and I know that Jiang Zhun tricked your mother Afterwards, I married Jiang Heng and their mother, and she didn’t even give you a penny after she died, so I don’t dislike you if you don’t give me a gift. After all, you are poor and stingy. ——Really, I just plan to give you I hid my gift for two days, because you don't remember my birthday at all, but I don't care at all, I just hid my gift for two days, and I don't care at all." He said in a confused manner.

"You drank too much, sir." Jiang Yue interrupted him, no longer wanting to listen to him, every time Shen Yan spoke, he would sway and start to resist.

Shen Su didn't listen to what he said and continued: "You like pink clothes, and I don't dislike you at all."

"I do not like."

"I also bought you a complete set, and the store also gave false eyelashes as a gift."

"I said I didn't like it."

"I don't even think you are ashamed, you still have so many things to do." Shen Yan faced him face to face, and began to scold him: "I'll do the math with you, I know your class, I know your friends, but those are all related to you. Why should I care about people who have nothing to do with us?——You said that I don’t know what you like or don’t like, and you said that the kindness I treat you is not what you want, then do you know that you are so Be careful, you never express whether you like it or not, I don't know what you like at all, I can only give you what I can think of."

"You are hungry in the middle of the night, and you will definitely not have the confidence to find someone to cook for you. I am afraid that you will be so hungry that I will ask someone to prepare more. It turns out that you are fine..." Shen Yan stretched out his hand and drew on the palm of his hand, very dissatisfied. : "Still writing something in the notebook to let the wind blow me away."

"Turn through my things!" Jiang Yue blushed instantly.

"Yeah!" Shen Wei stretched out his hand and patted Jiang Yue's face, the face under the palm was cold, which made his brain a little clear, and he thought in a trance that he just used it without feeling at first.Then it changed, from sympathy to caring.Similar to Xu Lin's status, but much more unfortunate than Xu Lin, Mingming is so young but too cautious, dare not want anything, and doesn't look too much, this is the first time I have met such a young man Shen Wei.A moment of curiosity made him check it out, and the content he found was just a little pitiful at the time, so he thought that he could treat him better occasionally and give him more things.

Jiang Yue has very few things, but he has a lot. The one or two he picks out at will are the highlights of Jiang Yue's poor life, and he has nothing to lose.

He took care of him, watched him all the time, and he really fell in love with him, and it was no longer just looking at his honest satisfaction, nor his pitiful sympathy.That's when I really started to care, and really put it in my heart.

Jiang Yue is very honest, honest will not take the initiative to approach deliberately please.

Jiang Yue is also very good at getting into people's psychology, relying on words, occasional approaching and small movements are so obvious that he cares about attachment, but he won't show it too hotly to you, for fear of becoming your distress, he won't Getting too close to you will only let you let go of your defenses and accept his existence.

"Going back." His brain was somewhat cleared by the cold wind, "Don't always look at things from your point of view. Your point of view is different from others, and the conclusions you draw are also different from what others think. Moreover, Compared with me, you are the one who doesn't care about me." He paused here, "But you are still young, I don't care about you like you. And my birthday time you Maybe I don't like it very much, so I don't need you to help me." He didn't say the reason why Jiang Yue didn't like it these days, but just told Jiang Yue what he wanted to express.

"You said I don't ask you, so I'll ask you now. What do you like? Do you like slides? If you like it, we can buy a bigger one and keep it at home. You can play whenever you want. It can't be accommodated." The situation will not exist." Shen Suo stretched out his hand to Jiang Yue, "Be obedient, it's too cold, go home."

Jiang Yue's hand holding his leg loosened, and the high wall in his heart gradually disintegrated with the words of the other party, and finally collapsed at the moment when Shen Su stretched out his hand.

He stretched out his hand, and instead of putting his hand in Shen's hand, he grabbed Shen's sleeve.

"gentlemen."

"Ok?"

"When you celebrate your birthday next year, I will definitely give Mr. a present."

"Really?"

"Well, sir, please give me my birthday present at that time, don't be two days late, I want to see what the present sir gave me."

"it is good."

"gentlemen."

"Ok?"

"Didn't Mr. ask me what I like?"

"what do you like."

"I like sir."

"I like Mr. best."