The Years I Was Slapped in the Face [Quick Transmigration]

It was a summer afternoon that really decided what to do in the future.

Sitting opposite him, Shen Su suddenly said something that Jiang Yue couldn't remember no matter how much he thought about it later.

After that, the two were silent for a long time. After dark, Jiang Yue dived into the water and came up while suffocating, and then decided on this matter.

He also told himself after deciding to experience their past for the last time in the next life, and then leave.

For this reason, I divided my soul into two; one who didn’t know anything, felt wholeheartedly with the past self; the other watched them get along soberly, bearing all the pain of petrification, and woke up when the time came own self.

He divided himself into two, knowing everything, he looked at him who had no memory and became relaxed, silently counted down for himself, woke him up when he was about to leave this life, and bid farewell to Shen Wei.

Final farewell.

Of course, his stay will not be very long.His time has been shortening, and he doesn't know how long he will be able to stay with Shen Mang in virtual reality for the rest of his life.

And after all, he thinks highly of himself, years of persistence is not just a word of giving up, which can be taken lightly.

It's just that Jiang Yue thought about it, and giving up seemed to be their best ending.In this way, Shen Su won't be tired, and when he closes his eyes, he won't know anything.For two people, that's fine.

If he changed Shen Su's ending this time, he would definitely leave first, and Shen Su would definitely be sad again.

Waiting for this kind of thing is too hard, he thought, let it be left to him, Shen Yan has been tired for a long time, and he should take a good rest.

He also faintly realized in his heart that even if he changed Shen Su's death at that time, Shen Su would disappear in the future and leave slowly.It's just that in the past, he was not willing to admit this problem, and only wanted to hold on for a while. In fact, in his heart, he just wanted to get in touch for a while longer.

He is always reluctant to let go, even if he is parting every time, but he is also nostalgic and unwilling to give up the time when the two of them will be together.But he also knows in his heart that a dream is a dream, and he will wake up eventually...

……

A drop of water dripped from above and landed on Jiang Yue's face.

He opened his eyes again, and the time returned to before Shen Cang's death.

In the past, I would rush over every time, but I couldn't catch the opponent, and I watched him quietly in the dark, watching his actions this time.

Jiang Yue got up calmly, and every time he took a step forward, his mood was repeated.

Do you really want to catch the other party?

Really don't try it?

Did his persistence really disappear in the last episode?

As he thought about it, he moved his hand, raised his head and looked up, stretched out his hand uncontrollably when the black shadow fell, and finally held him.

— deceitful.

How could it be no longer persistent.

How could this scene not be his persistence.

Really don't catch each other?

Can't do it?

The white hand was held by the wheat-colored hand, Shen Yan raised his head, cool tears fell on his face, and above it was a crying ugly face.

Shen Yan smiled and shook his head at him.He didn't hold his hand back.

Jiang Yue's hand was strong, he grabbed Shen Pang's collar, pulled him up, then kissed Shen Pang's lips lightly, and then let go...

Shen Teng fell down, his face was facing the man in front of the window, he smiled carelessly at him, and finally moved his mouth and said a word.

"You look really ugly when you cry, so don't cry."

"I'll find you."

As soon as the words fell, the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground followed.

Jiang Yue slumped weakly by the window. He leaned against the glass and thought for a long time before he thought of these words. When he couldn't make up his mind at that time, Shen Cang said to himself.

"I'll go back and find you."

"so."

"let it go."

I don't know when the other party remembered it. The sentence of looking for you was obviously a comforting joke, but Jiang Yue cried badly because of this sentence, and he wanted to take it seriously.

—Will you come to me?

—Where are we going after we find me?

——How far can I go with you?

Jiang Yue left the room, his body petrified more than before.He came to the room where Shen Su lived, walked over the quilt with his palm, and finally closed the door and window in that room.

He left Shen Su's room and came to Shang Ying's door. Shang Ying was sleeping in the house. He glanced at Shang Ying, took out the letter he had written before, and put it in Shang Ying's hand.

Jiang Yue didn't know the reason why Shang Ying treated Jiang Yue so well until he came back five times.But he had no way to give Shang Ying any response.

In his sleep, Shang Ying felt someone passing by. He seemed to have returned to a long time ago, and turned back to the person who wrote countless letters and practiced many times, but he couldn't speak those words.

Holding his box, he peeked at the figure in the yard who never looked back.

The branches ahead have undergone a long change from green leaves in summer to snow in winter.

He watched it year after year, but that person never looked back, nor called his name.

He waited for a long time, and when he felt that the other party would not bark again, when he was drowsy, suddenly the person in front of him moved, opened his mouth, and whispered—"Li Sheng."

"Look, the branches are sprouting."

"Is spring coming?"

Shang Ying looked up, and Li Sheng untied his heart knot for many years. He showed a silly smile that didn't belong to Shang Ying, and finally waited for those words.

he thinks.

He does remember his name.

He thought that if the winter snow melted, Jiang Yue would not feel cold anymore.

When spring finally comes, Jiang Yue will get better.

Thinking of this, he felt relieved, closed his eyes, and fell asleep peacefully.

Jiang Yue left Shang Ying's room, and he came under the mother tree, where Shang Ling was guarding the mother tree with his back turned to him.

Did this smart man plot him out? Jiang Yue was defeated by Shang Ling, but was he really only defeated by Shang Ling?

It wasn't until today that he was in the mood to think of Luo Ye, and wanted the smiling face of Luo Ye after he and himself were arrested.

It was a sigh of relief, but there was guilt in his eyes.

What is he guilty of?

What did Luo Ye plot against him?

Didn't Luo Ye want Mo Shi?

Jiang Yue was keenly aware of the problem.

Back then Yang Ge said to take Ruo Ye away and hide Ruo Ye, so what about Yang Ge?Why can Luo Ye appear in the later stage?Where did Yang Ge go?

What is the reason why Luo Ye was paranoid about finding him in the later stage?

If it was because of Mo Shi, then why not keep a low profile, as if afraid that others would not know about him and him.

What is his reason for doing this?

Jiang Yue thought for a while, then suddenly smiled.

In the end, in a calculation, he was the only one who was really calculated.

Shang Ling plotted against him, successfully lured Xu Huansi and Ruoye, and even protected the gem.

Yang Ge also plotted against him, and successfully plotted against Shang Ling and Xu Huansi.

Among them, Yang Ge was the smartest one. He kept his Luo Ye. Although he died here for Luo Ye, his goal was achieved.

In the end, he was just a pawn being manipulated in this calculation.

Jiang Yue waved his hand when Shang Ling looked at it dangerously. He put his hand on his chest, slowly stretched it in, took out the gemstone there, wiped off the blood on it, and put it back on the tree .

Shang Ling's eyes widened from the side. After the end stone on the tree returned to its original position, the illusion of the original stone was shattered, the size of the mother tree returned to its original size, and the light on the tree was much brighter than before.

Jiang Yue took a step back and stared at the mother tree in front of him.

In this way, will there be no more bad fruits?

In this way, will there be no more people like them?

In this way, people born in the later period will not be affected by him and Shen Wei and become unfortunate.

He was the one who should have died a long time ago, and now that he died, everything would be fine.

He won't be tired, and neither will Shen Su.

Jiang Yue tilted his head, and the faces of the figures on the tree looked better than before, but Jiang Yue didn't know if he could recover completely.

He covered the black hole that appeared on his chest, ignored Shang Ling's questioning, and came to the gate of the forest step by step.

The mother tree stretched out long vines when he left, as if a mother was holding back her child.It's a pity that the child she retained didn't look back, he left and went to the next place where he could rest.

The heart of the mother tree was returned, and all the strength returned.When Jiang Yue turned around, countless golden fragments floated between the branches and slowly gathered together.

Shang Ling blinked, watching those golden fragments and silently took a step back.

The forest gate outside the main city is completely different from the past now, there is nothing but yellow sand here, and the former vitality has been replaced by a new picture.

There is no grass growing here, only a dead tree guarding the forest gate, it seems that it is still stubbornly leaving the dead body, waiting for the return of the people back then.

When Jiang Yue came here, he leaned against the tree and stroked the tree with his hand.From lush to dead, this tree has witnessed the best and worst of Mormon, and the original residence has now become a grave of death.There is no end to the desert, there are only bodies that are about to be buried.

Jiang Yue thought about lying here, listening to the howling wind and the rolling fine sand. Maybe it was lonely, but it was also the best place to go.

He patted his old friend, and walked deep into the forest gate alone.

After so many years of ups and downs with time, I finally let go of the uselessness of repeating and returning to the past, and chose this path.

There won't be a long time without Shen Su.

There is not a long time to be silent.

However, he never regretted it.

Until now, Jiang Yue feels that the luckiest thing in his life is probably to like Shen Pang.

He smiled, every footprint left in the desert is a memory of the past, the sand on the soles of the feet is the trace of nostalgia, the voice of the past is still so loud in the howling wind, with a long-lasting feeling warmth.

There is a picture he likes on the sandy sea in the distance.

"what's your name?"

The man was holding a lantern to show him the way in Yuanbei.

Jiang Yue raised his head when he was a teenager, and spoke clearly: "Ziqi, Jiang Ziqi. What about you?"

What's your name again?

Jiang Yue coughed, and his feet got heavier and heavier as he walked. He dragged his heavy steps, only wanting to go to the place where Shen Yan came to find him.He walked forward slowly, the sky was getting darker, stiff stones replaced soft limbs, he didn't know if he could go further, but he just didn't want to stop.

but……

so tired……

He gradually closed his eyes. When he fell down, someone caught his body, and a familiar back appeared in front of him. He was supported by someone, and he carried it steadily. The tip of his nose was full of the elegant fragrance of memories. .

Jiang Yue raised his head in confusion, thinking, he really came to look for him.

It came so fast.

but.

Did it come from him, or was it a hallucination before his death?

Jiang Yue barely opened his eyes, his gray pupils couldn't see the opponent's figure in the dark, he reached out and grabbed the opponent's clothes, held them tightly, smelled the familiar breath, and relaxed his body.

He couldn't figure out why the other party would appear, but he was full of joy for his appearance.

"You came to see me." He stretched out his hand to touch Shen Su's face.

With his back on his back, Shen Teng hummed lightly.

Jiang Yue hugged his neck and whispered: "I wanted to go to the place where you came to find me and wait for you, to see if I could wait for you."

Shen Su patted his leg as if coaxing a child, and his voice was soft as if he was afraid to startle him.

"You don't need to wait, it's too hard to wait, we won't wait for anyone this time, we will go wherever we go together."

Hearing what he said, Jiang Yue buried his head in his neck, warm liquid flowed down Shen Su's neck, and he agreed in a strong nasal voice.

"What's wrong? Does it hurt if your body is too hard? I'm afraid you won't be able to move?" Shen Su walked slowly in the night with him on his back, "Don't worry, it doesn't matter if you can't walk, I'm just like this Carrying your back, I will accompany you wherever you want to go."

Jiang Yue pressed against his back with eyes closed, listened to the sound of his chest beating, and asked him softly: "I don't know where to go, you decide. Think about it... If we could be together in the past, would you Where do you want to take me?"

If we could be together in the past, where would we go?

Shen Su raised his head, looked at the dead trees in the distance and thought about it for a moment, then continued walking and found the place he wanted to go.

His steps were very steady, but with every step he took, the person on his body became lighter. Obviously, his petrified body should be heavy, but Jiang Yue was as light as a feather, without any weight at first.

He took a breath, lowered his eyes, a tear flowed from his eyes, he hugged Jiang Yue's body tightly, and carried Jiang Yue to the depths of the desert, the figures of the two slowly disappeared into the sand sea.

As for where it will appear again, that is a question that no one knows.

Spring and autumn come, time flies.

The fruit on the white tree is much redder than its original color.

The letter addressed to Li Sheng was also placed in the drawer.

Autumn leaves fluttered in the wind and drifted into the open doors and windows.

Shen Yan sat on the steps leaning against the doorpost and fell asleep for a while, until an autumn leaf fell on his face, and he slowly woke up.

The weather has been getting colder and colder recently. Although the autumn wind is not as biting as winter, it is still chilling and makes people shiver.And as he got older, he didn't like blowing hair anymore.

He looked at the fallen leaves all over the yard and thought about cleaning, but he was too lazy to move, and finally returned to the room with his hands on his stomach, wanting to eat something, but he didn't know what to eat alone. Fragrant.

Before he came to the kitchen, he stared at the refrigerator for a long time in a daze, then slowly took out the ingredients from the refrigerator, made a simple meal for himself, then put on a pair of bowls and chopsticks, and started looking at the bowls and chopsticks. Chopsticks in a daze.Wait until the food is cold before moving chopsticks.

His fingers are not very flexible, as if they were frozen stiff, and the movements of holding the bowls and chopsticks are as slow as those of an old man in his 80s and [-]s. He has a young face, but he always looks like he is struggling to do anything.

Shen Su took a bite of the dish, but he really couldn't taste it, and he didn't know if it was because he forgot to put salt, or because of other reasons, in short, the food in his mouth was really not delicious.

The room was quiet, except for the sound of his chopsticks colliding, there was nothing else.And the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding was still a habit he changed because he disliked being too quiet.

In the past, Shen Man didn't like making noise while eating.

Now Shen Teng always feels that life is not noisy enough.

He was not used to the silence at the moment.

He wanted some voice, some voice that could say anything.

"You didn't bring me bowls and chopsticks."

When he was thinking this way, the voice of complaining sounded behind him, and the heavy footsteps were the host's very unhappy mood.

The man in the toga walked past him to open the lid of the pot, and rolled his eyes at the empty pot inside, "You didn't bring me food, what do you think of me now? I was the one who turned into a stone man at that time You were startled, and you started to take revenge on me, didn't you?"

Shen Su was taken aback by his accusation, and he said cautiously: "I forgot." That expression seemed to be afraid that Jiang Yue would be angry, and then disappeared.

Jiang Yue couldn't bear to say anything when he saw him like this, he sighed: "You seem to be used to forgetting me often, and you don't leave me a place in this family." He sat in front of him, took the bowls and chopsticks in his hand to eat I took a bite of rice.

When he said this, Shen Wei thought about why he didn't reserve a place for him in this family, and his head started to hurt when he thought about it, and finally he just said: "I always forget easily, I should give you a share." He He paused at this point, "I also always forget whether I took you past Senmen that year. When I think about it, I feel a headache and don't want to think about it."

Jiang Yue put down the bowls and chopsticks after hearing him say this, and Shen Tong began to fall into deep thought. Jiang Yue watched him quietly and did not disturb him to think.In the end, he just followed behind Shen Cang silently. When Shen Cang washed the dishes, he went to break the dishes. When Shen Cang watched TV, he sat in front of the TV, as if he wanted to make Shen Cang angry, but Shen Cang didn't say anything. temper.

It was only then that Jiang Yue remembered that Shen Pang actually seldom loses his temper with himself.

At night, Shen Man was lying on the quilt, and Jiang Yue was lying beside him. He didn't cover the quilt, but just lay there facing him, staring at Shen Man who was too quiet with resentment.

Shen Su closed his eyes, opened them after a while, and suddenly called out: "Jiang Yue?"

"Ok?"

"are you there?"

"Ah."

"Are you angry? Because of my current attitude?" He hesitated listening to Jiang Yue's voice, and said what was in his heart: "I saw you before and after you left, and you also talked to me like this, And tell me, I can't wait for you... I really can't tell now, are you the same as you were then, did I take you away outside the Senmen?"

Jiang Yue's heart was full of sadness, he understood what he meant and why he became so trembling.

He stretched out his hand to hold Shen Yan's hand, and said softly: "I'm here, it doesn't matter if you don't remember, let me tell you, you took me away from Senmen that year, and you took me back to Yuanbei. In [-], my petrified state got better, but you started to dream all the time. I rearranged your yard and we lived here, but everything in the yard was gone, and the wheat field outside the yard was gone. Come on After I got here, I started to squat in the wind like you did before, and began to wait for the outside wind to blow in, to see what would come. I picked up for seven years, only to pick up not many seeds, and did not plant There was such a large wheat field back then, but it failed to produce wheat.”

As he spoke, he approached Shen Yan, "Sir."

"Ok?"

"I'm here."

"I'm not dead, and you're not alone."

Hearing this, Shen Yan was silent for a long time before reaching out and carefully touching Jiang Yue's face.

I don't know when, they experienced more hallucinations, and he began to be unable to distinguish between hallucinations and reality.Afraid of losing, I began to worry about whether I was trapped by hallucinations and lost.

He didn't know if the Jiang Yue in front of him was his hallucination, and he didn't know where the Jiang Yue he carried back was now, and whether he had closed his eyes during the journey that year.But he was blinded by the illusion, leaving him alone lying on the ground, only talking with the hallucinations.

He started to be confused, and everything that happened back then left seeds of doubt in his heart, which increased because of fear.In the end, he even began to doubt whether he was alive now?

Is he already dead?

Is the current self just another Jiang Yue's dream after losing?

Or is Jiang Yue now a dream after he lost it?

He is really a little crazy, he cherishes it too much, so he is always afraid of losing it.

He looked straight at Jiang Yue, Jiang Yue looked at him for a while, took his hand and took a bite.

"Does it hurt?" He bit it and rubbed it.

"It hurts." Shen Yan nodded obediently.

Jiang Yue said to him: "Then you should remember this pain, and also remember the person who caused you pain, he will always be by your side."

Jiang Yue thought for a while and wanted to add: "It's really impossible, I will bite you every day in the future."

Shen Su blinked, lay down again, and put the bitten hand into the other.

"...Why can't you just kiss me every day?" He made an aggrieved voice.

"Have you cooked for me? What kind of kiss do you want?" Jiang Yue rolled his eyes, "Remember to cook for two in the future."

"If you don't take me when you talk in the future, I will beat you."

"The TV is only allowed to watch what I want to watch."

"You have to clean up the leaves in the yard."

"I'm busy farming every day."

"Did you hear that?"

he asked him beside him.

"I heard."

Shen Tang answered Jiang Yue, and relaxed in the conversation again and again. He quickly fell asleep, and when he woke up the next day, the meal in the kitchen was ready.

He stood at the door in a daze, and there were two bowls and chopsticks on the dining table in front of him. The person he liked turned around and smiled at him in the morning sun.

"I thought and thought, I'm afraid that if you don't bring me food, I'll cook for you in the future." He took off his apron while saying hello to Shen Pang.

"Good morning, my sir."

Shen Su was stunned for a long time, and finally gradually felt the warmth of the sun, and the blood in his body began to flow.

The chopsticks on the table were quietly placed, and the heart hanging in the air was stabilized by the comfort of the other party again and again, no longer confused.

"Good morning."

He walked over and sat down at the table, squinted his eyes, and picked up the chopsticks.

"It's a beautiful day today."

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