Being-Towards-Death

Shi Guyuan hates socializing the most, and the ugliness on the wine table is like a ghost who has taken off his painted skin, creepy and strange.In the early days, I had to do it as a last resort. Later, when I had the right to speak, I left everything to the people below to take care of it, and I went into the house or read a book, or watered the flowers, or played the piano, waiting for the result.

And today is the first appearance of the crown prince Zheng Zhichu after Zheng Zhongtian's death, and he had to support the scene before he could show his face.Zheng Zhichu didn't know that there were a lot of human relations, which had already been resolved long before the meal.Drunk words on the wine table are like love words when you are in love, it is meaningless after you are satisfied.

Probably due to his age, Shi Guyuan clearly felt that he was declining every second, so he tried his best not to talk nonsense, not to do nonsense, and not to waste his life easily.

Pushing Zheng Zhichu out is also a signal from Shi Guyuan: Zheng Zhongtian is dead, but his son is still there.All the forces that are about to move are all respectable figures in Taoxian City, and they should be cautious about their face, and they can't be called bullying children.

He drove around aimlessly, and watched a few high school students playing basketball under the dim light for a while on the high platform of the basketball court.A few people are not very skilled, seeing Shi Guyuan is boring, and I really want to add salt to them.Suddenly, it occurred to me that some condiments at home were about to run out, so I went to the supermarket to make up for the seven things to open the door.Back home, the street was full of lights, Shi Guyuan cooked noodles for himself, after eating, he went to the study to take out "Andersen's Fairy Tales" to read.

This is an old book with curled corners and a dark yellow cover, but it has been carefully covered with a book cover, and each piece of paper is as fragile as the transparent wings of a flying insect.This is the only spiritual food that survived in his clothes when he was young. He has read it countless times, and he has long been familiar with it.On some nights after being rescued, he read word by word to his ignorant younger sister by the short light, and the younger sister cried loudly, so he had no choice but to close the book, hold her in his arms, and pat her tiny body, Sing her a lullaby; when the younger sister fell asleep, he continued to read where he hadn't finished reading.

Later, books were not as hard to come by as they were then; he had his own study room and added many books of various authors and theories; Carefully embrace this secret, just like the shrinking figure at that time, like a child who has candy but is unwilling to share it, only when he is alone, he takes it out and licks it, and then puts it back cherishingly...

The old version of "Andersen's Fairy Tales" didn't have many collections, so he read it quickly and took out his cello to test the sound.At this time, a text message came to the mobile phone, the sender Zheng Zhichu, the content was a drunken nonsense, the main purpose was to scold him.

Shi Guyuan replied to him: Are you home yet?

Waited for a long time without reply.Taking advantage of the lingering aftertaste, Shi Guyuan replied: Good night.

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Zheng Zhichu woke up with a dull mind, the sun was shining brightly outside the window, it was a warm sunny day.Thinking of the banquet last night, he cursed "fuck" again, took a hot shower with his arms crooked, and then came out naked, letting the beech wood floor behind him leave a trace of water.

He took out the milk from the refrigerator, unscrewed the cap of the bottle and drank it directly into his stomach.The icy liquid pierced his abdomen like the cold front of a sword.Zheng Zhichu rubbed his stomach, fell on the sofa and turned on the TV. The news in this city was broadcasting the great achievements of Hengyu Group.Shi Guyuan, Hengyu's official boss, did not appear on the scene, but Tang Jun, the vice president, stole the limelight.

Zheng Zhichu stared coldly at Tang Jun who was being interviewed, his irrepressible narcissism almost came out of the screen, and took all Hengyu's achievements so far as his own.Tang Jun, Zheng Zhichu, knew that his ambition would never allow him to be inferior to others.At the beginning, Shi Guyuan was dwarfed because Shi Guyuan not only held 50.00% of the shares, but Zheng Zhongtian was behind him; and most of Hengyu's business orders at the beginning depended on the mutual benefit and reciprocity with Tengkong. Tengkong's best spokesperson, it can be said that without the support of Tengkong, Hengyu would never be able to achieve its present glory.

But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes. Zheng Zhongtian's death shook the foundation of Tengkong. For a last word, Shi Guyuan simply became the shopkeeper of Hengyu, so that Tang Jun's villain had a chance to succeed.Zheng Zhichu heard from the staff that some of the old customers who had vacated had turned to Hengyu. At first, Zheng Zhichu thought that Shi Guyuan was taking advantage of others. Later, Liu Mian visited several old customers in person. Tang Jun, a real little talent, gradually appeared in Zheng Zhichu in front of you.

Thinking of this, Zheng Zhichu changed the channel uncomfortably - he wronged Shi Guyuan for some things, but yesterday!Shi Guyuan must have intended revenge yesterday!

Gritting his teeth, he dropped the remote control, went to the charging board to check the phone information, and saw Shi Guyuan's two sweet words that could be called tenderness at a glance.He suppressed the waves in his chest, tried his best to ignore them, and after thinking about it, he called He Tongzhou to express his condolences to Dai Chenming's injury.

To say that Dai Chenming is aggrieved enough, as the saying goes, a strong dragon does not overwhelm a local snake, but in order for his father to climb up, the whole family cannot offend the grandparents and grandparents of the dragon in the capital.Zheng Zhichu couldn't afford to offend him, and he accepted being hurt all day long, but this time he was almost fired, which is tolerable or unbearable!

But Zheng Zhichu couldn't forget the value of Dai Chenming's use. He talked with He Tongzhou on the phone. He carried a fruit basket and went to Director Dai's house to pay for his impulse.

Director Dai was not at home, and Mrs. Dai, who was gentle and well-informed, received Zheng Zhichu.Director Dai and Mrs. Dai were very happy to see their son and Zheng Zhichu's friendship succeed. This time, they classified the conflict as youthful and aggressive, so Mrs. Dai ignored his son's cries and quarrels. He Tongzhou was worried about the conflict between the two again, so he volunteered to visit again. Mrs. Dai gathered the three of them together like a herding sheep, and closed Dai Chenming's room.

Dai Chenming covered the thick white gauze, reluctantly said to Zheng Zhichu: "You know that my head is thanks to you."

Zheng Zhichu's eyes were raised above the top as always, and his tone was annoying, but he could miraculously close the distance: "If you don't talk nonsense, can I hit such a heavy hand?"

Dai Chenming yelled: "What am I talking nonsense? What am I talking nonsense? I'm just looking for a rabbit, can you beat me!"

He Tongzhou made a "shh" gesture, looking for a rabbit, and changing it to someone else is not a glorious thing; Dai Chenming was also afraid that his mother would hear his nonsense, so his voice weakened, and he still refused to let go: " Zheng Zhichu, anyway, you have to apologize to me for this matter!"

Zheng Zhichu smiled and said, "My brother, there is no shame in apologizing. But you have to tell me the truth, since when did you start thinking about Shi Guyuan?"

Dai Chenming complained repeatedly: "I just found out that the surname Shi is almost forty, and he is not a few years younger than my mother. How could I get his idea? His face is too deceptive. I I always thought he was only in his early thirties—isn’t he your brother!"

Zheng Zhichu gloated and said, "Men don't look old, so this time they stumbled?"

Dai Chenming said: "I just itch for the strength in him, and it's not that I like him——Brother Zheng, don't you feel it? Usually, those who are Meimei and Nana can do whatever they are asked to do, and behave like him." He looks like a rabbit, so boring! I just like to be obstinate, dare to shake my face, this kind of person is really cool to do it! Really, you two think about that picture, an invincible person, no one is rare Reasonable, but you yelled and cried while playing, what is this? This is a man's sense of conquest!"

The vision Dai Chenming described was too beautiful, and with just a few words, he unfolded a series of erotic pictures for Zheng Zhichu.Zheng Zhichu was stunned for a moment, the Shi Guyuan in the painting had a unique charm, he shook his head, and drove the secretive thoughts out of the hotbed of thought, and suddenly Shi Guyuan was under his father's body with his eyes half closed, panting lightly screen.

Zheng Zhichu took a big gulp of ice-cola, Dai Chenming looked down at Zheng Zhichu's crotch, and laughed lasciviously: "Brother Zheng, it seems that you are not out of your wits, what's the matter, my brother will take you to try it?"

Zheng Zhichu said: "Fuck you!" He drank up the Coke, and the empty can was crushed into irregular metal bars, "You're right, that kind of person deserves nothing!"

The trio reconciled, and Zheng Zhichu asked Dai Chenming to continue looking for Fatty Zhang's brother's case.After tasting Mrs. Dai's handicraft in the evening, he came home alone, tossed and turned in the middle of the night, and finally fell asleep in a daze, but when the sky was getting dark, his face was the same color as the sky, and he ran to the toilet to wash for half an hour. panties.