Being-Towards-Death

If you like someone, the mud on the corner of her skirt is the most beautiful lace.The desires of young people are often confused with love. The swelling hormones are like poppy-flavored magma in the depths of a volcano, possessing the power to destroy heaven and earth.

But Zheng Zhichu was timid, as if a wooden sword was pressed against his throat; just half a year ago, he could wantonly conceive of hurting him, beating him, and conquering him to prove his strength; The wonderful emotion of "reluctance", mixed with awe and fascination-even if the jealousy of Chi Yu, virus-like and courageously occupying the highlands of the brain, there is always a pure land where his goodness is stored.

Shi Guyuan got himself a glass of water, lowered his eyes and said, "Go out, go and read the documents, I'll check them tomorrow."

Zheng Zhichu felt aggrieved, he cheered up, crossed his arms, sat down on Shi Guyuan's bed, and yelled nonsense: "No matter, I'm naive, I'm a child, what can you do to me? I read the document, you have to accompany me, we read it together, if not, I will ask you directly, it saves time!"

Shi Guyuan rolled his eyes and muttered, "It's true that the emperor is not in a hurry to kill the eunuch."

Zheng Zhichu rolled his eyes, and grinned happily: "You call yourself a eunuch."

Shi Guyuan cursed secretly as "brat", put down his water glass, and went out to the study; Zheng Zhichu rushed to his side like a rocket, and chirped, "You know, actually I like to hear you call me Xiaochu the most, but in You never call me that when you are a queen; and I also like it when you say 'my little son', it would be better if there is no sarcasm."

The two sat side by side on the chairs in the study room, Shi Guyuan interrupted him impatiently: "Let's talk about business, let's take a pre-class test first."—Zheng Zhichu sat upright and listened attentively—"I'll ask you, we'll deal with it in the afternoon Qian Youdao, what do you see?"

Zheng Zhichu said: "Let's draw a range anyway, what is it about?"

Shi Guyuan reminded him: "Liu Mian can't see any leaders today, and the leaders he can meet are all at the engagement banquet."

Zheng Zhichu frowned: "You mean that Liu Mian lied to you?" Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed, "You mean, Liu Mian didn't just happen to be nearby, but was always with Qian Youdao? They did it together Well?"

Shi Guyuan quietly waited for Zheng Zhichu to come to a conclusion by himself.

Zheng Zhichu recalled the scene in the afternoon, and said slowly: "Speaking of Fatty Zhang stealing the chips, Liu Mian didn't seem to be too surprised. I thought he was used to the big wind and waves, and he was as indifferent as you." So it seems that Liu Mian knew about the loss of chips a long time ago, but he didn't tell you."

Shi Guyuan took over the conversation and said: "Everyone has their own pets in their hearts. When you want to manipulate someone, you have to start with their weaknesses——Liu Mian's weakness is his son, and his son needs money for medical treatment, so you just give him money." Enough money for medical treatment, and the money must be spent wisely. Don't let him feel that it is a matter of course that you give him money, otherwise you will lose his gratitude over time, which will shake his loyalty.

"Qian Youdao's weakness is greed for money and love of power. This kind of person should be properly let go and let him toss around, but in major matters, you must control the direction - he can be Monkey King, but he can never be Qi Tian Great Sage, and you are the Tathagata Buddha, you must let him know the range of the ends of the earth. Remember, desire is not terrible, what is terrible is those who have no desires and desires."

Shi Guyuan gave him an analysis, Zheng Zhichu nodded, and suddenly asked: "How do you handle me?"

Shi Guyuan choked, and looked back at him expressionlessly.

Zheng Zhichu moved his nose like a puppy, fascinated, and got closer and closer: "I've been wanting to ask, do you wear perfume? No way...it smells really good, a bit like frozen spring water...and Grass, leaves..."

Shi Guyuan sneered, discussing work with a kid who is in heat anytime and anywhere, he is a fool!

Shi Guyuan pushed his face away, took out the study door key from the drawer, went outside, and locked Zheng Zhichu inside; ignoring Zheng Zhichu's growling and kicking, he said, "You don't have to come out tonight!"

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On a new day, the morning sun shone through the window and entered the criminal police team of the Municipal Bureau, covering a pile of "corpses" in disorder.

The "corpses" were either lying on the sofa or paralyzed in the chairs. Their faces looked like they were painted with zombie makeup, with black eye circles, pale complexions, and no blood.

The landline on the table rang, and the corpse squirmed, hiding its face in a dark corner; the pair of hands closest to the phone weakly picked up the receiver, and said angrily, "Hello, criminal police team."

Xu Ping said, "I'm looking for your Song team."

"It's sister-in-law." The team member who answered the phone yawned and said with tears in his eyes, "Team Song hasn't started yet. We stayed up all night analyzing the case yesterday, and I'll call him for you."

After speaking, he hung up the phone in a daze, and continued to snore.

Xu Ping was so angry that she threw the microphone into the groove. The son who was sleeping next to her groaned, rubbed her eyes, sat up, and asked in a daze like a kitten, "Mom, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, you sleep with you."

Song Jianghan said "Oh", and rolled back into the quilt; Xu Ping thought about it, made lunch, and said while changing clothes: "Xiaohan, mom is going out, the rice is in the pot, serve it by yourself .”

Song Jianghan closed his eyes, nodded half-understanding; Xu Ping tucked in the quilt for him, and set off with his bag.

Song Weibin didn't go home for two consecutive days, and he was impatient when he called the bureau; seeing that the time to report to the elementary school was getting closer, and he would get [-] of Baba in his hand, Xu Ping thought, sitting at home and staring blankly would not be a bad idea It's a big deal, the worst thing is to show your old face, she went to borrow it from Shi Guyuan.

When she came to Tengkong Company, the majestic building towered into the sky, which was daunting. When she entered the lobby, the receptionist stopped her: "Hello, who are you looking for?"

Xu Ping said, "I'm looking for you, Mr. Shi."

"Do you have an appointment?"

"No," Xu Ping was like a beggar sneaking into a sweet car or BMW. She took off her clothes in embarrassment, pinched the frayed strap of her handbag, and said, "Why don't you please inform Mr. Shi for me, and say it's Song Weibin's?" Lover, he must know."

The lady at the front desk asked her to do something, and someone poured water for her; after a while, she was invited upstairs by the secretary who specially went downstairs to pick her up with a smile; When he arrived at the door of the president's office, the secretary knocked on the door and invited her in; Shi Guyuan was spraying water on his precious flowers, and two koi fish were swimming lively in the fish tank.

Shi Guyuan waved to the secretary, smiled and said to Xu Ping: "The engagement banquet was over in a hurry that day, and I didn't have time to apologize to you, and let you go for nothing. Where's Binzi?"

"I'm busy investigating the case at the Municipal Bureau." Xu Ping bit the bullet and smiled, "Brother Shi, I'm here today to ask you something."

"Sit down," Shi Guyuan gave her a bottle of orange juice from the refrigerator, "What's the matter, tell me."

"I can't help it either. Xiaohan is going to elementary school in September. I have inquired about the school where the film was drawn. The teachers are not good, but if you want to focus on the key points, you have to pay. I... ah, I'm really embarrassed."

Shi Guyuan understood, and said, "How much do you have to pay for the key points?"

"I have to pay [-] yuan! I have [-] yuan in my hand, and I want to borrow [-] yuan from Brother Shi. Don't worry, Brother Shi, Binzi and I will pay you back even if we sell everything!"

Shi Guyuan remained silent, took out the check slip, scratched two strokes, stamped it, and said, "It is a big deal for children to go to school. This is a little bit of my heart as an elder. I will ask the secretary to deposit it in the card for you."

Xu Ping didn't even look at the number on the check, and got a bank card instead; she repeatedly emphasized that she would definitely pay it back, Shi Guyuan smiled and sent her out, watching her turn a street.

Standing on the busy street, Xu Ping felt unreal; she found an ATM to check the balance, and there was exactly 5 yuan in it.

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Shi Guyuan returned to the office with a gloomy expression on his face.He knew that it would be difficult for the bureau to regard this case as Taoxian City's gift to the new century and the new city party secretary.He took the initiative to hint that he hoped to open a communication channel with Director Dai, but the old fox's Tai Chi was so natural that he neither offended nor let go, which made Shi Guyuan speechless.

He hoped that Xu Ping would take the initiative to propose to work in his company and use her to constrain Song Weibin; but Xu Ping couldn't let go of her worries, and Shi Guyuan became more and more anxious.

The ringing of the mobile phone interrupted his train of thought, and Shi Guyuan couldn't help smiling when he saw that it was Chi Yu's home number; after teaching Zheng Zhichu the night before yesterday, he called Chi Yu to comfort him. Say: "Then you are busy and take care of yourself."

Shi Guyuan said: "I'm afraid we won't be able to see each other for a while. You and Xiao Yu'er should pay attention to safety. If you find someone wandering downstairs, please tell me in time and I will ask someone to deal with it."

Chi Yu said worriedly: "Guyuan... is it serious?"

"It's okay," Shi Guyuan said, "just in case, I will go back after I deal with it."

"Okay," Chi Yu paused, and said, "Guyuan, I don't mean anything else by saying this. If it's just me, I don't care, but I must put Xiaoyu's safety first."

Shi Guyuan breathed heavily for two seconds, and then said as usual: "I see."

Shi Guyuan sensitively thought that Chi Yu was tactfully breaking up with him; he had said beforehand that he would respect any decision made by Chi Yu, so no matter how painful it was, he had to bear it.

But now, the number of Chi Yu's family appeared brightly on the monotonous screen of the mobile phone, like wild flowers growing in the grass.Shi Guyuan quickly picked up the phone, but was disappointed—it was Chi Xiaoyu who called.

"Uncle Shi!" Chi Xiaoyu called him, "Why didn't you go home?"

Shi Guyuan's heart warmed, and Chi Xiaoyu called his arrival "going home"; he smiled and said, "I have something to do, I'll go back when I'm done, and I'll make sweet and sour pork ribs for you."

Chi Xiaoyu said, "Then when will you finish your work?"

"Say no, I'll do it as soon as possible, okay?"

Chi Xiaoyu was as sad as if he heard that the kindergarten started early: "Then hurry up, Dad and I miss you very much."

Shi Guyuan said, "Okay," and asked, "What are you doing, are you at home alone?"

"Well, Dad went to work," Chi Xiaoyu said, "He asked me to put the photos in the album, the photos of us going out to play."

Shi Guyuan naggingly told her to be careful not to open the door to strangers, Chi Xiaoyu agreed with a "hmm", and finally said: "Uncle Shi, as long as you are not busy, I really want to talk to you." Let’s go to work together.” She asked again, “Uncle Shi, come back quickly, when will you come back, I’m going to celebrate my birthday soon, I want you, my father and Brother Xiaohan to celebrate my birthday with me .”

Shi Guyuan remembered Chi Xiaoyu's date of birth on the adoption file, which would be next Monday, and he said happily, "I'm one year older, Xiao Yu'er is a big girl now, what gift do you want?"

Chi Xiaoyu said excitedly: "I want a Barbie doll!"

"Isn't there?"

"There's a new doll! You can wear a wedding dress, it's white, it's so beautiful!"

"Okay, here's a birthday present for you."

"Yeah! Uncle Shi, I like you the most!" Shi Guyuan could imagine Chi Xiaoyu bouncing and cheering, but heard Chi Xiaoyu say again, "How will you give it to me? You will bring a Barbie doll Came back, didn't you?"

Only then did Shi Guyuan realize that he had been tricked by the little girl, he couldn't help but say, "Okay, I'll try my best."