Overbearing occupation

When he touched the alarm clock, he moved a little, and then raised the alarm clock in his hand. This alarm clock was out of place in his room. Everything in the bedroom was worth thousands of times, but that was it. This little thing made Han Lengxuan lose his mind.

This was a birthday present Shi Yufeng gave him when he was in junior high school. He said at the time that he bought it with the pocket money he had saved for a long time. He still clearly remembered the pain in his flesh at that time.

I remember that he was very disgusted at that time, whoever he knew was not a prince of a family, and which one of the gifts he gave was not a limited edition. He really looked down on such things that can be bought casually in the streets.

If Shi Yufeng hadn't given it to him, he would have thrown it away as trash a long time ago, so he wouldn't have kept it until now. As for those limited edition gifts, he doesn't know where he threw them away.

It’s still the panda pattern that Shi Yufeng likes. Although it’s not very exquisite, for Shi Yufeng who was only in junior high school, he really saved a long time to buy it. With this intention, even if this panda alarm clock will damage his image, he was reluctant to throw it away.

He looked at the panda alarm clock in his hand in a daze for a long time, finally he put down the alarm clock, stood up, picked up his coat and ran outside, not even responding to Uncle Zhang's cry.

Shi Yufeng also sat on the bed for a long time. After thinking about it, he still wanted to go out for a stroll. Although it was quite late now, it was not good to just stay in the room like this on New Year's Eve.

After walking out of the gate of his house, he felt even colder. Shi Yufeng really wanted to turn around and enter the house, but finally he opened his legs and walked forward slowly.

He wandered aimlessly on the road, and when he felt that the road was somewhat familiar, he realized that this road was in the direction of Han Lengxuan's apartment.

His feet suddenly couldn't move, he told himself to turn around and leave immediately, don't go any further, but his two legs kept moving forward as if they didn't obey.

He didn't stop until he was downstairs in the apartment building. He gave a wry smile and looked up to the roof of the apartment building. The highest floor was completely dark, obviously its owner was not in the apartment.

It seems that Han Lengxuan stayed at Han's villa now, too, if he hadn't come here to eat his dishes before, how could Han Lengxuan leave his luxurious villa and brave the cold weather to come here?

Shi Yufeng stood upstairs and looked up for a long time. He felt that his legs were frozen and felt that he should go back. Anyway, there is nothing to go shopping, so let's go back.

Shi Yufeng turned around in disappointment, but froze the moment he raised his head.

I saw Han Lengxuan wearing a black windbreaker standing a few meters away, his handsome face was still expressionless, the cold wind was howling, it seemed that he was the only one in the world, and Shi Yufeng couldn't see anyone else.

Han Lengxuan just looked at him quietly and didn't speak, didn't ask him why he came here, Shi Yufeng opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, or it was inappropriate to say anything between them.

Shi Yufeng looked straight at him, firmly remembered the other person's figure in his mind, and then used the greatest willpower in his life to order himself to walk forward with his legs.

Step by step approaching Han Lengxuan's side, this road is not spacious, so when Shi Yufeng passed Han Lengxuan, he was very close, so close that the hem of the wind-blown clothes on the other party's body was blown on his legs.

Shi Yufeng opened his eyes wide, clenched his fists and walked past where Han Lengxuan was standing. He didn't look back, and the other party didn't ask to stay. Shi Yufeng just walked forward, and the distance between the two became farther and farther.

Just when Shi Yufeng thought that the other party would not speak again, Han Lengxuan suddenly asked lightly, "Why can't we be the same as before?"

For Han Lengxuan, he has never changed. What has changed is Shi Yufeng. He has been avoiding him, refusing his approach, and pulling the distance between them. He doesn't know why, and he wants to cry out in pain. Asked, but his self-esteem did not allow him to do so, but when he felt that Shi Yufeng was getting closer and closer to him, he couldn't help it after all.

Shi Yufeng didn't turn around, "We can't go back to the past." You already have girlfriends, how can I occupy your tenderness, your sight, and your people like before?He can't be that selfish, his conscience won't let him do that.

Han Lengxuan asked in a low voice, "I don't understand." Shi Yufeng twitched his lips, "You don't need to understand, I'm going home." He will never understand what he thinks of him.

"Yes, I don't understand, but I only know that you can't leave me!" Han Lengxuan suddenly stepped forward and grabbed his hand and shouted at him.

"Han Lengxuan!" Shi Yufeng threw off his hand and yelled at him, "You can't be so selfish, you can't have both, you never consider my feelings!"

Seeing the tears on Shi Yufeng's face, Han Lengxuan was startled, "I'm selfish? Is it selfish to have you by my side? But haven't you always been with me like this? Are you going to abandon me like Ruonan? ?"

Shi Yufeng bit his lip, "That's different, it's not the same, you should do your best, just think about it for me for our friendship of more than ten years." Shi Yufeng didn't want to look at Han Lengxuan again, turned around and strode home Run, wipe away tears while running.

He shouldn't have come out, he should have stayed at home, he knew he would be out of control, why couldn't he be firm?Shi Yufeng, you have to be strong, you can't be so cowardly, you can't cry, you have cried enough.

He didn't want to resent anyone, he knew that everything was his own fault, and Han Lengxuan didn't know his thoughts, so he was innocent, but he was angered by himself, who told him to fall in love with Han Lengxuan beyond his control, and cowardly not Dare to confess.

But he was still wronged. Although he didn't explicitly confess his love to Han Lengxuan, he also said in his first year of high school that they had such a good relationship, maybe they could become a couple.

But he clearly remembered Han Lengxuan's expression and what he said at that time. He seemed to be frightened at the time, with a very repulsive and disgusted face. He directly retorted, "Why do you have such disgusting thoughts, two men together, How perverted."

Han Lengxuan also told him clearly and plainly, "I like girls, and girls who suit my heart."

And Han Lengxuan is also very clear about his girlfriend's requirements, long hair to the waist, pure and soft, slender waist and hips, fair skin, gentle personality, comparable family background, good cooking skills, can go out of the hall and into the kitchen, Wu Qingyu met all these requirements, so when facing Wu Qingyu, he would willingly withdraw.

After staying at home for a few days, Shi Yufeng really couldn't stay any longer. He just felt that even being at home made him feel suffocated. This place in City B was the memory between him and Han Lengxuan.

So he packed his luggage on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year and was ready to go back to school.

This year's Chinese New Year is a bit late, the eighth day of the new year is February No.14, which happens to be Valentine's Day, and he arrived at the school on the afternoon of February No.13.

These days at home, he didn't sleep well one day, and now he took a car for more than 20 hours, and he was extremely exhausted physically and mentally, so he only ate some New Year's goods he brought back, washed up, and then went to bed quickly .

After a good night's sleep, everything is over, and he doesn't want to think about any sad things, but he didn't expect Shi Yufeng to be so old and never dated, but he only liked Han Lengxuan and his crush failed. His life was too much of a failure.

He fell asleep directly until noon the next day, and slept for more than ten hours. When he woke up, he was a little dizzy and didn't know what night it was.

After splashing a handful of cold water on his face, Shi Yufeng slapped him fiercely. He became sober and stretched. Reborn.

Fortunately, the school cafeteria is still open, but only one is open, and the dishes are few, which is enough for him, a poor man. With that hard work, he felt reluctant to spend it.

When Shi Yufeng was eating big mouthfuls, his cell phone rang suddenly, "Hello?"

"Little Fengzi! I'm Xiao Qian, when are you going back to school?" Xiao Qian's hearty voice came from the phone.

Shi Yufeng said while eating, "I went to school yesterday, how did you enjoy the Chinese New Year?"

"Why did you go back to school so early and didn't notify me?" Xiao Qian complained on the phone, "I'm so bored at home, I don't dare to play more games. Free. Since you are all back to school, I will go back to school too."

Xiao Qian said that he really came here in the afternoon when he went back to school. His home is in City A, not far away, and he arrived at school within a few hours.

Shi Yufeng wanted to go to the dining hall to have dinner again, but was dragged out by Xiao Qian.

Xiao Qian said as he walked in front, "Why is it so lively today?" There are people coming and going on the street. Logically speaking, this year is only half over, and many people who have returned to their hometowns have not returned to City A. At this time, City A is still Relatively cool.

Shi Yufeng looked at the couples, and most of the girls held a bouquet of flowers in their hands, "Today is Valentine's Day, so there are many people, but most of them are couples."

Xiao Qian took a closer look, really, he didn't notice this because of his nerves, "I even forgot about this festival, hey, I'm single, how can I have the energy to remember Valentine's Day?" Xiao Qian and Shi Yufeng It's half a catty, and I have never been in a relationship, so I can't remember this holiday. Valentine's Day and everything belong to those who are in a relationship.