Zhang Dengjie Cai

It was an amazing time.

Zhang Anran lived in Qiping's world and gave Qiping a chance to get to know him.So Qi Ping knew that Zhang Anran liked to play games very much, and he even played well. He nested on the sofa, and he would not maintain his usual demeanor, but would curl up in a ball, tap the screen of his mobile phone with his fingers, and often laugh , occasionally frowned, and even set up a game strategy group on the Internet.

Qi Ping began to realize that Zhang Anran was also a picky eater. At the beginning, he would eat all the food on the table without any preferences. Later, he began to eat more of what he liked, and later, he would eat a little more if he didn’t like it. Didn't eat either.Qi Ping took note of Zhang Anran's hobbies, and used his limited time to learn to cook intermittently, calling it "hobbies and hobbies".

Qi Ping began to understand that Zhang Anran was very self-disciplined and diligent.Sometimes when Qi Ping came home at midnight, he found that Zhang Anran was still facing the mirror, rehearsing the characters in the play, and interpreting other people's joys and sorrows.Instead of being afraid, he felt admiration.

Zhang Anran occasionally practiced singing in the small KTV in the villa, and Qi Ping was invited to listen to it once, and Zhang Anran sang love songs to him for two hours.

It was too close, as if he could touch him in the next second, and kiss his light-colored lips in the next second.

Qi Ping got Zhang Anran's consent and stepped into his world. He was excited and happy about it, so he ignored that Zhang Anran's world gradually became barren and lost all vigor and vitality.

Can there be only two people in a person's world?

Of course not.

It's a pity that Qi Ping didn't understand this truth at the time.

Zhang Anran no longer logs into social software, instead, he reads the movie script of "Warrior City" over and over again. He still actively trains, listens to songs, watches movies, and communicates with Qiping as before, but he almost never Go out and trap yourself in a world where there is only flush.

And Qi Ping, after the initial joy, finally realized what went wrong, and it happened to be the time to go abroad for training.Qi Ping decided to change Zhang Anran's environment, so he personally took Zhang Anran to fly abroad.

Everything went smoothly, and there was no stalking and interception by the media on the way.In the new city and the new language environment, Zhang Anran's condition seems to have improved slightly. He has made some friends, and in the afternoon, he will go to the store to buy something, or order a cup of coffee and hold it in his hand to drink.

Qi Ping turned down all unnecessary work and stayed by Zhang Anran's side, cooking for him, doing laundry for him, and arranging daily life for him.They started communicating on a daily basis, eating, chatting, walking, watching movies, and everything seemed to be getting better and better.

Finally, under the setting sun one day, Qi Ping mustered up the courage to reach out for Zhang Anran's hand, but Zhang Anran did not refuse.The residual red of the setting sun reflected on Zhang Anran's face, which was as beautiful as a rose in full bloom.

From the very beginning of holding hands, to the subsequent hugs and kisses, Qi Ping took the initiative every time, and Zhang Anran would not refuse.

Qi Ping got the long-lost treasure and was ecstatic. He thought he finally got his wish and hoped to be with Zhang Anran forever.

One day, when the weather was fine, Zhang Anran and Qiping were walking together in the street, chatting arm in arm.Qi Ping was a little flattered, because Zhang Anran never had any close contact with him outside in the past.Someone called him, but Zhang Anran took the phone away before he connected.

Zhang Anran smiled softly, and said gently: "Don't answer the phone today, okay?"

Qi Ping was fascinated, nodded and said, "Okay."

Zhang Anran turned off his mobile phone in front of Qiping.

They lined up to the bakery and were lucky enough to get the last two loaves of the day's limited delivery.

They went to eat sweet and greasy ice cream, Zhang Anran only bought one, he took a bite, turned around and kissed his flush lips.Qi Ping opened his eyes wide in astonishment, but he didn't resist. His hands were clung to Zhang Anran's shoulders, soft and trembling.

Qi Ping never thought that one day he would give up all his dignity, grind away all the edges and corners, and make himself completely different from the past.But if it makes Zhang Anran like him more, he is willing to do anything.

Zhang Anran kissed Qi Ping's lips, and stretched out his arms to embrace Qi Ping's shoulders. The sun shone on their bodies, giving them warmth.

Zhang Anran bought a bouquet of flowers and stuffed them into Qi Ping's arms. He said, "I'll give it to you."

Qi Ping is holding flowers, Zhang Anran is hugging him, everything is the sweet taste of love.

They ate dinner at the best local restaurant, snuggled up on a love interest sofa, and watched a classic movie that was a romantic comedy through and through, in which the hero and heroine lived happily ever after.

When the scrolling of the subtitles ended and the lights in the room came back on, Qi Ping raised his head and found that Zhang Anran was smiling, but that smile somehow made him uneasy, but fortunately, that smile was fleeting.

They sank together into the soft mattress, both lying on the bed with their heads turned, looking at each other, so close that they could feel each other's breath.

Qi Ping looked at Zhang Anran holding his breath, Zhang Anran was also looking at him, his eyes were full of his shadow.

As if bewitched, Qi Ping leaned over and kissed Zhang Anran's lips.

So everything was logical, Zhang Anran pressed on Qi Ping's body, kissed his lips tenderly, as if he really liked him.

They spent a romantic and warm night.

The next day was still sunny. When Qi Ping woke up, he thought last night was a dream, until he saw Zhang Anran.Zhang Anran rolled the quilt into a ball and hugged it in his arms, in a daze, obviously not waking up yet.

Qi Ping asked him: "Do you want to eat anything in the morning?"

Zhang Anran replied vaguely: "I want to eat the bread from yesterday."

Zhang Anran was very gentle yesterday, Qi Ping didn't feel much discomfort, so he got out of bed, put on his clothes, and was about to go out to buy in person.

He got dressed and was about to leave the bedroom when he suddenly heard Zhang Anran call him: "Qi Ping."

Still holding the door frame with his hand, Qi Ping turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

Zhang Anran turned his back to Qiping's direction, and asked him softly: "When did you like me?"

Qi Ping replied without hesitation: "When I met you for the first time."

"love at first sight?"

"Correct."

Zhang Anran was silent for a few seconds, and said, "So it's been so long."

Qi Ping took a step in the direction of Zhang Anran, he was thinking that maybe Zhang Anran wanted to get used to him for a while longer, but he heard Zhang Anran say again: "It seems that the deadline is almost here, why don't you go."

"You were so tired last night, how can you not get what you want to eat? I'll go buy it right away, you wait a bit, or sleep for a while, I'll be back soon." Qi Ping decided to go down and buy right away up.

"Okay, then let's go." Zhang Anran's voice was a little sleepy, and he rubbed against the quilt, as if he was really ready to sleep again.

Qi Ping closed the door and walked down the stairs. He didn't even bother to wash up, and ran directly to the bakery.There were many, many people queuing in front of the bakery, and they waited for an hour to get the bread.

The sun is so gentle, the warm wind blows across the cheeks, there are children laughing and nuns singing on both sides of the street.

Holding the bread in his hands, Qi Ping stepped into the door of the house, the stairs creaked, and light shone through the skylight on the roof. All the scenes were like the happy movie last night.

But Qiping did not find his lover in the bedroom.

He began to panic, calling Zhang Anran's name sharper and louder. He frantically pushed every room, but he couldn't find his lover.

Until he smelled a very faint fishy smell in the air, he ran in that direction suddenly, his panicked footsteps echoed in the corridor, his feet stepped on the wet carpet, and the milky white carpet was stained. A layer of dull powder.

"Wow-wow-"

Light red water gushes out along the crack of the door, carrying a strong fishy smell.Qi Ping froze in place, and the next moment he crazily rushed towards the closed door.He couldn't unscrew the locked door, so he could only beat and call Zhang Anran's name desperately, but he didn't get any response.

Qi Ping forgot how he opened the door, he only remembered that the door finally opened, and his whole world was dazzling blood red.

Zhang Anran was soaked in blood, his eyes were closed, his face was as pale as paper.Qi Ping rushed over, he went to touch Zhang Anran's body, and found that Zhang Anran's whole body had become stiff, he had lost his heartbeat, body temperature, and life—he was dead.

Zhang Anran died at the age of 28, the day after he entered Qiping, and committed suicide by cutting his wrists.

Qi Ping knelt in the blood, his world completely collapsed, and he never rebuilt it in that life.

Three days before Zhang Anran left, he knew that clear photos had appeared in China, pointing out that he not only had an affair during pregnancy, but also cheated into a gay marriage.

Two days before Zhang Anran left, he knew that the person Zhou Yan cheated on was Qi Ping's assistant, and that it was Qi Ping's anonymous photo.

The day before Zhang Anran left, he logged into the social software, indicating that he was indeed gay, and he was ashamed of his fans and himself over the years.

On the day Zhang Anran left, the sky was sunny and the wind was warm. He even fried a poached egg for himself. He was full and finished writing the last few lines of the biography of the characters in the movie.

He immersed himself in the water without panic, his expression was blank, he thought he would think of Zhou Yan, but he didn't.

He felt a little pain, he could feel his body becoming cold and stiff a little bit, he fell into darkness and embraced peace.

"He hates me—"

Qi Ping said softly in this quiet night.

"He knew I liked him and it was his revenge.

"He doesn't like me at all—"

Zhang Anran stroked his fingers and interrupted Qi Ping's words.

"I don't know about him, but if it were me, I wouldn't touch someone I don't like, even for revenge," he said.