Warm and lustrous

For any man, looking at this sentence from any angle, he should be disgusted, because it comes from Pei Zeyang, who is selfish and selfish, and talks more than his skills.

However, such a person, not to mention helping Jiang Run out of the siege today, actually confessed to him.

Jiang Run let out an "ah" and raised his neck slightly, trying to see if Pei Zeyang was serious, but couldn't see anything clearly.

This feeling is very strange, something that Jiang Run has never experienced in 23 years. It is like cold snow water and bubbling spring water rushing to his heart together. It is cold and hot, and finally meets the softest part of his heart, converging into a A warm current.

He felt that he was on the verge of falling, and was about to fall into this strange warmth.

Pei Zeyang thought for a while, and felt that he was ridiculous, so he suddenly lost his temper, fell down and covered the quilt, and said in a muffled voice, "Go to sleep."

"you……"

"What are you, go to sleep!"

"..."

Pei Zeyang regretted it, and once he said it, it meant a change in the relationship between the two.Obviously, it will not change in the direction he expected.

And Jiang Run laughed silently, in fact, he didn't mind Pei Zeyang's behavior.If he minded, he would not have stayed with Pei Zeyang from the very beginning.The not so sunny memory more than ten years ago, the negative impression of Pei Zeyang that was originally imprinted in my mind seems to have been distorted, and it is gradually dissipating at a speed that Jiang Run can't believe.

Even if he concealed it well, he tried to hide himself and tried to live his life like a normal person, but when Jiang Run met Pei Zeyang, he felt that he could no longer hide it.

He is also gay, the last gay he wants to be.

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As agreed the night before, Pei Zeyang got up early the next morning to pack his luggage and prepare to send Jiang Run home.Jiang Run was probably overtired yesterday, and he didn't wake up until eight o'clock, while Pei Zeyang had been leaning on the bed and waiting for him for two hours.

Jiang Run turned sideways, buried half of his face in the quilt, his cheeks were a little deformed, but not ugly.He has fair skin, long eyelashes, and a handsome appearance of a scholar. No matter how ugly he looks, in Pei Zeyang's eyes, he is still good-looking.

Taking advantage of Jiang Run's deep sleep, Pei Zeyang secretly took a lot of photos of Jiang Run, until even Pei Zeyang couldn't stand his behavior, so enough was enough.

He touched the phone screen, but it was like a Milky Way separated him in front of him.He didn't forget what he said last night, and he was thinking about what Jiang Run should say to him first after waking up.

As time passed, Pei Zeyang felt that his waist was starting to ache from lying on the bed, so he sat up. The quilt scraped the TV remote control on the bedside, and it fell to the ground with a thud.

Jiang Run woke up in response. He didn't get up angry, even if he was woken up, he wouldn't say anything. He just rubbed his eyes and asked, "Are you awake?"

"Ah, I just woke up."

Jiang Run rubbed his neck and sat up. The appearance in the room was not the so-called "just woke up".Even though he didn't wear glasses, he could feel that the room was much cooler than last night.

"I'm going to wash up, you wait for me a little longer."

When someone was waiting, Jiang Run's movements would be compressed in a hurry. He went into the bathroom to wash himself, changed into a set of clean clothes and came out. Pei Zeyang just finished playing a game of mobile games.

"Let's go, let's go!"

Pei Zeyang carelessly dragged his suitcase out, and happened to run into Chen Yi and Qian Xiwen, who were well dressed and ready to go out.Qian Xiwen looked at Pei Zeyang with resentment on her face, what kind of oolong did she do last night!It's all because of Jiang Run's disappearance for no reason that Pei Zeyang has been looking for him, otherwise she must have already done something to Pei Zeyang!

"Let's go shopping, are you two ready to go back?" Chen Yi probed into the room and glanced at Jiang Run, who also nodded to her in greeting.

"Go home early, it's not pleasant to stay here." Pei Zeyang nodded.

Qian Xiwen was upset: "Yesterday you said you wanted to stay here for a few more days, and you didn't even tell me if you wanted to leave!"

"When did I say that!" Pei Zeyang dodged his eyes, not wanting to be exposed by Qian Xiwen in front of Jiang Run.

"Let's go." Jiang Run packed his backpack and came out.

Pei Zeyang and Jiang Run just left, leaving Qian Xiwen wanting to cry without tears.

On the way home, Pei Zeyang changed from the normal state of nagging, looking a bit dull.Jiang Run was quite natural, turned on soothing music, and closed his eyes to enjoy the rare leisure time.

Passing the rest stop, Pei Zeyang asked, "Would you like to have an early breakfast?"

He was really hungry. He drank a lot of wine last night and didn't eat anything. He was afraid of hypoglycemia on the road later.

Jiang Run didn't refuse: "Go."

The food at the rest stop in W City is famous for its delicious food. At ten o'clock, it is a good time for brunch. You don't need to queue up, and you can eat freshly baked everything you order.

Pei Zeyang ordered a large bowl of pork rib noodle soup and two baskets of dim sum. Jiang Run had no appetite, so he only ordered a bowl of shepherd's purse wonton.The two sat opposite each other at the empty outdoor dining table, and the rainbow umbrella shaded the sun, making it cool.

Jiang Run lacked interest, and the spoon was circling round and round in the wonton soup bowl.

Pei Zeyang noticed a circle of red marks on Jiang Run's neck, and the tension that had been put down a little came back up again.Everything around Jiang Run reminded him that after last night, he had completely lost him.

The boat of friendship was overturned by himself.

Seeing Pei Zeyang burying his head in the noodles, Jiang Run couldn't help being curious: "Did you have such a good appetite the second day after the hangover?"

"Huh?... I'm used to it."

"That's right, you drink more than I do."

"Are you feeling sick in your stomach?" Pei Zeyang reacted a little slower, "Do you want me to buy you some medicine? There's a pharmacy there!"

"Need not."

Jiang Run took a sip of the hot soup and felt that his body was recovering bit by bit. When he woke up in the morning, he was dizzy badly, but now he is much better.

Pei Zeyang, why are you always exaggerating...

The relationship between the two has finally been delicately balanced, but Jiang Run knows that this is only his one-sided opinion. According to his personality, Pei Zeyang's side is probably going to be very irritable. I can tell.Jiang Run has been with him for nearly a year, and he can roughly guess what state or mood he is in.

"What you said yesterday..." Jiang Run wanted to break this awkward balance.

"Pfft-"

Pei Zeyang squirted out noodles, sprayed the soup all over the table, and then stood there in a daze. Seeing this, Jiang Run quickly took out a paper to wipe his mouth.

"Cough cough cough..."

Pei Zeyang took the paper, covered his mouth and nose and turned aside to cough. Just now, Jiang Run, did he bring up what happened last night again?

Isn't this forcing Pei Zeyang to drill a hole in the ground?

After finally slowing down, Jiang Run laughed at him: "As for?"

Pei Zeyang didn't know what to do, so he could only bury his head deeper into the noodle bowl.

Entering the 30-year-old mark, it's okay to have a bad temper. On weekdays, you never know how to calm your emotions. Pei Zeyang and Jiang Run are two completely opposite people.

"Don't treat me as your boss again, and I will never treat you as an employee again."

These words played back in Pei Zeyang's mind over and over again.

I bother!What to do if you are not a boss, what to do if you are not an employee!Do you still call them brothers when you go back to the office? !Pei Zeyang really wondered if his brain was kicked by a donkey yesterday, or if he watched too many idol dramas.

"I'm done eating."

Jiang Run put down the tableware, took out a tissue and wiped his mouth.

Pei Zeyang glanced at Jiang Run's bowl, but basically didn't move.

"Eat two more custard buns." He pushed the steamed stuffed bun cage towards Jiang Run.

Jiang Run shook his head: "You can eat."

In fact, the bun was splashed with the noodles that Pei Zeyang sprayed out just now, which really didn't whet Jiang Run's appetite.

It didn't take long for Pei Zeyang to eat and drink enough. While picking his teeth, he inadvertently met Jiang Run's eyes.

Jiang Run was staring at him, with deep eyes, carrying attack power.This feels... so weird.

"What... what's wrong?"

"It's nothing."

Jiang Run said so, but did not look away.

Pei Zeyang's Adam's apple rolled, feeling uneasy, feeling as if he owed someone millions and seemed to be seen through.

"Oh, that's fine! If you are unhappy, just pretend that what happened yesterday never happened, why are you looking at me!" Pei Zeyang yelled, and the more he yelled, the more guilty he became.

Jiang Run pursed a smile that was hard to detect, and as expected, Pei Zeyang made a breakthrough.

"Do you want to pretend it never happened?"

yes!Otherwise, if you look up and don't see each other when you look down every day, it's scary but not scary...

"What's wrong……"

"Nothing," Jiang Run shook his head, "I just wanted to make sure you were joking."

"Are you kidding?!...just kidding...of course it's not a joke..."

Pei Zeyang does not allow others to question his sincerity.He was thinking, if Jiang Run didn't mean it, it's fine, he couldn't be so immoral to forcibly bend a decent straight man.Jiang Run is such a good boy, his mother expects him to bring his wife back...

"Then what do you mean?" Jiang Run asked him.

"Don't I just say it casually...what a casual...I just like you, so I just said it..." Pei Zeyang's voice became smaller and smaller, as if he was talking to himself, "I don't expect anything, just listen .”

The same confession was made a second time.This time in broad daylight, the two sat opposite each other, each awake.

Jiang Run took out Pei Zeyang's usual cigarette case from which pocket, and threw it over: "Light one."

Pei Zeyang ordered one by accident.

"I know you are different from those people, so I don't hate you." Jiang Run said, "But, can you tell me, why me?"

What... what?

it's OK? !

Does Jiang Run not hate him, or does he not hate him and like him? !

"You are you, why not..."

Pei Zeyang took a deep breath of cigarettes to calm himself down. He remembered something and suddenly asked, "Jiang Run, except when we were in college, did we meet before that?"

"Huh? No." Jiang Run replied lightly.

"Oh, that's good." Pei Zeyang nodded reassuringly, and smiled: "Maybe it's fate. Ever since I saw you, I think you are different."

"What's the difference?"

Pei Zeyang answered generally: "Everywhere."

It seems to be good to speak out, without guessing, and without paying attention to the other party's winks.

"You are obedient, sensible, mature, and you are progressing in your work. I really envy you." Pei Zeyang smiled bitterly, "It's not me bragging, my father needs a son like you."

"Then do you need me?"

"Well," Pei Zeyang was very sure, "I need it, of course I need it."