black room

"I drove very slowly during this section of the road. The excitement when I drove home last time, but it was only a week, but I didn't know where to release it. Sitting next to me was Li Sheng, a man who was a year older than me. A man, a person I can’t extricate myself from seeing, the first time I’m with a man, the first time I’m engrossed in a person, the first time I love a person so deeply that I can’t control myself, but love must be suitable .

I have to say that the past few months with him have made me forget the existence of Ji Minjia, and I can't remember the vows I made at all. It's strange that I haven't been so satisfied in the past 29 years.

I already knew the reason for Du Yu's concern for Ji Minjia. Since I didn't say it, I wouldn't expose it. I knew that I couldn't avoid responsibility from any angle in this matter. It was my loss of control that made everyone It's hard, it's a perfect solution for myself, it took me 10 minutes to let go of Li Sheng for the first time, I persuaded myself, I'm just a man.

In those days, I was so engrossed in treating Ji Minjia that I wanted to go back to the past. At the beginning, Ji Minjia and I carefully decorated this house, and the location was selected for a long time. Everything was for our two considerations, but when I closed my eyes, They are all shadows of Li Sheng, like the reason why Li Sheng is with me, I have to slowly forget the memories, I think Li Sheng succeeded, I succeeded in making him forget Wei Heng.

In fact, I have always wanted to find an opportunity to ask someone. I never thought about the story about that piece of candy. I would be so jealous because of a story. Remember me, it's cruel to think about it now, the future that I couldn't promise has become his next unforgettable past.

I am a bad person.

I heard this version of the story from Yan Yangshu. Yang Shu said that he, Cheng Xiao and Li Sheng used to be employees of Zhang Qishan's company, and they were very close, so he should know more about Li Sheng. The blood sugar is very high. When it is serious, the eyes will suddenly go dark, and they will not be able to get up for a long time. The first time they knew that Li Fan had a buddy named Wei Heng, they met at home. Blood sugar was having a problem, Li Fan went to boil brown sugar water, Wei Heng dug out a candy from his pocket in time, it was a big white rabbit, Li Sheng fell in love at first sight, when Wei Heng peeled the candy and stuffed it into his mouth, he I feel that from that time on, I started to love candy. Wei Heng seems to like this taste very much. Every time I give Li Sheng candy, I can't help but kiss him, saying that he is very sweet. After eating for a long time, no Eating will reveal a milky taste.

This kind of love, most people will envy others.

But I told Li Sheng to forget about him, and I gave up on him again. I am a bad person.

From the moment I decided to give up, I felt that I had to take responsibility for Ji Minjia, that woman who had waited and waited, who loved me deeply, who gave everything for me, I had to marry her home. This responsibility, the formation of a family, is not all about love.

But when Du Yu's phone rang and I saw Li Sheng in the live TV broadcast for the first time, my brain was only angry for the first time. I felt that I was going to tear Zhang Qishan apart, and I felt that I was going to fly to Li Sheng I have to protect him.

The first time I saw him cry was on the side of the road, he was holding a sugar bag, I clearly saw him cry, this time I saw him cry, it was because of me, because of responsibility, because of family, people around him, always To disappoint him.

I think I should pull him up again and be with him. In an instant, I have thought of all the solutions. I can disclose our relationship, explain Wei Heng's photos, and find out the cause of the falling incident. .

But Li Sheng said that it is impossible for us to be together.

Not for others, just for the family, I know, he will not destroy his family for a love.

The second time, I decided to give up Li Sheng.

This road is the last road we have traveled, Li Sheng, I really like you."

Seeing Li Sheng's dull eyes, Yuan Ye took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed it to him. In the past, he thought that Li Sheng's smoking was mostly for the past. It was too sad and unbearable for him, so he didn't allow him to smoke. But he knew that Li Sheng now needs smoke to relieve, relieve, and calm down.

Li Sheng took the cigarette and remembered that when he smoked the most, he was in such pain, and he didn't stop for a moment along the way.

The author has something to say:

There are many ups and downs in love, just to welcome better love, but what I love the most is a cinnabar mole on my chest, no matter how good it is, it can't be replaced.