awkward and gentle

Huang Ni feels that he is about to be driven crazy by Yuezi and Yang recently, because Yang will return to China in a few days, so they are definitely showing their affection now. Stopped, only Tinya was still holding on calmly.

"Lu Ni, why are you here alone?" As soon as Xi Ye stepped onto the roof, he saw Huang Ni sitting on the bench looking up at the stars, the corners of his mouth turned up unexpectedly.

Jianchi glanced at Xiye who was carrying a notebook, and said teasingly, "Why, Xiye finally couldn't help but find a place to breathe? Let me just say, showing affection is one of the seven magic tools to destroy the world .”

"What!" Xi also sat beside Huang Ni, "It is for this reason that Huang Ni specially ran to the rooftop."

"Otherwise? The atrium has already been occupied by those young couple. I used to feel disgusted, and I even suffocated them." Lu Ni said truthfully, "I said, Xiye, you really can't bear it, especially when you eat When it's time... you bite me, you bite me, tsk..."

Huang Ni rubbed Huang Ni's head comfortingly, and said with a light smile, "Well, I see that you and Yata's expressions seem to be about to spit out!"

"Tch, it's not just me and Zaita, you haven't seen the expressions of the people around us, the expressions of envy, jealousy and hatred. Yuezi and Yang

Showing love openly in a group of old bachelors is nothing short of hatred. "Huang Ni snorted.

"Ah~ bear with me, it's only a few days." Xi also said meaningfully.

Yes, it will be the day of separation in a few days, and even if I want to see them show their affection, I won’t be able to see them for a while, absurd

Ni sighed lightly in his heart, "Yuezi, what kind of surprise did he say he was going to give the sheep, and now half of my brain cells are dead?

I didn't come up with any good ideas... I think the best surprise is to pack the confinement and airmail it. "

"Hey, hey... After packing me in, are you going to pack the confinement again?" Xi also couldn't laugh or cry.

Huang Ni looked at the starry sky quietly for a while, and then quietly turned his face to look at Xiye who was writing and scratching in his notebook with his head down. The happy smile revealed.With indescribable tenderness and bewitchment.Staring at him in a daze, until he turned his head and met his star-like blue eyes, he suddenly realized what stupid thing he had done and blushed and turned his cheeks.

"Hey...Xiye." Huang Ni said hoarsely, "What are you writing?"

"Huh? The menu." Xi also scratched his head, smiling brightly, "I was wondering if the sheep like chocolate so much, do you want to make a full chocolate feast?"

"Chocolate...full meal?" Huang Ni imagined that Yang and Yuezi would take a bite of sweetness, and the three of them would have their throats so tired that they vomited, and they suddenly shivered, "No, right……"

"Well, forget it. Just make chocolate cakes for the sheep." Xi also said as he lowered his head and scratched on the notebook.

Jianchi looked curiously at the notebook in Xiye's hand. It looked very thick and had been used a lot, "By the way, Xiye, do you write in this notebook every time you plan a menu? Let me have a look! "

"Hmm..." Xi Ye just nodded, but Yan Ni couldn't wait to take away the notebook, and looked at her helplessly flipping through it with great interest, "Really, I want to see the menu so suddenly."

Jian Chi raised the corners of his mouth without showing any traces, "Ah~ Xi also cooks so deliciously. I really want to see if there are any cooking secrets in my notebook. I can make them myself to satisfy my hunger." She Looking at it page by page, the menu was neatly written on it, and the time and event were also marked on it, "It's quite serious..." Huang Ni raised his head, but found that Xi was also looking at her seriously, but his eyes But shaking uncomfortably. "That, wild and rebellious..."

"What, what?"

Finally, Xiye's eyes stopped wandering away, and he looked into her eyes seriously, and said solemnly, "I can help Huang Ni cook for a long time."

Pfft... you're fucking kidding me!I only felt something "buzzing" in my head, Huang Ni's brain was completely stunned, and he looked at him expressionlessly, his eyes seemed very trance.

Helping her cook all the time... Is that what she imagined?

Or is it because she is being too sentimental?

Can she pretend to be very calm and calm and ask back like a magic stick?

"But, that... I still have to pay for gas and ingredients, right..."

Huang Ni said that she hid her face shyly and turned around to run away, which obviously didn't fit her usual domineering and powerful aura, but she didn't know that she was not much better now, her ears were flushed, and her tone stammered as if she was trying to hold on. calm down.

Xi Ye's blue eyes stared at her intently, and there was a gentle glow under the starlight.Seeing her awkward but forced calm appearance, Xi also gradually heaved a sigh of relief. Fortunately, rebelliousness is not an attitude of being scared and evasive.Thinking about her question for a moment, Xi also said slowly, "...Of course I will pay for the gas and ingredients."

Desolate's eyes suddenly widened, and Xi also...

"...Huang Ni, I always thought that I could stay by your side as a childhood sweetheart and not break the relationship between us. But the relationship between Yuezi and Yang forced me to face it squarely. If one day Huang Ni falls in love with you Others, can I hand you over to others so calmly." Xi also clasped her hands on Huang Ren's shoulders, locked her somewhat evasive eyes, and said solemnly.

His eyes gradually darkened, and he said bitterly, "I found out that I can't do it. I don't want to see you being snatched away by other guys... I don't know if telling you like this will scare you, will it make you You're troubled, but I still want you to know what's on my mind...so, sorry..."

Huang Ni looked at his slightly shy eyes in a daze, and felt the slight trembling of his hands clamping his shoulders.

His voice gradually softened, and even the hand that was clasping Huang Ni's shoulder began to loosen weakly, as if he had exhausted all his strength, "I, I can't bear it anymore... Seeing that Huang Ni has begun to gradually I got used to Ito-kun, and I felt very anxious, and when I heard Ararat say to Yata, "I have been fighting since I was a child, I felt jealous to death. I really envy the sheep who can express their feelings calmly..."

He lowered his eyes slightly sadly, "I, I don't want to hesitate about my own feelings any more... Desolate, I like you. Can I stay by your side to help you cook and take care of you?" The original firm tone had a hint of pleading at the end.

The plain tone quietly diffused around, but like countless flying feathers, they drilled into the black hole of memory carefully, and induced the memories hidden in the bottom of my heart.

The woman in my memory is ordinary but amazingly beautiful.

With a gentle smile, he gently brushed the fallen leaves from her hair.

The white and slender hands are beautiful and make people cry.

It was such a woman who was born as gorgeous as summer flowers and died as quietly and beautifully as autumn leaves.

In her life, two words were firmly entwined.

--love.

She seemed to be born for love, and she seemed to die for love.Her love was full of vigor, like a gorgeous rose blooming gorgeously on emerald leaves.But who would have thought that this mighty rose would not be able to bear fruit in the end, and it would wither in a mediocre manner in a short time.

Undoubtedly, she has a pair of sword wielders, which she considers to be the most ingenious pair of hands in the world.

Her hands can make delicious dishes that make people feel happy; her hands can draw pictures that people can't take their eyes off; her hands can hold hers, and teach her to connect to the constellations in the sky; You can hold her hand every day when the sun goes down and wait at the intersection where you know no one will return.

It was such a pair of hands that Huang Ni could no longer touch.

These hands belong to the sword holder Younian.

It belongs to Jianchi Yunian's rebellious mother - Jianchi Younian.

【Ani, love is one of the most beautiful things in the world.You have to take good care of it in the future! 】

【Ah Ni, I don’t know how Wei Han can come back...but he will definitely come back! 】

【Ah Ni, I can't wait for him...】

【Ani, I still love him very much...】

She waited for that person until she died, but she never saw him again.

Huang Ni looks like his mother, only faintly revealing the outline of that man.In this way, she savored his appearance with these faint outlines, and closed her infinitely yearning eyes forever.

At the end of my life, the same sentence will never change - I love him.

For love, it's like a layer of thick fog that can't see the road ahead, and Huang Ni dare not step into it.Don't dare to take it seriously, don't dare to take it seriously, once you step into the fog, I'm afraid there will be no chance to come out again.

Just like her mother.

In my whole life, I only took it seriously this time, too serious, and I didn't allow myself to relax even half of it.

Seriously to the last second of her life.

After a while, he didn't hear Huang Ni's reply, Xi also pursed his lips, his face drooping pale.

"Really, I like it very much." He forced a shy smile and murmured softly.

tick,

like drops of water,

It smashed into her heart in pieces.

Huang Ni instantly spread the soot in his pupils.

He is Xiye, and the person in front of him is Xiye.

It was Xiye who grew up by her side since she was a child.

It was Seok who would cook delicious meals for her.

It's the careful and worrying Xiya who is always worried about her getting hurt.

It's the Xiya who would rather be hurt than be gentle to herself as always.

It was Xiye who stood in front of her and was willing to protect her.

It was Seokya, whom she had always liked.

He said he had been suppressing his emotions, afraid of scaring her and disturbing her.

He said that when he saw Yuezi interacting with Yang, he thought of his feelings that he couldn't let go of her.

He also said he liked her.

No wonder, no wonder she has been unable to understand and guess Xiye's thoughts, and she is still entangled and caring to death.He didn't even dare to think deeply about the reasons why he cared. Even though he had understood his intentions for a long time, he still pretended not to know anything. He suppressed every day and pretended to be normal, fearing that he would embarrass him if he saw it.

It turned out that it was the same.

They all chose to bear it silently, pretending to be normal, not wanting the other party to see that it would only increase their troubles.

They are both too timid, afraid that they are not the one in the other's mind.I would rather keep the original intimacy, and I don't want to have any slight distance away because of this uncertain step closer.

They are all too stupid, they don't know how to deal with this growing and growing feeling, they can only suppress it from the bottom of their hearts.Faced with inner anxiety, he pretended to be calm and calm.

They both like each other, but they don't know each other...

Yes,

He is Xiye,

Not that person, nor anyone else.

Huang Ni looked at Xiye who was pale and anxiously bowing his head, and there was a bit of a dumbfounding smile on the corner of his mouth.

This guy, it seems, has been suppressed longer than her,

The more gentle you are, the more you worry and the deeper you suppress.He must have worked so hard to hold it in his heart, pressed it to the bottom of his heart, suppressed the heartache but cared more and more, so that he finally couldn't bear it and broke out regardless of anything.

If you really have to wait until she speaks, I'm afraid you'll have to miss it for a long time.She didn't dare to take risks and try things that she wasn't sure about, fearing that he didn't like her and would be disturbed, and she was also afraid that she wouldn't be able to maintain her calm state when she was extremely sad.

Xiye's panic, sadness, and rebellion can all be felt. His dejected and bowed head is a stamp of death penalty, and even when he reveals his heart, he almost humbly pleads...

Not like begging for her permission, but just begging her not to stay away.

Do you want to do this!As if he was bound to fail, she was heartbroken by his appearance.

Therefore,

If it's Seokya, it doesn't matter if you're serious.

She will be serious.

Will be very serious, very serious.

"Hey, Xiye..." Huang Ni croaked, "Is it true that you pay for the food and gas?"

"Eh?" Xi also looked up helplessly.

She let out a "puchi" laugh, and then showed a solemn and relaxed expression on her face, "Why didn't you say it sooner! Hey, it really is because of confinement and the others who show affection and love to the point of death and then want to Aggrieved to go back? If you guys provide me with three meals in the future, I will promise to help you to go back aggrieved!"

"Huang Ni..." Xi also stared blankly at Lu Ni who was laughing jokingly, and suddenly widened his eyes in disbelief, "So, Huang Ni, do you agree?" The end of the sentence still paused slightly, tainted A touch of caution.

A characteristic sarcasm appeared on Huang Ni's face, "Humph, why? Want to repent? It's too late!" She didn't want to be entangled in the side to get a headache, and to be aggrieved to self-torture.Now that we understand each other's emotions, if you don't seize the opportunity and try to pretend to be pushy, you are definitely torturing the other party and yourself.

"So, does Huang Ni like me too?" The blue eyes widened in shock.

Looking at the anticipation and impatient anxiety in his eyes, the smile on Lu Ni's lips softened, and he said to him with hot ears, "Is it possible? Otherwise, how could you allow you to touch my head. Others, even if you want to Don't think about it."

She tried to speak clearly, even if she felt shy again.

Because she is timid, she knows that he is also timid.If she was frightened by her vague speech and wondered whether she would shrink back, then she would also be frightened.

Tin also only felt more and more joy welling up in his heart.At the beginning, her silence made him feel discouraged and almost desperate, but unexpectedly, there was a turning point, and she actually agreed.

He also said that she liked him too.Really?It seems unreal, does Huang Ni also like him?Yeah, she said yes, and said rubbing her head was her privilege for him...

His eyes were getting brighter and brighter than the stars in the sky. His uncontrollable ecstasy made him lock the girl in front of him into his arms, put his chin on her shoulder, and kissed her intimately. rub.

"This means... I can always take care of Huang Ni! It's just me!" Qingyue's beautiful voice rose excitedly, "I, as a lover... can stay by Huang Ni's side!"

Hmm... Huang Ni was fully embraced into his warm chest, and he could hear the beating sound of "thump, thump, thump" in his heart.Burying her head in his arms, the corners of her mouth could not help but turn up, and then up again.

"That's great!... I like Lu Ni the most." Xi Ye's hearty and gentle laughter and a slightly childish whisper entered into Lu Ni's ears, "...I like it the most."

This guy Xiye...why did he suddenly have a feeling that his tail was up to the sky.

Slowly raising his hand to lightly wrap his waist around his waist, Huang Ni silently added in his heart-me too.

This guy who has known her for ten years has always treated her with a gentle and caring attitude, tolerant of her sharp thorns.She was clearly just a piece of glass, yet he held her guardingly like a crystal.Even if it was dripping with blood from her sharp prick, there was no intention of letting go.

She just admitted it, and now she has no reason to hesitate and escape.Xiye who has always tolerated him, and Xiye who has always understood her.If it was Xiye, she would have the confidence to face this relationship.

The sweet scent of soap locust on his body penetrated her nostrils, and she spoke softly in his arms.

——In the future, please take care of me, Xiya.

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