It's okay for you to be bitter, I'm sweet

"Doctor Cheng." Ye Xuancheng called Cheng Liheng softly while sitting in the passenger seat.

"What's the matter?" Cheng Liheng didn't look back, his attention was all on the road.

"I have a lot of questions, can I ask you?"

"Yes." Cheng Liheng did not refuse him.

"Will it be impolite?" Ye Xuancheng foreshadowed what he was about to say, "Will you be angry?"

"It won't be impolite." Cheng Liheng said, "It won't be more impolite than me saying that you are evil, so I won't be angry."

Ye Xuancheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and asked Cheng Liheng sideways: "Doctor Cheng, why did you force Huang Wenbin just now, he is obviously in such a bad condition."

"I can only try it. He was in a dangerous position and he rejected other people's contact. He was not in a good state, but I don't think he really wanted to die."

"why?"

"PTSD is just the reason. He showed more autism and depression, but not completely hopeless depression. The most common behavior of PTSD patients should be avoidance behavior, because they want to avoid bad memories or choose to do it in reality. Some crazy things, Huang Wenbin wants to escape more, he wants to escape the fact that he is sick, how should I put it, I think he has low self-esteem."

"self-abasement?"

"Yes, in front of someone who is very important to him, he feels that his illness makes him feel ashamed, so he chooses to avoid the facts." Cheng Liheng frowned slightly, as if thinking, "There are three common PTSD treatment methods. When I was there, I thought that what he was most afraid of was what was hidden behind the pocket watch, and that might be the cause of his illness, because he had been pulling on the watch since we got there. But then I found out that I seemed to be wrong. "

"Then what is he afraid of?"

"Your assistant, he is afraid of that little girl. Compared with the story behind the pocket watch, that little girl has become the main factor that can cause his mood swings. So I guess it's his low self-esteem."

"You mean he likes Zhang Wei?" Ye Xuancheng's jaw dropped in shock.

"No." Cheng Liheng shook his head, "I like it very much."

Ye Xuancheng's mind suddenly became a mess again, what's going on?He really didn't know how these two people had a chemical reaction, after all Huang Wenbin was just a wayward child in his eyes.

"Then just like it, why don't you feel inferior."

"It's normal to have low self-esteem. For many people who don't understand PTSD, this type of patient is like a lunatic in their eyes, especially hypocritical. In the words of young people today, it is a crime."

"Many people say that they are moaning for nothing. There are so many beautiful things in the world, but they deliberately imprisoned themselves on the isolated island in the past; what's more, they think that all those who go to see a psychiatrist are crazy. Under such a big environment, It’s hard for people with mental illness not to feel inferior about their condition.”

"On the other hand, in the future, patients with this syndrome are prone to aggressive behaviors. Just like today, if we go half an hour late, he may be gone. The latent period of concealment and the frightening consequences all give present an insurmountable challenge for their future partners."

"The other half has to love him enough to accept his past and understand what he's done to make him feel safe, and it's tiring. And there's another problem, if the other half loves him enough and he gets over it He chooses to die without the shadow brought by the past, which will cause great psychological trauma to those who accompany him."

"Think about it carefully, if it was you, would you be willing to take such a big risk to be with a PTSD patient?"

Cheng Liheng didn't continue talking, and Ye Xuancheng was also lost in thought. He used to only know that he would always feel that he was not good enough when he saw someone he liked, but he didn't know that such inferiority complex had the power to destroy a person .

Would he like to be with such a patient?He couldn't give an answer.As Cheng Liheng said, if that person can always live by his side, he can love him well, but if his love can't influence his lover, and can't give his lover the same sense of security, he thinks he can't accept the loss of his beloved. human trauma.

"By the way, Dr. Cheng, you seem to be very familiar with Dr. Su." Ye Xuancheng deliberately changed the subject.

"Well, she's my aunt."

"aunt?"

"Yes, our family has been from Huaxi for several generations, and it is basically distributed in various departments. She is my father's younger sister and has the same surname as grandma." Cheng Liheng said that it is not difficult to enter Huaxi.

Ye Xuancheng's face is what kind of coquettish expression is this? It's fine in other places, at least in the whole southwestern area, if anyone can have a child and work in Huaxi, that is to let the neighbors in ten miles and eight villages know by beating gongs and drums Is it okay?

"Are the uncles and aunts here? Which department are they in? They should be very great experts at this age."

"Before they died, my father was a second-level expert in liver surgery and a distinguished professor at Lyon University. Every year, he would spend half a year traveling back and forth between China and France. My mother was a breast surgery doctor, and she was among the first batch of breast cancer researchers in China. "

"Doctor Cheng, yes, I'm sorry." Ye Xuancheng's heart turned cold when he heard the word "death".He was sweating coldly on his back now, not knowing what to do.

"It's okay, you don't need to be too nervous." After chatting with him for so long, Cheng Liheng looked at him for the first time and smiled at him, "They have been gone for many years, you don't know that it is normal to ask such a question. "

"But you must be very sad now, my god, I'm sorry, Dr. Cheng, I'm really sorry."

"It really doesn't matter, as I said, I owe you once because of my wrong intentions, so it doesn't matter what you say tonight." Cheng Liheng's extremely gentle words not only failed to make Ye Xuancheng relax, but made him even more sad.

He has always known that a gentle person like Cheng Liheng must have a good family education, and his parents are either teachers or civil servants, or better, they have provided him with excellent material and spiritual conditions.But he really didn't expect Dr. Cheng to encounter such a thing.

Ye Xuancheng didn't say a word until the car drove back to the parking lot of Ye Xuancheng's house.He didn't dare to apologize anymore, he was afraid that Cheng Liheng's sadness would be brought up again, and he didn't know how to comfort Cheng Liheng.

He followed Cheng Liheng dejectedly, looking down at his feet until he bumped into Cheng Liheng's back.

Before Ye Xuancheng had time to say sorry, he saw Cheng Liheng looking at him helplessly, and said with a smile, "Comfort me, I'll listen."