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Sunny weather on Monday, August 2009, 8

I am in the fourth grade today.My brother gave me a notebook for me to write in my diary.My brother said: "You have a bad memory, and you can't remember so many things. If you write it down, you can read it whenever you want, and you won't forget it." My brother is right, I will write a diary from today.

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The weather was fine on Wednesday, September 2009, 9

My brother is going to college, and I'm a little sad.But my brother said that when I grow up, I will also go to college.And my brother promised me that he would come back to see me every week.

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Sunday, September 2009, 9 Rainy Weather

My brother is off to college.He went there alone by bus.My brother's university is in the city, but it's a bit far away, and it takes a long, long time by car.I don't like sitting in a car for a long time, I like boats.I want to make a big, big boat and let my brother sit on it together.

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The weather was fine on Saturday, September 2009, 9

Brother is back!I'm so happy!

My brother told me about college, it was really fun.I also want to grow up quickly and go to college.My brother said that if you eat more, you can grow up, so I will eat two bowls of rice tonight.

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Sunday, September 2009, 9 was cloudy

In the afternoon, I played the big boat puzzle with my brother, very happy.But my brother went back to school after finishing the fight, and I will wait for my brother to come back!

My brother studies very hard, and I will work hard too!

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Monday, September 2009, 9 was cloudy

Today an uncle I didn't know came to me, and the dean's aunt said he was my father.My brother said before that I was picked up by him.

Why do I have a father?

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Thursday, September 2009, 9 was cloudy

The uncle I don't know wants to take me away, but I don't want to go with him.But the dean's aunt said he was my father, and my father was here to pick me up.

This uncle gave me a piece of candy, saying that if I go back with him, there will be a lot of candy.

I don't eat candy, I don't want to go with him.

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The weather was cloudy on Friday, September 2009, 9

My brother will come back today, I want to go home from school early in the afternoon to meet my brother.

But my brother didn't come back today.My brother called and said he would come back tomorrow.

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Saturday, September 2009, 9 Rainy Weather

I was taken to a place I didn't know.I've never been here, so I don't know where this is.

This uncle said that he is my father, and I will live here with him in the future.

I didn't see my brother, and I cried in the quilt at night.

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Sunny weather on Monday, August 2009, 9

Dad was very kind to me. He transferred me to the elementary school here and gave me five pocket money.Dad asked me to study hard.Brother, you have said this before.I will study hard, and I will build a big ship.

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Thursday, October 2009, 10 was cloudy

Dad's house is by the sea, the sea is so cold, but I like it so much!

Brother, you took me to the beach before, shall we go together next time?

Dad said that he took me out to sea on National Day, so excited!

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Sunny weather on Monday, August 2009, 10

Dad's boat is very small and cannot accommodate many people. I will build a big boat in the future, which can accommodate many people!

Going to sea is really fun!I caught a big fish today!I really want to show you my brother!

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The weather was fine on Wednesday, September 2009, 10

Very happy today!Brother, you came to see me!In the future, I will call you after school, and I will recite your mobile phone number!

But, dad doesn't seem to like you, he doesn't seem happy.

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Thursday, October 2009, 10 was cloudy

This afternoon, Teacher Huang said that my composition was not good. It was not written in the fourth grade, but in the second grade. She asked me to read more books.But I don't like reading, brother, you used to tell me stories.

Dad told me not to see you again, but I want to see you brother!

How to do?

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The weather was cloudy on Friday, September 2009, 10

Today, I saw Xiaoli writing something, and I asked her what she was writing, and she said writing a letter.

Brother, I can also write to you in the future!

I didn't spend the pocket money my father gave me. I'm going to buy letter paper and envelopes to write to you!

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Saturday, October 2009, 10 was cloudy

I don't want to make Dad unhappy, brother, let's not see each other now, okay?Let's meet again when Dad is happy.

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The weather was fine on Wednesday, September 2009, 10

Brother, when I called you today and told you that I was going to write to you, you actually laughed at me.Anyway, I just want to write to you, and I will ask Xiaoli to send it for me tomorrow!

But I dare not write at home, I think my father will be unhappy when he sees it.

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Rainy weather on Wednesday, October 2009, 10

It's raining today.But today I received a reply from my brother, so happy!

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Sunny weather on Friday, October 2009, 10

Today, Teacher Huang praised me for improving my composition!Also gave me a little red flower!

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Tuesday, November 2009, 11 was cloudy

When I came home after school today, I saw my father brought back a little sister.Dad said it was my sister.

My sister seemed a little timid, so I greeted her and she ignored me.

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The weather was fine on Wednesday, September 2009, 11

My sister and I go to the same school, and I go out with her every morning and go home together at night.

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Tuesday, November 2009, 11 was cloudy

My sister is better at Chinese than me, but I am better at math than her.

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The weather was fine on Thursday, December 2009, 12

Xiaoli said today that tomorrow is 2010, so am I 11 years old?

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Saturday, February 2010, 2 was cloudy

Brother, it's the Chinese New Year. I spend it with my father and sister today.Dad bought a lot of meat and fish, and my sister and I were very happy.

But I also really want to celebrate the New Year with my brother and you, I really miss everyone...

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Monday, March 2010, 3 Rainy Weather

Started school today, Xiaoli gained weight during Chinese New Year!

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Sunday, October 2010, 10 was cloudy

Dad said today that my sister and I should grow up quickly, and give him money to spend when we grow up.

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Thursday, November 2010, 11 Weather Rain

Dad went to play poker today, and when he came back, he was very unhappy and drank a lot of wine.

After drinking, my father started to scold me and my sister, very ugly.And he even beat us, my sister cried.

I also want to cry because it hurts so much.But I remember brother you said that we boys cannot cry.So I don't cry.

Dad also said let us grow up quickly and give him the money.

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The weather was cloudy on Friday, September 2010, 11

Today, Dad suddenly fanned my math homework book and saw the letter I wrote to you.Dad was very angry and killed the letter.Dad beat me again and forbade me to write to you again.Dad also turned off the phone at home.

Brother, I can't call you anymore.

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Tuesday, November 2010, 11 was sunny

Dad doesn't give me pocket money anymore, I don't have money to buy letter paper and envelopes, I'm so sad.

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Thursday, November 2010, 12 Weather Rain

Dad hiccuped and hiccuped again, and scolded my sister and me again when he came back.I really want to leave, I really want to go back to my brother, to my aunt the dean.

But my father said, I was born by him, my sister was also born by him, and we all owe him.

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Saturday, February 2010, 12 was cloudy

Today my sister told me that she was in pain and wanted to leave home, but she didn't dare, she was afraid of her father.Dad told her that no matter where she went, Dad could find her.

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Sunday, October 2010, 12 was cloudy

Dad told me today that if I dared to run away, he would beat my sister to death.

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Monday, December 2010, 12 was cloudy

Today I asked my father, how can my sister and I pay back what we owe you.Dad said that he only needs to give him 50 yuan.I said yes, I want to return the money to him, then take my sister away, return to my brother, and build a big ship.

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The weather was fine on Saturday, September 2010, 12

Brother, I haven't called you for a long time, and I haven't written to you for a long time.I miss you so much.

But I can't go yet, I can't leave my sister behind.

Brother, you said before that you must keep your promises in life. I promised to give the money to my father and then go with my sister.I will do it.

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Sunny weather on Monday, August 2011, 1

Today, my father asked me to go to the vegetable market to buy meat, because it is almost the Chinese New Year.

But I actually saw you, brother!I'm so happy!

But I am good or bad, brother, you came here to see me and wanted to take me away, but I let you go back.

I told you that my father is very good to me, I want to stay with my father, and I also said that I don't want to go back to be an orphan... Sorry brother, I lied.

Brother, are you very sad?I saw the way you were sad when you left...

I'm sorry, brother, I'm sorry, I don't want you to worry.

When I pay back the money, I will come to you.

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Tuesday, November 2012, 9 was cloudy

I haven't written a diary for a long time, and I started junior high school today.

I went to help Aunt Hua sell fruit during the summer vacation and earned 120 yuan.After junior high school, I want to work more and make more money.

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Sunny weather on Friday, October 2012, 10

Aunt Zhang, who lives next door, said that if I helped her son with math tutoring, she would give me ten yuan per hour.I agreed.

Brother, I'll contact you after I pay back the money.It's better to let you think that I am doing well, so that you can rest assured.

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Tuesday, November 2012, 10 was cloudy

Suddenly I found that this book is quite capable of writing. In fact, I don’t write enough content, and I don’t write every day now.

This notebook was given to me by you, brother.

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Sunny weather on Monday, August 2015, 6

I graduated from junior high school.

Three years, really fast.

But I won't read any further.He said that studying is useless and asked me to make money.

Although I can pay the tuition myself, I really want to pay back the money earlier and take my sister with me when the time comes.

Brother, as I told you before, when I grow up and build a big boat to invite you to sit on, I'm afraid it will be delayed.

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The diary is recorded here.

Sitting in the air-conditioned car, Song Buzhi flipped through Oujie's diary page by page.

The content of the diary is actually not much. According to Song Buzhi's reading speed, he can read it quickly.But he watched it for more than an hour.

Every word seems to be engraved in my heart.

Staring at the last entry in the diary, the last sentence, a layer of mist gradually appeared in Song Buzhi's eyes.

Tears flowed down his face and onto the notebook.

Although the book was old and the paper inevitably turned yellow, Ou Jie kept everything else very well.It can be seen how much the owner cherishes this book.

Song Buzhi bit his lower lip, severely suppressing his emotions.

On that day in 2011, a few months before he went to look for Oujie, he actually found Oujie's home through possession, knew the address, and visited him secretly.

At that time, seeing that Oujie was doing well and getting along with his sister happily, he was a little relieved, and then went back.It's just that I didn't expect that it didn't take long for Ou Chunlin to reveal his true nature...

So that day, he went to ask Oujie and prepared to take him away.

But he didn't expect Oujie to reject him.With such a good memory, he naturally remembered the words Ou Jie said "I don't want to be an orphan anymore".What did you think at that time?

At that time, he was just a young man under the age of 20. When someone he cared about said that, his emotions became a little bit up, and he even thought, oh, so in Xiaojie's heart, I am not his family.

This emotion accompanied him for several weeks, and he didn't gradually forget it until he got busy with his studies.

They didn't keep in touch until Oujie was killed—why, why didn't they keep in touch?

In fact, he also went to look for Oujie later, but it seemed that Oujie was no longer in Shimen Town at that time. He searched for it for a while, but couldn't find it.

If I had insisted on bringing Ou Jie back, if I had insisted on finding him...would everything be different?

Ou Jie is a person who keeps promises very much. From childhood to adulthood, as long as he promises, he will try his best to do it no matter what.Such a person... If he persists, will everything really be different?

Song Buzhi buried his face in his palms, his body trembling uncontrollably.

Next to him, Discipline put his hand on his shoulder, patted him lightly, didn't say anything, and let him vent his emotions.

Outside, the sun is shining and the spring breeze is blowing. The tombstones not far away are neatly arranged, and the names on them seem to be shining in the sun, as if they are gently watching the eyes of visitors.

——They are also concerned about their relatives and friends who are still alive.