Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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"October 10: 'He' came back...it must be 'he' came back... I changed my clothes. My brother said that after I walked out of the room, I didn't answer any questions, and after standing at the door for a while He fell down suddenly and almost scared him to death. I didn't remember any of these things. I pretended that I was just a little dizzy when I stood up after sitting for a long time, and I didn't let my brother call the doctor to the house.

"Fortunately 'he' wore clothes with a high collar on purpose, probably 'he' didn't want my brother to notice the pinch marks. My whole body was in pain. It was terrible...the blood in the room was gone, there were no footprints on the ground, Only the traces of me remain... Is it really the ghost of 'him'? Why didn't 'him' disappear? What can I do to make 'him' disappear completely? Should I throw away everything he used Or burn it?"

"October 10th: After the phone was turned off, it was thrown into the closet. It took me a long time to find it. I found that Xiao Zi called several times and sent many text messages to ask me about my situation. She seemed to have encountered something strange. Things... She said she had received a call from 'I'. She said it was definitely not a ghost, and told me to be careful about Yan Chuan, maybe he was testing me after he started to suspect.

"My brother's behavior is indeed a bit strange... However, it seems that something happened to his friend. After rushing out at noon, he came back very late. I asked him if he needed help, and he just told me not to worry. Not today There is a memory gap...I hope yesterday was just 'his' last counterattack."

"October 10: Today...I don't know how to put it...a terrible thing happened. Today I went out and met with Xiao Zi. I wanted to ask her if she had asked a few other people who used The situation after the scroll, but she hasn't been in the game for two days.

"I don't know who is making trouble for her... The man who was chasing her before suddenly refused to contact her, saying that she is a liar and let her deal with her own troubles. Don't try to drag him into trouble, but Xiaozi doesn't even know that he What are you talking about. There is also something wrong with her personal account. She has complained several times, but it has not been unfrozen. Her affairs are more urgent and she has no time to help me. She told me not to be nervous. Anyway, it has been two days Nothing out of the ordinary. When I get home... When I get home...

"When my brother opened the door for me, he had a strange expression on his face and asked me when I went out again... I was out all afternoon, but my brother said that I was back early. He and 'me' played games together in the afternoon, I had dinner too... I said I just wanted to joke with him just now. When I went back to the room, I found that the dolls were gone, and the wardrobe and bookcase had been touched... I asked Xiaozi, my memory is correct! I Really with her in the afternoon! That thing... what is that thing at home in the afternoon? What is that thing that my brother thought was me? I'm scared..."

"October 10: I saw 'he'...I saw 'he', in the kitchen, talking to my brother...'he' spotted me, smiled at me, and disappeared... …My brother turned his head, as if he didn’t see me. I’m right here, but he’s looking for me everywhere. I want to hold him, but I don’t know. I don’t know if it’s the wrong distance, or I really didn’t touch him. Seeing him... After he went around the room and came out, he could see me again, and I could touch him. Is it my illusion? It's just that I was too nervous, so the hallucination appeared? It's just that I was Are you scaring yourself? My body...my body...there is nothing wrong with this body, I am indeed alive!"

"October 10: Why... how did Xiao Zi do such a thing? She never told me... I don't know anything! Have I received so many donations? School, friends, and others People...so much money...Xiao Zi kept saying that she would not be able to support the expenses of my illness, and only her salary alone, so I can only live in that kind of ward, and I can't afford the best medicine... ...Because of my illness, we live so hard...How could she...She has been taking care of me...I am her brother! After Mom and Dad left, we have only one other relative left! Impossible Yes, those people must have made a mistake..."

"October 10: I slept for two full days. I woke up a few times in the middle, and heard my brother talking to someone else. It was my voice... No, it was Yan Chen's voice... It will be a long time I was in a daze, as if I had a little consciousness, but I couldn't fully wake up. I slept for two days and felt so weak after waking up, but my brother didn't notice anything abnormal... These two days, it must be another 'me' 'Be there for him...did he not notice the difference? Or, glad 'I' was finally the same again?"

"October 10: I still can't get in touch with Xiaozi. When I talk to my brother, I always have to repeat it several times before he will talk to me. I seem to have become a person who doesn't exist."

"November 11: How come so many days have passed... What am I doing these days? I don't remember much..."

"November 11th: I haven't been in contact with Xiaozi. I found out a little about her, those donations...someone asked her to refund the money. She refunded a little, and then they couldn't find her. She couldn't live anymore In the original place, and the address she told me before is also false. It’s so strange, I should be angry, but after hearing it, I feel very calm, as if I was just dreaming.”

"November 11th: I thought, Could it be that nothing actually happened? I became a vegetable. I died. Everything that happened now was just a dream before I died. I just dreamed these things because I was unwilling ...No, no, it must be true. There is indeed a soul transfer, and I have indeed lived as 'Yan Chen'...But, only Xiao Zi knows about this. Only Xiao Zi knows that I am here, not in In that immovable body. Only Xiao Zi can prove that all this is not my delusion. If I perish here, no one will know except her. Where did she go? Did she run away because she didn’t want to pay back the money, or did she escape? What's the matter? I really want to see her..."

"November 11: My brother said that he never knew a person named 'Tao Lin'. There were no sick juniors, no donations, no younger sisters... He said, I have been sick for a long time. He told me not to be afraid , don't be trapped by those weird thoughts, he said I was just sick and everything would be fine. Then he cried... I thought about it for a long time. The memory of the past has become so blurry. I can't remember..."

"December 12: I had that nightmare again. Died and turned into a transparent ghost, bound to a bed, never able to leave, never to be seen by anyone, existing alone...I want to live. Want to Loved. I must be crazy... If I am not 'Tao Lin', who am I? Is it some lonely ghost who has forgotten himself? Or is it the hallucination of 'Yan Chen'? I want to think of little Azusa's appearance, her voice, but did she really exist? I have no way to prove...I don't have any evidence to prove..."

"I don't know what day it is today. Two days... or three days ago? To confirm that I exist, I want to cut my wrist with a knife. I don't have any strength in my body, only a very shallow cut. Then I passed out. When I woke up, I was in a white room with soft walls and floors, and a glowing white ceiling high up. Someone came to visit me in the room, wearing a doctor's white Clothes, his eyes are horrible... He said if I keep trying to hurt myself like before, he will put me in a straitjacket. The wound on my hand was not caused by a knife, it was a thread pulled from the body of the doll, He showed me the doll... I remember..."

"I screamed at him. I asked him where his brother was. He laughed and said to me 'Did you dream of being someone else again? You don't have a brother, you don't have a sister, you're just crazy.' I think I see On to the demon. I probably screamed for a long time until I couldn't make a sound. I wouldn't take my medicine, I wouldn't eat. Then the man came again."

"I should have been obedient earlier..."

"I'm trapped in this body."

"I want to die."

"Lu You... an unfamiliar name. Who is he calling?"

"I dreamed about my brother. In the dream, he talked to me, smiled at me, hugged me... I felt so happy. Why is this dream so short... It would be nice if I didn't wake up."

"I don't want to go back to that white room with nothing. I don't want to see that scary person again. I don't want to hear strange names again. If I can sleep forever..."

"It would be nice if I could stay in my dream."

"I really want to abandon this body..."

Like a spider's thread swaying in the wind, the connection gradually becomes weaker and disconnected bit by bit, until finally there is nothing left.He opened his eyes blankly, staring at the bright white ceiling, his body lay motionless on the soft ground, but his soul seemed to be sinking slowly.Sink into a dark and quiet place without light, without bondage.Sink into dreams where fantasies can become reality.

He closed his eyes, letting the darkness overwhelm him with joy.

There was a faint smile on the lips of the sleeping man, as if he had finally got rid of the pain.In the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness, the fire light of the soul flickered slightly, getting darker and darker, and was about to enter a peaceful sleep that would never be disturbed again.At this moment, another gleam suddenly appeared in the depths: after the "master" of the body voluntarily abandoned sovereignty, another outsider was finally no longer subject to any suppression.

The soul full of vitality floated and unfolded leisurely, and the bright data stream surrounded the soul that had completely divorced from reality and hid in a deep sleep in a dream, easily tearing it apart.

The tiny fragments were scattered by the reactivated consciousness, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.The intruders who wished to obtain happiness in dreams only got the ending of eternal nothingness in the end.

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Tao Zi walked in the passage in a daze.

In the dark underground, the lights are deliberately dimmed, and the sound of footsteps echoes between the two walls of the narrow passage, as if this road leads to a ghostly ghost land.Tao Zi was not used to such an environment, because he stumbled a bit when walking on the uneven ground, but he didn't dare to be left behind by the person who led the way in front, and followed closely behind him step by step.

The smell in the passage was not pleasant, it was damp and dull, and the sudden sound when she stepped on the accumulated water on the ground would always startle her a little, and it also made her doubts and tensions continue to increase.But she bit her lip tightly and told herself that she couldn't back down: how could she give up this rare opportunity?

Although trembling with fear, even though he was worried that the person in front would stop suddenly and turn his head to show a grin at her along the way, Tao Zi still insisted on walking forward.She has no place to live and no money, but she absolutely does not want to go back to her old life!She was so used to the bright packaging that she had so carefully maintained that taking it away was like peeling off her skin!It's not easy to meet someone who is interested in her. Although the point of interest is unusual, but such favorable conditions... It's totally worth the risk for her.

It won't be a lie, she told herself.She has signed the contract and received the deposit...

There was a little light in front of him, and Tao Zi was shocked, and at the same time he breathed a sigh of relief: the passage has come to an end.The guide was indeed just a guide, and had no other thoughts about her. He led her through the aisle, then through the brightly lit and empty hall, to the half-hidden door on the opposite side, gently Knock knocked.

The people in the room murmured a vague "huh", and then the door opened by itself. "Please come in." The guide whispered, making room for Tao Zi.Tao Zi closed his eyes and walked in slowly.

The young man dressed like a student sat crookedly on the sofa, stared at her for a while, and gestured to her, asking her to come and sit down.Tao Zi followed suit.There was a sweet aroma floating in the room, and the sofa cushions were as soft as clouds, and her tight heartstrings relaxed unconsciously.

Warm fingers touched her face.The young man approached her and looked at her with a smile. "It's better than I thought..." He whispered, "Your eyes are really beautiful..."

Tao Zi was completely relieved.Her originally stiff smile stretched out and became sweeter. "I..." she opened her mouth, and only uttered one syllable, the young man moved his finger to her lips, stopping her from continuing to speak.

His fingers were slender and graceful, and they also had a pleasant fragrance. "Shh," he said, "quiet."

"I like things that are still. Be good, don't talk, don't move... I will like you very much."

Tao Zi looked at him blankly.Her body seems to be getting lighter... The sweet fragrance floating around is really good, making her no longer just pretend to smile, but gradually become really happy.She sensed that something was wrong, but her thinking had unknowingly become so dull that it was difficult to move.

"It's a pity that everything else is a little bit worse. There are a lot of things that need to be changed..." The voice whispered in her ear, "Forget it, these eyes are worth it." A pair of arms supported her limp body , picked her up from the sofa, "Do you want to invite the Hades to come and see after it's finished..."

Tao Zi heard a familiar name.Her instinct screamed, but there was only a dullness in her mind.The girl's hands and feet drooped feebly, shaking slightly with the steps of another person.

"Well...forget it. That guy is too stubborn, he won't appreciate my way of preserving beauty..."

The young man hugged her and walked into the hidden "studio" through a secret door.The overall lighting in this room is much darker, only the operating table in the center is shrouded in bright light.In the intoxicating sweet fragrance, there is an inexplicable strange smell added.

Life-size, delicate and beautiful dolls are neatly arranged on the display racks placed against the walls.They sat motionless on the shelf, with their clear eyes wide open, their plump lips curled up, their slender legs crossed, their chins resting on their slender and graceful fingers, and they quietly watched the new companion brought by their master ...