Let me live [Quick Transmigration]

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Qi Zhengyun knew that Lu You didn't drink well.I don’t usually touch it, and at most I drink a little beer or red wine when the party is appropriate. In the ancient world, I really liked the kind of sweet rice wine with a very light alcohol taste. Such a wine can accidentally put him away. fall.Qi Zhengyun has seen Lu You a few times when he was slightly drunk: he will be more obedient and quieter than usual, he will be slow to respond when others talk to him, and his movements will become clumsy.

But usually at this time, Lu You himself knows that he can't continue drinking, so even if he is drunk, he seldom tosses others.At most, he knocked over one or two things, bumped into wherever he was walking, as long as he was given a bed or a soft corner of the sofa, he could sleep peacefully for several hours until the alcohol disappeared naturally when he woke up.

So when he realized that Lu You was talking more and more, his attitude towards him was no longer tense, and he began to show intimacy, Qi Zhengyun only thought that a small amount of alcohol made him relax, and it didn't stop Lu You from drinking half a cup. Another half glass was poured—after all, it was just low-alcohol champagne with almost no alcohol and a taste similar to mint water.The white wine used to match the seafood has a slightly higher alcohol content. Qi Zhengyun only poured half a sip for Lu You to taste. Lu You commented that it was "like juice" and drank it very easily.

Qi Zhengyun didn't feel something was wrong until he found that Lu You scraped the bottom of the empty plate with a spoon, and then scooped up a spoonful of air into his mouth without changing his expression.Lu You's cheeks were slightly flushed, his eyes were so moist that they seemed to be glistening with water, and his gaze was fixed on a point on the table blankly.After noticing Qi Zhengyun's gaze, he raised his head and smiled at Qi Zhengyun as if he was thinking of something happy.

"...Lu You?" Qi Zhengyun asked tentatively, "Are you drunk?"

"Drunk?" Lu You repeated in a low voice, and answered honestly, "I don't know... I've never been drunk before." With a silly smile, as if he thought he was not drunk enough, he reached out to the wine glass next to him.Qi Zhengyun shot in time before he knocked the glass over, and moved the glass with a light layer of turquoise liquor to a place that Lu You couldn't reach.

"You're really drunk." Qi Zhengyun said helplessly.With only a few dishes on the table, it seems like it's not a good idea to have a pre-dinner drink on an empty stomach for someone who has never tried alcohol before.Lu You didn't seem to hear what he said, and he wanted to get the cup persistently. Qi Zhengyun tried to stop him, but Lu You grabbed Qi Zhengyun's hand instead.He was already a little unsteady in his sitting position, but now he leaned forward and lay down directly on the table—if Qi Zhengyun hadn't leaned forward quickly and took away the plate in front of Lu You with his other hand, the scene would probably have been a mess. Very exciting.

Lu You's fingers were wet and cool, and they were stained with water droplets that had condensed on the outer wall of the glass.He tightly held one of Qi Zhengyun's fingers in his palm and refused to let go, squinting his eyes contentedly like a cat pressing its favorite toy under its belly. "Your hands are so hot." He still refused to shut up, and continued to mutter, "Why are your hands so hot?"

Qi Zhengyun felt dumbfounded: Does the behavior of people change when they are drunk?Fortunately, he was tall and his arms were long enough, so he could walk around the table without taking his fingers back, and came to the side where Lu You was sitting.Lu You's eyes followed him, staring at him intently, Qi Zhengyun pulled him up from the table, he shook his head in a daze, and then fell to the other side.Qi Zhengyun saw that Lu You was leaning on the back of the sofa in a posture that shouldn't be uncomfortable, so he let him go, took the unused wet towel on the table and tore it, and wiped Lu You's side. A little oily stain from rubbing his face against the table.

"Why are you shaking all the time?" Lu You asked in a low voice.After a pause, before Qi Zhengyun could respond, he thought of the answer, "Oh... I'm drunk..." He frowned, feeling dizzy and heavy, and feeling uncomfortable in his stomach, so pitiful Xixi said: "I feel very uncomfortable."

At this time the waiter appeared with a fried steak, and Qi Zhengyun asked him to cancel the next few dishes and bring over a glass of honey water.Seeing that Qi Zhengyun didn't answer him immediately, Lu You tugged at the man's hand in dissatisfaction.Alcohol has eaten away his sanity. He probably never acted like a baby when he was really a child. He even forgot the nervous reaction when he got close to Qi Zhengyun before, which made Qi Zhengyun want to tease him instead: "Is it uncomfortable?" The pulp of his thumb lightly brushed against Lu You's lips, staring at Lu You's misty eyes, "Who told you to continue drinking when you first felt dizzy?"

Thinking about it now, when Lu You asked him for wine and wanted to taste it, he must have been a little drunk.

Lu You opened his lips slightly, as if even the body reflex to avoid the touch had been paralyzed by the alcohol, and he didn't even think of avoiding it at all.He took Qi Zhengyun's words as a real problem, tried hard to think about it for a while, and finally realized the reason why he didn't stop enough. "Dizziness...it's good." He said frankly what he would never confess when he was sober, "If you are dizzy, you won't feel nervous."

Qi Zhengyun knew that he might have touched on the reason for Lu You's abnormal behavior in recent days.At this time, he should probably behave as usual, lest Lu You become vigilant and stop talking, but he just couldn't help it, he always wanted to touch Lu You's face, or pinch his red cheeks. ear.Fortunately, Lu You didn't resist these outrageous actions in terms of their current relationship. He seemed to be getting sleepy, and when Qi Zhengyun's hand was pressed against him, he leaned towards him.

"Why do you feel nervous?" Qi Zhengyun asked in a low voice, "Am I so scary?"

He vaguely remembered that he had asked similar questions before.Sometimes Lu You is afraid of him and wants to avoid him, but to this question, Lu You always answers in the negative.It seems that it is only instinct to want to escape, and emotions always linger and leave again and again until they tame themselves.The drunk man's lips were bright red and soft, making Qi Zhengyun want to lean in and kiss him no matter when he was silent or speaking.

Lu You didn't say a word for a while, Qi Zhengyun felt the weight supported by his hands gradually increase, and the strength that had been holding his fingers before was also loosened, thinking that he just fell asleep.But Lu Youchui moved his hands on the sofa, slowly lifted them up, and climbed onto his shoulders unexpectedly by Qi Zhengyun.Those hands first rested on the man's broad shoulders hesitantly, like two birds hesitating whether they could stop here, light and timid.Qi Zhengyun moved forward a little cooperatively, and as if he was allowed to, he carefully touched Qi Zhengyun's face with his fingertips.

The waiter who came just now brought the honey, put it on the table without saying a word, then left the table and disappeared at a faster speed than the previous few times.Lu You, who opened his eyes again and was about to say something to Qi Zhengyun, stared blankly in that direction until Qi Zhengyun pinched his chin and turned his face back. "Tell me." He said in a coaxing tone like a child.

Lu You's attention finally returned to the man in front of him.He struggled to remember the topic he had talked about before, and tried to find an answer in his mind that was about to become a mess.His fingers slid unconsciously, and the neatly manicured nails lightly touched Qi Zhengyun's skin, making him itchy, and he pinched Lu You's face punitively—in a natural way It was only when he made this kind of behavior that he had deliberately suppressed for a long time because he was afraid of scaring people away, that Qi Zhengyun realized how much he missed it.

Lu You wanted to hide back, but there was the back of the sofa behind him. He couldn't dodge after hiding, so he gave up, but his expression became a little aggrieved as if he had been bullied. "You're not scary..." He still remembered to refute this sentence, and after finishing speaking, he was stunned for a while, and continued slowly, "You're just...strange..."

Lu You's hand was on the back of Qi Zhengyun's shoulder, looking for a place to use it, and finally grabbed his hair and leaned towards him.Anyone else would have screamed at this time. Fortunately, Qi Zhengyun's body is rough and fleshy, and he is so tough that he just endured it as if nothing had happened.Lu You leaned in front of Qi Zhengyun, as if to get a good look at the man's face. His knee was against Qi Zhengyun's thigh. After a while, he felt hindered and uncomfortable, and turned around clumsily to climb onto the sofa.Qi Zhengyun put his arms around his waist to prevent him from accidentally slipping under the sofa, after some twisting and adjusting, Lu You finally leaned on Qi Zhengyun in an awkward posture, "You are a strange thing. ' he said vaguely.

Hey, isn't this scolding?Although it is true to describe him like this... Qi Zhengyun smiled, turned his head and rubbed Lu You's face.Lu You stared at him with rounded eyes, as if he was really looking at some strange creature. "I don't know what you want...you can't want nothing." He said dreamily, "You gave me too much. I don't know how to pay back."

Qi Zhengyun sighed. "I gave it to you because I like you." He said softly, "You don't have to think about paying it back, just accept it as a gift." He gently stroked the soft hair on the back of Lu You's head, thinking, no wonder there are theories that childhood Children who do not get enough love from their parents when they grow up have a hard time learning to accept other people's kindness naturally.His early intervention this time may have made up for this defect in Lu You's heart to a certain extent, but I don't know how much more time it will take before Lu You gets used to being loved by him?

At this moment, Qi Zhengyun thought that he might fail again in this reincarnation and miss the possibility of reaching the future again; , Amber clear and beautiful pupils.Lu You's expression was a little puzzled, as if he couldn't understand what Qi Zhengyun said just now.He frowned and thought for a while, then nodded with half understanding, and skipped the topic.

"But I know what I want." He said, "I want..." His voice gradually softened, as if these words were still difficult to say even after being drunk, "This time... It's not something that you can get by obediently, and you can only take it by yourself..."

——Even when the summer vacation of the first year of high school was approaching, the unprecedented quarrel with his mother, and the subsequent completely changed fate trajectory, Qi Zhengyun was there to advise him and serve as his spiritual support.He has always been like a child without his own opinion, trying his best to please his mother, troubles to the point where everyone feels panic, and feels at ease when he can follow in the footsteps of others.But—finally, this time, he was the only one who made the decision.

This is a crucial decision.He can also continue to stay out of the matter, enjoying all the help and care Qi Zhengyun gave him, until one day Qi Zhengyun confesses his love to him, or goes to another person.With Qi Zhengyun's aggressive personality who likes to take the initiative to plunder, he will never give up without trying anything, so don't worry about missing it.As long as he remains passive, he can achieve what he has always wanted to do: let the relationship progress or end peacefully, without hurting anyone.

But - he "wants".

Human thinking and actions are inertial.Lu You struggled to understand the feelings in his heart, and it was even more difficult to take real action.He had set a deadline for himself, prepared to make it his rite of passage, as if for the first time the fire called "self" was actually lit in his soul.

Such subtle twists and turns may be ridiculous in the eyes of people who are naturally self-proclaimed.Love is also just a poor feeling that is sometimes pursued contemptuously and sometimes deliberately belittled.Lu You decided to do this and thought about it for a long time.He could foresee that no matter whether the ending was good or bad, after taking this step, a crucial change would happen to him.

Therefore, even if something went wrong with the plan of "borrowing a little alcohol to relieve tension", Lu You still firmly remembered his plan when he was drunk.It's just that the mind that has become confused is too slow, and the vague feeling that I have screwed up before I started, which brings a deep sense of frustration.

Lu You looked dizzy with drunkenness, and Qi Zhengyun didn't notice this detail. He thought Lu You was both funny and soft-hearted when he went around for a long time and managed to give the answer to the original question "Why are you nervous?" a feeling of.At this time, Lu You climbed up from his shoulders, straightened his body with difficulty, and assumed a pose as if he was going to have a serious conversation.

Qi Zhengyun's hand followed, still touching Lu You's cheek. "And then?" He asked with a smile, the magnetic voice seemed to carry some kind of deep resonance—like the powerful washing and vibration of sea water between the reefs, "How do you get it?"

Lu You stared at him blankly.Those eyes with slender eyelashes blinked slowly, then blinked again...then, they were quickly dampened.Tears filled the eyes in an instant, then condensed into two big teardrops and rolled down.

Qi Zhengyun's smile stopped.The expression on Lu You's face didn't change much, and he didn't seem very sad, it seemed that there was just dust in his eyes.The tip of his nose was red, he sucked his nose, and said in a choked voice, "You're going to hate me soon."

Qi Zhengyun just wanted to put this little drunk on the sofa.But rationality prevented him from doing such a beastly thing, and he didn't forget that they were still in a public place—although there was no one around at some point, only the soft music was still playing.So he had no choice but to endure and continue coaxing: "No."

Lu You didn't have a conversation with him like "yes", "no", "yes".He let the tears run down his chin, just sniffed again. "Actually, I don't think so." He said unreasonably, "but I have to prepare for the worst..."

He himself repeated the words "preparation for the worst" several times. Qi Zhengyun endured it while rubbing the back of Lu You's head and neck as if to comfort some small animal.Finally, Lu You stopped talking, and he asked again with a helpless smile: "Then what are you going to do to make me hate it?"

Lu You took a deep breath.He solemnly held Qi Zhengyun's face with both hands, squinted his eyes and stared at the man who cooperated and kept still for a while as if he couldn't find the focus, and then leaned crookedly at an itchy slow speed, and kissed him on the edge of Qi Zhengyun's lips.